XRazorWingX: I just hope he backs down now...
X Steele Fox X: So do I chris...
XRazorWingX: If not, I may just have to get a
little more forceful...
X Steele Fox X: No...as much as I appreciate it it's my
problem...
XRazorWingX: Your problems are my problems
as well. I cant be happy unless you are. I will
talk to him a little more if he doesnt want to
leave you alone. I will try to convince him that
it is for the best..
X Steele Fox X: Yeha...*hugs you tightly* I just feel awful
for inconvieniencing you
XRazorWingX: Its not an inconvienience.. It
makes me happy to help you. I would do
anything for you without hesitation...
X Steele Fox X: I know you would Chris. But that doesn't
mean I don't feel like I'm inconvieniencing you...
XRazorWingX: Dont feel that way.. I just want
you to be happy. It is my pleasure.
XRazorWingX: You could never inconvienience me.
X Steele Fox X: *hugs* I just feel like that...but in the Manu
situation I'm stuck...
XRazorWingX: Dont worry. I'm here to help
you..
X Steele Fox X: *Huggles you* I know you are...And that
means the world to me.
XRazorWingX: Switching subjects for just a
second here... Are you still leaving for your
audition at CalArts on monday? Or did you
cancel that for now..
X Steele Fox X: Nope, I'm still going
X Steele Fox X: As long as nothing comes up
XRazorWingX: Thats great. I have really been
wanting to meet you.
XRazorWingX: I just hope nothing comes up...
Not this close anyways...
X Steele Fox X: As have I. So Wednesday should be the
day 8Huggles*
XRazorWingX: I'm warning you now then... I am
an avid pokémon fan... I have many pictures
up on my walls and other random pokémon
paraphanalia around my room...
X Steele Fox X: LOL, no problem.
X Steele Fox X: I guessed that *snooker*
XRazorWingX: 32 printed pictures to be exact..
And two posters. I dont want you to be
frightened off as soon as you get here..
X Steele Fox X: LMAO. You should see my room in the old
house I lived in...Decorated with TLK stuff...LOTSof TLK
stuff.
X Steele Fox X: My room now is just black
XRazorWingX: I wish I could paint my room..
But alas, I can not..
XRazorWingX: But I do have a big blanket over
my window. To keep my room dark.
X Steele Fox X: Ooh...I have these black see0through
curtains. A gothic canopy bed with the same material...It's
awesome
XRazorWingX: I'm sure it is.. I almost wish it
were me coming to see you..
X Steele Fox X: Well, you are just gonna have to one of
these days.
XRazorWingX: *Ponders for a moment* I think I
will do that... But I have to get a car first..
X Steele Fox X: Hop on a Greayhound *L*
XRazorWingX: That would cost money..
XRazorWingX: That would be something I dun
have..
X Steele Fox X: Oh you just know you are the richest guy in
the universe.
X Steele Fox X: That and 2$ will buy you a Happy Meal at
McDonalds
X Steele Fox X: ;)
XRazorWingX: If I were rich, I would be up to
see you in a flash..
X Steele Fox X: *Hugs* I know you would.
XRazorWingX: ::Hugs back::
X Steele Fox X: Eheh.My luck I'll get lost over there though
o.O
XRazorWingX: I dont think you will.. Its not
that hard to navigate..
X Steele Fox X: You are takling to a bonafied hillbilly though
X Steele Fox X: wait 'til you hear my accent >.<
XRazorWingX: Do I really care about an accent?
X Steele Fox X: LOL. I dun think so...Just stating the
obvious. Whenever I first talk to you I sound like a proper
chick/...but the more I talk the less of that you see *L*
XRazorWingX: I dont really care what you sound
or look like. I love you and I will always love
you. Despite of any imperfections you may
have... I know you are Sabby. And I could
never forget that.
X Steele Fox X: Awww...*hugs tightly* Which reminds
me...Sorry I wasn't on earlier. I slept all day, and woke up at
nine...Meaning I couldn't get on until 12:20
XRazorWingX: Its ok.. Its not your fault. It
couldnt be avoided.
X Steele Fox X: I think I have food poinsoning or
something...Seriosly. i slept like fifteen hours...>.<
XRazorWingX: Oy vay... I hope your going to be
allright. I cant bear to see anything wrong
with you...
X Steele Fox X: *Huggles* I'll be fine...A little blue sausage
can't kill me ;)
X Steele Fox X: http://tcastle.com/hugs.html
XRazorWingX: I should be the one sending you
these things. I have never sent you anything
like that.. I feel like I should.q
X Steele Fox X: Hey, no problem. BTW Ever find out who
the secret admirer was?
XRazorWingX: Not yet.. But whoever it was
hasnt sent me anything anymore... But I am
anticipating one soon.. I can feel it.
X Steele Fox X: LMAO.
XRazorWingX: Oh man.. I dont think I've ever
needed sleep so bad in my life... This isnt a
fun feeling...
XRazorWingX: I think I'm going to go to bed in
a bit...
X Steele Fox X: THen go get some.
X Steele Fox X: Lol
XRazorWingX: Can I just sit here and hold you
for a few more minutes first?
X Steele Fox X: *Hugs* Not too long though...I don't want
to keep you up...
XRazorWingX: ::Just holds her, loving her more
than almost anything in the world::
X Steele Fox X: Awww...You are really too sweet.
