THE
COMING OF MEERSHA
By Baby Fire Wolf
This is the tale of one lioness. Just
one, who brought forth a greater part in the royal pride. An anecdote, taking
place under King MohatuÕs and King Ahadi's reigns, but joined in the royal
pride beneath the Kingdom ruled by Mufasa.
Parts
I The Cub
Chapters
1. New Ones
2. Meersha's Name
3. Lions
4. Benighted Water
5. Mud and Trouble
6. Leader Stress
7. First Carcass
8. One Eyed-Freak
9. The Rogues' Revelation
10. Fleeing
II The Adolescent
Chapters
11. Deformed Elephants
12. A Cheetah's Weakness
13. The Dawn of Adolescence
14. Cubs Once More
15. A Free Ride
16. Because of Study
17. An Old Face
18. A New Journey to Start
19. Captured
20. Izegbe
21. Two of the Drie-Leeu
22. The Deal
23. A Hunt
24. What was Left
25. Killing the Killer
III The Adult
Chapters
26. A New Meersha
27. Only Two Now
28. The Ceremony
29. Unexpected Bloodshed
30. Her Dying Wish
31. Dibi
32. By the River
33. Gatu's Quest
34. Strangers
35. Heavy Sentiments
36. A Fight in the Rain
37. The New Pride
38. Cubs, Establishments and Travels
39. Same Blood
40. Two Old Lions and Two Young Lions
41. The Flatland Pride
42. A Plan
43. The Warning
44. Finally
45. A SonÕs Revenge
46. Welcome Home
47. A Real Leader
48. Reunited
49. Corrupting the Circle of Life
50. Passing the Emperor
51. The Birth of the Twilights
52. A Best-kept Secret
53. Father and Son
54. A Chase to Danger
55. A Trick, a Chase, and a Mistake
56. Mist is an Ally
57. Her Mistake
58. Decisions
59. A King and a Brother
60. HelloÉGoodbye
61. Searching
62. The Pass
63. Messenger of King Basha
64. A Broken Love
65. The War
66. Her Path
67. Turned Upsidedown
68. Leaving
69. The Feeling of Loss
70. Reborn
71. The New Nyte, and a Path Shaped and Ended
72. The Coming of Meersha
Epilogue
My
Characters
Meersha
(Daughter of Kinara and Ashuma, litter-sister of Kasha, Banjija, half-sister
-younger- of Chusuka) Meer-sh-uh
Banjija
(Son of Kinara and Ashuma, litter-brother of Kasha and Meersha, half-brother
-younger- of Chusuka) Bon-shee-shaw -- "sh" pulled in like
"z" is a pulled in "s", Banjija sounds African with French
Kasha (Son
of Kinara and Ashuma, litter-brother of Banjija and Kasha, half-brother
-younger- of Chusuka) Kaw-shaw
Kinara
(Lioness of White-Feather pride, mother of Meersha, Kasha, Banjija and Chusuka)
Kin-ar-uh
Ashuma
(Once leader of the White-Feather pride, father of Kasha, Banjija. Meersha, and
other various cubs) Uh-shoo-muh
Bayna
(Lioness of White-Feather pride, mother of Lusala and Pashi) Bay-nuh
Lusala
(Daughter of Bayna and Ashuma, sister of Pashi) Loo-saw-luh
Pashi
(Daughter of Bayna and Ashuma, sister of Lusala) Paw-shee
Chusuka
(Lioness of White-Feather Pride, daughter of Kinara and Tambi, mother of Toga) Choo-soo-kuh
Toga (Son
of Chusuka and Ashuma) Toh-guh
Tambi (Once
leader of White-Feather pride, father of Chusuka) Tawm-bee
Shashi
(Lioness-shaman of White-Feather pride) Shaw-shee
Dashu (Once
leader of White-Feather pride, father of Kinara) Daw-shoo
Tanda
(Lioness of White-Feather pride) Tawn-duh
Helalu
(Lioness of White-Feather pride) H-law-loo
Gatu (Lion
cub in White-Feather pride) Gaw-too
Tokto (Lion
cub in White-Feather pride) Tawk-toh
Shap (Lion
cub in White-Feather pride) Sh-ap
Daba (Lion
cub in White-Feather pride) Daw-baw
Naynana
(Lion cub in White-Feather pride) Nay-naw-nuh
Bondu (Lion
cub in White-Feather pride) Bawn-doo
Kiku (Lion
cub in White-Feather pride) Kee-koo
Chaska
(Leader of the White-Feather pride) Chaw-skuh
Gali
(Female hippo) Gaw-lee
Unaro (Rogue
lion) Oo-nar-oo
Natira
(Wild shaman, grandmother of Unaro) Nuh-teer-uh
Ahadgna
(Leader of the Broken-Claw) Uh-hawd-g-nuh
Yawnda
(Lioness of the Broken-Claw) Yawn-duh
Chioke (Son
-adopted- of Ahadgna) Chy-oh-kay
Kumba
(Rogue lion) Koomb-uh
Gonra (Lioness
of the Broken-Claw) Gohn-raw
Bahashi
(Lioness of the Broken-Claw) Bawh-ha-shee
Ignu
(Lioness of the Broken-Claw) Ig-noo
Uhawku (Son
-adopted- of Ahadgna, part of the Drie-Leeu) Oo-hawk-oo
Hawkna (Son
-adopted- of Ahadgna, part of the Drie-Leeu) Hawk-nuh
Kikaru,
Zarazu (Son -adopted- of Ahadgna, part of the Drie-Leeu) Ki-kar-oo, Zar-aw-zoo
Rombu (Son
-adopted- of Meersha and Zarazu) Rom-boo
Izegbe
(Meersha's Broken-Claw name) Ee-zeg-bay
My
New Characters
Hilali
(Lioness of the Broken-Claw) Hi-law-lee
Julu
(Lioness of the Broken-Claw) Joo-loo
Dibi (Male
prarie dog) Dib-ee
Umbsha
(Once leader of the Sunset pride, father of Yora, Tati) Oom-baw-shuh
Yora
(Lioness of Sunset pride, daughter of Umbsha) Yor-uh
Kira
(Lioness of Sunset pride, mother of Kashu and Tati) Keer-uh
Tati (Lion
cub of the Sunset pride, son of Kira and Umbsha, son -adopted- of Banjija,
brother -younger- of Kashu) Taw-tee
Imba
(Daughter of Kinara and Tambi) Eem-buh
Mika
(Lioness of Flatland pride, sister of O'star) Mee-kuh
O'star
(Leader of Flatland pride, brother of Mika, father of Cheasala, Pinga and
Pursha) Oh-star
Kula
(Lioness of Flatland pride, mother of Cheasala) Koo-luh
Fina
(Lioness of Flatland pride, mother of Pinga and Pursha) Fee-nuh
Runaka
(Lioness of Flatland pride) Roo-naw-kaw
Cheasala
(Lioness of Flatland pride, daughter of Kula and O'star, sister of Kirasi --
great, great grandma of the Cheasala featured in The Lion King VII: Kusa and
Cheasala) Chee-saw-law
Pinga
(Lioness of Flatland pride, daughter of Fina and O'star, sister of Pursha) Peeng-uh
Pursha
(Lioness of Flatland pride, daughter of Fina and O'star, sister of Pinga) Per-sh-uh
-- "sh" pulled in like "z" is a pulled in "s",
like the word "Persia"
Kirasi (Son
of Kula and O'star, brother of Cheasala) Ker-aw-see
Rawkshaw
(Lioness shaman of Sunset pride) Rawk-shaw
Tara
(Lioness of Sunset pride) Tar-uh
Bongo (Lion
cub of Sunset pride) Bawn-goh
Runcha
(Lion cub in Susnet pride) Roon-chuh
Kashu
(Daughter of Kira and Umbsha, sister -elder- of Tati) Kaw-shoo
Hadra (Son
-eldest- of Meersha and Zarazu, brother -eldest- of Binjaji, Gwalu and Tamu) Haw-druh
Binjaji
(Son -second- of Meersha and Zarazu, brother -second eldest- of Hadra, Gwalu
and Tamu) Bin-shaw-shee -- "sh" pulled in like "z" is
a pulled in ÒsÓ so Binjaji sounds African with French
Gwalu
(Daughter -third- Meersha and Zarazu, sister -third eldest- of Hadra, Binjaji
and Tamu) Gwah-loo
Tamu
(Daughter -youngest- of Meersha and Zarazu, sister –youngest- of Hadra,
Binjaji and Gwalu) Tuh-moo
Ashu
(Lioness of the Sunset pride) Aw-shoo
Hagra
(Leader of the guards, lioness of the Sunset pride) Haw-gruh
Untru
(Lioness of the Sunset pride) Oon-troo
Bayla
(Lioness of the Sunset pride) Bay-luh
Talka
(Hippo, once leader of GaliÕs pod) Tawl-kuh
Sutu (Son
of Hunru, queen of the Nyte pride) Soo-too
Hunru
(Mother of Sutu, once queen of the Nyte pride) Hoon-roo
Kami (Edler
sister of Tae, mate of Ganru, once Messenger of the Nyte pride) Kaw-mee
Basha
(Father of Bahi, once King of the Nyte pride) Baw-shaw
Yaynu (Once
Shaman of the Nyte pride) Yay-noo
Bahi
(Daughter of Basha, once Queen of the Nyte pride) Baw-hee
Tae
(Younger brother of Kami, once Warrior of the Nyte pride) Tay
Ganru
(Younger brother of King Basha, mate of Kami, once Protector of the Nyte pride)
Gawn-roo
Kaniki (Once
leader of the Sunlight pride) Kuh-nee-kee
Kangu (Son
of Kaniki, once lion of the Sunlight pride) Kawn-goo
Shika (Once
lioness of the Nyte pride) Shee-kuh
Belu (Once
cub of the Nyte pride) Bay-loo
Tatri (Once
cub of the Nyte pride) Taw-tree
Singdu
(Once half-cub of the Nyte pride) Seeng-doo
Nitala
(Ancestor of Meersha, once cub of the Sunlight pride, and lioness of the Nyte,
adopted daughter of King Basha) Ni-taw-law
Yamu (Once
lion of the Nyte pride) Yaw-moo
Saka
(Cheetah cub) Saw-kaw
Hayru (Son
of Hadra) Hay-roo
My
Characters Updated
Meersha
(Leader of the Twilight pride, daughter of Kinara and Ashuma, litter-sister of
Kasha, Banjija, half-sister -younger- of Chusuka, mate of Zarazu, mother of
-adoptive- of Rombu, blood mother of Hadra, Binjaji, Gwalu and Tamu) Meer-sh-uh
Zarazu (Son
-adopted- of Ahadgna, mate of Meersha, father -adoptive- of Rombu, blood father
of Hadra, Binjaji, Gwalu and Tamu) Zar-aw-zoo
Banjija
(Leader of the Sunset pride, son of Kinara and Ashuma, litter-brother of Kasha
and Meersha, half-brother -younger- of Chusuka, father -adotive- of Tati) Bon-shee-shaw
-- "sh" pulled in like "z" is a pulled in "s",
Banjija sounds African with French
Naynana
(Daughter of Ashuma, mate of Kumba, mother of twin cubs) Nay-naw-nuh
Kumba (Mate
of Naynana, father of twin cubs) Koomb-uh
Hadra
(Leader of the Twilight pride, father of Hayru)
Part III:
The Adult
XXVI
A New Meersha
As the wind blows,
and the fog grows,
there will be a new one,
to destroy us all,
and there will be a new one,
to save us from the fall
-Prophecy of the Messiah (Highsun Era)
"Meersha,
can I talk to you?" Zarazu asked.
A young lioness slowly stalked over to the male who sat
atop the hill, over looking the water hole in the southwest. The female purred
as she began nuzzling her future mate.
"Call me Izegbe. And what is it, Kikaru?" she
replied.
He shook his head, his night-like mane flowing – it
was fullgrown, as was he now.
"That!" Kikaru snapped.
"What?" she innocently peeped.
"Listen to yourself! You're calling me Kikaru –
you Izegbe. You're at your lessons way earlier than usual. We barely get to talk because even in
your freetime, you're always off with the pride-"
"They're my family, Kikaru!"
"Stop calling me that! And no they're not!"
"Yes they are." she growled lowly. "What's happened to you?
You're not the lion I remember..."
Zarazu's blue eyes widened as he looked over Meersha in
shock. He fumbled to find words, but she went on.
"I'm just off with them...hunting. How d' ya think we
get food, silly?" Her voice was smooth, and somewhat reflected Ahadgna's.
"And why can't I spend time with kin?"
"Well what about me?" he whispered coldly, then
looked away, glaring at the ground.
"Oh don't be like that, hunny," she purred,
nuzzling him once more. "Don't be so jealous."
He suddenly jerked around, roaring, "I'm not jealous!
Just worried!"
"There's nothing to be worried of, Kikaru," she
assured, with an awkard giggle.
"Don't call me that." the lion warned.
"It's your rightful name, though. Just as Izegbe is mine."
Zarazu took a deep breath, before exhaling deeply, and
bursting out, "You used to hate lessons, Meersha! And now, every time you come back, you always
arrive at midnight, smelling as blood!"
"Blood from your meals." Izegbe growled, slightly
shocked at his yelling. "The meals I get you."
"That's not it...I mean, you do get food, and I thank you and the others
for it. But I smell more than just zebra or antelope."
She took a step back, astonished, before becoming outraged
once more. "What are you saying?"
"I don't know," He glared.
"Are you saying...I'm a murderer?"
"I'm not sure..."
Izegbe blinked, taking another step back.
Seeing his mistake, Zarazu quickly replied, "I mean
no."
She glowered at him, though. Before Izegbe could reply,
there was a voice behind her.
"Hey, love birds,"
Meersha turned. "Yawnda."
"Tonight's the big ceremony at the Rock Claws, just to
let you know. The boy's are...anxious," Yawnda snickered. "Oh and,
you better choose the right one." she glanced darkly at Zarazu. "To mess up this,
could mean messing up the future."
With that, the older lioness turned and slowly walked off.
Zarazu couldn't help but shiver at the thought of never
being picked for Meersha. So far, they were best friends! He couldn't stand it,
and wouldn't know what to do if he wasn't picked.
Indeed Meersha had changed, though. It was about about two
full moons after the killing, and she had taken part with the Broken-Claw. She
had accepted them as family, and accepted her "rightful" name as
Izegbe. People began to respect her – almost as much as Ahadgna –
all except Yawnda, who looked at her as she had the time Meersha first came.
This only caused Zarazu's suspicion to grow. What could she have done to get
the whole pride to like her? It wasn't that he wasn't proud or glad for her,
but most of the lionesses had not taking a liking to her in the first place, so
there had to have been something she had done to gain this much respect. And,
knowing this pride for practically his whole life, Zarazu knew there was
nothing good she could do to get their admiration.
One would think she had turned to murdering, though this
was not it...not yet, at least. But of course, her hatred of adult males had
dawned, and was now thriving. She hated all – all but Kikaru. What of her
father? Brothers? They didn't matter now, and deep down, Meersha knew she would
most likely never see them again. And so she had pushed them out of her mind,
along with any cubhood memories. She didn't hate them, she just did not know
them anymore. They were gone – they were nothing to her.
XXVII
Only Two Now
When the war was finally over, the
royal twnis were the only ones left.
-Royal Twins of Suntu (Dark Era)
"I
don't believe you!" Banjija had roared in anger.
"What's gotten into you, Gatu?" Lusala had asked,
frowning.
"What's gotten into me? What's gotten into her! She's a murderer!" Gatu had yelled.
They were back at the tree when Gatu had told them what he
had witnessed. Even as he had tried to urge them to believe him, he himself,
didn't know if what he had seen was the truth. After all, Meersha couldn't be a
killer - she was his best friend! In fact it was that night that he had had to
think it over, before telling them. Memories flowed through his head about her
sweet nature, her loving ways – but every time that happened, they were
cut off with the frigthened voice of the innocent lion. "I have cubs on
the way!" and his
words seemed to drown out each picture he had of his loyal, loving friend. All
evidence pointed to Meersha as a killer.
Now, even two months after the incident, the three were
still arguing. Banjija wouldn't fall into it - he would not believe that his
own and only litter-sister was a murderer. Lusala just shook her head any time
she was told Meersha was a murderer, and ended up thinking that maybe Gatu had
seen it all in his mind - that in fact, was what Gatu wished had happened. But
deep down, he knew the truth.
Both Gatu and Banjija were glaring at each other, as if
attempting the other to force out submission in words. Lusala watched, tail
curled around herself as she heaved a sigh, wishing for once that she had
another female's company. This, after all, was not the normal life of a
lioness. If only she had her sister back, instead of two young, constantly-quarreling
rogues.
Growling to himself, Gatu turned and angrily stalked off
into the savannah. He plopped himself down in one spot and let his eye travel
up to the sky, and there it stayed, that is until night kicked in. When the
stars began to twinkle, his heavy mind was not settled upon one thing. What was
he to do now that his best friend was a murderer?
"Gatu?" he heard Lusala say.
He did not reply. He didn't even look at her, and the only
sign of recognition was the twitch of his left ear. But still, Gatu gazed up at
the vast sky.
"It's endless." he stated aloud.
"Huh?" the lioness's gentle voice replied as she
sat down, and looked up as well. "What is?"
"The sky. It goes on forever. But maybe that's what
makes it wonderful." His voice was distant and dreamy right then.
"It is beautiful,"
Gatu blinked, then looked to Lusala, as if finally noticing
her. "Maybe Meer-" quickly the lion stopped talking. He could not
bring himself to say Meersha's name. Not after what he had seen. "Maybe
she was right."
"Who? Meersha?"
The lion's fur bristled as Lusala said that.
"What was she right about?" Lusala persisted.
"Maybe the best part of something is not the
destination, but getting there."
"Oh no," groaned Lusala, though she couldn't help
a small grin at his realization.
"It's like life, though. I mean, life's last stop is
death, but it's the living that counts. It's living that is the journey."
"I'm glad you found that out."
Slowly, he stood, and said, "I think I have to
go."
Lusala just stared at Gatu. But what she did surprised him.
The lioness also stood, smiled, nuzzled him, and then nodded. Gatu's eye fell
on her, and there was a gentle connection between the two, as well as a strong
understanding. Lusala was not about to ask why he had to go. It was the same
reason Meersha had left in the first place.
"You will be missed," she finally whispered.
Gatu quickly turned, and started off into the north. It was
the same way Meersha had gone, but he would not allow himself to fall into the
same trap that led her to nature's crime.
~~~
"Oh
now where's cyclopse?" asked Banjija.
It was the next morning, and the lion had awoke to see only
Lusala beside him. She gave a yawn, before simply replying, "He
went."
"What?" Banjija whispered in light shock, but quickly
cleared his throat and asked, "Why? It wasn't because he was mad at me for
not believing my own sister murdered someone, was it?"
