Absolute depression seized his soul, and everything he saw was cast in a deep shade of gray.  As the moon cast its light around him, he slowly rose his head towards the sky, and his voice broke the peaceful stillness...
	
	"There is nothing that I see,
	Nothing that I feel,
	Nothing that would end this grief,
	There is nothing that is real.

	All I've received is hate,
	But all I want is love.
	I want the fires of passion
	To burn deep within my blood.

	But I'm an Outsider,
	No one cares for me,
	Not even my own mother,
	No, she is evil as can be.

	I am not like her,
	Her pawprints I shall never touch,
	Life for me is beauty and wonder,
	I just want it all too much.

	I never knew what love is,
	I was never shown,
	I want to feel what others feel,   
	I want it to course through my bones.

	All I want is my place,
	In this circle where we live,
	But to me it is a vicious cycle,
	Eternal loneliness is all it gives!

	Solitary anguish, solitary anguish,
	There is nothing left for me,
      Solitary anguish, yes solitary anguish,
	That is all I ever see.

	Why is my mother the queen of hate?
	Why does she want me to join her in this state?
	What is the truth, what are the lies?
	Do I really want these questions answered?
	Do I really want to see what is behind the disguise? 
	
	What is love, what is real?
	Why is it that hate is all I feel?
	I must know, I must decide
	What is truth and what is the lie.

	But what then will be left for me,
	When everything I wonder, I will see?
	What will become of this lion?
	Will I become the hate that I've been denying?

	But I must have these questions answered, 
	I have to find a way,
	Someone must know the truth,
	About me, my past, anything I say.

	I know there must be a place,
	Where love waits for me,
	There must be some lioness
	Who has waited for a lion, just like me.

	But all I've found was suffering
	All I felt was hate.
	I've been poisoned with depression
	I can't even begin to explain my state.

	Solitary Anguish, this solitary anguish
	I must end its wicked decay
	Solitary Anguish, solitary anguish
	Can I ever find my way?
	
      My innocence has been shattered
	I lost all that I once knew,
	I lost all that once mattered.
	I lost all that was true.

	I lost my love; I lost my life
	I found hate; I discovered strife
	I lost my goodness; I lost my way
	I cannot become this! I cannot... But I may.
	
	Without love, I will become her
	Without help, I'll no longer be
	I will relish in my evil,
	I will kill all that I'll see

	I cannot find the way,
	There is no one there for me.
	I don't want this hatred,
	Somebody set me free!

	Solitary anguish, this solitary anguish,
	It is all that I can feel,
	Solitary anguish, oh solitary anguish,
	There is nothing that is real.

	Solitary anguish, I can't stand this solitary anguish
	There is no one there for me,
	Solitary anguish, this solitary anguish
	Why is it that is all that will ever be?

	Solitary anguish, my solitary anguish
	If that is all that will ever be.
	Solitary anguish, solitary anguish
	Then there is nothing left for me!"