Tales from the Outlands Volume II – Legacies The following tale is the second volume of Tales From the Outlands, and is slightly different than volume one. It will NOT follow the life of one single character as volume one did. Instead it will deal with the characters that were introduced in volume one on a more personal level. This first section picks up after TLK II: Simba's Pride ends, and it deals with certain things left unanswered in volume one. (All characters not of my own design are created by Disney and used without their permission or consent. I use them here with the utmost respect and admiration. Those characters not found in Disney's greatest animated movie of all time that will be seen in subsequent sections, such as the dark lion, Kisasi are of my own design. Fabana was created by John Burkitt and David Morris and is used once again with permission and many thanks.) It is highly recommended that one should read volume one first, or the second volume will make little sense, if any at all. I have decided to stress reader discretion for volume two due to primal violence and adult themes. For this to make more sense, if volume two were to be made into a movie it would be rated PG-13. Remember this as you venture into the following chapters. Any questions, comments, or concerns, can be addressed to myriadtales@yahoo.com. And now the long awaited follow up to volume one… Enter Tales from the Outlands: Volume II – Legacies… Part One: In a Perfect World CHAPTER ONE: REALM OF LIGHT Light, pale, white, warm, and of a luminous glare shone in his eyes. Scar raised his head slowly, and gazed towards the dazzling light. Its splendor was brighter than the sun, but it was not painful to the eyes as an intense sunbeam could be. Instead it filled him with a deep sense of peace and serenity. It flowed through his veins, and caused his mind to feel more at ease than it ever was. But he could not remember where he was, what had happened, how he got there, or for that matter, where there even was. All he knew was that he felt a deep sense of love that caused him to spread his muzzle into a massive grin. Slowly, he rose to his paws and shook violently, marveling at how his pelt and mane shined in the light, and how perfect each strand of hair seemed to be. His pelt was usually matted and hung close to his flanks, but in this light it gleamed and swayed like it was caught in a gentle breeze. Eyes slowly taking a bearing on where he was, the lion looked in all directions, but all he saw was a pale mist illuminated by the light. He took a moment to consider this light. It did not seem to shine from a source far above him, as the sun did, rather it permeated throughout the mist, moving with it, as if the light and the mist were one and the same. Suddenly a feeling between his paws felt like he was standing on something softer than the freshest moss. It was a luminous, fluffy surface and it massaged his paws to the point of causing his entire body to relax. It filled him with the same sense of pleasure and peace as everything else in this place did, and for some reason he suddenly felt like walking on it. Shaking his head, dizzy by the pure sensations surging through his very being, Scar began to follow a path, that just seemed be there, even if it wasn't a second ago. Shrugging his shoulders he decided to follow it. After all what other direction could he go in these constant changing mists? The path took him through a mist like valley, and in a definite northern direction. All the while, Scar felt better than he ever had. All thoughts were centered on happiness and no gloomy thoughts pierced this wall of peace. It seemed to him all he could think about was the sheer beauty of this realm and not about anything else. All the grief and sorrow of his past, seemed to melt away. Suddenly, a clear lagoon caught his attention a far ways off the path. Scar was curious, and since he wouldn't mind a cool drink, he took a slight ways off the path and headed towards the shimmering pool. When at last he reached the quiet lagoon, he was amazed at how the light reflected off its surface, and the water was so blue. He had never seen so pure a shade of blue in all his life. It made the brackish water hole back at Pride Rock become just another distant memory. Confused but curiosity quickly overcoming this confusion in a mere second, Scar plodded towards the edge of the water. He was about drink the azure water, but then noticed his reflection was beginning to be cast upon the pool's clear surface. Scar's eyes spread wider than they had ever been when he saw the image that was cast before him, and he jumped back in absolute shock, praying to the gods that he hadn't seen what he thought he saw. CHAPTER TWO: THE ULTIMATE DREAM INTO REALITY No it could not be true! Scar kept telling himself over and over again that he was only seeing things. He shook his head, screaming at his mind to tell him what he just thought he had seen, reflected by the azure waters was a devious lie. But the other half of his mind screamed back at him to walk backs towards the lagoon and see, if what he thought he'd seen, was indeed true. Scar hung his head low, not quite sure what to do, terrified that if it was truth it would be even worse than if it was a lie. Slowly, Scar managed to regain his composure, and his head began to nod, deciding that he must know the truth, even if it will break down his nerves. He placed his shaking paws onto the ground, one after the other, and methodically as if he was stalking prey, Scar trudged back towards the water's edge. Breathing in a deep breath, he suddenly ran towards the lagoon and gazed upon the waters, then watched his reflection begin to take form once again. It was true! Dear gods, it was completely true! The image was cast before him in a reflection that he never thought he would see. Scar's face carried its entire commanding demeanor that it always had, but now he saw the image of a lion staring back at him that was never there before. His scar, the mark that defined his entire being, the symbol that was he in every meaning of the word, it was gone! Where it once had been was now just as radiant as the rest of his fur. All blemishes had been erased! He was Taka again! (Taka, the name he was given at birth. He was that pure, innocent lion once again! From this point forward, he would never to be called Scar again.) Taka suddenly bellowed a roar of absolute happiness, and he couldn't help but look back down upon his reflection once again. Of course now it was cast as a handsome lion with a huge, content grin on his face. Emotions of joy began to course through his veins, and he turned from the water's edge with a mighty leap. He began to dance and laugh like a cub, finally feeling the effects of his eternal symbol drain from his nature and erase from his mind. All of his pain was eradicated and all the denial was obliterated, he was at last free! At last, the one thing holding him back was gone, and now his life could begin anew! Suddenly, reality hit him like a thunderbolt, as his eyes gazed upon the misty surroundings. Life begin anew…His head swung left and he viewed the white mists; his head swung right and he saw the radiant light permeating the clouds, and then finally realized the ironic error of his statement. If this notion wasn't enough, a female voice behind him, suddenly told him the truth. "Welcome, Scar. I have waited for so long, at last we are finally reunited! I knew we would meet here one day, and now, my love we shall spend the rest of eternity together." Taka knew that voice so well, but the frightened lashing of his tail, gave proof that he did not want to turn around. Somehow, after a long while, and hearing the calm breathing behind him, the lioness no doubt waiting patiently for Taka to look at her, Taka somehow summoned the courage to turn. However, his eyes remained focused on the wispy ground he was standing upon. "Scar look at me! I know you know where we are, but it doesn't matter. All that matters is we are together!" Taka slowly allowed his gaze to travel up his companion's body. His jaw opened even wider every inch his eyes traveled up their route towards the face. When at last Taka's gaze met the face of the lioness, he already knew who it was, but by the time he made contact with those alluring eyes, it was still too much and he thought he would surely faint from shock. The lioness grinned back at him and then nuzzled his face, "Hello, my love! I've waited so long!" Taka couldn't find words to express the emotions that were now flooding his brain. The only thing he could say was her name. She was the lioness who had healed his heart, the lioness who pulled him from the depths of depression, and gave him a purpose for living. She was his mate, his one and only love. "Zira!" CHAPTER THREE: ETERNAL PROFESSION Taka could not believe his eyes. It was she! She was here and standing before his widespread eyes! "Zira, this cannot be real!" "But it is, my love." "How can you be here? You didn't..." "It doesn't matter what happened, all that matters is we are here together." Zira began to nuzzle Taka once more, but looked back with a look of confusion when Taka failed to return the caress. "Scar, what is wrong?" "This is so... strange. You must tell me what happened to you." Zira lowered her head and kept her eyes focused upon the pallid ground, but nodded her head. "Scar… when I lost you, I lost my life, I lost my goodness, and I lost everything that mattered to me. The lioness you fell in love with died the day she learned of your murder. In her place, remained a lioness that was the exact opposite of all the things you fell in love with. The only thing I lived for was an eternal lust for revenge, and an undying hunger that would never be sated. I somehow survived and assembled a pride of Outsiders. I suffered so much, but somehow I continued to survive. My mad obsession with vengeance was the only thing that kept me going, but in the end, it was the thing that destroyed me. I was slain by this hate that consumed me, because I couldn't let it go. I fiercely fought any help that was offered to me, and I chose death by my own paws, rather than live in a world without you. I chose death, in hopes to be finally reunited with you, for I knew I could no longer carry on being separated from you. However, my vengeance was never completed, my ultimate goal was never reached, and all those who I tried to raise in your name, turned against me in the end. They all betrayed you, betrayed me, and betrayed your memory! This thought burning in my mind, was too much to take, and there was only one choice left. Death by my own paws, in hopes that I would be with you in eternity someday! Please tell me you understand why I had to make this choice, and please tell me you forgive me." Zira kept her eyes locked onto the ground, and did not look up, praying that Taka understood why she had to make the ultimate choice, and why it was the only choice left. She felt her muzzle being lifted with his gentle paws, and the two lions gazed into each other's eyes for many moments. "Oh, my love! Zira, I am so sorry. I do understand! Through all your suffering, all your grief, and all your pain, your love for me still remained! And… committing the ultimate sacrifice to be with me... what can I say but this." Taka's lips met Zira's and he kissed her with so much passion and love, that Zira's eyes spread wide. Zira tried to grin, eyes filling with tears, but then immediately returned the passionate kiss. The love the shared burned brighter than the radiant light that fell upon the two lions. The soft light illuminated the two in an embrace that was as warm as the love the two lions felt deep in their hearts. The two lions continued their caresses as they sat there, nuzzling each other as only lions can. * * * * * * After many moments, Taka broke the long merging of hearts and gazed into his love's eyes. "I cannot remember anything, my love. I am still astounded that you are here with me now. I mean it seems like an eternity since I last saw you." The two cats met in another passionate nuzzle, a fevered purring flowed from both of their throats. The two cats nuzzled for what seemed like an eternity. But time meant nothing to the two mates, for time was nothing in this world. Zira finally looked up to Taka. "My love, how long have you been here?" Taka looked down and his eyes locked into Zira's. "All I remember is a darkness consumed me after I felt Shenzi's jaws close around my throat. Darkness was all I could see and I can plainly remember it. It was a soundless void, cold, black, nothing. Then after about an eternity of this, I could feel a deep pain pulsate throughout my body, it was worse than anything I have ever felt. It felt like it was ripping me from the inside out. Ripping my very soul from the body it was housed in! I cried out in fear and anguish, but no voice escaped my lips, no sound echoed in that cold, dark world, only more pain answered my futile screams. Then all at once the pain left me in an instant. I began to grow warm, and a deep sense of calmness washed over me. All at once a light shone in my eyes, and as I looked into it, it began to move as if in a gesture for me to follow. Something was pulling me, and my body responded before my mind, and I found myself walking towards it. It opened up to this world, and the next thing I knew I found you. Strange isn't it?" Taka looked down and his eyes spread wide as he saw Zira had tears in her eyes, and had the happiest grin on her face he had ever seen. "Oh, Scar, that is so beautiful!" Zira's eyes gazed at her love as if she was looking at him for the first time. The two cats were always passionate lovers ever since that first glorious night under the stars. Nevertheless, here in this place it seemed their love had increased ten fold, and as her eyes scanned all corners of his body, she felt the fires of passion begin burn in her blood. "Scar, I…." Taka placed a claw on her lips and shook his head. "My name is Taka now," he pointed to his left eye, "Wouldn't you agree?" Zira grinned and nuzzled him once more. "Then I am Ushandra once more. Do you remember, Sca… Taka? Do you remember my real name when we first met? Do you remember that glorious night we shared together?" "Every night in my dreams, Zir… I mean, Ushandra." "Taka, here in this place I feel like I could tell you anything, and I've been so lonely without you." "Ushandra, through all the pain of the purging, my thoughts remained focused on you! I love you so much! I always have and always will! You were the one, who carried me through it all. You were the one who eliminated my pain, you were the one who healed my heart, and you were the..." Any more words from Taka were unable to be spoken as Ushandra swiftly pressed her lips against his. The two cats kissed each other fully; their muzzles locked together in a sweet caress. Taka's tail began to slide and brush across Ushandra's flanks and the melodic purring of the lioness told him that he was making her happy. Keeping her eyes closed, since the only sense needed was touch, Ushandra caressed Taka's own body with her own tail, moving it equally across his back and then down across his underside. Taka shivered as the sensations wracked his body and ignited the fires within him, soon becoming as consumed into the dance as Ushandra was. Ushandra sensually walked away, then as she walked back, she rubbed her body across his, spreading her musky scent all through his pelt as she passed. She continued her passes, until the scent was intoxicating, and she occasionally painted Taka's face with her tail. The preludes ended, she looked back with a sly grin. Taka needed no further urging and ran to her lips kissing them fully and deeply. Ushandra suddenly broke the kiss and nuzzled Taka's mane much more fiercely, a grin, larger than it had ever been plastered across her