Lusala shook her head as she sat up. "Nah. He left
'cause he needed to. The same reason Meersha herself did."
"Well good ridens then," the lion replied as he
also sat, though he couldn't help a feeling of regret. After all, he and Gatu
had become friends - like brothers. Sure they had many quarrels, but
still...And the last conversation they had together was more of an argument,
that almost led to violence. Banjija flinched as he glanced at Lusala, who
seemed to see right through him.
You know you miss 'im, she thought to herself.
For the rest of the day the two laid around in the sun,
quietly thinking to themselves. They didn't even notice the strange group of
about forty or so lions walking over the horizon, heading north.
XXIIX
The Ceremony
We watched as the new leader was
raised high into the light that so blanketed his fur, and wondered, is he
finally the one?
-Questions of the Folk
The night
was cold. A chill lingered throughout the savannah and all the grasslands, and
the moon was full and high, brightening up the dark sky. The stars were not
out, though, and mist would lightly blanket the borders of the Broken-Claw
empire.
Several lionesses were making their way through the
darkness, over to where the Rock Claws lay. It was Ahadgna who was beckoning
them with her overpowering roars. Soon, the unusually large pride was together.
Older lionesses were scattered around in the groups of the younger ones, who
had just entered adulthood. The Drie-Leeu were upon the Rock Claws themselves,
each seated upon one. They, now with their fullgrown manes, were glaring out
into the distance, for this was how they were taught to be when in this
position. It was Meersha who sat in front of the Rock Claws, tail curled around
herself as she gazed at nothing, her face expressionless, even in the dark.
When the younger lionesses were quieted down, Ahadgna began
to speak, standing between Izegbe and the young males on the rocks, looking at
her pride. "My sisters!" she cried. "We have come here tonight,
to the Rock Claws, for a number or special reasons. First, let's congragulate
our youngest lionesses, for they, as well as the Drie-Leeu, have now become
full adults!"
With that, everyone burst out in a series of roars, that
filled the night like deadly music.
"And," Ahadgna went on when it became silent.
"now that our Drie-Leeu have grown up, as well as Izegbe, it's time for her to choose her
mate...She once came here when she was a cub, and now she is an adult!"
Ahadgna turned to look at Izegbe, eyes sparkling in the moonlight as she took a
step forward and said, more to Meersha than to anyone, "I know she will
pick well...After all, she is to bring on the next generation to let our ways
run through the lions of the future. But she cannot do it alone. No. There must
be two. And tonight, she will pick one of the three true males, to become her
mate. They together, will bring on the ways of the Broken-Claw!"
A second time, the whole pride, including Yawnda, roared.
Some lionesses even swept the air with extended claws. This time, though,
Izegbe herself and the three males were silent. In fact, Uhawku, Hawkna and
Kikaru were gazing off into the distance, the slightest of dark grins on their
faces. Zarazu, though, had more of a nervous expression as he stared at
nothing. Nothing. The Drie-Leeu were taught to let their eyes stay in one spot:
the background. Whenever they were to sit upon the Rock Claws, they were to
stare past the whole pride at nothing, and appear as brave and proud as
possible. But Zarazu was not that. He felt like he could vomit right then. His
blue eyes darted to Meersha for a moment as he swallowed the lump in his throat.
The lion had quickly looked back past everyone. Had anyone seen him look at
her? He was risking severe punishment in doing so...No one. No one had seen him
glance at the beautiful, yet cold lioness. Thankfully...Or was he wrong?
Izegbe stalked slowly forward to the Rock Claws, the
pride's eyes upon her. Her _expression was so cold, and yet felt so firey hot
to Zarazu, that it made him inwardly flinch. Not that he was looking at her
again, but he could feel it, and it made his fur slightly bristle. Izegbe was
staring hard at all three of them as she paced by the giant rocks. She was
looking up at first Hawkna, but quickly past him. Uhawku was in the middle, and
all she could do was glance at the young lion. It was when she came to Zarazu,
did she stop.
Kikaru's heart was beating fast now. So fast, it overlapped
the music of the chirping crickets. Was sdhe going to pick him? Even though he
knew she had changed, he still had to have her. He loved her and, somewhere
trapped in her soul, was the old Meersha. He could not let this go. She could
not pick someone else. They were meant for each other. He had to have her...no matter what.
Suddenly, Kikaru's heart sank and he felt his stomach churn
as Izegbe turned around, heading back to the other two. What was she doing?!
Was he not to be picked?! Was she mad at him for their earlier talk? Surely
this could not mean losing his mate!
Once more, Izegbe stopped as she sat in front of Uhawku.
Her tail twitched a few times as she gazed thoughfully into his eyes, but never
once did he look away from the wall of blackness that sat right behind his
family. It seemed forever that she sat there, silence among the pride. Finally,
though, the lioness stood, and bound over to Zarazu's rock, only to let out an
earshattering roar.
Zarazu was so relieved, that he could not hear the words of
his mother.
"She has chosen!" Ahadgna had cried. "She
has chosen the other one who will bring on our pride's ways!"
Again, cheering was heard in the rest of the family's
roars.
Izegbe lifted her forepaws and let herself rest on the
rock's side as she stared deep into his eyes. There was a knowing silence
between the two young ones, and she quickly licked his nose, before jumping
upon the rock. The two nuzzled in the gleaming moonlight as it bathed them.
"This is a great and happy moment! Our Kikaru, a true
lion indeed, has become not her brother, but her mate!" Ahadgna paused,
before going on. "Now there's one other anouncement...Because our
daughters our now fullgrown, they are allowed to go out on hunts." The
white lioness smirked, and the pride grinned back. "Half of the young ones
will be led by our own Hilali. They will shed the black blood of the untrue
lions! Now off!"
One older lion suddenly leapt up, and roared, and half of
the younger ones followed her over the hill behind them, and disappeared into
the night as Ahadgna had yelled, "Good look!" She looked back to the
rest. "And, now the rest of the lionesses are to find the innocent cubs,
and bring them to us. You will be led by Julu."
As another lioness got up, she slowly began to move off.
The younger ones trailed behind her.
"Bring back our two young lovers a few cubs to start
off their relationship with," Ahadgna exclaimed with a chuckle, before
they were off.
The rest of the lionesses began to seperate.
"The two of you," the leader's ghostly voice
lingered as she padded closer to the Rock Claws, staring at her sons. "You
two are still Izegbe's brothers. Treat her and your brother with respect, as
well as each other. But don't worry. Just because you have not been chosen to
carry on our ways, does not mean you do not have a part here. No. You two are
very important. You will help to train and raise the young males that Izegbe
and Kikaru collect. Now, off with you!"
The two had been staring behind their mother as she had
spoken, and quickly leapt off, disappointedly into the night as they were
comanded.
Ahadgna said nothing as she smiled at Izegbe and Zarazu,
before she turned around, her curved tail following.
Kikaru watched her go as he nuzzled into Meersha's fur. He
could not argue right then. Not tonight. He was too greatful that he was
chosen, and did not want to risk losing her.
"What do you want," Ahadgna asked the enivornment
as she padded to the north. "Yawnda?"
Yawnda padded over in front of her mother and bowed
respectfully.
"I was just wondering," the golden lioness began.
"Do you think Izegbe and Kikaru will pull it off?"
"Pull what off? The future? They were raised and
trained by us. There is no doubt in my mind that Izegbe and Kikaru will raise
great cubs and make true lions..." she paused to briefly but deeply
ponder. "...and one day, they will rule the Broken-Claw."
"What?!" Yawnda choked. Could she have heard
right?
"That is right, Yawnda. They are young and strong, and
will make this pride thrive. They will make our way known throughout the lands.
I have the deepest trust in them."
With that, Ahadgna started off again.
Yawnda stood, stunned. She could not move for a few
moments, but when she did, the lioness quickly scrambled to the white one.
"Mother...are you sure? I mean, we have indeed done a
good job with Izegbe but, have you noticed that Kikaru is getting...how should
I put it...?" she asked herself.
Ahadnga halted in her tracks and jerked her head around,
glaring at her daughter, who took a step back, "Yawnda! Enough! What's
done is done! They are mates, and because Izegbe is going to carry out the
pride, Kikaru will, too! There is nothing wrong with them. When will you learn
this? Now, silence!"
Yawnda's ears flattened as she narrowed her eyes, but
nodded solemly, and said nothing as the leader padded off again. Izegbe and
Kikaru, future leaders of the Broken-Claw? How could this be?
XXIX
Unexpected Bloodshed
ÒThe newcomer would ask, her eyes
filled with rage and sorrow as they crawled upon the new graveyard of our
pride, ÔWhat has happened?Õ and I said, ÔLife.ÕÓ
-Adolescent Yimba (Dark Era)
Gatu
trudged through the open savannah. His ears were perked and his only eye
gleamed in the melting sunlight. It was a day after he had left, and already
the young lion had traveled miles to the northeast. Now, though, he was heading
straight north once more. If he had only turned his head slightly to the left,
he would have been able to watch the last of the giant group of males, pad
further north, more to the west, at least two miles away.
Suddenly, Gatu grunted in surprise as he fell. Meeting the
ground hard, the lion staggered up and blinked, finding himself in a hole -
about twelve feet or so deep, and maybe eight feet around. Crouching for a
moment, the lion jumped up, but fell back. It was too high up.
"Oh crap," he uttered, before trying again, but
with no success.
~~~
It was
the next evening. Early
crickets were already chirping, the sky was steaked in beautiful pinks and
oranges, and a light breeze came through the savannah as two lions had seated
themselves beside a calm water hole. The lioness was resting her head into the
lion's raven colored mane. Both stared down dreamily at their reflection as the
male sighed. Was it time to bring up the conversation again? It had only been a
day since the ceremony, but still...
"Too bad they didn't bring us any cubs," Izegbe
whispered, before looking up into Zarazu's innocent eyes of blue, a whicked smile
on her face. "But we could make some ourselves."
Zarazu, taken aback by this, just blinked at her. Indeed
the lioness was old enough and at the same time young enough to mate and was in
the right part of the year, but was it truely time? No. He could not do this
with someone he did not love. He needed to find the real Meersha before
anything went on.
"I can't." he finally said after a heavy silence.
"What?" Izegbe asked, astonished. Any other male
lion would've given anything up for a moment and offer like this. But why did
her own mate not want to? What was it that led him to stray from it? Is he
not attracted to me anymore? she asked herself.
The thought was quickly pushed aside as a roar shot out
into the distance. Izegbe gasped and the two jerked their heads to look
southeast. The roar sounded deeper than that of a lioness's. Quickly, they
began up a broad knoll to get a better look.
~~~
"What
are you doing?!" a lioness snarled.
She was standing strongly between the Broken-Claw, and a
massive pride of only male lions. One large lion in particular, stepped up in
front of his companions, only to reply in another earshattering roar. "It
is time to take over your pride once and for all!"
The crestfallen lioness took an awkward step back, glancing
at the lionesses behind her. But when she looked back at the lions she growled,
"Must you have so many untrue males to take over a pride? That obviously
shows how weak you really are."
"We're not going to take over your pride...we're going
to destroy it!"
Yawnda was scrambling up a hill in the northeast, panting
as this happened.
"Oh really? And why must some lions destroy the
innocent-" the lioness had started, but was cut off by the same male.
"Innocent? Is this not the Broken-Claw?"
"It...is..." hesitated the lioness.
Suddenly another lion from the Broken-Claw jumped up beside
her sister. "We are the proud Broken-Claw! Come and give us all you've got, untrue
lions of the Outlands!"
The male leader roared out, "We have heard tales about
your murdering kin! After being kicked out of our own prides, we lions have
come together, and sworn vengence on our fathers and brothers! Now that we have
found you, it is time to bring the Broken-Claw to justice!"
Words seeming to echo through the vast lands, the males
began forward.
~~~
"Mother!"
Yawnda desperately called as she stopped in front of Ahadgna, attempting to
regain her breath.
"What is with all the yelling?" snarled the
experienced, ghostly lioness as she stood, fur bristling.
"Untrue lions! They've come to destroy the
pride!" Yawnda panted.
Before she could go on, her mother ran off. Growling, the
dark lioness followed.
"Move the troups in." Ahadgna ordered. "It's
time to show lions the true way."
Nodding, Yawnda took off down the hill, roaring out demands
to the closest of her pride. The lionesses obeyed, and leapt up after her, into
the deadly path of the oncoming males. Now the two prides were only yards away
from each other.
Ahadgna sat quietly, watching as her tail curled around her
body, eyes glaring at the scene below. If things were to get out of paw...then
she would join...
There were about forty males in the enemy pride, and fifty
females in the Broken-Claw, along with the Drie-Leeu. But several of the
lionesses were old now, while the male pride had strong, healthy young adults.
Finally, the prides came together in swift combat. Claws
raked, teeth bit, bodies slammed. Blood was quickly shed, and roars of both
pain and anger filled the air. Chunks of earth flew everywhere as the lions brawled.
Here and there a lioness would rip the mane of a lion. A lion would break the
back of a Broken-Claw member as he pounced upon her. One lioness could easily
snap the jaw of a lion with their paws, while another male would tear one's
tail off. Sometimes a group of lionesses would join together to kill a lion
with ease. Other times a lion was forced to throw a female off him into her own
companion, and in doing so injured two at the same time.
As the fighting went on, Izegbe and Zarazu continued to stare
at the war in shock.
"What's happening?" Izegbe's coerced voice then
came.
"Males have never liked the Broken-Claw. I guess this
is what has come of many rogues."
Izegbe jerked her head back and forth, as if shaking it,
before she said, "We have to help them." and took off.
"Meersha! No!" cried her mate, and he began after
her.
Back at the fight, one male from the lion pride was struck
by another male.
"What are you doing, lion?!" snarled the one
who's face was now left with a pathetic rake.
"I am part of the Broken-Claw!" Hawkna growled
back, now in attacking postition.
Blinking in surprise, the lion said, "You betray your
own kind. These are just murderers! Join us and know what it is really like to
be a lion!"
"I am a lion! I am a true lion unlike you!" Hawkna yelled in rage,
and quickly the two were at each other's throats.
A flock of nearby birds quickly took off from an acacia in
the distance. They could not stand the startling sounds of bloodshed any
longer.
"Meersha!" screamed the young male as he watched
his beloved mate disappear into the fight.
Dust, blood, and bodies everywhere blocked her from his
view now. But that wouldn't stop him. Zarazu snarled as he prepared to rip into
the fight. Suddenly, though, his own breath was torn from his body as he found
himself on the ground, gasping for air. A lion had attacked him! Quickly, he
staggered up.
"No! I need t' find-" he began to say aloud, but
was once more crushed as the lion pounced him.
Kikaru found the face of an angry lion inches from his own.
The fangs glittered in the twilight, and even the music of death from all the
others was gone. This stranger was going for his throat! Zarazu was able to
tuck his chin down so that the lion's teeth met his nose instead. A roar of
agony was overlapped by everyone else, but Zarazu could feel the sharp pain of
skin breaking, and soon warm liquid was gushing from his nose. Almost
instinctively, he kicked the lion atop him, in the gut, making him fly over. It
was not his time yet. He had to find Meersha.
Staggering up, Kikaru forced himself into the fight, away
from his attacker's path. At least, away from that lion. Now he had to move through everyone
else. Perhaps it could be easier than expected, though, for the lionesses knew
him very well, and the lions could think he was part of their pride - just
another fighting rogue. But no. Again Zarazu was knocked off his paws. He found
himself in danger of more lions.
XXX
Her Dying Wish
ÒIt amazed so many, that my life was
based on someone who was deadÉbut I made the promise.Ó
-Yimba (Dark Era)
The fight
carried on for some time. Ahadgna was still upon the hill, watching as her own family was
dying. There was one certain roar that led her to get up, and move to a ravine
in the east. As she stopped at its edge, her weary eyes fell onto a group of
cowering lions. Four of them. But wait...they were not cowaring. They were
waiting...waiting for an ambush. A single lioness from her pride was being
pushed back into the ravine by three others. It was Meersha.
Smirking slightly, the white one suddenly leapt down with a
loud roar, landing on the back of one of the lions in the ravine. He snarled in
surprise, but quickly fell as she dug her teeth into the back of his neck and
barely twisted before she heard a snap. Having been the break of her forced
fall, that lion was easy enough to kill. The lioness leapt off, though as she
saw the other three. One leapt, and she ducked. He went rolling into the
earth's wall. This gave Ahadgna a chance to turn and pounce him. Before he
could gather his wits, before she herself could even attack him, Ahadgna was
off his body once more. She found herself a couple feet away, just as the
lion's own companion had landed on and attacked him instead. With an angry
roar, the third lion launched himself through the air, but was quickly thrown
back at the fourth lion. As this happened, both were knocked into the ravine's
wall, too. Only this time, the earth began to tremble.
Izegbe blinked and scrambled out of the way of the ravine's
enterance, past the distracted lions who pondered why their ambush had not
worked. They, too, were off, though as the walls fell over each other.
Dirt and rock began to crumble, and plumet to the ground.
Ahadnga was right where they would land. She had to get out of there for her
life. The lioness sped towards the enterence. It was her only escape. Rock and
earth fell behind her, giving out their own thunderous roars. Almost there.
Almost out. Just a few yards. Now a few feet. She was going to make it!
Suddenly a huge rock came to the ground right in front of
her, causing her to hault. And just in those couple seconds, Ahadgna was forced
to her doom. The earth fell, and she was buried.
~~~
Still,
the war went on. Though
several were dead, many were still alive from both prides. Ahadgna's capture by
earth itself was not unseen. Yawnda had watched the whole thing, and was now
onto of the resadue. There was no ravine left, just a place full of rocks and
loose dirt. Quickly, she dug through the ground. She stopped only when her
mother's head was uncovered, as well as part of her left forepaw.
"Mother," Yawnda quietly said. Her voice was not
sad, nor mad, or even shocked. It was in fact nothing, just as her expression.
She knew Ahadgna was to die, and so the only thing to look after now was the
pride itself. "Ahadgna," Yawnda then whispered.
Ahadgna's ears twitched, and the lioness slowly opened her
eyes. One was red, and full of popped blood vessels. Yawnda ignored it and
listened to the distant voice of her dying leader.
"Yawnda...sister." Ahadgna choked. Yawnda leaned
closer, straining to listen over the nearby fight. "I have lived many
years, and now my death has finally come."
"Mother. Ahadgna." the dark lioness growled
strongly. "Our pride is dying. Soon we will have lost. Please, tell me
what to do."
There was silence between the two, and all that could be
heard besides the brawl, was Ahadgna raspy breathing. Finally, she spoke again.
"Fullfill my dying wish, my sister." she
whispered.
"What is your dying wish, Mother?"
"Save Izegbe." Ahadgna answered quietly.
