1/8/04 Cockroach Mansion -- Elder's Office(#3805R) Salem's office is an extension of the same elegant display of wealth which characterizes the rest of the mansion. Most noticeable, from the doorway in the southern wall, is the large black-veined white marble fireplace taking up half of the northern part of the room, contrasting sharply with the ebony-paneled walls. A rug of forest green carpets the floor from wall to wall, while red velvet frames the wall of windows to the west. The other decor is typical of the private office of a wealthy, old-world businessmen, from the ponderous mahogany desk along the eastern wall and the equally heavy chairs set before them, to the brass and glass chandelier dangling from the ceiling. A reproduction of Van Gogh's _Starry Night_ hangs above the fireplace, and the bookshelves behind the desk are, so far, nearly empty. A door at the far end of the office leads into an adjoining bedroom and bathroom. This door is usually kept closed. It's around nine AM when she comes in, bringing the smell of food with her. Peppers and eggs, and hot coffee. There's a token knock first, and then she manages the door somehow, juggling that and the balanced tray. The office, which she heads through to get to his bedroom, is dim, the curtains closed and the fire burned down low. But there are shards of glass on the floor near the marble fireplace, and the door to the liquor cabinet is slightly ajar. Ominous signs. The bedroom windows are curtained as well and, if anything, that room is even darker than the office. A Salem-shaped mass is sprawled on the bed atop the covers, face up, still in the clothes he was working in last night. The Walker's not asleep so much as passed out. He hadn't even removed his shoes. The cheer is gone the moment she sees--replaced by a crashing wave of disappointment. When she enters the bedroom she is silent, careful...and full of concealed anger. She sets down the tray on the bedside table, and draws the curtains back with several hard jerks and the quiet sliding noise. Unfortunately for Jack, the windows face east, and sunlight streams in. It's a cloudy, watery sunlight, but it's enough to pierce the sodden gloom. His face twists in reaction to it, a thin, peevish-sounding groan worming from his throat as he rolls over, instinctively trying to get away from the bad, evil daystar. "Oh, /none/ of that shit," Rina snarls. The covers are yanked away violently. Then the pillows, stripped from him savage and merciless. As the last pillow is stolen, he bares his teeth, snerling like an unhappy terrier, and rolls back over. A hand comes up and covers his eyes. "Ngh," says Salem, articulately. She dumps everything on the floor and then opens /more/ of the damned windows, letting in the cruel horrid sun. "GET UP." Salem lifts his hand and cracks open a bleary, bloodshot brown eye in order to peer at her with a mixture of irritation, bemusement, and embarrassment. "What the--" he says, and then his throat works and he cuts off the protest in mid-whine. The eye closes again, tightly. She moves to the tray--and then he is doused with cold water. Not iced, luckily--but cool enough for a shock as it soaks into his head. "I /said/ get *UP*," she snaps, merciless. Salem yelps out an 'augh!' as the water hits, the sound followed quickly by an unthinking snarl of, "God _damn_ it!" before the giant silver spike drives itself into his head. (That's how it feels, anyway, judging by the expression on his face.) The water has the desired effect, though; he sits up, albeit with ill grace and biting back another groan. "I don't fucking /believe/ you," she says, way too loud. The dark eyes are fixed on him in a bright glare, shimmering slightly with tears. Salem leans forward, resting one elbow on a bent knee, hand covering his eyes. "Shutupplease," he mutters -- certainly more whiningly than he meant to sound. "No," she says sharply. "I will /not/ shut up. You fucking /promised/, didn't you? And now I guess that doesn't mean /shit/." Salem squints painfully over at her, nose wrinkled. "The fuck, promised? What the fuck're you _talking_ about, woman?" "I /THOUGHT/ you weren't drinking anymore," she says fiercely. "Maybe I was high myself, when I heard it." Salem winces as the kinswoman's voice drills another silver spike into his head. This time, though, he has enough presence of mind to stifle the groan, his own voice being as painful than Rina's sharp anger. He shakes his head a bit in answer and mutters something about not remembering any promise. "Oh, what was that?" she says, leaning forward slightly, her eyebrow raised. "I'm sorry. I didn't /hear/ you." Salem shoots her a look of disbelief, the expression mixed with humiliated anger. "Are you _mocking_ me?" "No," she says acidly. "When I mock you, you'll fuckin' know, you pathetic piece a shit." Salem just... stares at her, struck dumb. Stares at her like she's a complete stranger, like she's suddenly sprouted wings and horns. She glares back at him with all of hell's fury in her eyes. When she speaks again, though, her voice is much quieter--a dangerous, controlled anger behind the words. There are tears in her eyes, the barest shimmer. "You do not live in your fucking bachelor pad