face. Her tongue shot out of her mouth and ran it along his lips then traveled down his neck. She quickly fell to her belly and then Taka almost roared in pleasure as her tongue began to touch every section of him. Her roving tongue missed no inch as Zira continued her sweet, maddening torture. It was only a matter of time, before Taka's roar filled the realm with resounding resonance. Ushandra then rolled to her back and allowed Taka to do whatever he liked to her, and Ushandra's melodic purrs changed to yowls as Taka's own tongue and tail painted her body in all the right places. After an eternity of blissful attention, Ushandra rolled to her side and then rose to her paws after another sly grin. She then proceeded to stand in the "presentation stance," looking back over her shoulder with a seductive smile. Taka needed no words, as his actions alone caused Zira's grin to widen as he joined her in perfect union. Their song began, soft and slow at first, then gaining momentum and fervor, then the crescendo finally arriving at a grand finale. Twin roars ended the dance, and an intense kiss upon each muzzle of the lovers was the encore. Taka and Ushandra lay in each other's paws for an untold amount of time after the dance was over. Each held the other tight and promised never to let the other go again. Still, each knew that in this place, they were finally together and would never be torn apart again! There was no time; the only time was with each other. CHAPTER FOUR: REUNINIFICATION Ushandra's eyes slowly opened as she gazed upon Taka sleeping peacefully. Her lips became a grin, and she softly nudged her love with her nose. After about seven attempts she finally made him open his eyes. "Mmmmm, what? Oh, my love. Why did you wake me up? I was enjoying this perfect dream." "That dream is a reality now, Taka." Taka smiled, and licked Ushandra's face. Ushandra looked up to the pallid light and the vast clouds and sighed. "It looks like we are going to be here for a long time." Taka's words calmed her. "Ushandra, I couldn't ask for anything else." "You're are so sweet, you know that?" "You have no idea." "I am sure I can grasp most of it, after all I fell in love with you didn't I, and that was the best decision I ever made. Still, do you think there is any one else here?" "I do not know, my love. Are we in the place that my mother and father told me of? Is this the land beyond the stars? Are we with the kings of the past? Are we…" Taka was forced to stop, as he saw Ushandra's face was frozen in shock, as if she had seen a ghost. Taka saw a huge shadow pass over her form, and he slowly turned his head. When he saw what Ushandra had seen, his mouth dropped and his face became the same mask of shock as Ushandra's was, only Taka's was worse..." * * * * * * The shadow fell upon the two lovers, then an insane laugh was heard, and a strange looking lion with a huge grin was suddenly running towards them. "Mother, mother, mother! Look I'm back! Did ya miss me?" Ushandra could only stare in shock at the lion that was now standing and speaking before her. She suddenly felt tears of joy in her eyes as she rose to her paws and nuzzled him. But this lion was so full of zeal that he threw his paws over Ushandra's back in a huge hug and toppled onto her. Through the laughter, nuzzles and kisses, Ushandra tried to speak. "Oh, dear gods, Nuka! It's you! I thought I would never see you again." The lion laughed and could not stop his tongue from giving his mother an uncountable number of licks. "Well, finally I have your attention!" "Oh, Nuka, I missed you so much! I can not believe this is true, all three of us finally reunited." The lion curled his features into a confused look. "All three of us?" Suddenly Nuka's head swung towards the male with a shocked expression of his face. "You mean this is…." Taka suddenly backed up to his paws, and could not stop shaking his head, as he looked up and down at this abomination of a lion. No…. it wasn't possible, he and Fabana, he thought it was not conceivable, she promised him it could not work…. No, she lied, this was…. It had to be true as his gaze fell on this half lion, half hyena, proof that love can exist between a lion and hyena. Taka could only gasp as he though of that night, when he had nothing and Fabana, the only creature who could see the lion as he truly was both of them engaged in…. no it could not be possible. Taka backed up and started shaking, trying not to look at what was trying to look at him. "Uh… mother, why won't Dad look at me?" Ushandra bit her lip, knowing how naïve Nuka was. She never knew if he learned the truth about his heritage, for she never told him. Fabana told Nuka when he was a cub that Ushandra was his mother, to try and not confuse the young lion. Years passed and Ushandra tried to teach Nuka how to be a killer, but everything backfired or went terribly wrong. Nuka was killed as he tried one last time to prove himself to her, and the moment before his eyes closed was the most painful of her life. Thinking these sad thoughts, she was suddenly drawn to the light. She looked to the light once more for some time and it seemed to calm her. She suddenly nodded and sauntered towards her love, placing a paw on his shoulder. She looked down and smiled. "Taka, this is your son, Nuka. Nuka, behold your father." The two lions only stared at each other. Ushandra lowered her head. It was the truth and Fabana would be so proud if she was here. Ushandra suddenly looked around in wonder, maybe she somewhere she was. Scar suddenly broke the silence, and wrapping one paw around Nuka's neck he hugged him close. "My son…. I don't know what to say." Nuka only grinned once more, and hugged back fiercely. "It doesn't matter all that matters is my ultimate dream has come true. All four of us are finally together." Taka narrowed his eyes. "All, four of us?" "Yes, I am sure my closest friend Fabana is around here somewhere." Taka looked up to Ushandra but the lioness only shook her head. Nuka looked at both of their faces and his face fell. "She is here…. Isn't she?" Ushandra placed a paw on Nuka's shoulders. "I haven't seen her…. Nor has your father." Nuka could feel his lips begin to quiver. "But… but she promised me she would be here with me. She said all four of us would be together, a long time from now, and this is what she meant isn't it?" Taka nodded. "We will find out! Come on, my son, let's find out what this place has to offer and if this place is the place we think it is." Nuka grinned at Taka's words and hugged his father once more, then walked in the middle of Ushandra and Taka, as they disappeared into the mists. CHAPTER FIVE: TRANSFORMED SOULS The trio wandered along the wispy paths, seemingly going in a northern direction, but the pallid clouds and the changing mists could give no real sense of direction. Nuka kept chatting to Taka and Ushandra constantly, but in this place for once Ushandra listened to every word and felt no annoyance, it seemed as if all her negativity was no longer a part of her. She was finally happy, for she had her love, and Nuka only made her happiness increase. What more could the lioness ask for? Taka likewise absorbed every word Nuka had to say, and Nuka told him everything, about Fabana, and all about the things Taka had missed. Nevertheless, it seemed Nuka could not think of any of the things that had caused him pain. Those things were behind him now. He felt completely content, and as he grinned at the white clouds and warm radiance, as he knew why. Nuka skipped and pranced about, so happy for once that in this place of wonder, those damned insects could no longer bite him. That was enough of a heaven for him. Being with Taka and Ushandra just made it more wondrous, but if he could see Fabana all would be perfect. Still it seemed like it was only the three of them in the realm of peace, and Nuka was beginning to think it would have to be enough. Meanwhile, Ushandra's thoughts went to Vitani, and Kovu. She wondered about her cub's well being, and then her thoughts traveled to the father of these cubs. She suddenly stopped, remembering the inferno she saw him plunge into and then she wondered if he too could be in this place. She looked to Taka and Nuka who had turned and looked back at her with confused glances, but Ushandra only grinned and rejoined there sides, thinking if the dark lion, Kisasi, was here, they would find him eventually. "Taka, do you think that this is where the Kings of the Past are?" "I do not know, my love. All I see is an vast expanse of nothingness, though I do not mind too much, being with you, is all I need to make me happy." Ushandra grinned and nuzzled Taka, a few licks by their tongues ensued, but Nuka suddenly gasped and nudged the two lovers, breaking up the kisses. Ushandra and Taka looked down to the lion and he suddenly pointed to a place where the clouds were breaking up. Six eyes spread wide and three mouths hung agape when the saw what lay before them. * * * * * * The cloud like mists parted, and the luminescent rays fell upon scenery from Taka's most beautiful dreams. There in the distance was a rocky outcropping, a small mountain rising up from the savanna like a natural throne. It was Pride Rock, only cast in a magnificence that he could only dream of. The rock itself shown with a brilliance it never had before, gleaming in the sun's golden rays. Trees and vegetation grew in abundance around it, and every beast of prey grazed on the surrounding lands. It seemed to be a pure paradise untouched by the forces of evil. Standing atop the huge rock that was ten times bigger than it ever used to be, was every lion Taka ever knew and all his ancestors that he did not. He couldn't believe it was possible. He had finally made it! Taka's shocked expression looked to equally bewildered looks of Nuka and Ushandra; no one could find words to begin to explain what they were looking at. "My brother, you have arrived." The trio spun and all ended up face to face with Mufasa. The benevolent King of Pride Rock, smiled down at all three of them. "Welcome to what you all have waited for." Taka, Ushandra, and Nuka, could only look at Mufasa with awe, but then suddenly Ushandra felt tear in her eyes, Nuka felt like laughing with joy, and Taka could only do one thing. He padded up to his brother and looked into his eyes for a long time until he finally nodded. He dropped to his haunches before his brother and bowed to him, then, looking up with a grin, he wrapped both of his paws around Mufasa's neck and hugged him as he always wanted to. Mufasa joy in his heart and he embraced back, this moment he has longed for his whole life. "Mufasa, I… I…" "No, Taka, it doesn't matter now. Here in this place the only things that do matter are each other." Taka looked up with tears in his eyes and saw everyone looking down at him. All creatures great or small were filled with joy to see him. This was the moment he has waited his whole life for. At last he had found his happiness. Taka let his embrace end and he looked up to Mufasa and nodded. The past would no longer be dwelled on. This was the future he had held in his heart forever and now it was a glorious dream come true. He turned to Ushandra and nuzzles her fiercely, knowing that she too feels the same joyous thoughts as he does. At last they are reunited, together for all time and among those that they can finally accept. It is all they ever wanted and now it is theirs. Mufasa smiles and motions to Pride Rock where the others wait. All three of them see whatever or whoever brought them happiness on earth is there. Nuka will have Fabana and his love, Usiyahi, and Taka and Ushandra will have each other. Everything is at last perfect. At last the three transformed souls have their perfect world! Part Two: Illumination (The following is Part Two of Volume 2 of Tales from the Outlands. In this tale one learns the past of Kisasi, my original character who was first introduced in Part Four of Volume 1. Keeping with the theme of this volume I have titled Legacies, one will see how this section will fall into place at the end/ set the stage for later events. However, I unquestionably stress the rating of PG-13 for this particular section, not only due to the violent content, but also due to adult themes, depressing nature, and the dark tone of this tale. I hope this will not dissuade anyone from a tale that I hope will be an intriguing journey for all to take. So now enter Kisasi's Tale, drink of his wellspring and be quenched…) - Scar II CHAPTER SIX: WHAT WAS & WHAT WILL NEVER BE Born to darkness, or was it born to misery? Can life really begin this way? Can new blood, so innocent, and so pure feel pain from the moment he first opens his eyes? No one is born evil, that is a myth that must always be eradicated, but one can be born into evil. This was the hell that I was born into. My eyes opened, and where love and a warm mother's tongue should have been there was only silence for a welcome and I was abandoned. Of course I was far to young to know the exact feelings or details of my first day, in this circle that we live in, but thank God I was. I suppose being told what happened, is much better than actually knowing what really happened. My mother was very beautiful red lioness, so I am told, but she knew how beautiful she was, too well I fear. She was, with the kindest word I can think of... wild. And from what they told me she loved to mate, and not just to curb her season, no she loved it period! Every male she could find, and every chance she could get. She was a nymphomaniac, or so I am told, because I do not know what was lie and what was truth. My "father" was the one who told me all of this as I was growing up, for this was the reason why he stated he would not show me one speck of love. From what he told me, or rather from what I could stand to listen to, my mother mated behind my father's tail with a wandering, rogue male. This male was pure black, his mane, his paws, his pelt, everything. My mother must have been fascinated by him, for the shade of black is even more rare than white for a lion. So I was the product of this illicit union, but I can never be sure this is the real truth, for my mother could never tell me. My mother died, giving birth to me. It was a problem birth, but before one life passed away a new one was born. My "father" obviously was heartbroken, because he really did love my mother, but he blamed me for her death. Still, he displaced his anger, and told me my mother got what she deserved. My biological father, I never knew, and still do not to this day. Perhaps it is better this way, for if I ever met him, what would I say? I often wonder if he would live long enough, to hear me say anything. So into this house I was born, into this world I was thrown. Our pride was small but we held our territory fiercely. My brothers and sisters were wary of my strange colorings, as well they should have been. Grey on black with red on the tip of my tail; I have seen no other lion, in all my years, which looks anything like me; I am truly one of a kind. My siblings... tolerated me, but I still spent the first weeks of my cubhood in relative isolation. My "father" would become incensed with grief-driven wild, fits of rage, and his anger was always directed at me; I received my first scars from my "father." I was so small and so innocent, I had no idea why my father would wound and bruise me almost nightly, I had no notion of why my brothers and sisters never really accepted me, and the snide comments and rude remarks the other lionesses made, it was enough to bring tears to my eyes, but that would just make "father" more angry saying I was too weak and unworthy to be his "son." I tried to find some way to escape, some way to try and hide from the blows and slashes upon my body, and the rips and tears upon my heart. The night became my refuge. The shadows became my sanctuary. I