It is currently 14:29 Pacific Time on Fri Mar 13 1998. Currently on this breezy and cool winter afternoon in the general St. Claire area, it is 50 degrees Fahrenheit (10.0 degrees Celsius). The wind is coming from the south-southwest at 6.8 mph. The ground is wet. Skies are clear with a probable chance of precipitation. Currently the moon is in the waning Full Moon phase (97% full). Salem's Apartment(#3489RJ) This tiny, rathole little apartment, though adequate as shelter, leaves a lot to be desired. The wooden floorboards are unevenly dark underfoot, and there's a suspicious-looking stain along the floorboards near the narrow, cramped kitchen. The front room is gapingly bare, with nothing to hide the ugly yellow-and-white wallpaper, and the small bedroom is empty but for a military-style cot and a squat wooden dresser that looks as though a dozen bored juvenile delinquints hacked at it with knives. The less said about the bathroom, the better. Muffled noises from neighboring apartments can be heard through the walls, and the grimy windows give a limited view of disreputable street outside. There's a phone in the kitchen, but no sign of television, radio, or other such staple of modern entertainment. Nearly all of the electrical outlets go unused, and the ancient-looking refigerator is usually near-empty. Gwyneth raps a shave-and-a-haircut rhythm on the apartment door, lightly, and stands to wait for a response, putting her back to it. Better to watch the hall. For a long time, nothing, except for faint sounds of movement audible to perceptive ears. But finally there's the sound of a bolt being scraped back and a chain removed, and the door opens a bit. The apartment is dark, and Salem's figure in shadow -- though enough is visible to tell that he's in his shirtsleeves, and his hair is in disarray. "Hell." His voice is hoarse, sandpaper dry. Gwyneth, amused, answers, "No... Gwyneth. You remember me, don't you?" She lifts a hand to waggle a few fingers. "Yes." Salem opens the door and steps back, grimacing at the light from the hall and stepping behind the door, preferring the darkness. "Come in." Gwyneth takes the invitation, and slips inside the doorway, though no further, to allow her eyes time to adjust to the darkness. "You're not," she begins, hand curled around the strap of her backpack, "just sitting in here like a hermit, are you? It's been beautiful out." Salem slams the door shut with an abrupt violence, cutting off all light but for the vague glimmer coming through the closed window blinds. Leaning against the door, he slides the bolt shut and hooks the chain. He moves like a man in pain, or ill. "I... pass the time," he rasps. A moment before the door slams, Gwyneth jumps, startled, then lifts a hand in an abrupt motion, and begins, "Don't ..." but the door slams just then, and her hand falls to her side. "Nevermind," she says quietly, then takes a breath and straightens. "Pass the time. Yes, I suppose you must, but how?" She squints at the shadowed figure. "Are you all right?" "No." Salem shifts his weight, back against the door now, head bowed. His hand rests on the doorknob, gripping it still. "Doesn't matter. It'll pass." There's a pause between each sentence, enough to take a breath in. The rage is there, but staggering like a Crinos with its kneecaps blown apart. He lifts his head and grins humorlessly at her in the darkness. "How does a monster keep from devouring the world?" Gwyneth stands a moment silently, then draws in an audible breath through her nose, and answers, "A -monster- wouldn't bother to keep from doing anything. Monsters have no concern for trifling matters of restraint." Another hesitation, and, "You sound like hell." Silence while Salem works saliva into his dry mouth. "Small price." He shrugs again, weakly, and rests his head back against the door. "Two more hours, then one mroe dose, then... once that's over, it'll be... over. For another month." He manages a short laugh, and then swears in a Slavic language, knees buckling slightly as he holds onto the doorknob with an eagle's grip. Gwyneth pages: Not Polish, one presumes. :) You paged Gwyneth with 'Serbian. :)'. Gwyneth drops her backpack, and steps toward the door without being invited. "Let me help," she offers, though the offer is a bit clipped. She leaves no time for an answer, asking instead, "One more dose of what? Nothing clean, I'm sure. So, what is it?" Tone