anymore, /Jack/," she spits out. "You live in the same house with this tribe's fucking /future/. And you will /NOT/ disgrace yourself, the Glasswalkers, or /ME/, like this. You wanna go on a bender, you do it somewhere /else/. And don't come back until you're a decent man again." Salem's lip wrinkles away from his teeth, his face contorting into an ugly snarl as the words strike home; his face flushes, the scars standing out whitely. She can almost see the veins pulsing in his temples. "Who," he says slowly, deliberately, trying hard to get the Jackal whine under control and failing rather miserably, "the _fuck_ do you think you are?" Her jaw works for a moment, and then she says, softly, "I'm the one in charge." Her hand tightens around the glass, for a long moment, and then she carefully turns and sets it on the tray with everything else. "Eat some breakfast." Her expression twists slightly. "If you even /can/." Salem glances over toward the tray as if he hadn't noticed it before now, and some of the impending ragefest gives way to a sickened expression. He looks away and mutters, "In charge." Then he laughs shortly, an ugly, hyenaish sound, bitter and humorless. Her expression twists. "At least you're fucking /talkin'/ to me now," she says hoarsely. Dark, shimmering eyes flick toward the window. "He'd be so fuckin' disappointed in you." Salem grits his teeth. "Fuck _him_." His voice is low. "Fuck him, he's _dead_, he's jesus-fucking dead AND WILL YOU FUCKING SHITEATING BASTARDS FOR ONCE JUST SHUT THE FUCK _UP_?!" The last comes out as a roar, or as close to one as he can voice right now, and it's directed at the empty air rather than at the kinswoman. Salem lurches to his feet, blindly reaching for something to throw; his hand falls on the alarm clock, and he hurls it across the room to smash against the wall. Then he sinks back onto the bed, leaning forward over his knees and putting his head in his hands. She turns away, her back arrow-straight. "Have some breakfast," she says numbly, hoarse with the sudden crying. "There's coffee." Then she walks out. Salem looks up, his mouth opening to speak her name, but he doesn't get past the first syllable when she's already gone. Groaning softly, he lowers his head again, cradling it in his hands. Through the open door, he hears a faint choked sound from the hallway--and then the sound of the front door, opening and closing violently. Smells that would normally be appetizing waft from the tray, and he is left alone with broken glass and spilled water. [Much later...] Currently the moon is in the waning Full Moon phase (90% full). Rina works quietly in the kitchen, tossing a salad while stuffed shells bake in the oven. She is silent, wave for the occasional quiet closing of a cabinet or drawer. Salem appears in the kitchen doorway, only recently showered and dressed. His eyes are shadowed, his expression still rather pallid. He watches her for a bit, silent and pensive. She glances over once, and then looks back to her work--somewhere between shamed and still-piqued, a faint flush rising to her cheeks. After a moment she leaves the poor abused salad alone, and looks over to him, careful to keep her expression steady and neutral. "Are you feeling better?" Salem looks away, hands vanishing into his pockets. He studies the fruit bowl on the center of the kitchen table; broad shoulders lift and fall, and then he nods. You paged Rina with 'He skipped face shaving today. Hair's still mostly stubble, but it's growing back since he last shaved it back on Judgement Day.'. "Good," she says shortly, and turns to start dishing the salad into a small bowl. Another glance to him, as she says, "You want to take up Joshua's dinner?" Salem nods again. Considering that the moon is still quite full, the former Ahroun seems terribly subdued. His gaze shifts from the fruit bowl over to the clock near the telephone. Rina swallows, and returns somewhat stiffly to her work--pulling out a tray from a lower cabinet, getting a glass and a plate. Ice for the glass, a can of soda out of the fridge, a bottle of water; she's in the midst of squeezing it all onto the tray when the oven timer goes off. With a practiced yank she opens the oven door, and at the same time grabs a couple of potholders from a drawer to take out the pans of baked pasta. Giant shells, smothered in sauce, occupy two pans. The only discernible difference is that one pan has melted cheese on top. A knee comes up to push the oven door closed, and then she serves up a couple of shells from each pan onto the waiting plate. Her manner is almost as subdued as Salem's, her expression bleak, as if her spirit is simply elsewhere. Rina pages: Nobody home. Much safer that way. Can't get hurt, or mad, or upset. Salem sneaks a look back over to her, watching her when she's busy and not looking his way. Once, his jaw tightens, anger flickering briefly across his face, and he looks away again, studying the floor now. It's nice and clean. "The cheesy ones are meat, the plain ones are just ricot' and spinach," she says quietly. "Make sure Cat eats tonight. I'm goin' home." Taking up the tray with both hands, she comes over to hand it to him. "Here. I'll come with you and get the door. I