Date: 08/27/2002, Tuesday afternoon. Harbor Park -- The Meadow One of the last bastions of green left in the city, mottled and withered grass and weeds covers the earth like a badly stained carpet, with the construction work turning what is left into just bare dirt. The vegetation seems marginally healthier the further it is from the river and much healthier towards the central area of the park around the fountain. Construction work is ongoing here: a raised earthen berm about five feet tall is being built all around the park perimeter, with two breaks each at the Bridge Street entrance and the First Street end. Wooden posts are being erected at regular intervals all along the earthen wall, while tasteful iron gates and fences are being added at the entrances. Overpowering the scent of living vegetation are the exhaust fumes from a busy street to the west and an unpleasant stench from the Columbia River to the east. From the street view or river view, the park is now isolated, as if it existed apart from the city. People in tall buildings have an excellent view of any goings-ons for now, though. In the center of the park, a small glade of six tall trees and a flower bed surrounds the fountain. The murky waters of the Columbia River flow swiftly along the east side of the park. Bracketing the park to the west is First Street and the city of St. Claire. Salem moves through the park at an aimless, restless prowl, hands buried in the pockets of his jeans, no jacket and no sunglasses. His face is drawn into a pensive expression, looking at the meadow but not quite seeing it, or at least not caring much. Rina sits crosslegged in the meadow, alone in the open, sketchbook on her lap. She appears to be working on a drawing of a young derelict, asleep on a park bench. A certain Walker kinfolk of the Italian variety is definitely a sight that would pluck at the attention of a certain Walker Philodox. Salem stops dead in his tracks and hesitates, indecisive. She looks from her sketch to the subject, and back again, her gaze intent. He could be coming up on her with a knife, and she would have absolutely no idea. The wind ruffles her hair a little, and she shakes it out of her eyes with a characteristic gesture. Salem closes his eyes briefly, waging a brief internal debate. Then he inhales a breath, lets it out, and heads in her direction, the mask of his face carefully composed into something polite and noncommittal. The alarms go off when he is perhaps a yard or two away, the steps in the grass getting her attention. She looks over her shoulder, then, her face all sharp alert eyes and livid bruise. The tension relaxes after a moment, as she recognizes him. Salem hesitates when she turns, when their eyes meet. Then he continues forward, jerking his chin in a short, curt little nod of greeting. Though he looks a good deal better than when he visited Saturday night, there are still dark circles under his eyes, and his expression is unreadable. Rina's smile is small, and less than certain. But she, too looks better than before, as if she's had a little rest. There's something in those eyes that is difficult to read--worry, or sympathy, maybe? Something. "Hey, Jack," she says quietly. "Pull up some grass." One hand touches the ground beside her, as she looks back toward the river. There is a smudge of charcoal across the back of her wrist and hand, and paint lingers around her fingernails. Salem hesitates again, then takes the offered seat. He lowers himself to the ground with complete dignity and sits crosslegged next to the kinswoman. "How's the painting coming?" he asks quietly. Rina glances down, frowning at her sketch. "It's all right. Worked on it a lot this weekend, while he was gone. It's close. Real close." She chews on her lower lip, contemplating a moment; then she closes the pad, puts it aside on the ground, and sets the pencil on top of it. Her attntion turns to him. "What happened?" Salem, for whatever reason, sat down with his scarred side, his blind side, toward her. At the question, he turns his head slightly toward her, though not enough to be able to _look_ at her. "...What do you mean?" Guarded. All the better; the sharp eyes can watch him, without being watched in turn. She studies the nuances of his expression, the cracks in the mask. "You, and John." Her voice is quiet, sober. Salem grunts and looks down. His elbows rest on his knees, and he studies his folded hands, examining clean, trimmed fingernails. His hands aren't as calloused as a human's would be; chalk one more up to the Garou's regenerative abilities. "We talked." His voice is flat. "Really." Her own carries exactly the same lack of inflection. She tips her head a little, eyes narrowing as she watches him. "You in any kind of trouble?" Salem goes still for a moment, then grimaces faintly and straightens up, one hand coming up to rub at his scars around his left eye. Reluctantly, he says, "You... could say that." Rina wets her lips, and rolls onto one leg to get a better look at him. "Aright," she says firmly. "Spill." Salem's mouth takes on a bitter little twist at the kin's choice of vocabulary. Or maybe it's her tone of voice. He turns his face toward her again, this time enough so that he can see her. The drawbridge is raised, the portcullis lowered, force shields up. "What did he tell you?" The black eyes--touched with amber in the sun--narrow a little, and the brief glimpse of gold disappears. "I told him he oughta talk t'you. Make things right." There's something hesitant in the way she says it; a darkness, a concern for the man before her. "He said you had your own problems to take care of." Salem holds her gaze for a moment or two longer and then looks away, falling back to an examination of his hands. He makes a vague 'mmnh' type of sound, and seems reluctant to expound on things further. Rina's brow furrows, and a tightness crosses her features. "Look, if there's