matter-of-fact. Salem doesn't protest or resist as she moves toward him, his attention diverted to regaining his stance. He answers after a few breaths. "Heroin." Gwyneth does her best to duck under an arm, then, reserving comment, until he's situated somewhere less unstable than on his own two feet. Up close, the Ronin smells of sweat gone cold and stale and sour, as though he hadn't washed in a couple of days at least. He makes an irritable noise, but lets her steer him toward the closest suitable place -- the kitchen table. The light switch (off, of course) is near the doorway between the kitchen and the empty front room. Gwyneth sees him settled, then straightens up, and folds her arms across her chest. "You need a bath," she points out. "And if you wanted something, you should have asked. Heroin is the poor man's drug, and a quick way to kill yourself. Is that what you want?" Salem leans his elbows on the table and rakes his fingers back through his disordered black hair. "You already know I'm not human," he says hoarsely, eyes slitted as he peers at her in the darkness. "I'm not killing myself." Gwyneth frowns, a moment longer, then takes a breath, eyebrows lifting. "Not directly, perhaps. You are, however, blinding yourself. Heroin is a dirty game to play with yourself, Jack. You could have," she points out, "come to me." Salem looks up at her, strained, bloodshot dark eyes narrowed, the saturnine face sour. "And what? /Ask/ you to strip my rage away, like you did in the bar?" He grimaces, as though tasting something foul. "No. And heroin is dity, but it's still better than the alternative." A twitch makes itself know near his right eye, and he wipes at his mouth, still grimacing. "I was at this a year before I met you, Gwyneth," he rasps. Gwyneth's eyebrows remain elevated. "Am I supposed to be impressed?" Wryly, she intones, "Heroin. Horse. Smack. A dark thing that saps the will, closes the eyes, and, more importantly, closes the mind. Do you know how much life you missed, in that year?" Gwyneth continues, lifting a hand to forestall answer a moment. "I wouldn't dream that you might -ask- for help, Mr. Salem. I'd hate to see your will broken like that. Like this. I'm simply saying, if you'd come to me, I could have helped." Rage suddenly grips Salem in a violent spasm, causing the Garou to clench at the edges of the kitchen table, white-knuckled, in his effort to resist the near-frenzy. Sweat springs out upon his brow. With teeth gritted, and muscles gone tight as a torniquet with the battle of self-control, Salem snarls hoarsely, "I. Don't. Want. Help." Gwyneth's posture, in response, stiffens noticeably, though she doesn't step backward at all. "Then I won't help you," she answers, voice kept quiet, and level. A smile plays at the corner of her mouth. "I'll just watch." Salem growls, literally. It's a sound no human throat should be able to make, but rather a thick, gutteral lupine utterance. The Garou continues to cling to the table and his self-control. "Why?" The word is only barely coherent. Gwyneth's smile widens, until it is quite noticeable, smug, even in the process of trying not to frenzy. "Because," she answers, leaning forward at the waist, "you let me. Because I like to walk the edge? And because you don't really want to be alone, despite your hiding in darkness, and growling at your friends." A couple of harsh breaths go by, and then Salem pushes to his feet in a violent backward motion, toppling his chair and shoving the table toward her. His body language is jerking, all wrong for him. "Then watch," he spits, and turns toward the bedroom. Gwyneth follows after, but not before righting the chair, and pushing the table back to where it began. She leaves her backpack untended, and pauses in the bedroom doorway, one hand on either side. "I do hope you'll make it a good show." "Make a good show of your innards strewn across the walls," Salem mutters, just loud enough to hear. He slams a hand on the lightswitch, snapping it on with a grimace at the sudden illumination, and stalks over toward the cot and the flat metal box sitting innocently upon it. Gwyneth tsks, and tucks her arms across her chest, leaning a shoulder into the doorway. "Threats don't become you, Jack. Besides, I'd stain your walls." "Shut up." Expression worn tight and grim, Salem snaps the box open and begins setting the tools of his habit out on top of the battered