Yawnda inwardly gasped. After all this, all Ahadgna could
think about was the life of one lioness?
"Izegbe is to bring on the way of the Broken-Claw. If
you save her, you save the Broken-Claw...Save Izegbe..."
Ahadgna's head fell back as a dribble of blood came down
out from her open mouth. Her eyes stared at nothing, and Yawnda just stood
there in pity, disgust and shock.
With that, Yawnda turned. Her eyes scanned the fighting
lions. Suddenly, they were caught by a lioness. Five more lions were behind
her, chasing her. Or was she leading them? It didn't matter. She had to take
care of this once and for fall.
Yawnda growled to herself, and stalked out into the
savannah, after the lions. They were headed to a gorge in the east, full of
unruly water. Finally, the lioness began to sprint off to the group.
"Meersha!" yelled Zarazu, who was now outside of
the main group of fighters.
Before he could run after her, he was caught under two
other lions.
Now Izegbe was caught between the edge of the gorge, and
the five lions. They stopped and snickered at her, but she only snarled,
keeping herself strong and in attack position. She was not about to let them
see her as a weak lion. Suddenly Yawnda jumped in beside her, roaring at the
lions. One in front shifted his shoulderblades as he crouched, getting ready to
pounce. As Yawnda glanced behind her, she could see a tree falling and, as the
lion leapt into the air, she turned to Izegbe. For a split second, they stared
at each other. There was no understanding, no connection, not even the least
bit of friendship between the two, and Yawnda could see the Meersha deep in
Izegbe's eyes. You were wrong, Mother, she thought. With a whicked smirk, the older lioness pushed
Izegbe back. Izegbe's eyes widened in fear and realization as she felt herself
being pushed off of the cliff's edge. For a moment, she could see the lion that
was now in the air, coming at them, but she could do nothing about it as her
body was falling now. The lioness gave a shrill scream, not even hearing the
splash of the log below her. She twisted in the air, thrusting out and
struggling to keep any balance, to try and grasp something, but there was
nothing. Nothing to keep her from plummeting into the river, yards below. All
Izegbe could hear now was her own heart beat and, in those frightful moments,
she could remember her cubhood, adolesence, and the wonderful things in life
that made her Meersha. She recalled her family and friends, and it seemed as if
her short life was passing before her while she free fell. And then, it
stopped. Everything did.
The lioness landed hard onto the log below, causing her to
black out. Everywhere around her, the waters pushed and pulled. They churned
and even growled, as if trying to force her off that log. That very thing that
kept her unconsious body from going under and dying. But the lioness's forepaw
was caught in a hole, and no matter how much the rappids themselves tried to
her off, Meersha stayed put.
~~~
"No!"
cried Zarazu.
He had struggled off past his own attackers, and was now
running to the five lions and Yawnda. He had seen his own pride member push
Meersha! Down into the gorge and rough river! Down to her death! How could this
be? Sure Yawnda and Meersha had not been friends but...
"You!" Zarazu snarled, running past the other
lions, who watched in shock and amusment. Zarazu's eyes settled on Yawnda as he
glared. He couldn't think. He didn't even have time to mourn before his rage
kicked in. But the lion did not stop as he ran, and before Yawnda could
respond, Kikaru pushed the lion off her, and he pushed her over, just as she
had done to his mate. He didn't have time to save Meersha, but at least he
could avenge her.
XXXI
Dibi
It was so small, and yet so
valuable, for it contained the insurance of their survival.
-Day in the Savannah
Three
days went by. Because Gatu was so used to the lack of food and water from his
adolescence, he could fight through the pain easyly enough. But at least back
then he had company. The boredom was boring into his youthful mind now, and he
thought he was going to go crazy. Each day he had padded around in a small
circle, and each night he had curled up in a tight, large furball of gold. On
the third day, he was stalking around in the hole once more.
"Who would dig a hole this big?!" Gatu finally
shouted out loud.
"Zat would be me." a small but loud voice said.
"Huh?" Gatu questioned the air, before looking up
to see a small prarie dog at the edge of the hole. "What are you?"
"I am Dibi." answered the rodent.
"I said what are you, not who are you." Gatu
iritablly growled.
"I am a prariedog." the strange creature
answered, little nose twitching.
"Well why – how...?!" but he was at a loss for
words.
"You zee, Dibi gets bored. And when Dibi gets bored,
he digs holes. Big holes! Zomtimes 'ee will keep at it for zuns!"
"Well, how do you get out then?"
He shrugged. "Dibi will dig a tunnel zo that it zlants
upward."
"A tunnel? Where?" and Gatu was all ears.
"Under that rock...?" suggested Dibi.
Turning his head, Gatu spotted a large rock jutting out
from the earthly wall. He lowered himself to see a small tunnel leading upwards
– it was only big enough for his paw to fit in. Growling lowly, the lion
looked back up to where the ammused Dibi sat.
"It's too small!" he shouted.
"Dibi can do nothing about that."
Rolling his one eye, Gatu replied, "Well get me out of
here!"
"Oh, Dibi cannot do that." and he shook his head.
"Why not?!"
"Because if Dibi did so, then Mr. Lion would gobble
him up."
Sitting down, Gatu said, "I will not eat you. I
promise."
"Umm," thought the rodent aloud. "What about
harm?"
"No. I won't harm you either."
"Hurt?"
"I obviously won't hurt you if...!" but Gatu
stopped himself and heaved a sigh. "I won't eat, harm, hurt or kill Dibi
if Dibi lets me out." stated the lion.
"Oh, good!" squealed the prariedog. "But
Dibi still can't help Mr. Lion."
"And why is that?" snapped the wild cat.
"Because Dibi is much too zmall and Mr. Lion is much
too big for Dibi to do anything about it."
"Well find a way!...Because if you don't, and if I
ever get out of here, I will eat you!"
Dibi screamed, and quickly scrambled away. Gatu closed his
eyes in doubtful annoyance, but soon enough, the sound of a breaking tree came.
With a roar of surprise, Gatu jumped back as a rotting log fell into the hole.
Smirking, he climbed out with ease.
When he saw Dibi, he suddenly pounced him with a,
"You!"
"Ah! Please don't hurt Dibi!"
"Thanks," Gatu said, smiling and he gave the
prarie dog a lick, before standing up, a broad smile on his face.
Dibi blinked, then stood.
"How'd you get that whole log down there anyway?"
Gatu asked with fasination.
"Dibi moved the lose rocks under it and it came
rolling down a hill." then he paused. "What happened to your
eye?"
Chuckling, Gatu answered, "Stuff."
Now lifting his head, he stared north, before beginning to
pad off.
"Wait!" called the prarie dog. "Where are
you going?"
"North!"
"But you must not! No!"
Gatu stopped and curiously studdied his new friend.
"And why not?" he asked as Dibi caught up.
"Because Dibi has heard things from other animals.
They say they saw a great brawl of monsters in the north!"
Now laughing, Gatu said, "I'm sure I can handle
it!"
From there, he took off, now sprinting through the lands,
despite the rodent's warnings in the distance. He had a lot of ground to catch
up on.
XXXII
By the River
Is it worth living when all that you
love is dead?
-Questions of the Folk
A light
breeze fluttered through the dry grasslands. Few trees were scattered about,
which gave the relief of shade. Most denizens of these wild lands preferred the
muddy bank of a flowing river, though. Something upon that bank moved. It was
blanketed in the earth's wet dirt, still drenched from the water itself. No one
else seemed to be about. Aburptly, the animal began to choke on nothing. When
her coughing was done, Meersha was crying the name, "Zarazu!"
Finally, she lifted herself from the ground, only to call
once more, "ZARAZU!" only louder.
There was no answer. Instinctively, her nose began to
twitch and her ears perked, just noticing she was alone, in a vast enivornment.
Zarazu was not there. Suddenly, though, images forced themselves into her mind
and she remembered the war. So many deaths! So much bledshed! But as the
frightened lioness tried to calm herself down and attmempt to shake the caking
mud off her coat, she gave a yelp. The pain – the agony in her left
forepaw was not bareable, and she sat down, eyes scrunching up. When she opened
them again, she did her best to ignore the throbbing. It was most likely a
sprain, having come from her fall...
And then, Meersha gasped. Her fall! She had fallen!...No.
She was pushed! And by
her own pride member! Instantly, the lioness snarled at nothing, glaring into
the distance as she recalled the hatered she saw in Yawnda's eyes before she
was pushed. That old lion could not have even taken pity on Meersha and spared
her life for that. No. And now, if Meersha was to ever meet that lioness again,
she would not show
pity.
A groan escaped from somewhere, and Meersha jerked her head
to the right. Could it be? Was she not alone? Carefully forcing herself to her
paws, the young one began to limp slowly. She only haulted in her tracks when
she could see another mangled body, sprawled out in a large mud puddle. From
its golden hide, she could tell it was another lioness. Meersha sniffed.
"Yawnda!" she snarled aloud.
The lioness, even more covered in muk, opened her eyes, and
instantly grinned up at her.
"Why, isn't it Izegbe," Yawnda weakly whispered.
"Murderer!" Meersha hissed in rage.
"Betrayer!"
"Oh?" and the old one lightly lifted her head,
squinting her eyes, as if trying to see Meersha. "Is it not I who saved
your life?"
"What?!" and Meersha jerked her head back in
astonishment. "Saved me life? By pushing me down a cliff into a
river?!"
"Foolish! You may have grown but you're just a cub on
the inside!" Yawnda snarled, but was trapped in a coughing fit.
"What do you mean?" Meersha growled, more lowly,
ears folded back as she glared down at the lioness. She was ready to rip
Yawnda's throat out, and even her fur bristled, but she needed to know more.
Finally, as Yawnda's coughing wore off, she whispered,
"You would've died...Those males, they would've killed you in a heartbeat.
I was saving you."
Before Meersha could think she blurted out, as her eyes
began to water, "Then why not let me die with my mate?! With my
pride?!"
"It was Mother's dying wish."
Meersha gasped once more. In a moment, she began limp back
and forth near the still lying lioness. She stopped when the pain was too much,
and roared, "You should've let me die with my Kikaru!" She stopped
herself and growled. "No...my Zarazu..."
"He died. Just like the rest of the pride."
Yawnda growled.
"If I could've chosen to have survived like this or
died with my pride, I would've chosen to die at my mate's side!" Meersha's
anger could do nothing but overlap any sadness she could've felt from the news
of her mate.
If it had not been for her left forepaw, she would've
striked the old lioness right then. But it was easy enough to see that Yawnda
was to die very soon. She had been too old and weak to survive the results of
the fall and the river much longer.
"It was Mother's wish. And I fullfilled it. Now no one
must ask me for anything, for my time is here." Yawnda exclaimed, voice
growing more distant.
"Zarazu was right!" Meersha cried. "I am not
Izegbe! I am Meersha!...Meersha White-Feather!"
For a moment, there was silence, before Yawnda said,
"Then Mother was wrong."
"Huh?"
"They all were. I could tell you were never Izegbe,
even when I killed your beloved cub and blamed it on a male lion."
"Murderer!" Meersha screeched again. She could
not believe her ears.
"Are you not a murderer for killing that male?"
Meersha lowered her head as she whimpered, "I'm
not...I'm not Izegbe..."
"You never were. And oh how Mother would've been
disapointed in you..." Yawnda whispered, with a smirk.
How could Meersha have done that? How could she have gone
from a small pride of her loving friends, to this? But Yawnda had taken her
away from herself. Yawnd had killed Rombu. Now this time, as pityful as the
sight was, Meersha would have her revenge. Looking up, she said shakily to
Yawnda, "I'm going to kill you."
"More murdering? Well I'm sorry dear, but I'm going to
die anyway..." Yawnda's breathing began to get raspy.
Meersha sat down, watching, tail curled around herself.
Perhaps it was better to watch her suffer and let nature take its couse so that
no hard moral could be set upon Meersha once more.
"I will never be Izegbe. I am Meersha. And I will
never pass on the way of the Broken-Claw...because that way is wrong."
"Mother was wrong...in choosing you." Yawnda chuckled, before her
eyes grew as she gazed at nothing...and her breathing silenced. She was dead.
The younger lioness got up, and began to limp east. She
could not show herself in the presence of her brother, Gatu or Lusala –
who had loved her and stayed with her – not after she had ditched them.
Nor could she not go back to a ruined land where bodies of a murdering pride
would lie...where her loving Zarazu would be. Not that she could if she even
wanted to, for she could see that the river had split in three different places
farther south – the way she had come from. As she climbed over the log
that she had fallen on – it was now wedged between the banks, making it
perfect as a small bridge –
the lioness made up her mind. She would go out, and travel the
savannah...alone. She did not diserve anyone else, not after all the mistakes
she had made; at least, that was Meersha's conclusion. Perhaps when she got
older, she would retire to a quiet valley, or maybe a knoll that could remind
her of the home she once had with her siblings and mother, and her caretakers.
Or maybe she could find one with a tree that would also look somewhat like the
territory she had founded with Banjija and the other two. For now, she would
just go where her paws went.
Even with her wounded paw, the lioness suddenly took off,
sprinting as best she could, farther northeast. For now, she needed to run. She
needed to get away from all her thoughts and worries, as well as memories past.
After all, Yawnda had said Zarazu and the others were dead....She would have
plenty of time to mourn for her lover while she aimlessly traveled.
XXXIII
Gatu's Quest
ÒIt is time.Ó
-Rafiki, Shaman of Pride Rock (Golden Er – beyond this time)
Gatu
gasped. What lie before him was a graveyard. It was almost a half a square mile
of dead bodies, resting in their own slathered guts and branching bones. Their
carcasses had been cleaned up, though, by the scavangers that now seemed to
darken the sky above as they screeched horifcally, soaring through the air. The
lion wrinkled his nose as he took a step forward, studying these sorrowful
lands. Lions and lionesses decorated the beastly, torn up ground where raw dirt
was left uncovered, and splatters of blood would stain the very earth itself.
As insects cut into what was once life, and flies swarmed the freshest of
bodies, Gatu forced himself to pad through this heartwrenching scene. The aroma
was even of death as it lingered over each dead creature, each broken tree or
ravaged bush.
Suddenly, there was a roar, and he jerked his head around
to see five or six skinny lionesses swarm around him. Their ribs would show
through balding fur, and tattered ears kept perked while eyes of rage narrowed
upon him, like he was some small bug in their way. Gatu's fur bristled at not
only the sight, but the sentiments that came off them like the scent of the
dead bodies.
"Untrue, murdering piece of zebra flank!" snarled
one as she stepped forward, shoulder blades moving under her skin. "Come
back for more? Is it not enough that your pride has killed all of our
kin?!"
"I-I had nothing to do with this," Gatu quickly
replied in a voice of submission.
Now he was trapped in the circle of fierce lionesses, and
could see no escape. How foolish was he to let his curiousity carry him away
and lead him straight to the middle of a bone yard. Death was everywhere, and
if he had been smart enough, he would've realized it could easily be his own in
just a few moments.
"LIAR!" the lion roared, and her companions did
the same.
When it was over, and silence filled the air except the
dying cries of vulchers, she began to explain. "You thought it was over.
You thought you had defeated us. Yet out of the ashes of death itself we rose.
Yes, there are few of us still alive. We thought it wouldn't be worth it, we
thought we should just roll over and die with our kin. But now, now that a
murdering piece of filth such as yourself has come, we stay risen, to get our revenge."
At the emphasis of "revenge" the lioness breathed
it into Gatu's face as she unsheathed her claws and threateningly and traced
them over the bridge of his muzzle.
"Now that our mother and leader has died, now that our
young ones have died, now that our true males have died and now that our savior
is gone..." she continued.
"You savior?" he cut in.
"Silence!" she roared.
"But she's gone?" he asked despite her command.
He assumed it was female, considering they all were.
Raising an unseen, yet impressed brow, she sat down and
began to lick her exposed claws. "You ask of our savior...our Izegbe. Yes
she is gone. We do not know where she has gone or if she is even still alive.
But she was to be the one to carry on our way into the future. Now that she's
gone, all hope is lost...and that means for you, too."
Gatu surpressed a glare, before the words slipped, "I
could find her."
Blinking in surprise, the lioness rose up. The others
snarled and started to close in.
"Don't play jokes with us, cub." one of the
others growled.
"No! I'm serious! I will make it my own task to
personally find her! I will make sure she is alive and well enough to carry on
your ways to the future." They continued to close in as he attempted his
best not lash out in fright or try to take off - not that he could. "I
will not rest until I have searched every inch of all lands to find
Izegbe!"
"Stop!" the first lioness then yelled.
To Gatu's utter relief, the small kin took a few steps back
each and allowed him to breathe.
"You say you will find her? You say you will make sure
she brings on our ways?" the leader questioned forcefully.
Gatu solemly nodded.
"I still cannot believe that you did not have anything
to do with this war. You even have a wound to prove it," she suddenly
challenged, just when he thought he was out of deep water.
He instantly knew what she was talking about, though.
"I have not had that eye since cubhood." he exclaimed. "Came
from my father himself."
"Ah, so you know what it is like to be the victim of
an untrue lion. Well, perhaps there is something you can do for us." she
purred.
Her sisters turned and growled as their voices shouted out
in arguement.
"How do we know he could find her?" snarled one.
"He couldn't! He's an untrue male! Why send an untrue male to find our
savior?" a second one growled. And a third yelled, "No! He's lying!
He could never find her! He won't find her! He just wants the life he doesn't
deserve!" "He's a liar!"
"You were not put in charge were you, sisters?!" the leader
finally roared. "It was Mother herself who picked the rankings and status!
Now, we all know one thing - he is an untrue male." They all nodded and
muttered under their breaths. "But," she went on. "he's our only hope. Our pride's
future lies in the paws of an untrue male."
With that, the small pride roared out once more. Gatu could
not tell if they were roars of anger or what, but the leader let them go.
"You must promise to find her! You must swear! Swear
on your life! On your cubs' lives! Your family's life! You must swear to the
Great Kings and Queens of the past! To the gods and goddesses! Go on, swear!"
she offered.
"I swear! I swear to my loved ones, to myself, to the
souls of the past and the future and to the gods and goddesses and heavens that
I will not rest until I have found Izegbe!" the lion shouted.
Again, the lionesses began to roar. As this happened, the
lead lioness took a step forward and whispered so coldly that it sent a chill
down his spine and he began to quiver at her words, "If you do not live up
to your vow, then may you die slowly and painfully, and may you burn forever in
the underground."
Gatu turned so suddenly, that he almost tripped over his
own paws. He scrambled passed the circle of lionesses, taking the lead one's
warning as the pass to go. While the lion sprinted to the northeast, he heard
the same lioness call out, "Follow the river!"
As he disappeared into the distance, he couldn't help a
silent thank you for this great oppurtunity. He was let free! Overjoyed by the
thought that he was to live, Gatu could not push away the promise that he made.
