It is currently 15:14 Pacific Time on Thu Jun 23 2005. Currently in Saint Claire, it is mostly sunny today. The temperature is 69 degrees Fahrenheit (20 degrees Celsius). The wind is currently coming in from the northeast at 6 mph. The barometric pressure reading is 30.12 and falling, and the relative humidity is 48 percent. The dewpoint is 49 degrees Fahrenheit (9 degrees Celsius.) Currently the moon is in the waning Full Moon phase (88% full). Safehouse: GW Main Area Like the public safehouse, the foyer of the Glass Walker's private area is set off from the living room by a four-foot-high half-wall. The steps to the second floor disappear off to the right, mirroring the other set. There the similarities end - where the public area is painted unoriginal white, the walls of the Walker house are a dusty pastel teal above polished maple hardwood floors.The living room holds a comfortable couch and a pair of easy chairs, a maple coffee table matched by side tables beside both of the chair. A large plasma television holds pride of place along the far wall, flanked by maple glass-front cabinets that hold assorted media equipment. The hallway leads back toward the kitchen, pausing at a computer room on the left outfitted with enough bells and whistles to satisfy a small LAN party. At the back of the house, through an arch, the kitchen is big enough to comfortably allow two active cooks and boasts a half-sized refrigerator and full pantry in addition to the usual stove/fridge/sink combination. A dining room, nearly as large as the kitchen, is set off by another half-wall like the one in the foyer. The table is in the Mission style, all clean straight lines, and currently seats six, though there's evidence of another leaf to make it larger. Stairs in the foyer lead up to the second floor, while a doorway tucked under the curve of the stairs heads down to the basement. A heavy door in the foyer with a monitor and intercom beside it goes back to the area set up for communal use by the Sept's Garou. Grey sits in his usual chair in the living room. The television's off and there's a book open in his lap, but he's not reading it. Instead, the Philodox stares broodingly toward the windows, lost in thought. Quite unsurprisingly, Jeren's been absent of late--her phone's been on, she's been replying to voicemail, and her SUV has been sitting in the driveway for the majority of the time--but visibly, she just hasn't been around. This goes doubly true for the past few days--one might be able to argue that she hasn't left her room except to use the bathroom or sneak down to the kitchen. And now, huzzah, the Ragabash appears to be making an appearance. She comes down the stairs without any ceremony, rather flat-footed, and wearing clothing that is extremely wrinkled. Her hair? Messier than ever, which again is not surprising. She doesn't appear to notice Grey--it's straight back to the kitchen for this cliath, and a moment later the sound of the tap is audible. Jeren's arrival jolts Grey from his thoughts, and he looks up in time to see her pass. For a wonder, he's actually clean-shaven today, a detail that somehow manages to make him look younger. More like his actual age, at any rate. After she's passed by, he sits still for a moment, mouth tight, fingers tapping lightly against the arm of his chair. Then he puts the book aside, stands up, and prowls toward the kitchen. Jeren is bent over the sink when Grey enters, in the process of filling up a tall glass for the second time with tap water. She drinks it in slow, but nevertheless rather large gulps, eyes narrowed tightly on the sink's drain. Grey stops in the kitchen doorway, hands buried in jeans pockets, his expression unsmiling and hard. "So," he says, flatly, "what is it /this/ time?" Whether you blame the full moon, or other, unknown circumstances, Jeren's return remark is hardly cordially toned. "What is what this time?" She doesn't lift her eyes from their current study--drains are, apparently, very interesting. "The reason you're acting like a wet sponge," Grey retorts, hard and unfriendly. His hands come out and brace against the sides of the doorway. "What is it this time?" Jeren's lips tighten against her teeth. Abruptly, she empties the rest of the water glass into the sink and turns around, looking hard at Grey, though not directly at his eyes, not challenging. She doesn't answer right away, she looks to be debating responses, but then she says, simply, "The Great Hunt failed." It's a matter-of-fact tone, as if she just commented on the weather. "I weep," says Grey, sounding not the least bit sympathetic. "And what was it the last time? Because I got angry and used my fists on you. How many fucking days did you slime about wearing the /same fucking blood-stained shirt/? Jesus fucking Christ on a crutch." He grips the doorframe on either side of him. Jeren's jaw tightens. She visibly bites back a retort, instead opting for the standard breathe in, breathe out technique. One that's not being terribly effective just now. "--Thomas, not now," she says finally, stiffly. "We're both too pissed off." "Look me in the eyes when you say that," Grey says, his own eyes narrowing. "Are you in charge or not?" Jeren's mouth quirks--it's a grimace, not a smile, but her eyes do flick sharply to the side, meeting his, challenging his. "Until Natalie gets back," she confirms in the same, stiff tone. "Unless you're challenging me for it?" This last is...hard to read. It's not stiff. It's almost a prodding, a poking. Didn't she just say they should refrain from this? What a good example she sets. Grey bares his teeth at her and then looks away, pushing off the doorframe with the same motion. "No. But if you're in charge, you should damned well act like it." He's turning away, presumably to head back down the hall. Something about this response seems to irritate Jeren further. "Fine. Then if I"m /in charge/, don't turn your back on me when we're talking, Thomas Grey. And since we're on these happy sort of questions, where the fucking hell have you been?" Grey stops, his back stiff, and after a moment's pause turns back again. He clasps his hands behind his back, radiating suppressed temper underneath the formal pose. "Visiting a friend." Jeren waves her hand. She, in contrast, isn't making any attempt at being formal or composed. "I don't mean that. I mean /where/ have /you/ /been/? For all of this? You weren't