could find solace in these shadows, since my pelt blended so well into it, and if I kept my bright green eyes closed, and kept my red tuft at the end of my tail hidden, no creature could see me during the night, especially if there was no moon. So, abandoned and isolated I made the night my waking hours. I slept, or tried to, in the shadows during the day, and at night I would roam or just keep to myself. I had to survive on carrion, or rats and mice to survive, and on a diet such as this, there would have been no way I would have grown into the huge lion that I now am. Yes, survival for me was hard, but survival of the spirit was even harder. Many a night I would just cry and ask over and over again the same unanswerable question... Why? Under this oppression and consumed into this existence, I remained for the first two months of my cubhood, but then I received my salvation. An ironic freedom was unexpectedly given to me, but what happened on that dark night of my past created my entire future. * * * * * * A night with no moon, even the stars were shrouded by the clouds, and thus no light played upon the land; not illuminating it at all. The perfect atmosphere for me, the perfect environment to stay hidden from any pain, be it physical or emotional. So I lay there, my head on my paws, and quite a ways from the pride. I closed my eyes. For once my slumber was peaceful, for the dark night gave me security, and gave me peace. I knew no one would be able to see me this night. It was truly a blessing, I had no idea what a blessing it became...or maybe that should be curse, for when I awoke, I saw with horror how truly invisible during a moonless night I could be. I awoke to a nightmare! No other sentence could put it better. A roar, deep and enraged woke me, and when my eyes focused upon shady pelts, the colors bright enough for me to see, I was stunned because I could make out none of them. They were not members of my pride; I had never seen them before! There was something that shined more than anything, and it dripped off their tails and muzzles, oozed off their pelts, glistened on their teeth and claws. It was something red, and the red was everywhere. I turned my head and saw trails of this red going back to the lair of my family. I was horrified when I saw the biggest one suddenly turn his head in my direction, sniffing the air with wild rage and bloodlust in his eyes. I tried to move but was frozen with fear, although the wetness trickling down my left leg told me how truly afraid I was. A lioness, suddenly took his attention from where I was hiding. I watched them talk, and then kiss, a rather disgusting kiss I may add, especially with all the red dripping off their muzzles. Suddenly the lioness began laughing and as the other six lions ran up to their king he laughed his own malevolence to the skies, saying wicked words that I would forever hold in my heart. "Now, let these worthless piles of flesh, know the vengeance of The Terrorlands! For that is all we left them as piles of flesh, and their blood now covers that place that they called home!" My fear began to change into something different. It began to eat at my heart, and I felt like snarling, my tail began to lash, and my paws began to shake. The only thing that thankfully drowned out my scream was when they all began to roar in unison. I watched them leave one by one, none of them ever looking back. I ran towards our lair, and it was just as I thought it would be. My entire pride was slaughtered, and now all that remained were silent corpses before me eyes. My brothers and sisters, all dead, some of their organs hanging out of there bloody bodies. I began to back up, shaking in full fear, but then my eyes feel on the viscera and blood of my father. His body was ripped asunder, and then as I later concluded, must have been feasted upon by those damned Terrorlanders! I backed up, suddenly feeling my stomach convulse, and contour. I ended up crying and sputtering, my dinner of mice soon all over the floor. The scene was too hideous, I had to run; I had to escape the pain. I ran and ran, to where, in what direction, I could care the less. I just had to get away... just had to get away. Finally I stopped; panting, my paws covered in sweat, and I tried to catch my breath. I looked back over my shoulder, and then looked around me. I had no idea where I was. I was completely lost. Only the shadows surrounded me cast by huge trees, and the myriad sounds of night sung their somber dirge. Strangely this began to give me a small sense of security, for this was what I was used to. This was really my home, and this was the only thing that allowed me to fall asleep that night, but the dreams I had...I saw everything I had seen... again... and again...and again... constantly replaying every night in my nightmares for a long, long time. * * * * * * Yes, a tragic childhood for me it was, but it was so ironic because the tragedy that happened to my family finally gave me freedom that I had always craved. In the forest I found sanctuary from all the tribulations of my childhood. I found solace in the shadows. Still, when I would try to sleep, the same dream would torment my slumber, and I would see the blood and the bodies, hear the terrible silence, and my slumber would be ever full of despair. Nevertheless, over time, I began to forget, or at least try to, what happened to my family, but I would never forget the pride that was responsible for the slaughter. I began to grow up in the forest that I began to call my home as I began to feel tufts of red beginning to grow on the sides of my face. And I noticed I was beginning to grow bigger and bigger, but that wasn't enough. I wanted to be the biggest, strongest lion ever. I wanted a chiseled body of muscle unlike the weak one I had as a cub. I wanted to be the greatest hunter in all the lands, and one day I wanted revenge for what happened to my family. My father never named me, unless one could call "worthless pile of flesh a name", so I began to think of the perfect name for me, but still nothing that would define who I was came to mind. However, the body I wanted was beginning to. I would hunt the biggest beasts of prey I could find: Impala, antelope, gazelle, steadily climbing my way up the food chain, until I could take down a wildebeest. My legs were beginning to become ripped with muscles, as was my back, and neck. I made it my obsession to endure this intensive exercise every day, and not one-day passed where I would not stretch my physical endurance to the limit. One good thing, my exercise made me able to sleep at nights, for sleep would come to me quick due to pure exhaustion. For about 5 full moons I lived this way, alone but with purpose. My solitude meant nothing to me though, I trusted no one, and so I avoided my kind. But by the night of the sixth full moon, and as the rays shined down upon me, I marveled at the body that I could now call my own. I was huge and toned, perhaps one of the biggest lions in all these lands, and for once I was proud of myself, having built myself up to the way that I had always dreamed. I could now run my paws through my red tresses that were now a full grown, long red mane. And I loved its color, red as blood, and always gleaming in the light of the moon. That night I was finally content. No, not happy, I don't think I could ever call myself, happy, but content... yes. I strolled through "my forest" and I was one with the shadows. The music of the night invigorated me, and I actually had a grin on my face but if I could go back and change the past that was one night I would have went to bed early. I would have avoided the path I was soon walking down, for that night would forever taint my future. CHAPTER SEVEN: VENOMOUS ENCOUNTER The moon was full and bright, its pallid rays shinning down upon the land. It caressed the earth in a pale white, almost as bright as an overcast day. The moon's rays invigorated me, and I crept out from my shadows to explore the forest that I have begun to call my home. The painful memory of the slaughter of my family was beginning to fade, and having reached the goal I wanted, that is the body I have always craved, I set out with a spring in my step. I was content, close to happy, but still it would take a long time to define my state of being as... happy. The path I chose seemed to guide me to a stream, swollen with the past night's heavy rains. I bent to drink from it, the cool water relaxing me, and sating my thirst. I immediately stopped lapping up the water as a strange rustle to my right caused me to jerk my head up suddenly. Water dripping from my muzzle, my ears twitched and I realized whatever was coming towards me was fast approaching. I quickly backed up into the foliage and the shadows, curious to what it was. I was hoping for it to be a beast of prey, since I had not yet fulfilled my hunger for food, and if it was I would have the great advantage of surprise at my disposal. However, what I saw emerge from the foliage to stand before my eyes, was nothing that I could have prepared for. It was a lioness, and I mean a lioness! As she sauntered out of the foliage my jaw dropped and my tail began to lash. She was like no lioness I had ever seen. Her pelt matched mine exactly; pure black, and her eyes were a deep blue. She looked towards were I was hiding and sniffed the air. I backed further and further into the foliage and grabbed my tail to hide the red tuft that gleamed at the end. I checked to make sure my flowing, red mane could not be seen. Making sure all was secure, I turned my head back towards her, but now she had a smile on her face. I could not understand why, as I knew she couldn't see me, but her flaring nostrils told me some other sense told her I was there. She rapidly turned and began walking away from me, and something changed drastically in the way she walked, but then it hit me. My nostrils suddenly flaired as a peculiar scent hit them. I breathed it in and then the world around me began to melt away, my only focus was now the lioness. I did not know what was happening to me, as more and more of the sweet fragrance began to grip my mind in a numb grasp, but it was the sweetest, most intoxicating scent I had ever came in contact with. I began to shake my head, trying to regain my equilibrium, but as my eyes shifted back into focus, they should have fallen out of their sockets, because my eyes spread so far due to the now gorgeous sight that was before my eyes. The lioness was bent drinking at the water's edge! I never knew a lioness could bend that low. Plus her tail was held so high in the air I had the best view I have ever had, not one thing was obstructed from my eyes. My breathing began to become erratic and I kept shifting my position uncomfortably. I looked down and my eyes suddenly told me why that "stick" wouldn't move which I kept sitting on. I quickly looked up and saw the lioness was beginning to turn around slowly, her azure eyes hitting me first, and then the water dripping off her muzzle, onto her chest, a waterfall that I shall never forget soon followed. A quick spin on her paws and then she sat in front of me, and with that the leonine goddess spoke to me; looking right where I was hiding. "Warm night, isn't it?" I was shocked, and upon hearing her voice, I wanted to flee, but something kept my paws firmly planted to the ground. "Come on, my reclusive one, your scent tells me you are there, and I want to see you... all of you!" I couldn't flee, not now, so without a second thought I burst through the foliage and walked out before her eyes. That sensuous grin told me she liked what she saw, and then as her eyes traveled the length of my body, her grin only widened, especially when she cocked her head and looked at my underside. "My, my, you are a big one aren't you?" What is your name? I am Yasara." "I...uh...uh... I mean..." (Words were not an easy task for me at this point,) "I never received a name, but you can call me whatever you like." "Is that so, my mysterious one? Fair enough. Come over here, so I can really get a good look at you." I had to do as she said, that scent that I could still not place was driving me mad. I walked towards her and sat before her, so close that I was mere inches from her muzzle. I watched her eyes gaze upon my mane, and then almost fainted as she ran her left paw down it. "So, soft, and this color I have never seen anything like it. Hmmmm, you must be the only one of your kind... how interesting." I rose to my paws and walked closer to her, so she could get a better look, but right as I reached her I felt her other paw snake under my tail and grab hold of the one thing that almost made me swoon. "And this... this is so... mmmmm.... ooooh… very…. nice it so matches the rest of you… stiff, thick and so…. big!" I suddenly realized what she was doing to me, and I tired to reason with her. "What... what... what are you doing, what are you trying to say?" Without a word she pulled me close to her lips and licked my face with her soft tongue all the way up to my ear. Then she said something to me that should have caused me to faint. Her words were so explicitly vulgar, but I had to admit they were right to the point. "Does that answer you question, my dear? If not then how about this?" She swiftly grabbed my head with both her paws and kissed my muzzle in a deep kiss. That was it! All my barriers were shattered, my wall of resistance was broken and I lost myself in her eyes. That night for the both of us was filled with exploring, creating, understanding, and teaching. Her and I explored everything that mating has to offer, and it would be a lie if I did not say I loved every second of it. Nevertheless, something was missing. Highly skilled as she was, the lessons she taught me, things I have never forgotten, there was still something not right about all of it. Though she screamed it to the skies seven different times that night, I finally figured out what it was, when I awoke the next day. CHAPTER EIGHT: THE TERRIBLE DAWN My eyes slowly opened and they focused on a rose colored sky. It was dawn; the night of absolute contentment was over. I sighed happily to myself, my mind replaying all that had occurred between us. Yasara was so very skilled in her task; oh you have no idea. She was a master at her talent and she was an expert teacher of her techniques and methods to me. She taught me all I know, and all that makes my current mate happy when her and I enter our perfect world. But unlike the profession of love that my soul mate and I now share together in perfect union; when our hearts beat as one, there was this important factor missing when I was with Yasara. There was not once ounce of love there. No love at all! Sadly I thought there was, and I foolishly thought Yasara and I would live our lives together, what a fool I was. I rolled over, expecting to feel Yasara's warm pelt beside me, but my paws only touched the cold earth, moist with the morning dew. I rolled back to the other, side but still nothing. I raised my head and looked around... nothing. I sniffed the air deeply trying to inhale her scent... nothing! My eyes grew wide and my tail began to quiver, but still my mind desperately told me she must be out hunting breakfast for the two of us, and she will be back any time. I sighed and placed my head on my paws and waited. The minutes began to feel like hours, and no lioness was seen, the minutes became an hour and still no lioness was seen. I was beginning to become terribly worried, and I quickly rose to paws and began to frantically search for her everywhere. There was nothing! No trace, no scent, absolutely nothing. The paths lead me only back to the stream where I had first met her, and seeing it again before my eyes, a symbol of the lie that I thought was love made me suddenly feel rage begin to build inside of me. She had left me! She had abandoned me! She had