He had to look for the
one called Izegbe. Now that he had purpose in his life, he had a sence of
fulfillness in his heart. Those lionesses...were about to murder him. But they
gave him a chance on this one condition. He would not stop looking for Izegbe. He had to at least try. It was his mission now in
life. It was his quest.
XXXIV
Strangers
She looked through the night,
hearing their horrible screeches and seeing their terrible bodies that flew
through the air, searching for the dead.
-Strangers in the Night
Banjija
yawned. The youthful lion would stretch his muscular body before lying down
beside his tree. Today had been busy – nothing but sun bathing. As
should the life of a lion, he
thought with a grin on his face as he recalled his practically day-long nap. A
couple times he had gotten up for the ocassional walk to a near puddle or water
hole, other times he would munch on the remains of a carcass hunted just a few
days before, and would end in his grooming. Yes, a lazy and fine life it was.
Sure, he didn't have a pride of his own, but he just as satisfied. In fact,
Banjija and Lusala had not seen another lion since they found this territory,
and it was that very isolation that had driven him away from the thought that
was not now present - taking over a pride of his own. This was unusual for a
male lion, especially with such potential, but it really didn't matter now. He
was surviving just fine on his own, and did not need to put himself or Lusala
in the path of danger by looking for it. Nope. Everything was fine here.
"Hey," a soft voice came right as Banjija had
shut his eyes.
He perked. "Not now. I'm sleeping."
"Banjija. I need to show you something," Lusala
insisted as she proded him with her nose.
Tail twitching with iritation, eyes now scrunched up as he
kept his massive head upon his forepaws, he said, "Stop. I only had
eighteen hours or so of sleep."
"Get up!" she hissed.
"What?!"
The lion opened his eyes and swung around after leaping up.
"Come."
Raising a brow, he began to pad after his companion as she led
the way to the west, up slightly raised land. They stopped when they got to the
top.
"What is that?" she asked.
"What is what?" Banjija replied dully.
"That."
Lusala nodded to the ground, and Banjija lowered himself to
examine the hard dirt where in between the blades of the savannah's floor, was
the distinct inprint of a lion paw.
"It's not mine and it doesn't look like yours or smell
like yours...Were you here all day, Banjija?"
Banjija straightened himself up as he said,
"Kinda...but I would've known if someone else was here...in our territory."
Suddenly, the two lions looked up as they heard the fall of
paws upon the ground. There, a few yards off stood a lone lioness. With a
crashing roar, Banjija sprinted closer, before haulting as his fur bristled and
he puffed out his chest. Lusala just stalked slowly behind him, eyes and ears
alert as she gazed warily at the stranger.
"Did you not find the scent of us? Get out from our
territory!" Banjija's voice bellowed.
The lioness flinched, but stood her ground.
"I'm just a messenger," she finally said with a
hesitant voice.
At this, and the realization that she was but an
adolescent, Banjija softened and said more gently, "Right. What is it that
you have come to say?"
"More of a warning, I guess." the lioness
exclaimed. "But my father has sent me to tell you to move."
"Move?" Lusala questioned as she stepped forward
to further study the lioness.
"Yes. He said move out by dawn or face him."
There was a brief pause. "He's come to take your land."
"TAKE OUR LAND?!" Banjija roared out once more.
The adolescent took a step back at this, ears folding back
and fur bristling, wondering if she should make a run for it.
"Banjija!" Lusala growled. "Calm down!"
"Calm down? How can I calm down? Some freak who we
don't even know is gonna come and try t' kill us!"
"Not if you leave," whispered the lioness.
"You shut up!" he snarled.
"Don't take it out on a half-cub!" Lusala snarled
right back as she batted him once.
Banjija, his breath now coming out sudden thrusts,
attmepted to calm himself. When that was done, he turned to face the young one
and said, "Tell your father we will be here...and carry on his
challenge."
Nodding, the lioness turned and took off into the distance.
"What are you thinking, Banjija?!" Lusala cried.
"We'll die!"
Turning carefully to look at his friend, he said quietly,
"You won't."
"What are you talking about?"
Taking a deep breath, before deeply exhaling, he went on.
"It's my turn to fight."
"You're crazy! I won't let you die!"
"And why is it that I have to die? Do you not believe
in me?" he snapped.
"No, it's just that I don't believe in this kind of
violence," she growled. "Violence that our own father brought on us,
as well as the rogues."
"I just want to defend our territory."
"There's plenty of land to go around, so why can't we
just find a new territory?"
"Why can't they? We were here first!"
"This isn't even the best place to live, I don't know
why you'd put our lives in danger just to protect it!"
"Lusala, it's not just about that!" he finally
growled, before turning around and heading back to the tree as she followed.
"We were here first. We established this place as our home. Now if we
don't defend it, what are we in life?" He paused thoughtfully.
"Besides, that lion is just putting himself in danger and even perhaps his
family."
"You and I would not hurt them."
He shrugged as he laid down in the same place as before.
"He doesn't know that."
There was a minute or so of arguing silence, before Lusala
nipped him and yelled out, "Move! We have to!"
"We don't have to! And we won't! I'm defending my territory just as the real
lion should!"
XXXV
Heavy Sentiments
ÒThe rain can expresse sorrow, just
as the sun can expresse spirit.Ó
-Word of the Shamans
It
began to rain. The sky's water plummeted to the earth, and even slanted in the
wind as each cold drip was coereced into Zarazu's face. Not but a few days ago,
he had seen his mate pushed. Pushed down into the ravaged waters...Pushed to
her death. Or was it her death? The lion came to believe that Meersha was alive
somewhere. If not Meersha's body, at least the soul and mind that he had last
seen living in Izegbe's body. Perhaps part of the Broken-Claw rubbed onto him,
though, too. After all, if it had not been for the continuess effort to push
himself through anything and everything to try and find her, he would have been
seeking revenge. If he was not searching for Meersha right then, he would be
searching for Yawnda, so that he could kill her. It was she who had pushed
Meersha - one second Meersha was standing beside Yawnda, and the next she was
gone. But as strong as his anger was now, the emotion that Meersha was
somewhere out there, still alive, still needing him and he her, was the one to
overthrow that rage. She's alive. I know it, he told himself. He always did. Just like
he always hunted for her, non stop. Through the harshest of conditions.
After the war, he had followed the edge of the gorge,
before it steeply fell to level out with the land. Then it had been easier for
him to travel beside the river. But when to stop? He would never stop searching
for his love till he found her, that was for sure, but he did not know when it
was time to leave the river - it was the last place he had seen Meersha. Or should
he keep following it until the end of his days? Or the end of the river? What
is the end of the
river anyway? he suddenly
thought, but quickly shook it from his strained mind, knowing he'd need to keep
it on Meersha if he was to find her.
Zarazu cringed as he briefly stopped, picking up his right
forepaw, before continuing on again. He was wounded from the war, in various
places. Surprsingly, the injuries weren't too terrible, yet each had worsened
since that day instead of healing. But what could one expect out of traveling
for days on end? It was true. Zarazu rarely stopped. He rarely slept, or ate,
or did much of anything except walk. That made his health fall downhill. And as
wary as he was, he would not stop even as it rained and stormed. Well, not too
much and for not too long. Eventually the lion found a baobob that rose from
the ground by about three feet. The roots were thick and sterdy, though, and
looked - as he squinted through the downpour - too tempting to pass up. As he
climbed under, he found it to be snug and cozy, and a shed of greatfulness came
as he was able to grab rest in an abondoned place like this without the
dragging weight of guilt. Zarazu had traveled far in this day, even with his
injuries and soon-to-be-showing ribs, and he decided that it should not be that
bad if he were to grab a piece of shuteye.
Curling up, he tried to ignore any pain in his body, as
well as the cold that caused him to tremble constantly. That soon subsided,
though as he grew warmer, and in a few minutes, was fast asleep. Only the
mournful downpour could describe his emotions right then, that he could not
escape from even in his slumber.
Indeed Meersha was alive.
Miles to the east lie that lioness. In the rain was her
ravaged body. But she didn't care as she silently mourned. Her mate, cub,
brother, half-brother and sister, as well as the rest of her family were gone
and always had been. It was fate that led her to this very spot, though, so was
she not meant to have and keep kin? Right in front of her was a puddle, which
grew with every drop that splattered on it, breaking the surface in tiny
ripples. Finally, Meersha - throat tight, view blurred, ears back, tail curled
under herself - edged her way to that puddle, for hope that that dark creature
she had seen so rarely in her life, would appear, and allow her soul to escape
from her body.
"Take me," she quietly choked through the rain,
before her voice bellowed, "TAKE ME!"
XXXVI
A Fight in the Rain
ÒDo not challenge the challenger,
unless you know to try.Ó
-Yuuka, Shaman of the Midnight pride (Mystic Era)
The
rain was much more gentle as dawn bore into the unsteady night. Neither Banjija
nor Lusala had gotten a minute's worth of sleep, the anxious sentiments too
strong. But when the sun did rise, Banjija was standing tall upon the hill that
supported his tree. There, he watched with wary but solid eyes, his challenger,
along with a few lionesses, head over to him. Lusala stayed by the grove as
she, too, watched from behind her half-brother. It was hard enough to keep
herself still as she dug her claws into the hard soil from which the golden
blades of the savannah grew and came from. Her ears folded back as her coat
bristled, just as Banjija's did. It was strange, though, for his expression was
different from that of a usual lion's. The corners of his mouth were pulled
back, almost sneering at the approaching leader, teeth exposed of course.
Gold and red and brown was the stranger's thin coat. His
mane matched, but was much darker. The head was somewhat squarish, as was his
muzzle, but the eyes were large and mocking as their yellow gleem rested upon
Banjija – the target. His small but muscular body shifted above his giant
paws, and this youthful lion licked his lips as Banjija glared right back. Finally,
the leader stepped forward and called;
"Young lion! I will give you one last chance to save
your life; move yourself from these lands!"
Banjija continued to smirk, and moved forward without a
word. This was his land, and he was not about to give it up.
The leader was temporarily stopped, but not quite in shock,
as he half expected this. For Banjija was young, and though he himself was
youthful - just enough to have given at least one litter to the pride and keep
it going for a perhaps a few more years - this leader was still experienced. He
knew what to do.
Each lioness was watching as the two lions began to circle
each other, rain steadily falling upon their backs. It was wet, and perhaps
even carried a bit of warmth. This new pride was unbalanced, and once the
quarrel was over, they would who was to be their leader.
Banjija growled heavily. He had an advantage: his buff
torso. But of course this did not mean he would win. Oh no, if anything, he was
further from even living than the night before. This is my land, he growled conffidently in his mind. So
get out or I will rip
your throat out. Suddenly,
a rain drop fell into his eye and he winked. It blurred his vision for a
moment, causing light panic, but as he blinked it away, Banjija found himself
ready once more. He could not help but narrow his vision on that so-called
"leader." How much of a better job could Banjija do himself, though? At
least by ten times, he
thought. But when was this leader to jump? To strike? To even attempt?
The two kept on circling each other, ignoring the anxious
breaths of the lionesses so nearby. Then, Banjija pounced. He couldn't help it
as he had stared into those yellow, piercing eyes that seemed to see right
through him. Seemed to see the exact fear boiling in his belly and soul. It
would've been much easier to let this bastard attack first, but no. Youth,
fear, and much more caused Banjija to leap toward that lion and, only in the
air, did he see his mistake. The hard ground met Banjija's face, and it stung.
He flinched as the lion had easily moved just enough out of the way. Turning
around, though, the leader hastily placed the tips of his claws onto Banjija's
side, about to dig them into flesh. Fortunately, Banjija had rolled over on his
back, causing the lion to stumble. Taking this oppurtunity, Lusala's
half-brother gruffed as he shoved his hind paws as best he could into the
lion's stomach, and kicked him off. In an instant, the two were up again,
glaring. This time, Banjija, catching his breath, was able to hold himself, and
soon enough, the pride leader had made the move. The lions were at it, battling
each other, roars and snarls sounding as they rolled over each other, pounced
at one another and so on. A few denizens decided to move from their spots,
whether a prarie dog or a hornbill having perched on an acacia.
"Please beat him," Lusala whispered under her
breath as she watched, eyes wide with fear, heart beating so loud that it
almost seemed to drown out the cries and howls of the brawl.
As Banjija and the other moved, trying their best at this
daunting fight to keep their throats and stomachs protected, and at the same
time endevour to strike at the other, the memories of his father and the two
rogues flashed into his mind. There he was, atop the Great Knoll, back in the
White-Feather territory as a cub again. His father was dying, no doubt from the
lack of youth and him being out numbered. But as only a fur ball, he and his
sister could only stand there and watch in horror with their mother as Ashuma was
killed. No, murdered. Was this any better that he was doing? This was
different, though, for it was the present leader of this pride that had put
himself into this danger. He had come and tried to take away Banjija and Lusala's land. It was
his fault if he was to be injured, chased off, or worse, killed.
The fight lasted longer than any had expected, and soon,
the two were gasping for breath. Again, they were standing, gazing at each
other. Both had under estimated the other, but neither was about to give up.
Finally, the leader gave a roar, and charged. Banjija smacked a paw, extracted
claws at the lion, raking him. It left a deep wound, blood gushing from each
scratch. After all, Banjija had had a lot of practice with Kasha, back in his
cubhood days. The lion roared in both pain and rage, but as he did so, Banjija
took to a new tactic. If he was to win, he should do it soon, for both were
losing life every second. So, thinking quick, Banjija suddenly, and out of
nowhere, rammed his side into the lion. It did him some good and, as the leader
was trying to gather his wits, Banjija was on top of him. Up came a paw and
pathetically, it wounded Banjija's muzzle just a bit, but to Banjija's relief,
he saw that the lion was struggling in panic under his weight. He was winning!
One wrong move, though, and it could cost him his life. Suddenly, the lion was
able to free himself from the giant above him, before taking off to the
northeast.
Attempting to regain his breath and strength, Banjija
smirked in triumph as the lion ran for his life. But he did not have the energy
himself to chase after. Instead, he stayed still for awhile, before a roar
sounded. It was Lusala. She came running over and nuzzled him as she purred in
disbelief and greatfulness.
"You won!" she cried. "You won!"
It was indeed a victory, for not only had Banjija won his
first fight, got to keep his territory, as well as gained a pride of his own,
but he had his life still.
After a few moments or so, Banjija turned his massive head
to the pride that was now gathering near him, emotions mixed. He scented the
air, ears perked as he watched the pride – his pride, come forward. It was communication
through sound and body language as each lioness gathered the smell of their new
leader and Lusala. Then, there was a gasp.
"Banjija!" hissed Lusala and his ear twitched as
she did so. "Cubs! They have cubs!"
Blinking in surprsie, he gazed over a few other pride
members who were hissing at him, standing together in front of a group of small
lions, no more than four months old. This was strange behavior for a pride,
then again, it was all new to him. Lusala watched, keeping herself planted as
Banjija began toward the mothers. Was he going to kill the cubs? He
wouldn't, thought Lusala.
Would he?
Banjija growled as he exposed his teeth, padding forward.
Aburptly, he haulted in front of the mothers. There were three, and six cubs
all together. Shaking his head a bit, he finally turned around with a shrug,
and said to all forteen lionesses including Lusala, "Come, my new pride.
It's beginning to rain harder. Let's take cover."
He turned as he began to lead them up the hill, past the
tree to where a cave would lie. It was large, and would suite this pride.
"But what about the cubs?" questioned a lioness.
The others hissed angrily, but all wanted to know.
"What about them? They are part of my pride now,
too." Banjija exclaimed, almost bitterly. "Now, in the cave."
XXXVII
The New Pride
A new leader is to take charge of
the old family, for the old leader is too elderly to keep that charge. It is
for the good of the family and for the good of the leader.
-Natural Statements
The
rain was indeed picking up, and all were moving into this new den. As Banjija
laid down, slight pain in his body from the wounds – just a few
scratches, bruises and a ripped ear over all – he sighed to himself,
thinking deeply. He would lie by the enterence, recalling the main den at the
Great Knoll, and how this so reminded him of his old home. It felt good to have
the company of so many lions again, instead of just him and Lusala. It was an
overwhelming emotion he could not describe, but never the less, it gave him
comfort.
Something brushed up against his side, and he turned to see
Lusala lie down by him. He smiled as his tail occasionally twitched and moved
to and fro.
"You did well, my brother," she whispered as she
began to lick a small gash on his paw.
He cringed slightly, but replied, "Wouldn't have done
it without you."
The lion turned and gazed out over the rainy savannah. Ah at
last, the wet season had come. It would feel even better to have a pride and
the satisfaction of thirst together.
"And a big pride they are," Lusala went on.
"That's good."
"Yeah," said Banjija as he lazily placed his head
upon his forepaws, still watching the rain come down outside, ears twitching as
a few conversations from the lionesses started up. "I haven't really got
to know them yet."
"You can do that when the rain subsides. For now,
we're all tired, and should get some rest. They're just excited that they have
a new leader...and a good one at that," she added thoughtfully.
"They don't even know me."
"Yes but, you let their cubs live."
"They're my cubs now." Banjija replied, and
couldn't help an inward smile. He was proud of the words which spilt from his
mouth.
After a few minutes of silence between the two – the
other lionesses continued to chatter quitely among themselves – Lusala
finally said, "Strange, isn't it?"
"Hmm?" and he closed his eyes, tail continuing to
slowly swish.
"That they would be traveling with such young
cubs."
"We had to," a weary but shrewd voice said.
Banjija perked and opened his eyes, turning his head around
to see the adolescent lioness who had come the night before.
"Father made us move since the herds were traveling as
well. They kept on moving this way, and we kept following." she explained,
almost darkly.
Banjija shrugged, rather halfheartedly as he laid his head
on his paws once more.
"We're staying here. Lusala and I are great hunters
and though this is usually a dry place – not now I must say," he
added at the downpour outside, "we have plenty of food to go around."
"Good." the adolescent simply said, before
turning around and crawling to the back of the cave.
"Is she angry?" Banjija asked to no one in particular,
keeping his eyes closed again, tone not the least bit carring despite his
words.
"Well, you did chase away her father." Lusala
whispered. "She's bound to be giving you a cold shoulder for awhile."
"It was his fault," Banjija snapped as he again,
perked. "And he's lucky I didn't kill him."
"Right. Give the half-cub time to warm up to you,
though."
Before long, the lionesses were moving over to Banjija,
almost curiously. They began to ask him many questions of his life and why he
had chosen to let their cubs live, and that they were very greatful for it.
Most of the questions he let Lusala answer, as for why he had let the cubs
live, the only thing he said was, "They are my cubs now, just as you are
my pride." This went on for quite awhile, though of course it was the
adolescent who never dared to approach Banjija again that day. But he did not
care, for exhaustion had taken over. In fact, he did not care for the lionesses
themselves, pestering him all the time. The lion fell in and out of sleep as
they asked, Lusala still answering for them.