dresser. Each item is places with precise care, and not once during this operation does he look up at the figure in the doorway, though subtle clues give away his awareness of her presence. Gwyneth does, indeed, 'shut up', as she straightens up in the doorway, and steps, languidly, over toward the cot. She steps around the man, and the spoon and syringe of his addiction. Silently, she sits, on the cot, then lies down, slowly... ..Until her arm props her head, and she watches, through half-lidded eyes. Salem's manner becomes calm by degrees as he prepares the drug via spoon, candle, and water, his attention focussed with ritualistic intensity on the task at hand. He gaze wavers only after he sets the filled needle aside to cool, eyes shifting sourly to the woman on his bed as he rolls up his left sleeve; the arm, interestingly enough, shows little of a junkie's ravages, and all of that only recent. Gwyneth sits up again, as he rolls up his sleeve, oddly focused on that motion. IOt is with some reluctance that she turns her attention away from the exposed arm, and tracks, and seeks out his eyes. "Let me help," she says, climbing to her feet. "Please?" Salem regards her solemnly, the rage lurking behind his eyes but made quiet with the junk ritual. Quiet for the moment, anyway. His right hand rests on the edge of the dresser, inches from the coolling needle. "What did you have in mind?" he asks, flatly. Gwyneth tsks, as she steps closer. "I do know *something* about drugs, and needles and whatnot. And if you're going to do it, you might as well enjoy it." She gestures at the syringe. "It won't even hurt." The dark eyes narrow slightly, and he repeats, "What did you have in mind?" "I had helping in mind. I administer, you relax, and neither one of us needs to have our entrails strewn about the room. Is that so horrible?" Salem's face twists, lip curling up to reveal a flash of teeth. "Don't patronize." Without looking away from her eyes, he reaches out and picks up the needle, holding it delicately between thin fingers. Gwyneth reaches up as if to pat at his cheek. Gwyneth says "Take your medicine, Jack." Maybe it's the pat. Or just the wrong word said in just the wrong tone of voice. Or just a spasm of an Ahroun under stress and his auspice moon. The result is the same. With a bellow of rage, Salem surges to his feet, the syringe spinning away as he slaps at her patting hand and rises up... up... up... Salem contorts and blurs as he is transformed. You shift into Crinos form. Even a smug Mage occassionally makes mistakes, and Gwyneth, apparently, has done. She goes backward, as the syringe, and Salem, go upward, eyes widening in instinctive horror. The cot takes her in the back of the knees, and she drops onto it. Without hesitation, golden eyes shining with frenzy, the enraged werewolf lunges at the mage, sharp black claws slashing through the air with frightening speed and mindlessly efficient killing power. Gwyneth does not scream. Nor does she linger overlong on the cot. She scrambles, hands curling around the edge, as she pulls herself bodily off the cot. A curse dies on her lips, as the room, itself, from the crinos' viewpoint, tilts a sharp 45 degrees. Dark One's lunge, as a result, goes awry, and the lethal black claws slam into the wall instead of into the mage's too-fragile flesh. Scoring deep rents into the wall, the Crinos turns, foaming teeth bared as he struggles to reorient himself in the oddly skewed room and attack again. The room, by degrees, rights itself, as balance returns to the Crinos, and he will note that the blonde-haired mage races away from him, into a corner before him. Trapped between both walls of the corner, and the crinos, she simply sinks to a crouch. While Gwyneth -- the real Gwyneth -- races for the door into the hall, headed past the kitchen. With the sickening swiftness of a hawk or a snake, the Crinos reacts to the image of movement and leaps upon the faux-Gwyneth, claws shredding the walls and floor where the image crouches, destroying with thoughtless violence for the few moments it takes him to register that the thing he kills isn't there at all. Then, instinct-driven, the monster turns, snarling, but by that time, she is gone. Long distance to Gwyneth: Dark One eventually runs out of frenzy-fuel, slumps into homid, wakes up to eye destruction, and fortunately has some heroin left to guide him through the rest of the moon. Heh.