my heart in her paws and she had crushed it to a bloody pulp before my eyes! I fell to my paws before the stream and looked at the dawn. In hatred for my past, and utter denial of what Yasara did to me, I suddenly roared towards the skies. My roar was one of pain and I kept it sounding over and over again, until my throat was so sore, I could not keep up its resonance. I fell to my belly and beat the earth with my claws but then felt the hot tears well up in my eyes. I allowed them to be shed, and I lay there crying like a cub, all the memories of the slaughter of my pride coming back to me. My months of isolation, and now abandonment by the lioness that I thought loved me, it was too much to bear, and I couldn't take it. I cried and cried, until I had no more tears to shed. After a while of this, broken, alone, and depressed I began to wander the path back into my jungle that used to be my home. I walked in a daze, no care whatsoever to where I was going, everything was cast in a shade of gray, and nothing mattered to me anymore. However, suicide did not enter my thoughts... yet. Not until subsequent pain made me consider this option, suicide never entered my mine. Its cancerous touch only began its malignant decay of my mind after I experienced future pain that would make the pain I was feeling now seem like an after thought. As these dark thoughts coursed through my mind like a black cloud blotting out the sun, a scent unexpectedly grasped my nostrils. I looked up and inhaled, it was unmistakably Yasara's! Then my eyes feel upon its source. A piece of her fur was stuck to a briar patch. I ran up to it and ripped it off the thorn, inhaling it deeply, its scent giving me all the information that I needed. I began to follow the path now laid out for me, and after some time found a scent mark left by Yasara telling me that she passed this way. I began to follow these marks, till the sun has begun its descent to the horizon. The entire time, the flora and fauna was beginning to change drastically, and the last mark was at the mouth of the jungle, which opened up into a vast formless wasteland. This land was unlike any I had ever seen before. Where trees should have been became termite mounds, and where there should have been lush, green grass, there was only a yellowish earth scorched by the sun, a sun that seemed to suck all the moisture from this place. My eyes fell on lionesses in the distance, not Yasara, but painfully thin ones, all sadly mal-nourished. I scanned them, about to retrace my steps, thinking that Yasara could not possibly live in a place such as this, but then heard a deep voice and I spun back. My eyes spread and my jaw dropped when I saw the male that it belonged to, but then I saw her... I saw Yasara... I saw them both who I blamed for all my pain. My gaze fell upon him, it was he and it was she! Yasara, the lioness who had betrayed me, and the lion who had ordered his legions of warriors to slaughter my family! My lips curled into a snarl and my tail lashed. The King of The Terrorlanders is now here in this place, and with Yasara walking in his pawprints? I prayed to any God who may be listening, that this was just a terrible nightmare. Please tell me it is not true! Gods! Wake me up! The sharp pain in my heart told me I was not dreaming, as I saw The King of the Terrorlanders turn and motion for Yasara to come near him. She bounded up to him like a cub, and he lowered his muzzle to hers, then a kiss followed. That kiss was the final thing that destroyed any love I ever had for her. I felt hatred begin to fester in my soul, my eyes began to gleam with rage, and my tail writhed like an incensed snake. I saw images of my family, every member broken and bloody, I saw the leering muzzle of Yasara like she was laughing at me, all my pain hit me like a thunderbolt and my goodness left me, never to return for a long time. I broke through the undergrowth, zeroing in on my target, the old lion who I saw cast in red. I saw Yasara turn, out of the corner of my eye, but that was it. Before he could save himself, I had charged him, knocking him to his side, but as he tried to roll to his paws, I stopped him, pounced on his stomach, my claws digging into the flesh, and drawing blood. Rage controlling my claws, I ripped his body asunder, unable to stop, the shrieks of terror by Yasara, a worthless sound. My jaws plunged to his throat, and my teeth found his neck, weak, the skin hanging loosely, and I bit down, then ripped up, the blood a geyser, and the once King of the Terrorlanders was no more. Yasara's futile pleas for me to stop suddenly ended, and she looked down on me, her face a mask of fear and anger. I slowly turned my head and grinned the blood dripping from my jaws. I rose to my paws, strode over the carcass, and began to advance towards her. Her words were slow and full of a mixture of terror and rage. "You... You... What have you done?" "I completed my vengeance, Yasara. A terrible crime has been punished; the murderer of an entire pride has been slain. Come with me now, I forgive what you've done to me, because I need you now more than ever." "Come with you? Don't make me laugh. Who could ever love you? You are nothing but a cold blooded killer, no one will ever love you!" My jaw dropped and I could begin to feel tears sting my eyes. "Yasara, isn't what we had... love?" Her wicked laugh echoed around us. "Love? Hah! I only used you to end my season. You were nothing but a piece of meat to me. You are blind to that fact, now be truly blind for what you've done to my father!" Father? No… that monster was her…. and she… his daughter, they tore equal seconds of my heart? Twin explosions of painful realizations struck me as she suddenly lunged towards me and slashed both of her paws across my eyes. Her claws struck at the same time, drawing blood into my eyes. I staggered back, feeling the red drip out of my eyes like tears, and then put one paw to my face trying to stop the blood. My vision, though obscured and cloudy, saw my blood upon my paws, and I felt it dripping down my face. I looked up and soon saw myself walking towards Yasara, who began to back up, then try and flee from me. But she wasn't fast enough, and I grabbed her by the throat pulling her head back, exposing her neck, plunged my claws to her throat, digging them in deep and then ripped out her throat, all in unbridled anger. I threw her head to ground in disgust, and walked over her, but then heard a strange laughter coming from behind me, looking back I saw her trying to rise, and my jaw dropped. The blood was pouring out of her throat, coursing down her chest, but she still had enough life left in her, to say something that would haunt me forever. "On this day, I name you, and it is christened in my blood. You are the most evil beast alive, you are revenge, and you are vengeance. You are forever, Kisasi! You will never find love.... never! I curse you in this! I curse you forever!" Her eyes glazed over in death, and she fell to her stomach, her undying voice forever in the back of my mind. CHAPTER NINE: TRAGIC HERO My eyes watched the fall of my beautiful Yasara, now dead by my own claws. As if it were in slow motion, her eyes closed and her blood flowed ceaselessly forming a small pool of maroon around her writhing body. She twitched one last time, then nothing, her soul drifting to wherever it was sent. I looked down at my body, covered in blood, fur and gore. I was a mess, a bloody mess, and I never felt more disgusted in my life. Realization at what I had did, hit me in a sudden shock, and my head turned to the mutilated body of The (then) King of the Terrorlanders a ways off on my right; the still corpse of Yasara on my left. My stomach churned and quivered, and suddenly falling to my stomach I retched in pain and disgust. My bodily fluids were forced from my stomach as I lay there coughing and sputtering. I heard movements; with tear stained eyes I looked in all directions soon viewing five lionesses that has assembled around me, all with shocked expressions on their faces. One very lithe one seemed to lead them, two were identical twins, one had to be the biggest lioness I had ever seen, and the last had to be the strangest looking lioness I had ever seen. The leader of them, looked down at what used to be Yasara, and then back up at me, with a look of pity but also one of confusion. The strange looking one suddenly walked in front of her, feel to her knees, and then started to perform what seemed to be a ritual for the dead. She recited strange words and verses in a tongue that was unknown to me. I guessed this lioness was a shamaness and as if reading my thoughts she looked up at me and gave me a mock smile. Her pelt was a deep, dark red, but covered in arcane symbols and archaic runes. These marking were as numerous as her scars, which covered her body like long red snakes. She raised her head to the skies, and bowed over Yasara's form, then likewise the rest followed suit. For what seemed like an eternity of this silent mourning, all of these lioness standing there with there heads bowed, the shamaness slowly rose her head, and then looked at me once more, her wild eyes studying me. She looked back at Yasara's body and then grinned at me, licking her lips as she said something that almost made me retch once more. "Greetings, my dark brother. You have done well. Yes... splendid." I looked back in confusion, but now all the lionesses had turned their heads, except for the lithe one that shook her head as if trying to tell me something. If only I understood she was telling me not to look back, but when I did, my eyes spread in panic. This enigmatic witch was now siting on Yasara's body, and looking at me with that terrifying grin she always had. She threw her heads to the skies and laughed out loud, but then plunged her claws across her chest, ripping her own flesh and drawing her own blood which soon spilled onto Yasara's unmoving form. With drool now dripping, the terrifying lionesses then plunged her claws into Yasara's chest, ripping her flesh, and digging into it, while her jaws followed towards the wound and with a triumphant roar, Yasara's heart was ripped out right before my eyes! Looking back to me with a lewd smile, the shamaness' jaws bit down, slicing the heart in two and swallowing one half. She reached and caught the other half in her paw as it fell and then lifted it up before my eyes, offering it to me. In utter shock, I backed up and almost fell over the big lioness behind me. Mortified and disgusted, I couldn't think, couldn't move, and couldn't even breathe. But then a thought came to me. There was nothing left, only one thought screamed to me over and over in my mind, and it screamed for my body to carry it out. In fear and agony I ran from the lionesses, only one thing on my mind, only one thing that gave me a solution that would end my pain... forever. * * * * * * (The chosen song below is credited to Metallica, my favorite band of all time and perhaps the greatest metal band to ever grace the face of this earth. I use the following lyrics with the utmost respect and cite them to Metallica's (in my opinion) greatest song, Fade to Black.) Blinded by tears of shame for what I had done, tears due to what I saw that evil thing do, and tears from the utter loneliness of living the life that I had lived, I ran through the wastelands, the terrible heat only making my misery worse. The termite mounds rose up around me like looming monoliths, their vast shadows threatening to consume me. I backed up trying to escape the shadows as if they wanted to devour me. Yet, I could not escape the ghost of Yasara though, standing there with her mocking grin forever in my mind, as her blood elped from that horrible wound. In raw panic and full misery I collapsed to my belly and sobbed into my mane, not able to take it anymore and any longer. That thought suddenly screamed to me in my mind once more. Why should I continue to breathe? All I wanted was peace, and no one on this earth could heal my soul. My mind was in submission, and no one could stifle my screams except for me. I looked down at my right paw, and then turned it over splaying my claws, then rising them to my eyes. They were still stained in blood, now dried that was Yasara's. A small tear dropped from my eyes, as I looked to the heavens, wondering if a terrible lioness like her could actually end up there. Another thought passed through my mind: If I went through with the task, would I see her again? Did I even care anymore? All I wanted was an escape from my suffering, a detour from life, and an exit to the other side. Looking down at my yellow claws, stained with red, and the high sun shimmering off of them, I made my choice, as my feelings were put into song. A song I still sing to this day, to remind me of the depths of despair I felt at that moment: Life it seems will fade away Drifting farther every day Getting lost within myself Nothing matters, no one else. I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give, There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free.... (My claws began to rise after each verse. My tears began to fall more profusely after each word. My heart bleeding each syllable that I proclaimed to the skies.) Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly loss, this can't be real Cannot stand this hell I feel. Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now he's gone. (I suddenly pressed my claws to my neck as I screamed to the heavens my final words.) No one but me can save myself But it's too late! Now, I can't think, Think why I surely can try? Yesterday it seems As though, it never existed Death greets me warm, Now I will just say goodbye... (I pressed the sharp tips into my throat, feeling the blood begin to drip down my neck, and then screamed my last word to whatever giver of pain was listening.) GOODBYE… I closed my eyes, breathing in the last sweet breaths of air, and feeling the dripping blood elp from the five small wounds I had created. Gritting my teeth, I felt more blood as I pressed my claws closer, and then with the last strength of my being I would rip downwards, thus ending it all. I would have taken my own life right then and there, I would have committed the ultimate sacrifice, but I had to view the world one last time. I had to see what I would lose. However, when my eyes opened they feel upon a lioness' tear stained eyes! It was that lithe one. She was sitting right in front of me, shaking her head NO over and over again! I tried to look away, keeping my poised claws frozen in that last strike, but she would not cease her pleading stare. I could not bring myself to commit in front of her, and it was at that moment, when I was torn between life and death, that I felt her nuzzle me. My head spun down, and my jaw dropped as I felt her soft touch. I still wanted no part of her; I wanted her to just leave me alone. I just wanted everything to end, but she would not stop her nuzzles, and then I felt her tongue on the small wounds of my throat, trying to stop the blood. Her roving tongue stopped on my paw, as she looked up to me with desperate eyes, speaking in almost a whisper. "No, please, you do not have to do this. I know your pain, I can see it in your eyes, but this is not the way to solve it. You will receive no peace from this, only suffering and damnation. Please don't do this. Let me take away your pain." Her words somehow caressed my heart, and they purged my mind of all dark thoughts. I immediately recognized the lioness as the one who tried to tell me to look away from the shamaness' desecration of Yasara's body. I could not answer her, I was so choked by my tears, and the realization of what I almost did, that I could say nothing. I only buried my sobbing muzzle into her chest, and then wrapped my paws around her, clinging to her, crying out to her to help me. She purred and tried