Four more lionesses would not approach him besides the
adolescent, though. Three were the mothers, who were grooming their cubs,
keeping them from Banjija as they stayed in the back. My little ones, he had once thought to himself,
surpressing a chuckle. I shall meet them and their mothers tomorrow. He was anxious to check up on them, but
for now, he needed sleep, having not gained any from lastnight. The fourth
lioness, though, left him perplexed. As he glanced at her once or twice, he
could see her talking with the adolescent, yet he strained to hear what he
could not. For some reason, that lioness felt so familiar. But, as he could not
quite put a paw on it, he finally laid his head back down and closed his eyes,
the voices of the pride growing distant, and finally, he fell fully asleep. If
he had looked over that lioness carefully, he would have seen that she was
missing her left foreleg.
Lusala was the one to carry on the conversation with the
pride members, chatting and ocassionally laughing, which was a great relief for
them all, considering what had happened earlier. Eventually the questions
turned into other subjects about the cubs and the younger lionesses, as well as
the former leader and what had happened to them in the past. Finally, the talk
settled down, and as thunder and lightening crashed through the gray sky, the
pride began to drift into a light sleep. They themselves had had but a few
moments' worth of sleep the night before, having been too busy traveling.
~~~
"Lusala,"
a voice said.
"Huh?" a tired Lusala asked as she opened her
eyes with a yawn. "What is it? Who are you?"
But suddenly, she gasped and cried as the familiar scent
came into her nostrils, "Naynana! I can't believe it's really you! Why
didn't I smell you before? Oh Great Kings, how did you survive?! And where is
Kumba?"
"Settle down," Naynana whispered, almost like an
adult to a cub. "You don't want to wake Leader Banjija, now do you?"
Lusala glanced at Banjija, never having heard him called
"Leader Banjija." It almost made her laugh, but instead, she looked
back to her friend and sat up to nuzzle her. After a few moments of nuzzling
and purring, sniffing and so on, they began to talk.
"Naynana, what has happened to you over these
years?"
"Has it been that long?" Naynana asked, strongly,
though.
"I'm afraid it has."
"Well, anyway, I am glad to know you are alive and
well. And in fact, in the same pride now, I expect."
Lusala eagerly nodded. "Yes."
"Well now, this darkness between us will not do."
Naynana suddenly said.
Lusala tilted her head for a moment, but chuckled at the
lioness's words, for this was how Naynana always was. Naynana indeed was a
strong lioness, and always had been. She many times would use strange phrases
that one would usually ask about, and when talking to others, she talked almost
always in a bolder tone. Not that she saw herself better than anyone else, but
it was a silent establishment between Naynana and the one whom she was with.
There was no need for words, or even body language nor violence to let someone
know that she was the dominant one between the two. Back in the days of her
cubhood, she new which to be under – the adults – and who to be
over – all the other cubs. Lusala was yet to see the day that someone,
even a strong adult lion, would take dominance over Naynana, which in fact, had
given Lusala and the others comfort for such a stable, strong companion back in
adolescence when they had traveled through the darkest of times. Naynana was a
leader inside, and always had been.
The lioness was dark, with an even darker under belly. Her
thin coat was of gold and brown, and her muzzle was long and slender, just as
her body was. The tuff of her tail was large, though, and almost black. Her gleeming
eyes were a dark brown, and she had grown much since the last time Lusala had
seen her, during that dreadful night with the four lion leaders. And no left
foreleg, was to show for it. Though she looked youthful and very healthy
indeed.
"What darkness do you speak of?" Lusala
questioned, almost in relief to hear that tone, and those quite sacred words.
"The darkness with which we are at a loss. As in, we
do not know of each other after the sun we were seperated." Naynana
explained.
"All right then." Lusala said. "Allow me to
speak and tell you what has happened to me since then. Then you shall."
Naynana respectfully dipped her head with understanding.
"As you wish."
And so Lusala began her story. It did not end for about an
hour or so, and when it did, there was a silence that both had to use to go
over the story one last time in their heads.
"All right then," Naynana had finally whispered,
rather choked at this. "Things have happend to me as well." There was
a brief pause, before Naynana finally cried out, "Oh, Lusala! Thank the
Great Kings of the past that this has happened!"
It was a shock to see Naynana in this state. Never had
Lusala seen her break down like this, and never did she think she would.
Naynana was different than many, and it was rare to see fear or weakness in
someone like her. Someone like her was born strong, into a leader that seemed
youthful forever, and when the time came that that youth was gone, there was
still experience and wisdome filled with tales and advice and help for others,
just as a shaman. And a motherly figure to those much younger than herself she
could be, and a great one for her own cubs. This was the rare kind of
personality seen in someone, and when it was in a lioness, oh how a pride could
go on without a male – that
is besides the male giving the lionesses cubs to carry on the generations.
"Shh, the others are sleeping," Lusala exclaimed
and she leaned down to nuzzle her friend, greatfully.
Finally, Naynana straighened up and nodded, expression
solid as her voice came out in a brawny attitude once more. "I am sorry,
Lusala. Forgive me for that nonsence."
"It's all right," Lusala purred.
"But really, thank the Great Kings and Queens of the
past. Now that I have found you, I can tell you the thing I feared so much
before."
"What are you talking about?"
"You see, our leader in this pride was called Umbsha.
This pride was called the Sunset pride. Umbsha had let me join just after my
adolescence had ended. But strangely, only a few lionesses had mated with him.
Three, if I remember correctly. Now, before I had joined, it was Kumba who had
pushed me into this really. I was weak emotionally and physically, so finally I
folded and was able to join while Kumba hid out by the borders of the
territory. Always downwind of course. Anyway, the pride's current cubs grew
into adolescents, as I myself into a healthy adult, despite my missing leg.
Now, almost all of Umbsha's first litters decided to move out, which was very
unsual, considering that all of his cubs were females. And you know lionesses, they stay in the
pride they were born in – except for a few expectations, such as
ours," she added warily. "Anyway, another strange thing was that they
had just entered adolescence, so they were practically cubs still. But if they
were to go, then that left Umbsha to mate with the lionesses again, so he let
them, taking his fatherly authority with him. Yes I had asked why the half-cubs
wanted to go, but they only answered, 'because it was the right thing to do.'
Strange, but still I stayed with the original Sunset pride, not wanting to take
my chances out there again with cubs.
"As I had lived with the pride, Kumba and I would meet
every night, under a baobob in the far west, unknowingly needless to say, for
Umbsha was much more experienced. Kumba tried to talk me into letting him fight
Umbsha, but every time he talked about it I would bring up that dreadful night
when the four lions killed Daba, took my leg, and seperated us. Anyhow, I lived
among those lionesses quite peacefully, and no one took too long to gaze at my
missing limb – though how can you stare at something that is
missing?" she added, and chuckled before continuing. "Where was I? Oh
yes. Well, after the half-cubs left, I was surprised to see Yora still among
us." Naynana nodded to the adolescent who was in the back of the cave
still, curled up and sleeping deeply it seemed. "For you see, Yora was
Umbsha's youngest daughter. When I asked her why she wouldn't go with the
others, she just shrugged. Now, right after the half-cubs had left, Umbsha
mated with the lionesses once more – very few like before. It seemed as
if not many were very fond of him. Then again, who would want to bring cubs
into such a dreadful land? The place we were settled at was a territory with few
prey, and for the mostpart, the territory was dry.
"Finally, after the new cubs were born and learned to
walk, the lionesses convinced him to start to move off after the animals. Also
strange for lionesses to do with such young cubs. Anyway, a/fter much proding,
he agreed, and we were off. From then on we did not find any places to stay
perminantly. Then, we found this place and Umbsha sent his own daughter –
Yora – to go warn the lions here. I didn't even know it was you and
Banjija until the fight. I didn't want to make myself known until after, and
that was if Banjija did
win...But he did! Thank the Great Kings and Queens!" she cried yet another
time.
"But wait," Lusala said, confused. "where's
Kumba?"
"Right, he's what I was getting to. So, when Umbsha
had mated a second time, I did not...not with him. I waited and, as our pride
started the journey with the cubs – only one died, thankfully –
Kumba trailed behind. One night..." and she lowered her voice to such a
whisper that Lusala had to strain her hearing. "Kumba...Well, Kumba has
given me cubs in my stomach."
Lusala gasped, and looked wide eyed at Naynana, in
disbelief. "You're not seirous?"
"I am sorry, but I am pregnant, and not with Umbsha's
cubs. Then again, I prayed every night that the Great Kings and Queens would
find some way for me to birth these cubs without having them killed by Umbsha,
and without me moving off to be a rogue again. All though I would've had Kumba,
it would've been much too hard to raise cubs alone and without a pride I shall
think."
Lusala fumbled for words, but could only say, "You
don't look pregnant."
"It was actually quite recent," Naynana said with
a chuckle. "I know I shouldn't be pregnant with another lion's cubs, but
Kumba and I had fallen in love. And we were young...and still are. I might
regret having my cubs at this time, but I will never regret having my
cubs."
"Oh, Naynana!" Lusala cried with joy as she
nuzzled the lioness. "My own pride-sister having cubs!"
"Shh, Lusala. Hush. Word of this must not get out
yet." though there was a softness in Naynana's stern voice. "Now that
Banjija is the leader, I can only hope he will let me stay with the cubs."
"Of course he would! He's Banjija, your pride-brother
and leader! Besides, he let the other cubs stay." Lusala reassured her
half-sister.
"Good then. I guess I shall ask him in the
morning." Naynana shifted warily as she glanced outside, the water that
was still plummeting. "He's out there right now...Kumba, I mean."
"Perhaps," Lusala whispered. "I could talk
him into letting Kumba join the pride."
"Lusala! You would do that for him? For me?"
"Of course!"
"My sister," Naynana purred and licked Lusala
atop the head. "I am glad to be in your presence once more." When she
lifted her head, she looked back to Yora. "I must go back to her."
"Why?" Lusala questioned as she, too, took a
quick look at the young lioness.
"I am not sure why, but the young one does not see it
fit when I am away from her. You see, I sort of took her in when she was
younger, for her mother had died from a fatal disease and Umbsha was her only
means of a parent. Then again, he was not that great of a father figure I must
soworfully add. And when her sisters left, Yora became even more anxious."
"Are you like a mother to her?"
Naynana shifted uncomfortably, pondering whether to say yes
or no. She could only only say, "I am what I am to her." though.
Lusala nodded.
"Though she is like a daughter to me, I admit."
she added.
"Wait," Lusala said, confused. "Umbsha mated
a second time while Yora was still an adolescent? That means she's older than I
thought."
"Yes, her body should be done growing just about now.
I guess you could say she's adult now, and that she does not need a mother, but
she does need someone. She grows very anxious when I'm not around, or so the
other lionesses say. If I knew her litter and pride-sisters were not dead
– that is very unlikely – and were healthy, I would have almost
felt it better if Yora had traveled with them. I know she felt comfortable around them, just as
she does around me."
With a lick and a nuzzle, Naynana turned and headed to the
back of the cave, lying beside Yora, almost protectively. Lusala hmmed to
herself before closing her eyes, though she was greatful that Naynana and Kumba
were alive and well.
XXXIIX
Cubs, Establishments and Travels
ÒJust like the flower tries to
sprout, and grow, and blossom, you must try to make life work for you.Ó
--Bayba, Shaman of the Waterfall pride (Lush Era)
"Dad?"
a voice querried.
Banjija blinked, before curiously turning around to see a
small ball of golden fur pad up to him. His tail swished around comfortably in
the long grass as he laid on the hill right by his tree. It was the next night,
and though the water holes were filled and the atmosphere was moist, it was a
nice time to be outside. The rest of the pride was scattered around the near
knolls as well. It had been a surprise to see Naynana here, and even more so
when she had asked about Kumba staying. Almost reluctantly, he had agreed to
it, but was now regretting that descision as he had been staring up at the
stars. But now, he was gazing upon the first cub that had bothered to approach
him, that is, without the mother jumping in front to protect it. Wearily, he
glanced up at the lioness who watched with perked ears and careful eyes as she
laid a couple yards off. He had met her earlier, and though she had stood
between him and the cub, she had been quite kind and introduced herself - Kira
- and her son - Tati. After a silence of understanding between the two adults'
stares, Banjija looked down at the cub once more.
"My name is-" Tati began, but Banjija cut in
with, "I know. And my name is Banjija, so why do you not call me by
it?"
"Mama says you're my new dad." the cub mewed.
Banjija raised an unseen brow, but then grinned as he
nodded. "Yes. All right. I am."
"But what did you do with my other dad?"
"He left. He did it to himself, young one. If he
wasn't so stupid then he wouldn't have..." but he trailed off at the cub's
confused expression. "Never mind...you'll learn when you're older,
kid."
Banjija heaved a sigh before letting his view wander up to
the stars once more. But the cub wasn't finished, and so padded over in front
of him, and looked up as well.
"What are you looking at?" he asked.
"The stars." Banjija answered. "That's where
my own father is right now."
"Really? How can he be all the way up there?"
Banjija looked at the cub questioningly. "Hasn't
anyone ever told you that the spirits of the past are now stars?"
Tati looked back and shook his head jerkingly, his tail
swishing playfully as he did so. "My other dad said that when you die, you
are born again in the sunset, and all the spirits of the past are what make up
the sunset."
"Really?" Now Banjija's head was slightly tilted
at this new idea.
"Yup!" the cub said after a small pounce,
attempting to land on the bug that now flew off into the night.
"Well, where ever we go, my father's there now."
Tati blinked and turned around, before looking up to the
stars again and nuzzling into Banjija's mane. Banjija could only flinch at the
new wall of emotions washing over him.
"What about your mom?" Tati suddenly asked.
Blinking, he said, "Er, I'm not exactly sure."
The lion swallowed a lump before continuing, a great feeling of regret boring
into his soul, for he had not even thought about Kinara since adolescence.
"To tell you the truth, I really don't know what's happened to her."
"Oh."
After a minute or two of silence, the low grunting sound of
Kira sounded.
Banjija finally exclaimed, "Well, ya better get back
to your mom, kid."
Nodding, the cub started to move back to the lioness, but
then turned around, put his forepaws on Banjija's chest and licked his nose
saying, "I hope grandma's OK." before he ran off to his mother.
"Grandma?" Banjija questioned under his breath as
he watched the fur ball scramble away. He knew Tati had meant Kinara.
What had happened to Kinara, though? Was she even alive? Was she OK? Was
she healthy? Happy? Had she stayed in the White-Feather pride? Had she had any
other cubs after Banjija and the others? Did she ever think of the cubs she had
already lost?
Quickly, Banjija shook the several questions off his mind,
and laid his head upon his forepaws to close his eyes and attempt to fall
asleep, when suddenly he opened them again as a lioness stood in front of him:
Naynana.
"Kumba should be there now," she said quietly.
"At the southeastern borders like I requested?"
The lioness nodded and Banjija eagerly stood, before taking
off to the southeast.
~~~
A snarl
errupted from the lion's throat.
"Whoa, calm down there, friend!" Banjija cried
out.
The lion blinked, before his body became relaxed and
muscles losened. "Forgive me, Leader Banjija." he purred.
Banjija cocked his head at the title that was given to him,
before saying, "Er, it's OK. I mean, no need t' act like an old lion or
something."
The two shared a quick chuckle.
"So Kumba," Banjija then went on. "I'm
informed that you wish to join my pride."
"That is right. You see, my mate is expecting cubs and
we cannot raise them alone so-"
"I know why you're here, Naynana told me. And I agreed
with you staying with me."
"Oh-!" Kumba started, but Banjija cut him off.
"But, we must go
over some things before you step paw upon my territory."
"Oh right right, whatever you want." Kumba
assured with submission.
"First thing, stop with the act."
"What?"
"Don't act so proper in front of me like I'm royalty,
or as if you're a grandfather. Nor should you act like a whimpy cub
either."
"How do you want me to act?" Kumba asked, unsure.
"I don't want you to act. I want you to be yourself around me. Around my
pride. Show who you really are so that we can become friends and the others
will respect you." Banjija quickly exclaimed.
"Right, OK."
For a minute, the two stood, facing each other in the dark.
A light breeze caused both to shiver as the bugs of the night sang into the
cool environment. It was clear they were studying each other, noses twitching,
ears perked, eyes open. Kumba, Banjija could see, was a golden-brown with a
mane that matched his coat, but was a bit darker. His eyes were of an unusual
brown-red.
"All right," Banjija said. "Here's how it's
gonna be. If you're gonna join my pride, then know these things: the lionesses
are not to be mated with except by me. You of course can have Naynana."
"Right. I wouldn't dream of being with any other
lionesses."
"Now, the cubs are not to be harmed, whether the ones
I adopted, or my own blood cubs."
"I respect that very much. You're a great leader
because of that."
"Because of what?" and he raised a brow.
"The fact that you took in the former leader's cubs. I
don't know any lions who would do that. I don't even think I would have."
"That's great to hear, but you're under my
rules."
"I know, I know."
"Anyway, my adoptive cubs are not to see you as a father, but only me. Do not be a parent towards them, but do
hold authority over them. You can parent your own cubs when they come. Now,
what else is there? Oh yeah; you're to patrol the borders just as I do, and to
be like a real pride leader. You can be, and I am giving you that position of
power."
"Holy..." Kumba started, but trailed off. Was it
really this easy to get a pride? Well, it wasn't his and he wasn't the most
dominant leader, but surely they were his pride, too.
"Yes, you will be the other leader. But I'm the
absolute...unless of course you wish to challenge me..."
Banjija's voice was full of uncertainty, but he had left
his sentence open for a reaction. Was he offering Kumba to fight him for one
more step higher in his position and ranking in the Sunset pride? There was
silence, before Banjija narrowed his eyes.
"I know you, Kumba," he whispered, breath
drifting out into the air. "I know that you are like me, wanting a pride,
and to be the leader and absolute. I know that because you once tried it in
your adolescence. Yes, Lusala told me about that one horrible night, the night
she was seperated from you two. I know you were arogant as all half-cubs are,
and I know that now you are bigger and more experienced but still with youth,
making you the perfect challenger for another leader. But I myself am youthful,
strong and experienced, which makes us equals. In a pride, there are no equals
when it comes to ranking, though. Even when there is more than one leader, one
is more dominant and powerful than the other. I am willing to bring you in as
another leader, but one step below me. Now, I am also willing to fight once
more to keep my position as absolute leader. If you wish to be that absolute
leader of the Sunset pride, then take this challenge, or move off and never
show yourself in my view again."
Again, there was silence, as the two gazed understandingly
at each other.
Finally, Kumba said, "I do not wish to fight you,
because I don't want to be the absolute leader. You are, and I respect that. I
will never try to do anything to take the power away from you. I know my place.