XRazorWingX: On the contrary.. I dont think
I'm sweet enough to you.
X Steele Fox X: I think you are more than enough Chris.
You make me smile...Hat more could a girl ask for>
XRazorWingX: I dont know if you could ask for
more... But I feel I should give you more.
Anyone this special to me deserves more...
And you make me smile too..
X Steele Fox X: I have done rotten things in my life...I
deserve pain and eternal damnation...But instead I am
rewarded. it is truely a gift to have a friend like you.
XRazorWingX: You deserve nothing of the sort..
You may have done bad things, but you have
been punished enough. You deserve all the good
things that could come to you.. And I am here
to bring those things. It is my job to make
you happy.
X Steele Fox X: You make me happy by being here for me.
But please, don't live just for that. You have al ife too. Don't
waste it on me.
XRazorWingX: With you, nothing is a waste.
X Steele Fox X: Aww...*Hugs* i've never been told that
before.most of the time it's that I AM a waste ;)
XRazorWingX: If it werent for you, the world
would be a dark and dismal place... You are
what makes the world spin, the stars sparkle,
the sun shine.. You are anything BUT a
waste...
X Steele Fox X: 8Jaw drops* My god you aer just too good
to me. Strange, I have no words right now...They all were lost
in the midst of that beautiful and heartfelt post.
XRazorWingX: I only speak from my heart. I
say what I feel. And that is how I feel about
you.
X Steele Fox X: To put my feelings or you upon the screen
would be to write a novel of epic proportions. Just to tell you
how much you mean for me could cover years and years of
writing full time, hundreds of thousands of pages full of true
words. Though for now distance may seperate us, I am
always with you.
XRazorWingX: You are truly amazing.
X Steele Fox X: No...In the presence of you I am humbled.
You hang the stars in the night sky, you raise the sun in the
mornings. You, in my eyes, are truely a god.
XRazorWingX: You could never be humbled.. By
anyone. And I am far from a god..
X Steele Fox X: No Chris, if ever there was one, you are a
god. You brought me out of my pit of espair too many times
to count. You lift me up whenever the weight of the world is
upon my back. Whatever my burden, you offer to share. you
do more for me than anyone I know...You deserve no light
less than that of a god.
XRazorWingX: I like to help people I care
about. Thats what I do.. I am a helper and a
friend. Nothing more...
XRazorWingX: I am just a friend. A good
friend. Any good friend would do the same..
X Steele Fox X: You do moer for me than a friend Chris.
XRazorWingX: I guess thats because I consider
you more than a friend I guess.
X Steele Fox X: *Huggles* You are like a brother to me.
You truely are.
XRazorWingX: You are closer to me then a
sister could ever be... Closer then anybody
could ever be. I know for a fact, that I will
never feel this close to another person my
entire life.
X Steele Fox X: Nor I Chris...Nor will I.
XRazorWingX: You are too special to me. I feel
for you more than I ever thought possible.
X Steele Fox X: and I feel the same way. I thought I have
loved...But it doesn't even compare to what feel for you
XRazorWingX: You have no Idea how that makes
me feel... Especially after reading your letter.
I know that these words come from your
heart. You have brought tears to my eyes by
saying that.. It means more to me than you
can ever know...
X Steele Fox X: No...I know. believe me. Call me foolish,
eternally optomistic I guess..But I believe in fate. And I
believe that one day it will draw us together. But if not, it
wasn't meant to be. I just keep goin.
XRazorWingX: We were meant to be. Maybe not
now, but we were meant to be together... I
know that. I can feel it in my heart. We will
be together one day..
X Steele Fox X: It would be a lie to say that i don't feel the
exact same thing. Time opens doors and closes windows.
XRazorWingX: I know we will be together. One
day, we will be together. That is when our
lives will finally make sense. I have felt that
we were meant to be together since we first
met.. As you keep telling me... All things
happen for a reason. And I think this is why
we met.. Because we were meant to be
together.
X Steele Fox X: Aye. Everything does happen for reasons.
Every little thing is connected into one big circle. If you look
hard enough you will see the circle of events.
XRazorWingX: I'm giving you another warning...
When we meet, I may have an urge to kiss
you. One that I may not be able to supress..
X Steele Fox X: Well then, I'll give you a warning as
well..Don't expect me to stop you..I couldn't even if I tried.
XRazorWingX: But would you want to stop me?
X Steele Fox X: Do i have to answer that question?
XRazorWingX: No.. You dont.
X Steele Fox X: Exactly.
XRazorWingX: We will be together soon
enough... But not before fate permits it..
X Steele Fox X: Aye...Wo knos what the stars havein store?
XRazorWingX: Nobody.. And to tell you the
truth, I dont want to know. I like to be
suprised...
X Steele Fox X: *chuckles* That makes two of us. *L*
XRazorWingX: Hmm... I said I'd go to bed an
hour ago... I think I should get to bed. I
have a lot to think about tonight...
X Steele Fox X: LOL. Man., I lost track of the time myself
o.O *Huggles* Getcha some rest :)
XRazorWingX: I'll do that... I need to think
about this anyways.. I think best right before
I go to sleep...
X Steele Fox X: LOL. 'Night
XRazorWingX: Goodnight my dear princess
X Steele Fox X: Sweet dreams my hero