to tell me everything would be all right. She wrapped her own paws around me, giving me the love and security I needed in my most desperate hour. Yes... this lioness saved my life and her name was Usiyahi. CHAPTER TEN: ENSHROUDING LUMINOSITY I never thought it possible, but the love from another can heal a broken heart. My tears flowed out of my eyes like a flood breaking through the levy of ice and I just clung to this savior, this lioness without a name. I never knew love, I only new deceit, betrayal, and loneliness. It was so foreign to me, I was baffled as to how to proceed, and horrified when the realization of what I nearly did to myself attacked me like a predator. Nonetheless, everything somehow fell into place, as we just lost ourselves into each other, and soon twin roars, one male and one female echoed in the night sky. I awoke to a comfort and a peace I never knew existed and as my eyes opened a warm paw was draped over my chest, belonging to this lioness that had remained by my side and who I now entrusted my heart to her. To those around her she was just another common lioness, but to me she was so much more and I worshipped my savior. I learned her name, and the names of the others, even the red lioness and shaman, Shari, who made my eyes narrow. Still, we were living in a wasteland, and the pride was now master less. With the old king dead, and no males to lead them, most of the females left to find more hospitable lands. All that remained were the four lionesses that were there during the sacrilege of Yasara's body. They seemed to follow Usiyahi and me wherever we tried to wander. Always disturbing and annoying me, the four of them always watching us, and never allowing us to be alone. Over time, my mood soured and the peace and serenity I once had with Usiyahi was ruined once more. It seemed there would never be any peace for me, and enraged I was about to charge at them and kill them all just to be rid of their constant stares, but then a light hit me from the inside out that was brighter than the sun. I was a male and I killed the master of the pride, thus I am now the master. These lands could be mine, and all these females could be my pride. I could have what I could never have; my loneliness could finally end! I told Usiyahi about my obvious realization, and she only replied with a kiss, telling me she would follow me no matter what my choice would be. I gathered them to me, and became their king. I took them all, every one of them (except that sinister Shari) and they became mine. I glutted on what was offered to me, I took every pleasure I could want, and feasted on it every waking moment, until the absolute power corrupted me and I became no better than the prior king that was slain by my claws. All the time, I noticed a change in Usiyahi, she became distant and we became estranged. My corrupt mind thought it all jealously, but she saw what happened to me, even though I was blind to what I had become. We quarreled more than loved, though she still called me her king and she was still my queen. Time becomes meaningless and all flows together during days like that, and yes it was good to be the king, but one fateful day my reign ended when a certain visitor appeared at my doorstep, brought to me by Usiyahi herself. That is another tale all in itself though and its details equal a painful ending for me though my heart continues to beat, even if it can never beat like it did. All my love went with that lioness Usiyahi who I destroyed by the decisions I made, and everything that I thought was indestructible came crashing down upon me when I was consumed into the fire that I set with my impossible ideals and my unquenchable lust for affection and conquest. I caused everything in the end and the effects will forever scar my future since all my suffering and agony that I now endure was completely self-chosen. * * * * * * In that dark, musty lair, filled with the pungent stench of charred flesh, sat the once noble creature though now broken by the world and virtually ruined by the paths he chose to venture down. He bows his head, his tale complete, letting his words sink into the listener who sat opposite him; drinking every last drop of Kisasi's tragic cup of sorrow. He looks up letting his eyes fall on that lioness that searched him out, knowing that a lion like Kisasi is one that is hard to kill. She had heard Nuka tell the tales of the dark lion who seemingly perished in the fire, but she knew that a spirit like his is not one that is snuffed easily. She was the last to try and complete her mother's legacy, she had so many questions, unskilled in the necessary tools she must need, she had to learn from a master of these crafts, but now as she looks at what has become of Kisasi, she learns the heavy price of vengeance. This lion, barely alive, wincing in pain with the simplest movements, is proof of such a horrible consequence, yet to her it also proves that the strongest do survive, and the weak inevitably perish. With a proud grin the lioness bows to low to the burnt creature and her melodic voice breaks the long silence. "Thank you, Kisasi. You have answered all my questions purrfectly. Now I know what I must do to ensure that the legacy of my bloodline will be fulfilled. Wish me luck in my endeavor. However, if all my plans come true, I doubt I will see you again. Farewell… Kisasi." Kisasi's green eyes watch the lioness leave, back to the pride that she had been assimilated into, and though it hurts like hell, his lips curl into a wicked grin as he can imagine what entropy will ensue. The final rays of the sun fade and the shadows engulf the lion as another night begins, but before the lion is obscured by the shadows, the smile remains after his words placed an ominous chill in the air. "Good luck.... Vitani." Part Three: Cancerous Loss - The Tale of Vitani CHAPTER ELEVEN: VANQUISHED VIRTUE Time stood absolutely still for the star-crossed lioness. It was as if she was frozen solid. All four of her paws were held fast in an icy tomb as she witnesses Kiara and Zira both fall head over tail and off the precarious promontory. No! It could not end like this. This was too soon, too unexpected. This would be something that would haunt her worst nightmares. Reason was clouded and a quick chill of fear races down her spine as she heard Nala call for her daughter in terror. It was at that moment that Vitani's azure eyes glanced back and forth seeing Kiara's parents rush to the edge followed by a realization that would shatter her perfect world forever. "What have I done?" It was the only sentence that Vitani's mind could scream to her over and over again. Her mother's snarls mixed with fearful yelps finally brought Vitani back to reality and when she heard Nala scream to Simba that the rain-swollen river was surging violently beneath the two combatants, Vitani plows into her dumbstruck brother, pushing him to side and she stares down at the horrible scene that seizes her and threatens to cleave her tender heart in two. There had to be something she could do, but time was not on her side, and she looks behind her to Kovu who still stood there doing nothing. He was astounded and in complete shock, completely oblivious to his surroundings. Vitani cursed at her brother's total lack of support in this most desperate venture, but then that one final word gripped Vitani's ears when it suddenly explodes from her mother's lips. "Never!" And then that terrible scream was the final voice from those lips that once kissed Vitani goodnight when she was but a cub. Only the sound of the river echoes back Vitani's terrible cry for her mother. "Mother!" Nothing answered her back. Zira was gone and Vitani was left with the cold unknowing of a death that was either accidental or self-inflicted. The desperate lioness can only stare at the unforgiving current, as the cobalt waters crested and crashed over each other pulling under heavy timbers and everything that stood in its path. There was no escape and no redemption for all swallowed by the terrible force of the river's wrath. Relief from Kiara's parents only brushes against Vitani's ears. Princess Kiara was pulled to safety and any threat of loosing someone they loved vanished in the same fashion as the many logs that faded away into those angry rapids. Still, Vitani searches no matter how desperate it might seem and no matter how long. At last she senses Kovu near her. A small part of her knows he is looking down into the depths of the raging river like she is, but another part of her knows it can never be with the same conviction as she has in her heart. The love Vitani had for her mother so outshined Kovu's and after all Kovu's heart was stolen by Kiara, and any section that he might have had for Zira was slowly beginning to be conquered by that unconditional love for the Pride Land Princess. Is there any chance left? Any sign to be seen. Please, someone tell Vitani that there is still prospect. "Great Kings!" Kovu bellowed, "Mother! Why? Oh, dear Gods, why? End like this? Vitani raises her head and swings it towards her brother. She could say so much right now but only stares at him instead. Staring at those emerald eyes, that scar, and that dazed expression. Is he of the ones who are to blame for this murder? Yes! He is the one who cut Zira more deeply than Simba ever could. He deserves her hate! Yes…. No! What is Vitani thinking? Vitani quickly shakes her head and dismisses these thoughts. This is her brother, her one and only brother now. She is of his blood and he is of hers. Vitani tries to force reassuring words, but she cannot even make one sentence. Then she can find her voice, but her words die and her jaw falls slack when Kovu suddenly turns from her and trots over to his love, nuzzling her warmly and telling her how relieved he is that she is safe. Was his mother, only a passing thought for one brief instance and now Kiara must be attended to? Kiara is more important and not the lioness who bore him and brought him into this world? What has become of Vitani's world? Her brother, and everything she thought was real? It is all crashing down upon her and the many emotions that run parallel to it is now threatening to seep violently from her eyes? "Oh dear Gods, please tell me this isn't really happening." Vitani's words go unheard as Simba calls his subjects together and Vitani can say nothing else as she watches helplessly as the former Outlanders rush towards Simba and embrace him like a God. Vitani can only stay behind; forcing a smile and a mock bow then watches them depart, everyone soon vanishing into the gray mists. * * * * * * Throughout Vitani's years of strife and malnutrition as a cub she had many nightmares, but she knows now that they will be like tame gazelles compared to the roaring beasts that will infect her mind when she tries to rest from this point forward now that Zira is not longer with her. For many minutes Vitani remained at the ledge, staring into the churning depths, until they finally slowed their raw power. The wrath of Mother Nature finally decelerated and cooled. Her trademark bangs hang across her eyes and she understands the symbolism of the slowing rapids. In time all things end, great and small, they must all return to the place they originated from. Like the waters that slow and soak into the earth to be drawn up in water vapor into the clouds to only to pour from the heavens yet again, time flows like a river. But this river swallowed up the one who gave time to Vitani, Zira who bore Vitani was slain by time, and now only Vitani and Kovu remain of what was a fine bloodline, they are the last two from The House of Scar. Scar, Zira, and Nuka are gone and now it seems like only Vitani remains, for Kovu has learned to live with those from The Pride Lands, something that Vitani feels she could never do. Yes, she was the first to 'see the light' and try to change Zira's passions from their lust for violence, but Vitani never knew that such a cataclysmic consequence would happen. Zira was too tenacious, too caught up in her own web of evil that she spun to even listen to her own daughter and promising that if Vitani was not with her, then she was against her. She took Vitani's change of heart as betrayal, and in Zira's mind, betrayal meant death. Only hindsight can begin to ask the question that if Zira did manage to kill Simba with that last vicious charge, and if Kiara did not intervene, would Zira have made good on her vow and taken the life of her own blood? Would she have turned on Vitani and Kovu and spilled their blood, like she so lusted to do with Simba? Would a foretelling of their bloody death be a verse in one of her many lullabies? Vitani can only speculate that follows with a slow shake of her head as she still stares at the quickly slowing waters. It is as if the crash of the water upon the rocks echoes back to her the eternal truth that begins to be etched upon her soul. Time is like a river, and all things do inevitably end. * * * * * * Vitani trudges wearily through verdant lands the likes of which she has never glimpsed upon before. So used to termite mounds and dark caverns, she is not used to green plains and lush undergrowth all teeming with life; it's invigorating effect cannot seem to caress her soul. Stricken with cold grief her head is down, her tail hangs limply and her eyes remain fixed upon the earth. The sun has begun its descent towards the horizon, but it feels like an eternity since she saw her mother fall over the edge and now the tears begin to fall. The shock is beginning to wear off, replaced with a mourning that Vitani knows will be both long and hard. Vitani looks up with tears in her eyes as her grief begins to take a wicked hold upon her. Nuka was taken from her only yesterday, and now her mother a day later; how can she even begin to deal with this pain? Through tear stained eyes she bows her head once more, her bangs soon becoming slick with the moisture that seeps from her eyes, but she sees a small shadow pass over the earth in front of her, and its wings are clearly identified. It must be that bird, that annoying little majordomo; his sudden voice cements that notion. "Hello down there, my girl! There you are. Your brother has been worried sick about you. Oh… and Simba would like to see all of his new Pridelanders at The Rock as soon as possible. If you follow me, I shall be your guide and take you there quite promptly." Vitani looks up and then springs a quick step back as Zazu descends upon the ground before her and looks up with his merry grin, a grin that only vanishes when he sees her puffy eyes, and soaked eyelashes. Vitani notices the change and quickly looks away, not really embarrassed that the hornbill should see her in this manner, but instead not wanting to be around anyone at the moment. She chokes back her tears and clears her throat before trying to speak with the little bird, fixing her eyes upon the horizon. "Oh, well…. um… thank you, but I uh… really don't want to see anyone right now. I think I would rather be alone… thank you." Vitani sighs deeply trying to emphasize the point, but Zazu only cocks his head to the side and tries to press further. "You really shouldn't be by yourself right now… Vitani, isn't it? You might get too lonesome you know? Simba told me that he would just love to show you were you will be sleeping tonight, you know? Give ya a nice tour of our beautiful kingdom, since you are a full fledged member now." "You know, if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone! Maybe you didn't understand me, but I don't want to see anyone! Don't you understand?" "Well… the king orders you to…" Vitani snarls once more interrupting Zazu. "I just lost my mother! Do you have any idea what that feels like? I just…" Vitani tires to calm down, "I just want you to show me where I can find some food and some shelter for the night. Maybe tomorrow, I will