All I want is a good life for my mate and cubs."
Banjija grinned and nodded. "You have grown up much
since that night I can tell. Just as I, myself have since adolescence and
cubhood. But you are strong and youthful, Kumba, and you are determined and I
know that your personality is also strong, so you could easily try to lash out
for the position of power. What is keeping you in line? What is keeping you
under my paw? What is keeping you submissive?"
Kumba flinched at the leader's words, for it was true: he
was strong, determined, youthful and could easily make a good leader if given
the chance, which lions like Kumba would normally snatch. It was there, that
chance. ...So why should he not grab it? Why not fight for the top?
"Because," Kumba pawed the ground a bit.
"like I said, I want a good life for my mate and cubs...and that's the
reason: because I have
cubs on the way that need me. I can't take that chance."
"All right." Banjija finally said, satisfied.
"You are a good lion, Kumba. Just as long as you know how to live, then
you shall live among us."
He easily turned his back to Kumba. That was unusual for a
lion to do for it showed trust, but Banjija felt something strong about this
lion. Kumba was good hearted with a light soul deep inside his strong
personality and outer shell.
"Come then, the pride is waiting to meet you and your
mate is waiting to reunite with you." Banjija exclaimed as they began back
to what was now referred to as the Sunset territory.
They padded along in silence, side by side for some time,
before Kumba finally said, "So, you let the cubs stay even though they
weren't yours. That's great and new. It must've been hard since-"
"I know. But once the males are adolescents, they are
to be on their own like a normal pride leader would make males do."
"C'mon, have a heart. They're your cubs now and
besides, do you not remember what it was like for you?"
"Of course I do," Banjija growled. "That's
why I'm letting them stay as cubs. Once their manes start, though, I don't want
any competition, so I'm booting them out."
"They'll be half-cubs, and you just said how half-cubs
are aragant and we all know half-cubs - I obviously found out the hard way -
would never be able to beat an adult who's still youthful and strong."
"Yes, but I don't want them to find out the hard way
either. Plus, if they're going to live on their own as adults, they must find
out then how it is to live alone. Don't worry, I'll allow them to stay around
the borders of the territory, but once they're full grown they should be long
gone."
"Are you to do that to all your cubs? All males I
mean? Even your own blood?"
"Even my own blood cubs, yes. The same fate is for your
cubs, too."
"But-!" Kumba started like a young one. "If
you don't chase them away, I will!" Banjija interrupted.
"All right, calm down. I know but...you seem so sure
about this. Don't you even care?"
"Of course I care!" the red maned lion snarled as
he halted in his tracks. "How could I not?"
"I didn't mean it like that," Kumba whispered.
"It's just, I don't like how the rogues did it-"
"To you? I know. Same thing with me. But I don't want
rogues to do that, so for as long as I can, I won't allow that to happen to my
cubs or myself."
"But if you're chasing away your cubs, then that's
like the same thing, isn't it?!" Kumba continued.
"No, because I would never kill my cubs...not like the
way the rogues did to my siblings and almost did to me and a couple lucky
others." Banjija darkly answered.
"Sorry," Kumba whispered back, tail low.
They started on their way again.
"Naynana is anxious to meet up with you again."
Banjija stated, trying to push out any awkward silence.
"Yes." Kumba replied, looking straight ahead into
the night. "I was wondering, if neither of us are to have Lusala - which I
would never, even if the chance was presented to me, for I am too deeply in
love with Naynana-"
"A rare thing a lion has: love for one and only one
lioness."
"Anyway, if neither are to mate with her, who
is?"
"Well, like you said, you won't. And I will not since
we are related. So...I guess no one."
"Does she not care?"
Banjija shrugged. "I'm not sure if she even wants
cubs. And if she does, she can find a male for herself."
"But Leader Banjija, that might mean that you have to
take in another male."
Kumba said.
Banjija couldn't help a smirk at what he was being called.
He couldn't remember his own father even being called "Leader
Ashuma."
"Well," he exclaimed. "if it happens, I'll
leave you two to figure out who's third in the position of being a ruler."
"I would normally leap at that, Banjija," Kumba
sneered. "If I did not have my unborn cubs..."
"I know," the dominant leader replied with a
grin.
XXXIX
Same Blood
There is a story, about a boar that
was so cruel to everyone around, that he would not – could not – stand to let
anyone dominate him. Most of the rainforest just called him ÒMaster.Ó Anyone in
MasterÕs way, was to be punished by his razor-sharp tusks, or trampled by his
massive body. Squealing, he ruled the forest, showing the denizens who was
boss. But then, one day, as he went to a lake for a drink of water, he saw
someone who did not run from him. Instead, the stranger just looked up at him
from under the water, looking gnarly and huge, and mean at that. This angered
the boar, but he was feeling surprisingly good that day, so he decided to give
the other boar a warning stare. But the stranger did the same thing back to
him! Enrage, Master squealed another warning, and yet the stranger copied him
yet again! Who was tough enough to challenge the ruler of the rainforest
himself? Master was to teach this creature a lesson! So, snorting, he trampled
into the water, splashing around. Little did he know, though, that the other
boar in the water, was his own reflection. Nor did he know of the crockadiles
that invaded the lake. Soon, the crockadiles were attracted by the boarÕs
squeals and cries, and not long after that, they had their lunch. And Master
was never seen againÉneither was that stranger in the water.
-Legend by the Leopards
Meersha's
stomach rumbled. The young lioness was now skinny, but she did not care. Not
much at least. Just enough to force her to hunt because of the agony that bit
at her belly. The day was hot, and she stopped beside a puddle to lap up some
water noisily, quenching her thirst, but if anything, sharpening the hunger.
Finally, she made the descision to hunt.
The yellow-gold pelt blended in with the savannah's grass
and dry soil as she kept herself low, stalking through a plain, nose twitching
and eyes crawling. She was searching. But why? What was the point? She could
just lie down and die, and no one would care, for all her loved ones were gone.
If Meersha were to do this, then maybe she'd be able to meet up with the
others, up in the stars. Fortunately - or was it unfortunately? - her animal
instincts kicked in, and were just too strong for her to overthrow. Her body
needed food, and somehow she would get it, or die trying.
It was almost as if something was pulling her, but
suddenly, Meersha spotted it: a lone gazelle. Not normal. Perfect. It was one
on one. But of course the prey could move faster than her, so she would have to
take it by surprise. Aburptly, though, the animal lifted its head, scented the
air, and fearfully leapt off. Gasping in almost surprise and defeat, Meersha
scrambled after, practically tripping over her own legs. The gazelle had bound
over a knoll, but as Meersha's body finally gave out and she collapsed in the
dirt where not even blades of grass would care to grow, she was taken aback
once more. It, the prey, had turned back, and came back over the hill, right
past her.
"What?" Meersha asked under her breath, panting
as she watched it disappear the way she had come.
Curiously, but weakly, she lifted herself from the earth,
and wearily padded over the hill the gazelle had dashed from. At the top, she
stopped and her nose twitched as she attempted to find what had scared her
potential meal. It didn't take her long to smell it: a lion. She hissed, and
was about to turn around when an old male showed himself, staggering out from
behind an acacia tree. Meersha was weak, but this fella was old. Very old. In
fact, he could barely walk. Poor lion, the voice in the back of her head said. But wait, this was
food! Or was it? Would she really stoop that low and go into canabalism, the
way a rogue would do to cubs? Perhaps, but maybe not. Whatever the descision
was, it would come. So, making up her mind and gathering her wits, Meersha
staggered down the small hill, moving closer to the lion.
"Lion!" she hissed, for he hadn't seen her at
first. At the call, he turned his round head to look in her direction, old
almond eyes squinting into the day.
"Yes?" he called, unsure.
"What, are you stupid? You totally scared away my
hunt!"
"Oh, I'm terribly sorry," his almost feeble voice
replied.
She rolled her eyes, annoyed. The old lion - of light gold
and a practically blonde mane - himself could not be in a worse position, lying
in the path of a now disturbed lioness, in which she could easily inflict her
anger and sorow upon him.
"And if this is your territory, you'd do good marking
it." she warned.
"Right, right. But the thing is, I am old and will
probably leave this world very soon."
"How sad." Meersha remarked sarcastically as she
found a rock to lie on, basking in the sun as her tail tip twitched and she
began to lick her left forepaw.
"This is just a place to stay at for my retirment.
Actually, I used to mark it, but now I don't see the use, especially because I
can barely walk now."
"Thanks for the life story, but it's already easy to
tell you can hardly stand."
"Why," the old lion said as he heaved his warn
body closer, before carefully sitting in the dry grass. "What is a young
lioness like yourself doing out here without a pride?"
The words stung, and Meersha could not help a slight
flinch, before conintuing on with her grooming and replying, "I used to
have a pride. I am gone now...from them..."
"Ah, I know how that is." he purred with
sympothy. "After being pushed from my birth pride, far in the northwest, I
went on, by myself. That is, before I took over my own family...They were
called, the White-Feather pride."
Meersha's eyes widened at the mention of her first family.
Tilting her head, she curiously turned to look at the male, cranking her neck
ever so slightly. "The White-Feather pride?" she whispered.
He nodded and went on. "Yes. A great time in my prime,
that is, until that rogue Ashuma, overthrew me. Young, strong fellow at the
time. I suppose he's gotten his by now, though."
"Ashuma! He's my dad!" she cried, leaping off the
rock and scrambling over to the elder.
They greeted each other quickly.
"If you were before Dad - Ashuma," Meersha said,
body trembling as well as voice. "then you must be..."
"Tambi's the name." he chuckled.
"Are you not the father of my sister?"
"Who might your sister be, young one?"
"Well, I had others, as well as brothers that were
birthed from Kinara before me and my litter, but the only one I got to know
was-"
"Let me guess, Imba?"
She shook her head, and that's when his rising expression
of hope changed.
"Not Imba? I would've thought the little one would've
lived. Oh, she was a fighter!"
"Sorry, but I don't know anyone named Imba."
"Oh...no you wouldn't," he said quietly, looking
away for a bit, before looking back. "I'm guessing she past on, when
Ashuma came that is."
Meersha gasped. "Dad wouldn't...would he?"
"Ashuma was a strong rogue, looking for the right
pride. When he spotted how old I had become, he took over, and almost killed
me. Luckily I got away. It was my last litter, though, that I had had with the
lionesses, which was killed."
Meersha's ears lowered. "I can't believe it..."
"Every rogue that takes over a pride must be strong
enough to destroy the throne and position of the former leader, even if that
means destroying the leader himself...as well as his cubs." he exclaimed
with a dark voice.
A tear trickled down her face.
"But let me tell you something, lioness." he
whispered, stepping forward. "There is not one sane male who does not
regret that action he must take to take a pride. The emotions and determination
are strong when a rogue fights a leader, but once the former leader is killed
or is chased off, and once his cubs are killed, then the rogue, and new leader,
feels nothing but regret and pity. Yet he must move on, for a pride depends on
him then."
"How would you know?" Meersha hissed, fur
bristling suddenly.
"Because I remember the day took over the
White-Feather pride. I had to fight the ol' chap, they called Dashu."
"My mother's father," Meersha then whispered to
herself.
"You said your mother was Kinara, did you not?"
Tambi finally said, voice lightening up a bit.
She nodded.
"Well," he went on. "I remember her, and all
the cubs I had with her. She was a great lioness, as well as our young. Sadly
they had died from Ashuma...all but one...who was it now? Not Imba of
course."
"No...It was Chusuka."
"Ah, my little Chusuka!" he cried out in both
happiness and longing.
"Not so little now," Meersha exclaimed, sitting
down, tail wrapping about her. "She had a cub when I was born as
well."
"I'm a grandfather, finally!" he shouted.
"Back when I was a cub, she had a son named
Toga."
"Oh, if only I could've met Toga. How did Chusuka
survive anyway?"
Meersha shrugged. "Mom probably helped her."
"Wait, how is it that you came from Kinara in the
White-Feather pride, and yet you are here, miles and weeks from that
territory?" he suddenly asked.
Meersha looked down briefly. "The rogues..."
"Ah, so Ashuma was thrown out."
"Yes...they killed him..."
"I am so sorry," Tambi then said, a nurturing
understanding in his voice.
After a minute or so of awkward silence, Tambi began to
speak once more. "I remember, Chusuka was the last cub we - your mother
and I - had had together, and she was the last in the last litter. That's why
Kinara allowed me to name her."
"She did?" Meersha asked with pure fascination.
"I was the last with Ashuma, and Kin- Mother, let Dad name me."
"Hmm, strange." the old lion said thoughtuflly.
"Also, Kinara was the last birthed from her mother, one of the mates of Dashu, and
that lioness had let him name her. That's what she told me."
"Mom never told me that."
"Well, your mother and I were very close. She told me
lots of things."
Meersha smiled. That was something she did not think she
was capeable of doing, ever again.
Cautiously, she sat beside Tambi.
"Tell me about Mom, when she was younger. And about my
brothers and sisters I never knew." she said.
"All right," he replied, nodding as he laid down.
"Why not? You are practically my daughter after all, I mean, if you do not
mind me saying that."
"That's OK. I miss having a dad."
For some time, Tambi told Meersha about his life in the
White-Feather pride and about Kinara and her youth, as well as the cubs she had
never told Meersha about. It went on for awhile, and then the moon rose, and
when that happened, the two would lie in the grass, watching the stars in
silence.
"Hey, Tambi?" Meersha had finally spoke.
"Hmm?"
"If you're alive...does that mean my mother is?"
"Quite possibly." he said. "I'd hope she
is."
Meersha grinned, before letting her eyes travel to the
stars once more, that sparkled in the vast night sky.
"Do you mind," her unsure voice went on. "if
I could stay here with you?"
"Well," he chuckled. "I would love that. I
have not been in the company of another lion since the sun I fled the
White-Feather pride."
"You haven't? How come?"
"First off, I didn't have a pride. But even when I
came across lone lions or lionesses, I just avoided them. I felt too ashamed
for first killing the leader called Dashu, all those years before, and then
leaving that very pride I had killed to get. It was too much for me to
handle..." and his disturbed voice trailed off. "But, Meersha,"
the old lion then said. "I must warn you, I am to leave this life very
soon. You see - staying alive by scavanging – I came here in a remote
area to end my days here peacefully, but also in shame."
"There's no reason for you to be ashamed,"
Meersha almost coed.
"Of course there is. I killed-"
"Yeah but you had to! I mean, if you didn't, somone
else would've. Besides, if Grandpa - or Dashu, had stayed leader, then he
would've gotten too old to lead them very well and there would be inbreeding
among the lionesses that he had mated with and birthed. It's just the Circle of
Life!" and she gasped, eyes widening in recognition.
"What is it?" Tambi quickly asked with concern.
Meersha got up and hastily climbed a near knoll, watching
the stars before sitting down, while Tambi rolled over on his stomach, watching
curiously.
"I just found it out..." she whispered.
"What?"
"Why males must do this...and that the Broken-Claw was
wrong and...how life is and...Oh it's so confusing! And yet I found out part of
it!"
"What are you talking about, Meersha?!"
Meersha carefully turned her head to stare at him, almost
smiling once more, before she began the story of her life...
XL
Two Old Lions and Two Young Lions
ÒWhen one has betrayed our trust,
let them bathe in their own guilt, and let them go, as their punishment shall
be exile!Ó
-Judgements of the Council
The
lion cub mewed for his mother. It was a deserpate and confused cry that was
sent out to the world, saying, "Hi! Here I am! Get me now! I'm alone and
exposed!" Though that didn't last long, as the comforting low grunts of
another, older lioness sounded. Those grunts were saying, "Come here and
hush now, little one. It's OK." The cub was but a few months old, and
scrambled fearfully across the small plain, over to his grandmother. There, the
two united, and the grandmother nuzzled her daughter's son, before carefully
picking him up, and bringing him to a near den, leaving the bloody carcass of
his damŽ to rot. It wasn't that she didn't care for the lioness, or even mourn
over her death, it was just life was now, and it was meant to be looked at
through the present. Besides, this young cub had a purpose in that life. The
night itself was young, and so the grandmother had let the cub sleep, but when
dawn had approached...well, it was that dawn that changed his very life, as
well as the life that had ended the day before.
"Unaro!" Natira angrily hissed. "How many
times do I have to tell you, look to the present!"
Sighing, coming back from his thoughts of the past, the
young lion muttered, "Ever since the day my mother died."
"Silence!" she snarled, taking a forepaw and
pathetically attempting to swat it at his muzzle.
Unaro snickered, feeling the light brush of his
grandmother's paw. She was old now, and would probably live but another year or
two. When that day came, Unaro would finally be free! But for now, he must
stick to those last couple of years. Why was it that he had to stay with her?
He was a full adult now, and did not need anyone to take care of him, nor to
tell him what to do. Plus, this lion could easily dominate and beat, perhaps
even kill Natira. Yes, that would be all too easy. But, ever since she had
taken him, since the day his mother had died from the pack of raging dholes,
Natira had told him of a great fortune he would one day have. That is, if he
were to stick with her. It was hard, not living with a pride, but the two had
their own ways. All Unaro had to do was find a nice pride, and wait for the
leader or leaders to go off and patrol the territory, while he went in and
acted cute and begged for food. If the leader did not go, then Natira and her
grandson always found a way to force the male off...even if that meant killing
him. When adolescence came in, Unaro would bribe, but usually force younger
cubs in some way or another to get him the food he and his grandmother needed
to survive. From there, the two would scavange, and Unaro soon learned to hunt.
But, being young and a male, he was not too good, and rarely caught what was
worth a piece of a meal. Not to mention, they did not have other lionesses to
help, so there was never big game.
Even though it was a hastle, first getting kicked around by
an old lioness, then having to take care of her, what was it that they were
looking for? What would make him so happy that he must waste a major part of
his life - perhaps the most important time, his youth, the passege way to
getting a pride of his own - on her? Over his cubhood, Natira had forced him to
help her search for a certain lion or lioness, around his age, give or take a
few months. But why? What was so special about this one lion they were looking
for? Supposedly, Natira had been a great shaman in her prime, and could get
certain vibes from things that weren't even existing at the time. Now, whenever
he had asked about this cub they were searching for, all she would say was,
"I can sense it in my bones. There is but a cub, 'round your age, that has
a special power. I don't know what it is, I don't know how I know, I just
do." but Unaro was thinking she knew more than what she said.
Well one day, Natira sensed a strong presence nearby, and
after Unaro pushed the two males cubs to get him food, he stuck around the
female, which his grandmother said was the cub. Was that the cub to end his
misery? But no, she had escaped...and on a hippo! What kind of world was this?
That was not natural at all! Ever since then, though, his grandmother was sure
that was the cub she needed. Now, Natira and Unaro were searching. They always
had been since the day, tracking and stalking her, getting information from
other denizens. Now they were hot on her trail. A day, maybe two behind.