at the Hunt, you weren't at the Revel, you weren't at the Farm raid, and if I play Theurge for a moment and hazard a prediction, you'll probably not be on the Smog Bane raid either." Grey's jaw tightens. His reply is very... controlled. Controlled and dead cold. He addresses his reply to the wall past Jeren's right shoulder. "For the Hunt, I stayed behind on the Bawn in case of attack. After the moot, I had to take charge of the cubs, and thus did not participate in the Revel. And as for the farm raid..." He shifts his weight subtly, shrugs, and tilts his head to bare throat. "For that, I have no excuse. Only that it slipped my mind until Natalie told me you'd come back from it." Jeren sighs, and a lot of the tension, the visible tension, at any rate, seems to drain right out of her. "Well you two were a little...occupied, that night." Her lips twitch momentarily. "Sorry. I guess I'm just tired of being the lone Walker." Pause. "No, that's not even it. I don't know what the hell is." Grey remains quite rigid. /His/ temper hasn't gone anywhere. "With all due respect, then," he says in clipped tones, "I suggest you figure it out and get over it." Jeren does bare her teeth this time, eyes narrowing. "With all do respect," she repeats icily, "You don't hold the copyright to the art of brooding over private issues to the exclusion of other more pressing things. /I/ am doing my part, whether I'm 'sliming' around or not." Grey's nostrils flare, and his gaze shifts to focus directly on her. "/You/ are... and no one else, is that it?" "No," Jeren says, slowly. "/I/ am. And /Natalie/ is. And /Kevin's/ on his rite. /Tu/ is doing what-the-fuck-ever. And /you/? You're...teaching cubs and babysitting." Apart from the seething, ravening beast ill-hidden under his skin, Grey's lean face is unreadable. His body is absolutely rigid. "...Fuck you, Ms. Harper," he says after a beat of silence. "If you truly think that is /all/ I do around here, then say the word and I'll leave, and /you/ can handle my share of the bills. Otherwise, you may sit on it and spin." Self-claimed omega or not, the former Shadow Lord has plenty of offended nobility in his bearing; the quality of his breeding is almost as loud as his temper. Something, something unnameable changes in Jeren's expression--it's subtle, but it's there. "Fuck you right back, Mister Grey," she returns, but without managing the ire she had in her last sentence. "If I wanted you to leave, I'd have told you ages ago. No, that would be /your/ decision, to turn tail. And I don't think you would." "Don't pretend you know me, because you don't." Grey takes a tighter hold of his temper. His voice remains chilly. "That being said, no, I don't plan to leave to abandon my duties here." "Maybe I know you better than you think," Jeren says. Her tone has turned low, even--infuriatingly so, in fact. There might even be a hint of smugness buried in there. "I think you won't leave for the same reason you won't challenge me for Beta. I think you're afraid. I think you're especially afraid of winning." Maybe it's something she said. Maybe it's the way she said it. Fury leaps out of the halfmoon's eyes and skins back his lips; it's with great and obvious effort of will that he chokes back frenzy. This battle, brief though it is, prevents any verbal reply for several seconds. Jeren takes a very small, involuntary step backwards. Who's the one who's afraid again? She glances sidelong to the rest of the kitchen, then back to Grey, and squints. "Basement." It's more order than question, more statement than order. "Then you can show me how wrong I am." Grey regains enough presence of mind to find his tongue again. "No." He turns his face aside, refusing to look at her. Jeren exhales sharply. "/Look/ at me, Thomas. /You/ came to /me/. You were all about telling me to get over things. And this isn't the first time you've said it. So...fine. Go to the basement with me. /Prove/ to me I'm wrong about what I'm saying. /Prove/ I haven't been acting like the Beta I should. Do it before you lose control anyway." Grey's mouth twists into a scowl. "No," he says again, stubbornly. "Because I likely /will/ lose control." He bares throat and steps back, retreating stiffly, hands coming unclasped from behind his back. "You win." Jeren makes a grumbling, irritated noise that doesn't quite make it into words. "I don't /want/ to win. I want you to prove I'm wrong." She gives chase, though she doesn't try to close the distance between them. Tu is heard well before he is seen making his way to the Walker side of the house. He pauses long enough to take stock of who is about, heading towards Grey when he spots him. "Hey, I wanted to ask..." he pauses as he senses the mood, and sees Jeren. "Am I interrupting?" Grey turns his back on her rather than backpedal the entire length of the corridor. "Talk sense into her, please," he says to Tu. The Philodox is visibly irritated in that could-snap-and-frenzy-at-any-moment way. "Tell her I will /not/ indulge her masochistic fantasies." Jeren bares her teeth again, though it's lost on Grey since his back is to her. She doesn't precisely answer Tu. "None of this has anything to do with /me/. And you don't have to fight me, Thomas. Just prove me wrong. Name your terms. Stare me down. /Anything/. Don't just bare throat and run away to your room again." Tu flicks his gaze between the two other Walkers, weary of whatever it is he walked in on. "He says you're right. You say you want to be proven wrong, which really means you want to be proven right about something?" He looks back towards Grey. "So, what is it that needs proving or disproving?" At 'run away to your room again', Grey stiffens, his hands snapping closed into fists as another spasm of repressed fury goes through him. "If you care that much about it, Jeren, see me when I'm not close to ripping your fucking face off." His voice is thin and tight. Barely, he manages a dip of the head toward Tu and an almost apologetic-sounding, "Excuse me," before he stalks off, yes, to the second floor. Jeren hisses after the swiftly retreating Philodox, "Count on it!" This time, however, she doesn't chase him. She turns sharply, moving back toward the kitchen, the fingers of her right hand twitching testily at her side. Tu steps out of Grey's way as he passes. He waits a few moments for Jeren to collect herself before inquiring further. "What was all that about?"