give Simba my greetings… ok?" Zazu just stares at Vitani, wondering one or two things that he does not wish his voice to express. After eyeing Vitani suspiciously, he only bows and points west with his right wing. "As you wish, my lady. Go west for a ways, and you will find some prime hunting grounds and further on you shall see some high trees and a few scattered and quite mammoth rocks to doze under. However, there is some royal protocol about how you should find suitable prey and where you can sleep, how you can sleep, how much prey you should take down on one…." Zazu watches Vitani quickly turn from him and dash towards the sun, not even bothering to be neighborly enough to wish him a good day. "Night…. How much prey you should take down on one night…Yes, you have a good day as well…. Outsider." Zazu narrows his eyes towards the vanishing Vitani. Why does he get the sudden feeling that this one might be a serious problem in the not so distant future? * * * * * * The nights are becoming longer and colder upon the savannas… however, Vitani remains alone, and has remained so for three days now, even though Zazu did pay her another unappreciated visit the past morning. Vitani is still in mourning for her lost family, and as the days progress she becomes more bitter and more alienated from the Pridelands, still refusing any contact with them, even though Zazu still presses, and tries to assure her it will end her sorrow. Zazu only obliviously makes matters worse when he attempted to explain to her that her anger towards him is unfounded and she is only making herself more upset by not being with her own kind, but Vitani in her grief driven rage only roars and curses at him to leave her in peace, still vainly promising that in time she will join the pride. All she asks for is precious time. Tonight though Vitani curses the word, hating it so much, because for her time equals only more agony, and such misery threatens to consume her. She cannot sleep, for nightmares of 'what was' plague her mind, and her eyes are now bloodshot from lack of slumber. She eats very little; the half-consumed corpse of a impala lies just outside her makeshift lair which is nothing more than a crevice between two rocks, hardly enough to keep out the rain that Vitani sees will be coming soon, for the clouds have darkened the horizon considerably. Pulling herself from what might be called shelter, Vitani stretches her sore muscles, and runs one paw down her face. She yawns, one half of her wishing she were asleep, but the other half not daring to make it so. She hears footsteps approaching, and a familiar scent wafts into her nostrils. Spinning her head back she sees it to be her brother, but just as fast she turns her head back away, Kovu is last lion she wants to see right now. When he speaks his voice is fill with worry and concern, but that only complicates things even more. "There you are, sister. I've been looking everywhere for you. Where have you been, and why haven't you've come home? We've all been waiting for you. Vitani… it is time for you to join your new family and it is time for you…" Vitani curses once more, and shoots an angry glance at Kovu, those tired, bloodshot eyes quivering. "Family? New home? Those murderous brutes killed my family, and you expect me to join them? Oh, I get it. Just like you, right? Forget your entire past and create a perfect future. Kovu, listen to yourself! Gods… dear Gods, what have they done to you? They have corrupted and ruined you, Mother was right those many days ago, she was so right, damn them, just…. Damn them all." Vitani turns her head from Kovu, her eyes threatening to seep once more. "Listen to me? Sister, listen to you!" Kovu rushes around Vitani trying to look at her face, but Vitani quickly turns her head away from him once more. "Sister, they are not your enemies. Don't do this, please don't do this, I beg you. I will not let you start down the same dark path that our parents walked down. Vitani, hate only leads to suffering, and your heart is too good to be consumed by darkness." "My heart?" Vitani emits a cold chuckle, "What do you know of what lies in my heart, Chosen One? You betrayed us. You betrayed Mother, Father, and Nuka. Why are you not grieving here with me? I alone mourn for them, because they are nothing more than an afterthought to you." "I mourned for my brother! But, how can you call a wicked beast like Zira, our mother? She was never there for us, she never properly brought us up like Simba and Nala did with Kiara. My father? I never knew him. Zira never told either of us who our father was, and even if Scar was still somehow a part of us… he was never there for us either. Not like Mufasa was there for Simba, not like Simba was there for…" "Enough!" Kovu words are silenced and his mouth drops open as Vitani silences him in unbridled rage, "Quit bringing up how great the damned Pridelanders are to me. Oh, Simba did this, oh Nala did this, and oh Kiara is so fascinating. Oh yes, the bitch is so damned fascinating! Your beloved Kiara killed our mother!" "What? How can you say that? Zira let go of the face of the wall! You heard what my mate told everyone! My wife is completely innocent." "Oh of course she did nothing wrong… only tackle Zira like a rhino and knock her over the edge! I saw it as clearly as you did. I'm sure Kiara let Zira fall just to have you all to herself! Tell me, dear, sweet brother, how does it feel making love to a murderer?" Vitani stares at her brother in a way that will not let one word escape Kovu's lips because he saw that same stare a long time ago from one other lioness, a lioness named Zira. After an eternity of that cold gaze Vitani suddenly shakes her head, and looks down at the ground. What is she saying? Remorse floods her mind and she quickly looks back up to that shocked expression upon her brother's face. She must control herself. Why on earth is she acting like this? What has gotten into her? She would have never said anything like that before? "Oh Gods, I'm so sorry Kovu, I didn't mean to say that. I'm just… I'm just in such grief right now that I…" "Forget about it, Vitani. I see you wish to be alone…. fine you be… alone." Kovu turns away from her. "Enjoy it… I'll see you… whenever." Vitani's eyes spread and she runs after her brother, trying to stop him. "Wait! I was wrong! You know I would have never said that in the right frame of mind!" Kovu stops but does not turn. "The right frame of mind indeed…. I'm granting you your wish. Go get some sleep or "Kovu, wait, Kovu! Please… don't go, Kovu!" The lion does not turn around and only strides away from his sister. Vitani does not follow, only watches him until his form vanishes into the night. She reaches out with her right paw and calls for him one last time but only the sounds of the creatures of the night answer back her call. Letting her head fall she sighs deeply; it is not long before tears soon begin to stain the earth. CHAPTER TWELVE: INCOMPATIBLE INNUENDOES Rafiki, the wise mandrill and shaman of the Pridelands hums songs of great days gone by with words so archaic that only he has any idea of what they mean. Shaking his painted behind left and right he works upon his murals of the new members of the Pridelands. There they are completed and standing side by side with Kiara and Kovu. He adds the finishing touch to his work by drawing a huge heart in red clay around the two lovers with a smile that is so large and proud upon his muzzle it seems as if the aging mandrill was never happier. He steps back proudly to admire his work, his hands on his hips as he stands upright, his tail lying still upon a stout branch evenly balancing his weight and he is about to turn when he realizes that he nearly forgot to add that one lioness, what was her name… oh yes Vitani, he nearly forgot to include her! Laughing to himself, he turns back to retrieve his materials but then his smile vanishes when he realizes he will not have enough to even begin to draw the outline of her body. His colorful dyes have nearly run out and most of the empty tortoise shells are already empty. Rafiki looks back at the painting and then back at the empty shells. Could this be a bad omen, or only a case of miscalculated inventory? With a quick prayer to Mufasa, he hopes that it is the latter and not the former. So with new determination to make sure he finishes his work by the next morning and add Vitani to the pride as soon as possible, Rafiki grabs his trusty staff and scampers down through the branches setting out on his quest. He must hurry, for when he looks to the west and upon the vast horizon that stretches out before him, he sees black clouds forming telling him a storm is coming soon. * * * * * * Another sleepless night had plagued her soul and Vitani now wanders during the daylight hours nearly sleepwalking through the Pridelands these days, not really caring about a destination just needing a stretch too soothe her aching muscles. One part of her wants to seek out Kovu and the others for the sake of ending her self-imposed exile, but the other part of her still denies them even a chance. She tries to forget the past, but still she cannot; it drives her, the nightmares cause her to scream out in terror at night, and day after agonizing day crawls by. How long has it been? Days have changed into weeks and still she remains alone. Vitani spins around to see an ancient mandrill coming towards her who then suddenly looks up with an indolent grin and waves to her. He is soon rushing towards her, but Vitani' s sour mood and pent-up frustrations causes her to splay her claws and she snarls at him, causing him to skid to a stop and stare at her with a curious expression. "Why…. Err…. I mean…. How are you… err…. uhm… " Vitani narrows her eyes, expecting such a typical greeting. She says her name with a voice of ice accenting each syllable. "Vitani." "Oh yes, silly me, it is not like I would have forgotten my dear." "No, of course not, why would you?" The mandrill easily picks up the dripping sarcasm and Rafiki is put back on the defensive, his eyes narrowing as he grips his staff more firmly. "Uhm… well this is a bit less cordial then I expected… I suppose such a thing is to be… assumed since you seem to be like a lost wildebeest to its herd these days, my dear." "Is that a fact… my dear?" Vitani eases her hindquarters down to the earth to a less tense stance, but does not change her facial expressions in the least. "Why are you entering my domains unannounced monkey boy?" "Monkey… boy?" Rafiki can see this is not going to turn into a friendly chitchat anytime soon. "To cut to the chase my de… Vitani, I was just strolling through…. Simba's domains to pick up some things for my murals, as a matter of fact I need them because I am going to paint you on the walls of my home, ironic yes?" "Paint me… why, it is not like I am part of your happy family, am I?" "All things change Vitani, like the seasons. All of us are hoping that your cold winter will one day change into a warm spring." Rafiki, looks into Vitani's eyes with a look of hope and friendship, but still only sees untrusting ire there. "Vitani… what have I done to you to warrant such a cold reception?" Vitani lets loose a long sigh and turns away finally clearing the air of any static to a point… she does not look back but does answer. "It is not you, it is me." "I wish to be a friend to you, Vitani… we all do." "You are making a mistake. Sometimes I cannot control my anger and that is all I feel when I look upon Simba and the others. Sometimes I see myself as my mother was. Am I to drown the same as she did?" Rafiki sighs as he taps his foot nervously upon the ground. "No, no, you turned away from that path when you turned toward us and left her side to join ours, remember? You proved to us that your heart was true." "And my doing that I damned her, didn't I?" "You chose the right path, as did Kovu, and you saved yourself." Vitani's words grow more strained, and her mood worsens to depression with each passing second, apparently not even hearing Rafiki's replies. "We could not save my mother she is with father now, and perhaps she is happy, perhaps somewhere she is smiling." "You… saved yourself Vitani, and you have a family here now… you…" "I remember all those times, when she held me, licked away my tears, kissed me goodnight and held me close during the thunderstorms." Rafiki scratches his head, and tries again. "Vitani?" "You never knew that she could love, never knew that he had a heart…." "Vitani?" "You thought she was evil, you though she was heartless…" "Eh, Vitani?" "You thought her a cruel and wicked lioness, undeserving of sympathy…" "Vitani!" The lioness feels his hand upon her shoulder. "Stop! Just stop, it is over, all of it, it is the past. Heal, my dear. Allow your terrible wound to heal. Do not let it become a scar." Vitani eyes suddenly spring open and she launches a backhanded right paw at Rafiki upon the mention of that word, but then her mouth falls when the nimble mandrill catches deflects the blow with his staff and then whacks her on the head with a sudden counterattack. Vitani growls and curses, clutching her throbbing head, and then with a roar lunges towards the mandrill, but stops short when the end of Rafiki's stick is deleteriously wedged underneath Vitani's mouth, if she would have pounced any further, she would have impaled her throat on its end. She looks up with obvious surprise mixed with a hint of fear when she sees cold eyes staring back at her. "Allow your terrible wound to heal Vitani, before you force more upon yourself! You are falling daughter of Zira, falling deep into a vast abyss and soon no one will be able to pull you out. I thought you were like your brother, it was a struggle for him as well, but you are much more complicated. He had the love of Kiara to change his darkness to light for she gave him the courage to see that light, you… you have nothing, and no love, only grief and sorrow. Continue on this path and you shall be so obscured by darkness no one, not even your brother will be able to find you in the cloak of night you wrap around yourself. Simba is your king and he wants to be your friend, he wants you to sleep with him and all the other lionesses in his den, he wants one day to give you cubs, he wants…" Vitani has heard enough, all she sees is red now, this damned mandrill has to start on the glorifying of Simba trend again, and that last part about Simba mating her? She would sooner devour such an instrument of blasphemy then allow it anywhere near her. She reaches out to grab the staff, but it is gone from under her throat and now the mandrill is hers, yet all she remembers is hearing one last sentence before her world is plunged into darkness. "You alone can make this decision, Vitani, do not become like your Mother! Sleep on that." Rafiki twirls his staff in front of him and then swings it hard into Vitani's forehead knocking the incensed lioness unconscious before she could do any real damage. With a thud Vitani falls and her eyes close, a façade of peace is painted on her face as she lies there. Rafiki just shakes his head and allows his heavy breathing to slow. In those eyes he saw death, his death. She would have not held back and if he did not do what he did he guesses he would have been dead by now. Sighing loudly he says he is sorry to the prone lioness before him, doubting that he will have any chance for forgiveness for act of self-defense. He fears that by trying to knock some sense in this wretched lioness shall only further her downward spiral. With one last heavy sigh and a heavier heart Rafiki scampers off to find Simba and the others. He must warn them about this recent change in events, his original quest to find the raw materials of adding Vitani to the mural depicting the family of the Pridelands now quickly but unfortunately forgotten. CHAPTER THRITEEN: TORMENTED TRIAD Grey swept