Unaro began to push through the growing grass again,
shoulderblades moving beneath his thin coat of light gold and yellow. The mane
had grown out over his back, shoulders and chest. The red mane seemed to
glisten in the sunlight as he gracefully moved through the savannah. Soon, they
spotted a hill, and he only stopped to let his grandmother catch up. When
Natira had stopped beside him, panting, he rolled his yellow eyes, before
setting up the knoll.
"Gotta move faster than that if ya want 'er,
Grandma!" he called.
~~~
Meersha
blinked as a voice sounded through the wind.
"Did you hear that?" she asked Tambi.
He shook his head and replied, "I barely hear anything
anymore."
Standing, the lioness scented the air, solidly gazing at
the knoll which took her to this very place. Very slowly and carefully, Meersha
began to the base of the hill, not blinking. The voice that had sounded, was
so...familiar. Yet she could not put her paw on it. Suddenly, a lion showed
himself at the top of the hill. Stupid. He was not looking in front of him, but
behind him, and seemed to be talking still. The voice, the accent, the physical
appearence itself. Who was that?
"C'mon, Grandma! Hurry it up!" he called.
"Shush, or you'll wake the dead!" another voice
cried out.
Meersha, raising an unseen brown, roared out, only to have
the lion's head jerk her way. When that happened, the memories flashed, and her
eyes widened at the recognition of Unaro. He was once that sneaky adolescent
who had literally wripped the manes out of Gatu' and Banjija's heads. Now, he
was big. Probably not as big as Banjija was now, but a large lion.
"You!" Unaro snarled, watching Meersha in almost
fascination. After all, her trail had been faint, and led them to think she was
still miles away. But there she stood, just yards from him. "I finally
have you!"
"Who is that?" Tambi asked, squinting to try and
see the male.
Unaro started forward, but was aburptly pushed aside by an old
lioness. Perhaps a couple years younger than Tambi himself. Again, Meersha was
forced to raise her brow at this un natural behavior. Then again, when was
anything normal for her? Unaro growled and just slumped down, watching as
Natira limped down the hill, closer to Meersha.
"What do you want?" Meersha coldly snarled.
"I want the one who's very energy makes me
shiver," Natira whispered as she wickedly smiled at the younger lioness.
"What?"
"You heard her!" Unaro roared from atop the hill,
now standing anxiously.
"I don't know what you mean, nor do I care anymore, so
do yourselves a favor and move out from our territory!" Meersha roared
back, fur standing on end.
"Territory?" Unaro went on. "There were no
markings here. This land belongs to no one!"
"Unaro, hush!" Natira ordered, right when Meersha
was about to reply. But the elder looked upon the youthful female once more and
snickered. "If you'd be so kind as to follow us."
"What's going on? Follow who?" Tambi was asking
no one. Poor fellow was practically blind.
Meersha glanced once more at Unaro, and could see his claws
digging into the ground as he grinded his teeth, glaring at Tambi in iriation.
She could tell he was doing his best to keep his spot atop that hill. But why?
Why obey a lioness he could easily dominate?
"Why would I do such a thing?" she then growled
at Natira.
"Because you are the one. The one the benighted is
seaching for..." Natira's chillling whisper came, coercing Meersha' body
to freeze, and then tremble with every word as the memory of the black creature
from the far away savannah, only seen in water, bor into her mind.
Suddenly, Meersha snarled, closing her eyes and then
opening them again as she swatted the air.
"What is it? Meersha, are you all right?" she
could hear Tambi cry with worry.
"Would someone shut that lion up?!" Unaro
bellowed.
"Yes, it's you. I know it is." Natira laughed as
she watched Meersha's emotional struggle. "You!"
"No!"
"Yes! Come with us and we shall lead you free of that
demon!"
"I can't!" Meersha helplessly cried. What was
wrong with her? She'd do anything to get that creature away from even her own
memories, and here she was given the oppurtunity, yet all she could do was turn
it down.
Tambi questioned again, "Meersha?"
"That's it!" the young male roared, and scrambled
down the hill, making his way to Tambi.
"No!" Meersha was able to gasp, looking up as she
squinted through teary eyes. Drips of sweat were gleaming on her bristled fur
as she could only watch, her paws planted in the ground. "Tambi,
run!" she called, before attempting to find more air, for it was being
torn from her body.
Natira did not seem to care as she licked her lips and
stalked to the young one. A light brush of fur was felt on her chest, and
Meersha let out a deep snarl, lashing out with a forepaw.
"Get away from me!" her shattering voice came
out.
"You must calm down," Natira exclaimed.
Suddenly, there was a cry of agony, and Meersha gasped,
looking up at Tambi again, only to see his body, lying on the ground, limbs
sprawled out. He didn't stand a chance. Right there, over him was now a humble
Unaro, smirking. He had, with cease, snapped the neck of the old one.
"Now it's time for you to come with us." Unaro's
grandmother's voice changed from a mocking calmness, to a solid order.
"No!" Meersha yelled, and she leapt up, sprinting
to the northwest.
"Get her!" she could hear Natira call.
It didn't take long for heavy paw steps to sound behind
her. They were hurrying, and she could feel through the chilling air the rushed
past her fur and face, that it was Unaro. But she could not let him catch her,
nor could she stop. She must keep running. She must leave. There was no way Meersha would allow
herself to stay within the presence of either of those lions. The young one was
strange, but the old lioness could only make her shiver and vomit. There was
something about that Natira that she didn't like, and couldn't help but fear.
Whatever it was, she didn't want to feel it...It reminded her too much of that
dark creature in the warer.
Before long, Meersha, out of panic, was able to continue
pushing herself through the wild grass. So far and so fast she did, that soon,
she lost Unaro. Lions were never a match for a race against lionesses, for the
females were much slimmer, and that's why they hunted. Unaro's own body was the
thing that slowed him down, and it would've been too hard for Natira, what with
her lack of youth, to even try and catch up with Meersha. For now, speed was on Meersha's side.
And, soon enough, she was far off, running and panting. It didn't last, though,
and blackness came over her vision as she tried so hard to catch her breath,
heaving in and out. Suddenly, she fell, and all her sences were temporarily
lost.
XLI
The Flatland Pride
ÒYou are all mine! I will make you
the darkest of the dark, or the lightest of the light! Whichever I please!Ó
-Sungru, leader of the River pride (Mystic Era)
Meersha
groaned.
"Huh?" she asked, as her blurred vision rose up
to find several lionesses peering curiously down at her. "Wh-who are you?
Where am I?"
The young lioness sat up, vision clearing as she scented
the air and gazed around, fur standing up a bit, before resting. This was a
pride, and the lionesses here were healthy, and seemed nice enough. Then again,
they were strangers. They could be foe, or they could be friend.
"It's OK. We found you here, lioness. You were just
lying here and we came and...Well yeah, that's pretty much it," a perky
adolescent exclaimed.
"Are you all right?" an older lioness questioned
with concern.
"Yeah, I'm fine," Meersha answered, unsure,
before cracking her neck and stretching her aching muscles.
"So what were you doing on the borders of our
territory?" snapped a different lion.
"Hush, Mika. It's all right. She seems to have done no
harm." the lioness who had asked if she was OK, said. "But answer one
thing straight; are you an enemy?"
"Er, not if you're not to me." Meersha replied.
"Good," the lioness said with a grin. "Then
you shall follow us to our leader. And perhaps get some meat on those bones. I
mean, if you're not to start off again...?"
Meersha blinked, and looked about with fascination. Some
how, she had ran far enough to a plain, and did not smell the territory
markings of this pride. There were around seven or so lionesses here.
Suddenly, though, Meersha gave an inward gasp as she
thought about Tambi. He was dead! Was it really all that sad, though? The lion
had been old and she barely knew him...but still, he had meant something to
her. Finally, she shook her head and grasped this realization. If she stayed
with these lions, then maybe she could be safe from Unaro and his grandmother.
"I would very much like that." she stated.
"Good. Then follow me."
With that, the lioness took off, and the others followed as
Meersha trailed behind. The lead lioness – the one who had spoken the most to her – seemed in
fact, the dominant of them all. Probably the closest to the leader male because
of that supremacy. She looked older than Meersha by a few years, but still in
her prime – too old to be young, and too young to be old. Mika and two
other lionesses were the same age as that leader. Then there was the adolescent
who had first spoken to Meersha. Two others were adolescents as well. It was
obvious the pride was small, but strong.
"Ah, so it is true." a deep voice said.
"Huh?" Meersha questioned as she looked up to see
a large lion sitting beside an umbrella tree.
It had only been around ten or fifteen mintues of walking,
and already they were in the middle of the territory. Respectfully – and
for some unknown reason – she bowed.
The leader chuckled, "No need for that! Not that I
don't apprecitate it." He paused as Meersha straightened up. "My
pride has told me they found a lioness by our borders, and now that I see you,
I know it's true. What is your name and why did you end up by our
territory?"
"My name?" Meersha could only ask, before saying,
"Oh! Yeah, uh, Meersha." But there was an awkward silence as the
pride sat around her, listening, all eyes on her. "Er, and I'm not exactly
sure how I came here. You see, I was running from enemies."
The leader stood and raised an unseen brow, only to reply,
"We do not want enemies here."
For a moment, Meersha was speechless. "Neither do I.
So if you wish for me to go, I shall."
Suddenly, the dominant lioness stood and strode over to the
leader, and for a couple or so quick minutes, the two were harshly whispering
to each other. Then the leader looked up at Meersha again and sighed.
"Well, my mate has just informed me that you are weak,
and are not an enemy to us yourself. If you wish, you can stay here."
Should she? After all, Meersha had made plans to stay by
herself. Then again, she had already broken that descision when meeting up with
Tambi. Besides, Unaro and Natira...especially Natira, were the two she feared right
now, and they were out there, searching.
"All right." Meersha finally stated. "I'll
stay."
"I'm not asking you to join the pride, Meersha. I am merely offering
you a temporary place here, that is, until judgment is past."
Nodding, she replied, "I understand."
"Good, then I'm glad we have our priorities straight.
Now, allow me to introduce myself; I am O'star. This is my mate, Kula." he
exclaimed as the dominant lioness nuzzled into his blonde mane, purring. He
smiled, his long tail swishing in the grass. After a moment, the lion's old
eyes traveled to the rest of the pride. "Mika is my sister. Those two
– Fina and Runaka – are my other mates. And the three youngin's are
my daughters. That's Cheasala," he said while holding up a massive paw and
pointing to a dark adolescent. After he lowered it he nudged another adoelscent
with his head. "She's Pinga. Oh, and the hyper one's Pursha." Meersha
nodded to the three, remembering Pursha as the adolescent who had spoken to her
earlier. "Pinga and Pursha are sisters, and daughters of Fina. Cheasala is
the daughter of me and my beloved Kula." Again, the two lovebirds nuzzled.
"And all together," he went on, proudly. "this is the Flatland
pride!"
~~~
"It's
beautiful here," commented Meersha, just a few hours later.
Her stomach was comfortabely full of meat, and right now,
she was lying beside a small upward curve, so that she would lie just a foot or
so above the whole plain, which was the biggest part of the Flatland pride's
territory. Indeed this place held some beauty, thanks to its slightly green
grass – not as green as it would be in the Pridelands, but still green.
Plus there was a glittering water hole in the distance.
"It's OK here," the lioness lying beside Meersha
replied: it was Pursha, the young half-cub.
"What do you mean? This place is fresher than any
other place I've been – and I've been to a lot of places." she added
wearily. "Even the grass is not totally yellow or golden here!"
"Well, I still say it's OK. I mean, it's pretty all
right, and makes a good home for a small pride like us, but it's nothing
compared to the Pridelands."
"To the what?" Meersha asked with cuirousity as
she rolled over on her side, tail tip twitching in the fresh blades of the
savannah.
"Yes, it's a kingdom far, faraway."
"A kingdom, you say?" and this made even her head
tilt and brow rise.
Pursha nodded with a grin, before leaping up with
excitment. "I've never been there before, but my great grandpa has. It was
before he took over the Flatland pride. He had been traveling all through his
teen years and early adulthood. He said when his mane became full, that's when
there was a major drought. For days he went around, just looking for some
source of water, when finally he stumbled upon the most lush land anyone has
ever set paw upon. Though it took him that long just to find water, he said it
was all worth it – the greenest grass you've ever seen, so many prey of
different kinds, clear blue skies – that is unless you needed rain from
clouds – and oh, so many water holes and rivers and streams! And it went
on for miles!" Meersha kept silent, eyes wide at this story. "Great
Grandpa wanted this land for himself, but when he found out who was the ruler
of it, he knew he couldn't. See, it was a king!"
"Oh right, I didn't know a king would rule over a
kingdom," Meersha replied with sarcasm, but chuckled at the half-cub's
enthusiasm.
"He said the King was called Mohatu. And he had a
whole pride full of the healthiest lionesses. Oh, and the best thing of all was
the kingdom itself – a huge rock!"
"A rock?" Meersha asked with a grin.
"Yeah, but it wasn't just any rock. It was huge!" and she began to pounce around
after a fly, just as small cubs would do, but she did not quit talking.
"It towered into the sky! And there was an outcrop that stuck out over the
lands. And it was called Pride Rock." The adolescent pounced on the fly,
but it flew off.
"Pursha, are you talking about that old story your
great grandfather told you?" Kula asked as she gracefully padded over.
"Yeah but it was real!"
"It wasn't real. Grandfather was senile," Kula
exclaimed as she sat down, smiling.
"He was not!" Pursha huffed.
"OK, OK. Whatever you say, Pursha. Anyway, your mother
wants you. You're supposed to be at your lessons, preparing for tonight's hunt,
remember?"
"Oh yeah. Thanks, Aunt Kula!" Pursha said, before
running off.
"Half-cubs," Kula said, rolling her eyes.
"They're like full cubs."
Meersha chuckled, before asking, "So was the story
true?"
"I'd like to think there is a land out there like
that, but it just doesn't seem real enough to me. Besides, Grandfather was a little crazy, and was known for telling
lies back in his prime." Kula exclaimed.
"Well, I think it would be great to live at a place
like that, with..." Meersha whispered, but trailed off.
"With...?" Kula encouraged, but Meersha only
shook her head sadly, thinking of Zarazu. "It's OK." Kula said
quietly.
"Hey, that one lioness!" someone cried out.
Meersha blinked and looked over her shoulder to see another
adolescent padding over.
"Cheasala?" Kula wondered aloud. "What are
you doing here?"
"Hey, Mom." Cheasala said as she sat down.
"Aren't you supposed to be at the lessons with your
cousins?"
"Well, I was just thinking. Besides, I haven't got to
meet the lioness yet."
"Her name's Meersha," chuckled her mother.
"Well, I'm Cheasala!" the half-cub exclaimed in
delight.
"Hi, Cheasala. Nice to meet you." Meersha
giggled.
Suddenly, Pursha ran over with Pinga.
"You're all supposed to be at your lessons with Runaka
and Fina. Do they not care?" Kula growled.
"Where'd you come from? Where's your family? Do you
have any cubs?" Pursha butted in, despite her aunt's words.
"Pursha!" snapped Kula, seeing Meersha's flinch
at the last question.
"I was just curious," muttered Pursha. ÒI never
got to ask her before.Ó
"It's OK," Meersha was able to say. "Er,
anyway, my birth pride was called the White-Feather pride. My mother was
Kinara, and my father was Ashuma. He named me actually, since I was the last
born in his last litter."
"Really?" gasped Pinga.
"Yup," Meersha said.
For some reason, it did not hurt her as bad as she had
thought. In fact, it made her feel better talking about the past – the
family she once had.
"That's so cool!" cried Cheasala. "When I
have cubs, I'll make sure I'll keep a special name for the last cub of the
litters."
"Like what?" Pursha snickered.
"Uh...Cheasala!"
"You're going to name your cub after you?"
"That's stupid!" shouted Pinga.
"Hey! I'm going to make it a tradition from now on
that every cub that is last born is going to be named Cheasala! That is, if
she's a girl." Cheasala huffed.
"Speak for yourself," Pursha laughed. "I'm
never having cubs!"
"And if I do," Pinga went on. "I'm not
naming my last born, 'Cheasala.'" her voice mocking the name.
"Hey, what's so bad about that name?" Kula then
asked.
"I know! All the lastborn girls will be named
Cheasala, that is in my bloodline,"
Cheasala exclaimed, then blowed a raspberry at the other two.
Meersha could not help laughing at this, and found it hard
to keep a straight face, even when Kula scolded the three and sent them back to
their lessons. As the adolescents padded off, chattering away, Kula could only
sigh.
"They're cute. They remind me of big cubs."
Meersha giggled.
"Well, that doesn't help our pride thrive. They're
practically grownup, but they still act like little ones."
"They still are – half-cubs at least,"
Meersha said, and then rolled over, batting up at Kula rather playfully, almost
like a cub herself.
"Yeah," Kula replied, wearily, before sighing.
As she rolled back on her stomach, the younger of the
lionesses asked, "What is it?"
After a moment of looking at the ground, Kula said,
"It's just that; they're half-cubs still, and know nothing about life or
surviving, and my son is out there on his own!"
"What?" Meersha asked, taken aback by this as she
glanced out over their territory.
"Yes. O'star had chased him away just weeks before you
showed up, as well as the other males. Now my son and nephiews are out there,
all alone." Kula cried.
Awkwardly, Meersha nuzzled Kula and exclaimed,
"They'll be all right. They have each other, and besides, they were taught
by you and the rest of these strong lionesses. They should be OK."
Looking up, Kula could not help a grin, though her eyes had
become teary. "Yes, I suppose you're right. It's not the first time it's
happened, though. I mean, my first litter was all males, and I had to live with the fact
that they were to leave. For some reason, though, I had tried to talk O'star
out of it, but he said he must do it. And that he did, as well as with Kirasi
– Cheasala's litter-brother. Oh, she took it so hard when he chased
Kirasi off. She wouldn't talk to O'star for a week. It was the same with me,
though," and she gave a weak chuckle. "When he chased our first off I
mean. This time, I was used to it. Ever since O'star chased the first litter
off, I haven't seen them. And only rarely do I see my little Kirasi around the
territory borders. I know that soon, he will be gone even from the edges of our
lands."
Meersha nodded. "I know what it's like to be
them..."
"Huh?"
"I had the same thing happen to me..."
"Oh, Meersha! I'm so sorry about that!"
Again, she nodded gravely.
"Let me tell you, though, never have cubs." Kula
said, a tear trickling down her face. "It's too painful when things like
this happen. So to save yourself that pain, don't bear a cub." After a
couple minutes of quiet sobbing, she said, "I myself, am never going to
again. That's also a reason why I rather not have my little Cheasala talking
about having cubs around me. It will one day break her heart when her future
mate has to chase away her own sons. Just, if you don't want the pain then,
never have cubs..."