wanna make sure he's okay." Her eyes flicker up at the last, briefly. His eyes meet hers for a second as he obediently takes the tray. Then he looks away, nodding. Cockroach Mansion -- Tower Unlike the rest of the mansion, the interior of the four-story-tall tower has a rough and almost medieval feel to it. It's all concrete and stone and exposed lightbulbs. There's one room per floor, plus a basement underneath; a winding iron staircase leads from one level to the next. The highest floor of the tower provides the best view of the grounds and surrounding neighborhood; there are several windows with dark brown curtains and a couple of chairs to sit in. A black trunk acts as a makeshift coffee table and footrest, and there's even carpeting. Interestingly enough, all the windows are set with heavy black iron bars. On one wall hangs a whiteboard and some dry-erase markers and matching eraser. The rest of the rooms are used mostly for storage and have a chilly, shadowy, dusty feel. In the irregularly-shaped basement reigns the boiler. There are cockroaches everywhere, on every floor of the tower. Was it cold? Yes. It was definitely cold today. The concrete of the tower was not exactly a heat retaining material, instead, seeming to sap the very heat from what ever was inside it. The room was slightly better decorated, though: all the glyphs where hung on the wall, with nearly true reproductions of them on the whiteboard. On the papers themselves, seemingly reams of notes where scribbled, none of it in English, all of it in Japanese. Note books left by Cat where now carefully filled, pages on everything that they taught the youth. The Cub himself sat on the cot, scribbling on one of the note pads everything he could think of. Dotting the pages where crude sketch illustrations: ghosts, wolfs, Crinos Garou, and even the Ex-Russians. Josh wore a blanket like an over-shirt, barely keeping him in the tolerable heat range. Why it had to be so cold on a day that he promised himself that he wasn't going to shift was beyond him. Rina holds the door for Salem, who is carrying a heavily laden tray: a glass with ice, a can of soda, a bottle of water, a bowl full of salad, and a plate laden with stuffed pasta-shells smothered in cheese and sauce. And, of course, Salem is the one who comes in first. Rina follows after him, a bleak shadow. She looks as if her spirit is elsewhere: empty-eyed and hollow. The Walker Philodox doesn't look much better; he hasn't shaved today and there are dark circles under his eyes. The grim aura about him is nothing new, though. Wordlessly, he walks over to the trunk that's acting as a kind of table and sets down the dinner tray. Joshua closes the notebook, looking up to Salem and Rina. Even he, the socially inept, can see something's wrong: he furrows his brow looking between the two. "'Evening Mister Salem 'n Miz Rina..." Rina closes the door, and glances to him. "Hey," she says quietly. "You aright?" Salem gives the cub a curt nod, then moves off to one side. He shifts smoothly down to wolf form as he goes, making the transformation look effortless, and then lies down near the dry erase board. Joshua nods, clenching the blanket tight to himself. "Uh-huh." He replies nervously. "... uh, whadda bout you...?" Rina nods, dismissing the question with a half-shrug. The dark eyes study him for a moment, thoughtful. "We'll hafta talk, sometime, about the ghosts. Have some dinner." That's apparently all; she turns for the door again. Scar's tilt backwards as Rina departs, displeased, but he doesn't do anything to prevent her from going. Joshua lets out a long beleaguered sigh, picking up the fork. "I don't wanna..." He murmurs softly. "Every time we do, Either you get angry 'er I get angry." But the minute noise would be lost to the KinWomans' back. Rina pauses with a hand on the frame. "If you'd rather not," she says numbly, "fine. You can talk to Ant'ny or Jack about it, then." Sharp ears, evidently. She doesn't bother turning back, but slips out and closes the door after her. The booted clatter is heard a moment later, as she jogs down the stairs. Scar huffs, then looks at Joshua. His jaws snap together. Eat, he commands, and like most of the most basic concepts in wolf speech, it's silent. Joshua, now locked inside the room with Salem, nervously lifts the Fork, trying to work his way though the meal. In-between almost ever-other bite, the Cub glances at Salem as if he expects the Elder to start gnawing on him any moment. The food is scarffed down as fast as he can manage, and it isn't long before he's already starting to finish off the Salad. Scar shows signs of irritation at the cub's nervousness and eventually gets up and shakes himself. With bad temper, he asks: You wish to be alone? Joshua shakes his head rapidly, even though it's untrue. "No... 'm just not used to you bein around, 'sall..." The salad is now eaten as well, and it's a bare moment before the last of the Soda is downed. He covers his mouth as he belches from eating all the food so fast. Scar huffs again, looking irritated. Then he tells Joshua, curtly, that perhaps in a few days the cub won't be confined to this room. Shifting back to homid, he collects the tray and dinner leavings.