fields greet Vitani's blurred vision as she opens her bloodshot eyes. It seems the dawn has just broken and its misty fingers play tag through the elephant grasses of the savanna. Vitani rolls to her stomach, running a paw across her head, feeling a huge lump there. Thrice damn that wicked mandrill, how dare he take her out of the world of the conscious with that walking stick that he so conveniently carries with him wherever he goes! Vitani vividly recalls the stories told by her mother, about how she saw Rafiki take out four hyenas at once with his disciplined martial arts before Scar was murdered, and Zira did warn Vitani and her other warriors to use the most extreme care around the shaman. As Vitani curses to herself and rubs her head it seems she underestimated the primate this time; gritting her teeth she swears that the next time will be different. Trying to lick her wounded pride the best she can, Vitani rises to her feet shaking her head as she tries to rid herself of the ringing in her ears and that pounding headache. So, Rafiki is no doubt scampering back to Simba and Nala warning them about her now, is he? And of course that would only provide more fodder to feed the rift between her and Kovu. Vitani curses yet again, as she knows that Kovu will side with Kiara, anything to protect his love. Spitting on the ground she shows to the world what she thinks of that little relationship. So, where is she and more importantly where is she going now? With a sudden jerk of her head, Vitani's face falls and her eyes spread in fear when she sees the grasses in flames behind her. The entire savanna is engulfed in red flames. Reason escapes her and frenzy assaults her mind as she spins about to flee, but then runs smack into the face of another creature standing before her. Shaking her groggy head Vitani's eyes spread even further as she sees Nuka standing before her with a crazed look in his eyes and a burning stick held tightly between drool soaked jaws. Vitani reaches out to touch him, but Nuka only laughs at her dropping the stick from his jaws and lighting more of the brush aflame. "Roasty, toasty, Vitani! Roasty, toasty, Vitani!" Nuka screams the same phrase over and over again as turns and runs off through the walls of flame, his mad cries diminishing, as he is lost from view. Vitani grits her teeth, and tries to calm her quivering legs, but there is no sense in this at all and before Vitani can even begin to question this reality a rasping tongue-like flame licks across her rump, causing her to squeal in pain and run headlong into the grasses like a rhino. Yelping and waling she darts and weaves through the grasses, but it seems like every path is closed to her and every opening she tries for is soon swollen with flames. They surge and billow like a flood, threatening to drown her in unforgiving fire. Looking back she sees they are gaining on her, and she squints through watery eyes. She turns back with gasping coughs, the smoke causing her lungs to scream for air and sees a huge rock looming before her. It is too close to try and dodge, her shoulders smack it painfully and she stumbles to her knees, her muzzle smacking into the blackened earth. She raises her head then screams in horror as she sees the flames descend upon her like a red wave drowning her in burning heat…. * * * * * * A bloodcurdling scream pours from Vitani's lips as she opens her eyes and jumps to her feet. In terror she looks right and left; no flames and no brother back from the grave, it was all a dream? She yelps suddenly when she feels a nasty bite on her paw. Looking down she sees the cause of the pain as she sees two termites scuttle away from her. Following them with her eyes she sees them scurry towards the light coming from the mouth of the mound. She was laying in a termite mound, a huge one, explaining where the pain came from, and all the rest? Just subconscious delusions made real from her tortured and insomniac mind? Sighing heavily, her head throbs, telling her that the smack from Rafiki was real enough and her forced nap resulted in that horrible nightmare. Rubbing the top of her head with a paw, Vitani stops suddenly realizing she was doing the exact same thing in her dream. Her paw drops as she looks up, then all points of a compass. Why is she standing in the middle of a huge termite mound and not in the grasses of the savanna where she last was? Biting her lip, Vitani quivers wondering if this is another dream and she has not awakened yet. Splaying her claws she presses one to her paw, and then cries out as it punctures her flesh. As a bit of blood oozes from the wound Vitani shakes her head, yes she is awake, she is not dreaming this time but how in the world did she end up here? "Ah, my little Exiled is awake. Hello, my friend, welcome to hell." Vitani knows that voice, only too well, but also with that realization she knows that the body where such a sonorous voice resonated from could have not brought her here. Without turning, Vitani only sighs and stares at her wounded paw, as a small rivulet of crimson seeps from it. "What do you want of me now, Kisasi? Another tale for my tired ears, save your last breathes my scorched friend, for your own autobiography was more than enough for me. After all, in the end it did nothing for me. It only proved to me the utter lie of my own existence in the same way it proved your own." "Well, isn't that a crying shame? If I still had tears left, they would burn my ruined pelt wouldn't they? No, no tales, not this time for you have learned nothing from them my prodigal female, if you did you wouldn't be here now, would you? Lost and so alone, in more ways than one too, I might add." Vitani snarls and quickly turns thinking she just might need to inflict a bit more pain on the arrogant lion, but he is not there and her pounce only causes the dust to fly into her eyes. Narrowing her eyes, she searches for him all around here but he is nowhere near. "End this damned shadow stalking game, Kisasi! I am not in the mood for your tactics. Only a coward tries to connive unseen! After all did not Scar learn that painful lesson…or should I better say didn't you? You know that stinking burnt fur of yours makes it painfully obvious to me." "Charming to the last. If you only knew how much you contradict your own words. I don't see the winds of change billowing through your pelt either. Shouldn't you be chomping your lips on Simba's butt right about now? From what the birds tell me you turned on Zira and joined the glorious king, and also why did a good friend of mine watch that indolent mandrill try to knock some sense into you? Sounds you have a mess of new friends to frolic with, but where are they now sweetie, I don' see anyone of them keeping you all safe and sound?" "You are really starting to get under my skin Kisasi! Why don't you show yourself so I can get my claws under yours?" Vitani searches every which way but still the lion is nowhere to be found. His scent is all around her yet still he eludes her. For one so badly scarred as he is, it is impossible for him to be moving so fast. "Up here you little wretch!" A sudden soprano voice suddenly shakes her composure and Vitani strains her neck to look up into the gloom. There is that blackened beast upon a high promontory still looking menacing even if he looks to be knocking on Hell's Gate. But beside Kisasi is a female whom Vitani has never seen before. The lioness is exotic beyond exotic standards. Covered from head to tail in markings and scars untold if they are from battle or self- inflicted. Dark eyes stare down at her as those two lions recline side by side atop a high precipice near the ceiling of the massive termite mound. Vitani watches with disgust as the female rubs some substance into Kisasi's flanks, which she guesses must be some type of healing salve to try to cool the burns. "Oh, I'm so sorry. I didn't know you two needed, your… privacy," Vitani huffs, "Sorry to ruin your nursing of that dark bastard. I shall just be on my way now, bye-bye." "Your way?" The strange female laughs a shriek like cackle, "You have no way, my dear. You are not…. one of them, you never were, and you never will be." "Oh and I suppose I'm like Scar and the two of you?" "You are like your mother, you are like Ushandra." Vitani's eyes spread as the female says Zira's true name, a name that has been long forgotten and a name only known by those closest to her. Vitani lowers her rage and her irritated stance, allowing her rump to slide to the floor. "What do you know of Zir… I mean Ushandra?" "I know she was more than any of those damned Pridelanders will ever be and I know she loved you with all her heart. She did favor Kovu a bit more perhaps, but you were always next in line. She would have wanted you to take up where she was forced to leave off." "You are a fool to think what my mother, Kisasi, and Scar always wanted will ever come to pass," Vitani replies, shaking her head in loathing, "The Pridelanders are much too strong. They have that Aiheu god on their side, and they have with that all the supposed valor and virtue that comes along with it. We who are not of them, are the Evil Ones are we not? We are the damned and they are the chosen ones. We will endure the Pain and they shall have the Paradise, won't they? What is it all worth in the end when we are all going the same way?" "Evil and Good are all based on perspective, Vitani." A deep sigh follows Kisasi's words. "Was it good that drove the innocent lion that became Scar to become evil? Was it evil that drove Ushandra to seek to make amends for her lost love? Was it evil that she was willing to die for him and for what he stood for? Was it good that drove Kovu apart from you and into Kiara's arms? You told me all this, you told me your pain, you told me you sought death by your own claws instead of the misery your life is now. Remember that? Remember all of it when you wandered into my lair those few moons ago? Nothing has changed Vitani, the same story will continue on and on until someone changes it… until one side wins." "What? Would you rather join Simba and his indolent fold, Vitani? Or worse to have his cubs?" The enigmatic lioness ends the uncomfortable silence when Vitani only stares at the drying blood from her wound once more and not answering nor even heeding Kisasi's philosophical monologue in the slightest. "You want the murderer of Scar and Ushandra to be inside of you? You want to betray your blood by joining with his?" "No!" Vitani suddenly looks up, tears streaming down her face. "Hell no! I would rather die first then do that… that… heresy to my lineage! I can only feel hate when I think about the Pridelanders. I want them slaughtered like prey and wiped from the face of everything the light touches as much as you do!" "Then join with me; join with us. I can teach you more than you will ever hope to learn by yourself. I can give you a life worth living. I can give you a home, and I can give you freedom from your prison of reality." Vitani stares at the female for the longest time after she ends her proposition. Kisasi would obviously be useless in the physical sense, but this female… this bizarre yet intriguing lioness might show her a path worth walking down. "All things are answered with time. Allow me to think about this… if I do not return then… you shall have your answer." Vitani sighs deeply after she ends her reply, then turning slowly, she trudges with her head down out of the termite mound, leaving a small wake of blood from her still bleeding paw. Outside it starts raining and the cold sheets soon consume the lioness' form. * * * * * * "Do you really think she will come back dear sister?" Three days have passed and Kisasi is reclining in the midst of another rainstorm as it empties its watery tendrils down upon his scorched flanks, slightly cooling those terrible burns that mar his flanks. "Only time will give us that answer, my Lord." Shari lets her tongue stick out from her lips as she licks and drinks in the drops in a strange, yet seductive fashion. "Lord? Spare me the mockery, my darling. You found my blackened body in the weeds not far from the Pridelands, and brought me back here. Yes, for that I am eternally grateful. Nevertheless, when we returned that Zira stole our pride and used it to attack the Pridelands, then soon dying in vain as did her attempts. Alas to the bitch… here's to you my love." Kisasi empties his bladder upon the earth, the sound soon lost in the high-pitched cackles of Shari. "Yes, yes, poor tragic Zira." Shari tries to stop her laughter. "What a waste of a perfectly good lioness. Consumed by her own hate, her own greed, and her own pride…such a pity." "So why the hell do you think her blood will be any better?" Kisasi spits upon the earth groaning uncomfortably from the pain. "Have we not danced this damned dance before? Shari, look at me sweets. Do I look like I will play any part in this upcoming drama?" "Oh… you big burnt sexy beast…" Shari pats and strokes the lonesome king on his rump for some time before continuing. "Don't you let any more of that mane fall out from any more of that worrying. I will take care of everything. Our dearly disturbed and terribly tortured comrade will come around soon enough. After all she has the blood of hate in her veins, and that is more than enough for the shadow of Scar to envelope her completely. Oh yes… I give her two days at max. The Gods has brought us great fortune Kisasi, and soon, very soon, all we have ever wanted will be ours." Kisasi looks towards Shari slowly trying not to move too much, his right eye suddenly rising upon viewing that wicked gleam in the lioness' eyes, matching the gleam from the drool upon her lips. Instead of replying Kisasi only shrugs his shoulders then curses when the burning pain screams to him that that was an illogical mistake. CHAPTER FOURTEEN: ANGUISHED AGONY For three days now the rains have continued, incessant and deaf to the cries from the lioness that lies quivering in that less then shelter that might be called a makeshift lair. The puddles so deep now can not even allow her to lay her head on her paws for fear of drowning in her sleep but in her wracked mind, drowning might not be all that bad. Sleep, that sweet blackness escapes her once more and Vitani only wails to indifferent heavens that only match her dripping wetness that has wetted her cheeks once more. She so misses them, her parents, her brother, all of them but still her stubbornness, that thick tenacity won't allow her even a simple walk to view Pride Rock in the distance. It has been too long now, for anyone to come calling, it seems no one cares, and Vitani continually feels sorry for herself, gnawing on her right leg to try and make the pain real. "Vittles." It is as if she can hear her mother's voice through the rain, using that sweet, innocent name that only her mother used to call her. "Vittles… where are you?" "Here mother… cold, wet, tired, hungry, and so… alone. I wish you were with me now." "I am, my sweet Vitani." "Of course you are," Vitani chuckles to herself, "You're in my heart and in my soul. The three of you, Dad, Mom, and my big brother, I can see you now clear as day. But why do you look so… changed? Vitani turns her head as she speaks then her jaw drops in full fright, and her eyes spread with unhinged fear. "Yes… so changed." Scar smiles with what were his lips though now one piece hangs from his face, one eye shines from his half-eaten skull, the huge, missing pieces of his flesh mar his flanks legs, and belly gleam in the shine of the lightning bolts above them, while his hairs from his mane fall incessantly. "You see…. what they have done to me?" Scar's voice hollow and diminished. "Short live the King…. torn from his regal façade and left devoured by his most trusted warriors! Do you think I was… tasty?" His laugh is horrible as more bits and pieces of his flesh