somethin' goin' on, I'm /gonna/ find out about it, and I'm /gonna/ help." She sets both hands on her knees, and regards him steadily. "So we might as well do this now." Salem makes a small growling sound in the back of his throat, then squeezes his eyes shut and pinches at the bridge of his nose. "It's over, Rina," he says in a low voice, keeping his inflection bland. "Done with. I got... distracted, this weekend. That's all. End of story." A breath, and then a small hand touches the back of his, trying to tug it away from his eyes. "What's that s'posed to mean, distracted? What, hired a goumar' for a night? Did some ecstasy? Come on..." Salem tenses at the contact, but lets her pull his hand down. He even lets her keep holding it, if she wants; at least, he doesn't tug it away immediately. "I got drunk," he says. A sharp, brittle tone enters his voice, and it gets more razory as he continues. "That's all. I went to a bar, had a few drinks, and the next thing I clearly remember is waking up in that fucking bunker with the bastard standing over me like the fucking hand of God." Rina winces. She does end up holding his hand lightly, her own under it and only curving around it a little. Making it easy for him to draw away. She glances down to it, and blinks. "Shit." A swallow tightens her throat, and then she says, softly, "I'm sorry." Salem inhales a deep breath. Is there a slight catch in it, at the end? It's hard to say. He reasserts some of that infamous, rigid self-control and draws his hand away. He folds his arms across his chest and says, more evenly now -- if a bit hollow -- "Why? It's not your fault. This was coming." "If I hadn't walked in? If you hadn't-- if none of that happened, you woulda still gotten hammered this weekend?" She doesn't sound convinced. Salem tenses and then, abruptly, leans forward and pushes himself to his feet in one quick movement. A minor stumble, the briefest stutter in his balance, draws a muttered Serbian word from him, and then he's upright, brushing off his jeans. "That was just a catalyst." Rina ducks her head, wincing. "Don't go," she says quietly. "If I said somethin' wrong I'm sorry, aright?" Salem hasn't taken a single step away yet, but his back's partially turned toward her, and his face is turned away almost completely, long black hair hiding what angles do not. He folds his arms across his chest. "Stop apologizing," he says flatly. "This isn't your fault. It has nothing to do with you." Rina presses her lips together, hard. "Fine," she says shortly. "Then tell me what I can do." She stands with a creaking of leather, and dusts off her thighs. Salem turns to look back at her, frowning slightly. "Do?" Rina crosses her arms. "To help." Her eyes are dark, haunted. "'Cause I'm not gonna watch you go all to hell." Salem grimaces again, his jaw clenching as he looks away, toward the river. That damned, polluted, sluggish python of water. "There isn't anything you can do," he says, in that same flatline tone of voice. "I'm fine. I'll live. As John so very forcefully reminded me, I have a duty." Rina swallows, and takes a small, abortive step toward him. "You-- if--" Her brow furrows, and her expression darkens. "I'll be around. If you wanna pretend I'm not, if that's better f'you... whatever." Like most theater types, she doesn't take well to being ignored. And Salem is the kind of man who would rather starve to death than ask for a meal. His arms remain folded across his chest, and there's a tightness to the set of his shoulders as he continues to stare toward the river. "Fine," he says blandly. Confused, she gathers up her things, pulling on the gun-laden jacket and tucking the sketchbook close to her chest. "Tell me somethin'?" she asks softly. Salem half-turns his face back toward her, though not enough to look at her. "Mm?" She stares at the ground. "What'd I do?" A swallow tightens her throat. "Did I fuck up somewhere? Say the wrong thing?" Salem shakes his head rather sharply. "No," he says, with some force. And then, more quietly, "No. You didn't do anything wrong." Rina wraps both arms around herself. "Can I-- come by, sometime, maybe?" Her voice is quiet, a little less touched. Salem hesitates, then nods. "Cat needs to meet some more people," he says, low, without much inflection. Rina's brow furrows, and she looks over her shoulder to him. "You have a cat?" Nonplussed, to say the least. Salem exhales a short, sharp breath. It could be interpreted as a chuckle, but there's no humor in it. "No. New cub. Theurge. John's met him." "Oh." She hugs the book to her chest. "Yeah, I'd... like t'meet him sometime." Salem nods again, lightly. "He's... he's a good kid." He still hasn't looked at her. Rina wraps one arm around the book, and draws the back of the other across her eyes. "You-- I mean, y'not gonna slip again... are you?" The muscles in Salem's jaw and neck tighten at the question. "I'll be fine." Rina nods minutely, ducking her head, covering her eyes with one hand. "Aright," she whispers. Salem inhales a breath and then lets it out, and then another. Careful. Controlled. Everything _controlled_. "I have to go. The moot's tonight, and I have some errands I have to run beforehand." "Yeah." She whispers, her voice too hoarse to trust. "Be careful." Her head remains bowed, hiding her eyes behind the fall of dark, unkempt hair. "I will." He hesitates, then finally turns to look at her, pensive underneath that guarded mask. "Be... be seeing you." Rina lifts her head to look out over the river. Her eyes, narrowed, have a shimmer of wetness that betrays her tears. They don't affect her voice. "Yeah." Salem hesitates another moment, then inclines his head with complete courtesy and turns to walk away, heading across the meadow toward First Street, long strides carrying him away from the kinswoman. She closes her eyes, and stands motionless for a long time. The tears glint in the sun, where there is no one to see.