fall from his up-turned face. "No, no sissy! Look, look, look at me!" Vitani cannot turn, she is shaking too much, but suddenly strong burnt paws turn her face quickly and Vitani looks up in terror to see the blackened and scarred face of her brother with that gruesome smile, his teeth like soot, and his mane cinders from the fire, his bones sticking out from his legs and tail from being crushed from that giant log that smothered him. "Me is so… sexy! Hee Hee! Now you look at Mommy!" Nuka steadies Vitani and forces her to stare in horror at the bloated and blue ghoul that is Zira, waterlogged and swollen from drowning in the rapids. "They did this to us! They! Do not let yourself join, do not join them! DO NOT JOIN THEM! You are the last of us; you alone can end this, end it now! END THIS NOW! * * * * * * "Noooooooooooo!" Vitani screams until she can scream no more, slamming her head into the top of her den, but the pain meaning nothing to her. Her claws splay and her trembling paws send the puddle water around her into froth. No more, no more! She can take it no longer, and as her wail ends it only leave the hysterical lioness staring at the crying stars. She stares and stares unblinking until the clouds end their tears, and then slowly Vitani lowers her head. How much time passed during that intersection of her emotions? Seconds, minutes, hours, soon a quiet laugh tears any thought of it from the scene. That laugh begins to build as Vitani slowly raises her head and her chapped lips crack into a wicked smile. "Yes! I am the last of us. I will end this!" Her eyes spread in a frenzied stare as she suddenly laughs in pure maniacal fashion to no one around her. "Do you hear me? I will end this all! I shall end it now!" Crazed and laughing, her fit continues as she cackles to the point of tears streaming from her eyes. Her paws shaking Vitani looks suddenly down at the muddy earth, and like lightening she carves the name of Scar, Zira, and Nuka in the mud. That same longest claw then crashes towards her eyes ripping right across her right eye and left across her left, all the while the sick laughter continues and she spreads her paws outward rising to her hindquarters causing the rocky overhang to splinter and shatter into fragments that fall shimmering all around her. With every claw she rips down her breasts to her belly, leaving six deep gashes soon drawing much blood down her body. Suddenly her laughter ends and staring down with now bloody tears at the names in the mud she suddenly slams her body over them covering them with her wet and bloody bulk the spray and force of her fall causing red and brown fountains to fly from the earth and fall down upon her in dark radiance as a sudden mighty roar of thunder announces the birth of the spawn of vengeance. * * * * * * "Will you get the hell in here, you burnt bastard?" Shari stamps her foot on the lair's floor. "What in the blue hell are you doing out there in the rain again… you lazy good for nothing piece of dung!" Shari stomps out into the storm once more as the monsoon rages on for the sixth day now and the painted lioness curses as she gets her fur all wet for the umpteenth time. "Where are you? If you are playing that damned Shadow Lurker game again I swear you will munch on your right leg for supper tonight!" "Excuse me…bitch. Why don't you just… shut your mouth?" Shari cocks her head to left recognizing Vitani's voice behind her, though it sounds… different somehow. "Ha! You say bitch like it is a bad thing." Shari's smug grin quickly fades when a huge form leaps over her spraying water in her face. It pounces to her right then charges towards her, a bloody mess of a face which smiles crazily face-to-face at her through the rain. "Uh…. Hello again… Vitani isn't it? Is that you? Vi... Vitani? The days have um… been kind. Please uhm… tell me that the elephant you must have rumbled with looks worse than you?" "Elephant? Only a sly grin makes those cracked lips spread, "Yes, the elephant. Oh yes, don't worry he's suitably disposed of, along with that pathetic lioness who tried to run from him." "Uh… huh…" Shari narrows her eyes skeptically at what was only the other day a melancholy specter. "Eh, I'm looking for a lioness named Vitani, have you've uh… seen her?" "No…. I haven't. But I did find something much, much better deep inside of me. Tell me…" Vitani plops her rear end into the muck and spreads her paws out before her, batting her eyelashes seductively. "What do you think? Aren't I…. beautiful?" "To die for." Kisasi's sarcasm drips as always as he slowly plods up to them both, still wincing and tottering with each step. "Yes… if I could I would take you from behind right now. That is if I was… better suited to the task." Vitani laughs crazily as she saunters up to Kisasi sliding her body against his a bit too rough causing him to cry out in agony as she brushes against his flanks. "Oh… cry for me Kisasi, can't you take the heat? Typical male! You like to make the females blush but deep down you can't keep them on top of you for too long can you?" Kisasi snarls suddenly at that snide comment his pride hurt, but that only makes his muscles hurt even more. "Oh poor little Kisasi. I'm so sorry did that hurt? Pity, and I was going to treat you so sweet tonight too. After all, I've know you've had those emerald eyes on me since we first met but too bad… you're in no condition to…" Shari clears her throat loudly causing Vitani to laugh ever more. "Vitani, if I may. I know this entire chit-chat is hilarious to you, but isn't it time we all got down to business?" "Oh Shari… don't get your fur all wet. I would have thought you were a female who loved to mix business with pleasure? I know I do, and what I have planned for those damned Pridelanders… well… I think it will be a bit of both. You see my two wayward companions, what a little bitch I was to doubt your loyalty to my bloodline, and though I should rip the tails from your assess for betraying my Mother's trust and failing her miserably in the end, I accept you as brethren and the last of our kind. We are the last of us, aren't we? The last to right the terrible wrongs committed in the name of good upon our ancestry? The last to lick the…" Shari clears her throat once more for Vitani to get on with it, but Vitani only places a splayed claw on Shari's muzzle. "Shush… there now…shhhhh…good girl… you're such a good girl, but do you hear what I hear? Oh yes… it makes me tremble. Do you hear it, Kisasi? Do you hear it… can't you… hear it? No, no, wait… do you see it? Do you see what I see?" Vitani begins to sway to the music of the storm: The thunder becomes her drums, the howling winds her melody, and the pounding of rains upon the mud her harmony. She rises to her paws looking towards the south, towards the Pridelands and then begins her ominously fitting serenade. Now she was in command of the stage, and this dirge was her song of presentation and premier. "Do you see what I see? Nala's corpse hanging from a tree? Her blood sweet like the honey from bees? Mmmms, makes me see Kiara's eviscerated spleen; her innards tasty like cream? Taste this dream! Have a taste of my anguished agony." Vitani rises to her paws and strides in circles around the two dazed and dazzled lions as two sets of unblinking eyes remain frozen on the singing fallen angel, who now dances and prances like a succubus, shaking her drenched body this way and that like a salacious serpent. "Do you hear what I hear? Slaughter without a care? Foe and friend alike beware I am the last of the vengeful pair I am Vitani… anguished agony! Oh indeed Anguished Agony Hell's fury unleashed Upon your story Do you know what I know? Their ashes upon the wind will blow Now all is reaped from what they did sow And now at last this woe is relieved And their blood shall be my seed Welcome to the depths of anguished agony! Oh indeed Anguished Agony Hell's fury unleashed Upon your story This is anguished agony! Oh indeed Anguished Agony Hell's fury unleashed Upon your story I am Anguished Agony! Hell yes! I am Vitani I am Anguished Agony! Oh Gods yes I am Vitani I am Anguished Agony!" At last the rains begin to cease though hardly stopping and Vitani turns back to the two entranced lions loving their almost drooling expressions. "So, my friends… do I have your undivided attention?" CHAPTER FIFTEEN: NEFARIOUS NUANCES When the winds were calm, there was a maelstrom brewing and Kovu was nearly swept up in its drowning waves. So close he was in yesterdays not too long ago to be used as a soulless pawn, in a vengeful game of hate. To this day he still loathes himself for coming so close to damning himself to a life of solitude, sin, and wickedry, and still he finds it hard to sleep a night, remembering in vivid and graphic detail how Zira raised him to be a killer. Each night of his rearing, the training, the gruesome shows, the most efficient ways of killing, and always it was the innocents who suffered. Those trembling field mice that his brother caught for dinner, but more for sport when Zira had them for dinner; she would make sure Kovu heard them scream when the true power of a five hundred pound lion could crush them. Then it was onto larger prey, making Kovu, Vitani, and Nuka watch as Zira brought down an okapi too close to The Pride Lands, the other Outsiders watching for any threat. Nuka forced the two aging cubs to watch as Zira demonstrated how to latch on the neck until the beast was suffocated or until its neck broke in a sickening snap. Such knowledge they would need to bring down the hated Simba and the rest of his pride, when the time came to attack. Kovu lays there in his lair now, with Kiara no doubt dreaming peaceful melodies across form him as he stares at the ceiling of his cave, a side niche from where Simba and the other Pride Landers slumbered. He still can hear the dying screams, the painful moans, and the wicked laughter of his driven adoptive mother. She thought she had him in her claws, so banefully proud of him, sending him off with praise and drool to do her biding, but then his… betrayal as she called it, and then the maelstrom swirled into something that none of the survivors imagined it to become. When the storm ended so many were dead, and Kovu had lost a brother to the rage, and a mother. Now… it seems the winds have returned yet colder and more sinister and though he and his new family have secure shelter inside their home, still there is another out there, somewhere, alone, and listless. Gods, he cannot keep worrying about her… even if she nearly slapped him along his face for trying to reason with her. Kovu rolls to his side, hearing Kiara moan lightly but then just a purr as she does not stir and resumes her happy dreams. Kovu slowly rises to his paws, looking down at her, then mouthing an 'I Love You' to his princess, he swears to her without words that he would always be there to protect her and looks to his right at Simba and the others. All of them seem at peace. Nearly a month and a half has passed since the War Between The Lands, and it seems, at least every now and then, that they have forgotten those days. Kovu wonders if most of them, those many lionesses he still has trouble remembering all their names, and even Nala herself remembers that one enigmatic lioness that never made it into the fold. That one cryptic lioness, Kovu's own dear sister who was not present at the presentation of… Kovu looks over the lionesses and smiles proudly at the young male cub, so close to Nala… his mother and sleeping so soundly, without a care in the world. Kovu had no idea Nala was with cub when he nearly slew Simba… the Gods work in mysterious ways. For the sake of all of them, he hopes that he is just letting his worries get to him, as they always do, and he is making things worse then they are. Perhaps his sister is happy out there, perhaps she is not alone, she could have found someone, a true love like Kovu found in Kiara, and maybe they will start a pride all their own. He can understand her wanting to be by herself, only too well, there are still many times when he wanders alone, enjoying the simple pleasures of solitude. Though optimism has never been his strongest suite, maybe Vitani is happy out there and this ceaseless storm is just the natural order of things, just a part of the yearly monsoon season that sweeps through these lands. Maybe, just maybe things are peaceful. Kovu sighs deeply and smiles turning to return to his mate's side when a sudden giant crash of thunder shakes him from limb to limb. His head spins back outside to the storm as if the very Gods have answered him back in a resounding alarm, and now fully awake Kovu strides towards the mouth of the cave and slowly looks south towards… The Outlands and his eyes narrow intently. * * * * * * "No, no, no! Fool of a lion, I've already told you before. To truly hurt your enemy you attack the heart, not the body! My mother taught me that. Why kill Simba and the others when you can make them suffer?" Vitani shakes her pelt. This incessant rain is driving her… mad. She paces around her comrades agitated and eager to get this preemptive strike underway. "Mmmmms, yes very clever my dear. Make them suffer as you have, as Zira did, as Scar did, as… hell! As I am doing right now!" "Shhhh, quiet my burnt big boy. Don't you worry about a thing. Vitani and I will take care of everything. You said it yourself. What can big, bad Kisasi do like… that? You just stay here in this… *curses under her breath…* rain and let it soothe your blackened and sore body. We won't be long, don't you worry. Trust me. I'll be back in plenty of time to tuck you in for the night, and… give you a bit more than that before you close your eyes." Shari smiles and wraps her front paws around Kisasi's neck lightly giving him a few quick kisses. After a few sighs and nodding of his head, Kisasi reluctantly lets her go. "Fine… fine but the both of you promise me thrice that you will return." Kisasi looks up to Shari with an almost pleading expression holding out his right paw to take hers in his but Vitani interrupts Shari first before she can even say one word. "Yea, ok. Whatever makes ya happy, Kisasi, here is my promise… Go to hell, go to hell, and go to hell! There are you satisfied? Now, come on Shari, stay on my tail, for… it is time!" Vitani rushes off into the darkness leaving a vast pool of her own blood behind, blood that was still flowing from her open wounds, the pelting rain unable to allow them to heal. "Wait! Vitani! I have to make sure…. Kisasi is… oh Dear Gods, help me!" Shari speeds off into the darkness towards the Pridelands leaving Kisasi there in the darkness reaching out with his right paw only to towards the sounds of the loud thumping of paws that is soon lost in the wind and with a deep sigh he lets his paw fall, his head soon following. After many minutes, Kisasi painfully rises to his feet and turns away, dragging his burnt body through the rain and soon disappearing into the misty blackness. * * * * * * Yes she snored, rather loudly in fact, though Kovu would never tell her, rather and she did tend to drool a bit onto the earth when she lay on one side. A shadow illuminated by the flashed of lightning creeps over her, the footfalls of a deranged monster being swallowed by the sound of the downpour outside. The shadow stops, and surveys the lair, no protector, no males, only Kiara is here, and there is Nala not far off, and a… male cub resting his head on Nala's furred chest. How… interesting. Another larger shadow envelops the first but this one comes with huffing and puffing, which causes the first to growl at the second until that heavy breathing stops. The two shadows break, one going left towards Nala and the first coming closer to Kiara. With both of the lioness' eyes closed they could never see what the sudden flash of lightning displayed. * * * * * * "Tell me everything, Zazu." Ko