Meersha gazed at the ground, thinking of Rombu, before she
whispered, "I know..."
XLII
A Plan
The wind blows and the rain pours
The birds sing and the crickets
dance
The sun shines and the moon rises
The fire cracks and the ice breaks
And they all live, until their lives
death takes
-Word of the Shamans
The
summer was full of scorching heat, wild fights, rushed romance, and of course,
the growing survival of the pride. Meersha would hunt every week with the
Flatland pride, and easily proved
herself to them. Her place was discovered with cease as well, and though she
was quickly over powered by O'star, Kula and Fina, she was above all the rest.
At nights, the lionesses would gather together and watch the stars, the
youngsters chattering away about males and prides, while the adults spoke about
religion, politics and status. Eventually, when O'star would come back from marking
the borders, the pride would come up as a whole, and usually ended the night
with stories of the past, as well as what they predicted would be the future.
Once in July, a young, ignorant rogue, just out of
adolescence, had come to challenge O'star, though the brawl didn't last long,
and O'star sent the young one running as fast as he could. After all, O'star,
though experienced, was still in his prime and zenith, and still had the
strength of a youth.
Meersha had befriended all in the Flatland pride, but she
and Kula had become closest. Kula was someone who Meersha looked up to for
advice and opinions, which she would store into her mind for the influence in
her descisions, for Kula was as well, experienced and strong. But what really
made Meersha grin, was the fact that Kula, the leader lioness herself, had
looked to her for tacticts in their weekly hunts.
The two talked about the heatbreak in their past, and how
they came to be in this part of their life. When Kula found out about Natira
and Unaro, she had growled and vowed to try and keep Meersha safe from them.
But Meersha could only take sympothy and empothy upon the loss of Kula's sons,
as she did to hers. Once or twice, Meersha had thought she had even seen a lion
out near the northern borders. He was young, tan and slim, and seemed to
describe Kirasi.
It was Pursha, the hyper adolescent, who Meersha also
became closer to. She looked upon the young one as a younger sister, perhaps
even a daughter in some ways. But of course she had never told anyone that, not
even Kula, for fear of the loss of Fina's friendship. Cheasala and Pinga were
young and arogent and Meersha saw herself as a protector to them as well. Yet
she and Pursha talked often, about many things. At least every conversation the
two had, though, Meersha would find herself scolding the adolescent for letting
her mind travel different ways. Eventually, Meersha would let her go and play
wrestle or groom with the others.
All together, life in the Flatland pride was different,
new, and just what Meersha needed. A home, and a loving family. Though it would
not take the burden off her shoulders of Rombu, as well as the guilt of leaving
her siblings, and the idea that Zarazu was dead. Kula thought it best that
Meersha was to let go of them all, for she could do nothing. Then again, there
was the idea of going back to Gatu, Lusala and Banjija, or at least visit.
After all, she had promised
them. But the traveling would take weeks, and it seemed that this pride needed
her...or more, that she needed them.
"That's it," Kula stated one night. "You're
going back."
"Huh?" asked Meersha. "Back where?"
The two were sitting beside the land slant where they laid
just a foot or so above the plain. O'star and the rest of the pride were
sleeping, gathered up together beneath the stars.
"You're going back to your brother and
pride-siblings."
"What?"
"That's right. And I'll even drag you there myself if
I have to."
"Kula...I can't."
"You say you can't! But the only thing that's keeping you is the fact that
you're not on your paws and making them move!"
"You don't understand. I know I said I'd come back,
but I mean, that was years ago. I was ignorant-"
"Of course you were, for you were that ignorant to
move from them in the first place. They were your family, and you don't just
leave family. You must see them, Meersha. Otherwise, that not only makes you a
liar, maybe even a coward, but also-"
"I know, I know!" Meersha cried, not wanting to
hear the rest.
"not even part of their kin!" Kula finished.
Fur bristling, Meersha sat up and snarled, "You know
nothing about my life! I know I told you the story, but you were never there!
It would take forever to get there, and I don't even remember exactly where
they are. Besides, they're probably gone now!"
"You must at least try, Meersha!"
"Try? What's the point? They're my family, and they
always will be...nothing will change that, but I can't go there."
"Why not?!"
"Because I can't! I want to forget! Every time I think
about them, it also reminds me of my birth pride, and my mother and father, and
my brother, and my mate and son!" Meersha continued, claws extending into
the dirt.
Standing up, easily bigger and taller than Meersha, Kula
gave a low growl, fur threatening to stand on end as well as she glared into
the younger lioness's eyes. The sight and intimidation made Meersha inwardly
shiver as her fur flatened and she looked away, almost submissively.
"They're your family, and what do you do? Leave them?" Kula coldly
whispered.
The very words stung, and Meersha shut her eyes tightly,
before opening them and warily looking to the older lion, a tear streaking down
her face.
"What about you?" she whispered back with a
shakey voice.
"What about me?" and Kula's voice came back.
"Are you going to come with me?"
Kula said, "Only if you want me to."
"I do." Meersha stated - she could not bare the
thought of going alone.
"Good."
As Kula's muscles loosened up, Meersha calmed, and the two
purred as they padded back to the pride.
XLIII
The Warning
You know death is near when the
snake shakes its rattle and you say you have no fear.
-Snake in the Grass
"Is she OK?" Banjija abruptly asked, though it was obvious.
"No. He got her pretty good." answered a lioness
called Rawkshaw – the shaman of the Sunset pride.
Banjija, Rawkshaw and Lusala were gathered near the
southeast of the territory, all circling a wounded lioness. She laid on her
side, attempting to catch her breath as her heaving loudly thrusted into the
air; an open injury was at her left ribcage which was the exposed side of her.
It was masked in blood and staining her fur. Quickly, a lioness came running
over. She would suddenly begin to sob at the sight of her daughter, and lowered
her head to nuzzle the wounded lioness.
"My Tara!" the lioness cried.
"I am very sorry. But Tara is passing on. You will now
see her in the sunset and the sunrise." Rawkshaw wearily exclaimed to the
crying lioness.
"She is my daughter! She is so young! Just last season
my Tara was but a little one!"
"I know, I know. But for some reason, the spirits take
the good and the young...I am sorry."
Tara continued to breathe loudly, not even noticing the
small crowd around her. Her eyes were watery, and they were looking into the
distance, though she was in shock. Tara's mother kept on her sobbing as Rawkshaw
and Lusala padded away, back to the pride. Banjija was speachless. The lioness
that was dying was but a young one. In adolescence still, and in fact, one of
his adopted cubs from just a few months ago. Tara was indeed like a daughter to
him, and now he could do nothing to help her. The pain was too great, and so,
as Tara took her last breath, Banjija turned, and padded to the tree.
There, the lion lay down beside his grove. Almost
instinctively, he began to groom himself out of his shocked emotions.
"I am sorry." a gentle voice cooed.
"Do not tell me you are sorry, Lusala. My daughter has
died today. She was young and innocent. And you know what? It was her own
pride-brother who killed her." Sitting up, he looked around to the near
pride and said louder, now talking to all, "This crime will not go
unpunished!" The lion pushed away any tears as he called over the crying
of the mother nearby. "Hear me now, my son! I am not sure why you are
taunting your own family. Why you have killed your own sister. But I will find you, and one sun, you will pay for
this unneeded death!" His roars swept through the dark lands.
Over the summer, as Meersha had lived with the Flatland
pride, Banjija had lived with his own. The Sunset pride was doing well. Naynana
had given birth to a litter of but two cubs, though they were beautiful and
healthy. She and Kumba became the best of parents. Lusala helped with them, as
well as the older cubs from the former leader. Banjija had grown close to all,
and was a great leader himself, always making sure to mark and patrol the
borders with Kumba. He took care of the cubs and they all looked up to him like
their own father. The pride grew used to and soon adored him. He told the
little one stories every night, and helped them learn to hunt, even if he was a
male. Every day he gave them advice on life, and told them about his past.
Kumba and Naynana's cubs got to know Banjija's adopted
ones, and they all were a family. One painful night, though, before summer
came, the males got the start of their manes, soBanjija had chased away his
sons – all of them. All the lionesses had expected it, and in fact the
cubs themselves were warned of this, and most were prepared, so several went
without much hustle. Only a couple were reluctant, and forced out to the
borders.
Banjija was a good leader, though, and let the mothers and
sisters visit the adolescent males ocasionally. He himself, feeling regret and
pity, would "accidently" bump into one of his young sons when
patrolling the borders, only to have a little chat with them. More than once he
did this to all, giving them more advice, telling them how sorry he was and
much more. He would also help them with fighting and hunting tactics, so that
they could survive completely on their own when full grown, and get their own
pride. Surprisingly, within a couple weeks, all of his sons had left the edges
of the territory to travel, even though they were still adolescents. Was he
that good of a father, leader and teacher? Though there were still around three
of his sons left. In fact, it was one of those three who were left –
perhaps more – who had killed the lioness Tara, an adolescent female who
had in fact been their pride-sister.
The pride had kept telling Banjija that there was an
adolescent lion stalking around their borders, and he knew it was true –
they all did – for the three sons were still around. Later, though, one
of the lions began to taunt the pride. Someone would bluff attack a cub from
behind, or roar out mockingly at the lionesses. At first, Banjija found this
irritating, because each time something happened he would be out on the other
side of the territory, so he could do nothing about it. Soon, though, that
someone began to actually hurt Kumba's cubs of the pride. Because of this, the
cubs – though they were large now themselves, about half the size of a
lioness – were watched carefully and put under strict protection. The son
had first just barely bit a cub, but later on ended up ripping off part of a
cub's tail. This enraged Kumba and Naynana, and the pride demanded that Banjija
chase his adopted son far from even the borders. It was a good idea, but
Banjija had never been able to find his son to at least even talk to him, or
find out which of his sons it was who was causing this terror.
Before long, he started to talk to Lusala and Rawkshaw
about this. Both suggested that the lion was obviously one of his sons, and
that the son was most likely doing this for feeling betrayed because Banjija
had chased him away at the first sight of his mane.
"I know it was harsh and extreme," Banjija had
exclaimed to the lionesses. "But I needed to, for our good and his good.
Besides, he's lucky I didn't kill him when he was a full cub, and he's lucky I
actually came to him at the borders to discuss his future life. I mean, I did
that for all my sons, and each seemed confident enough at the advice I gave
him."
"He still feels betrayed." Lusala had stated.
"Wouldn't you?"
Finally, the son took the taunting to the extreme, and
attacked a lioness. He had bit into her ribcage and it ended up killing her. It
was Tara.
Now it was about an hour or so after the death of his
adopted daughter and Banjija was still grooming himself by his tree. The rest
of the pride was in the main den, all curled up with each other to keep warm,
and the cubs of Kumba and Naynana were in the back with them. Lusala had padded
outside once more, over to her half-brother and sat down.
"You must stop this grooming...you're going to groom
your own fur off," Lusala had joked.
Banjija forced a weak grin, before asking, "So how is
she?"
"She is fine now. She cried herself to sleep."
Lusala answered, knowing he was talking about Tara's mother.
Banjija looked down and sighed.
"I know this isn't what you wanted, Banjija,"
Lusala gently said. "But things will get better."
"No." Banjija growled firmly, now sitting up.
"The pride is in my paws, and I let them down. Now because of that 'son'
that I let roam around our territory, a half-cub – my half-cub – is dead."
"It wasn't your fault."
"I need to fix this, Lusala. There can be no more cubs
until I fix this. I must find all three of my sons who are still around and
talk to them."
"Who are the three left anyway?"
"Bongo, Runcha and Tati." he answered.
"Who do you think would be the one?"
"I am not sure. I love all my sons, but I cannot
imagine any doing this to us. What could drive him to this? I know I
know," he quickly added, before Lusala could answer. "The feeling of
betrayal, I know. But it had to be done. And now, he doing this, just proves
how little we mean to him. How little his own sister means." After a
moment of thought, he went on. "I do not think it's Tati."
"Oh?"
"He and I talked much when he was but a cub. We talked
about the stars and the sunset, about my life and about his 'other dad.' I told
him stories all the time and gave him advice about prides and lionesses and
hunting when he got older. We are just too close for that to happen."
"Then who do you think it is?"
"Hmm...Runcha seemed so innocent, even as a half-cub.
He was not as mischievous as any of the other cubs. He just doesn't seem like
he would, or even could
do that."
"OK then, it's Bongo?"
"I'm not saying that!"
"I mean you think it's Bongo?"
"I'm not saying that either!" he hissed. "I
don't think it's him. It couldn't be. Tara's his own litter-sister."
"OK, then that leaves no one, Banjija."
"I know," Banjija groaned. "I just can't
imagine any of my sons doing this!"
"It's disappointing, and quite a shock, I know. But
one of them felt betrayed, and so now has betrayed you and the pride. You must
do something."
"What can I do, Lusala?!" he snarled.
"Talk to them all! Like you said!"
~~~
Banjija
heaved a weary sigh as he padded out into the night. What am I gonna do? he thought. My own son is killing the
pride.
"Father!" a voice called, causing the lion to
perk and gasp as he looked up, only to see nothing and smell no one.
"Who's there?" he snarled, fur on end.
Suddenly, Banjija found his face in the dirt and a body
atop him. Though it was lighter than he, and he forced himself up. The person
atop him came off and faced him, causing Banjija to gasp yet again.
"Tati!" he cried.
"Yes, Dad?"
Straightening up and surprsesing the urge to jump to
conclusions, Banjija asked calmly, "Where are your brothers? I must speak
to them and you, right away."
"Pff. How am I supposed to know?" the adolescent
scoffed, rolling his eyes.
"You know very well from my words, that when the time
comes that you're alone, then you should find an ally. It's the best way to
find a pride and make it your own." Banjija exclaimed.
"Oh don't worry. I've got allies...I have a lot of them." This caused the older lion
to raise a brow, but his son continued. "I'm giving you and your pride
three sun rises to move out."
"Huh?"
"That's right! This is my territory now, whether you
like it or not, Banjija."
"Son, what are you talking about?"
"You know exactly what I'm talking about. And stop
with that fatherly act!" With those words, Tati began to stalk back and
forth in front of his father. Indeed the adolescent had grown much since he was
a cub.
He was larger, of course, and his golden pelt seemed to
glitter in the moonglight. The start of a red mane, much like his father's, was
showing as it lined his neck and came over the sides of his head. Though the
gleaming eyes of unusal blue showed that Banjija and he were not related.
The day Banjija had announced to his sons and the pride
that all the young males were to leave, it had taken Tati's breath away. Why
must he go? Because he had a mane. But then why did Kumba's cubs – who
were both male – get to stay? Because they were still too young. It was
obvious that it was a wall of daunting emotions that had made Tati inwardly
choke.
At first, the signs of adolescence were wonderful. The
lionesses purred and complimented him on how big he had gotten and that soon
there would be a beautiful mane hanging from his handsome neck. They –
the females – made him feel special, new, differentÉand he liked it. His
mother had stopped treating him like a baby when he became a young teen lion,
which gave him better ranking, status and potential within the pride. And of
course, with new advice – how to raise a family, look after the pride,
even hunt – from his father and Kumba, and other things they had never
explained to him when he was a cub, led to a great wave of confidence and pride
washing his soul. Indeed he was proud, and several times he would hang out with
the other males, and show off to the females.
Yes, Banjija and Tati were close pals – father and
son. It was great, ever since he was a cub, and the thought of being a young
adult had left Tati with a smile, and hopes and dreams for the future. He even
remembered a night when they were under the stars, and he had first met
Banjija, wondering what had happened to the other lion – the former
leader of the Sunset pride, and the lion who should've been his father.
But then, the feelings of adulthood took over, and Tati
couldn't help himself as he had padded over to a female, by a dare from one of
his brothers. Though he didn't mind. Tati had gone over to a young female, and
began purring and rubbing up against her. His mane had started by then, and so
the female thought he was handsome and couldn't help herself as well. Well,
Banjija had seen this.
Before, Banjija was hesitant about the whole idea of
chasing his sons off, and for a moment, he thought perhaps, he didn't have to.
It was when he saw this, that he had called the whole pride together for the
announcement. After all, the two youngsters down there were half-brother and
sister – it wasn't right, inbreeding that is.
The memory of the day that Banjija had announced the news
of his sons leaving, Tati had gasped, eyes wide in shock, heart racing as he
felt the betrayal and fright burning up in him. His father's words were far in
the distance, though he was sitting between his brothers and near Banjija. He
thought he could even hear crying.
"Do not mourn on this day, for it is meant to be a
wonderful one. Your sons are taking a step forward. They finally get to move
and make their own life, and it wouldn't have been possible without you lovely
lionesses teaching them how." Banjija had announced, before turning to see
the shock in all of his sons' eyes. "Do not fear, for you, my sons, are
allowed to stay beside the borders. If ever you need help or advice, I will be
there. And you can leave whenever you'd like."
"Dad?" one of Tati's pride-brothers asked.
"Why are you doing this?"
"Because it was meant to be done. It's the way of
life, my sons. I am sorry, but now you can leave and find your own pride and
your own life." Banjija had replied, before turning to see Kumba's sons,
quivering under their mother, and he had chuckled at that. "No need to
fear. You two are but too young. But, one sun, it shall happen to you. Just as
it will happen to my future sons. Now, go off and live your lives."
With that, Banjija's sons had stood and began off past the
lionesses, some of whom were sobbing. A couple said goodbye to their mothers,
but most just padded away witout a backwards glance. What really scared Tati,
though, was when Banjija had been angered, for two of his sons would not leave.
A few times he had warned them, but finally, the leader charged at the
adolescents. In fright, they scrambled away. It was a horifying sight, and one
that Tati had never thought he'd see. Was this really his dad?
Panting, Banjija had stopped to turn around and see Tati.
"Tati," he said calmly.
Before either could say anything, Tati took off to the
west, as fast as his legs could carry him. It didn't take too long for most of
the sons to leave even the borders behind. But Tati could not put the feeling
of betrayal away. It was just too strong and surprising. How could his own
father be like this?
Over the next few weeks, Tati had laid around the borders,
moping in his depression. Though he finally gained his strength and wits again,
and the anger boiled deep in his heart. It was time for revenge. It surprised
even him that he could be so harsh to his own birth pride, and kill his own
pride-sister. Still, they had ditched him, and they deserved it.
"Do you remember the night we laid under the
stars?" Tati finally asked.
"There were many of those times." Banjija
replied.
"The first time! The first time I ever saw you, and
called you Dad!" snarled the adolescent. "I thought it was special! I
thought I was your son!"
"It was special, and you are my son." Banjija quickly said, surprised.
"Yeah? Then why did you chase me off?! And all your
other sons!"
"Because it's the Circle of Life, Tati." Banjija
sighed, trying not to become iritated. "I didn't like doing it, but my
instincts told me to."
"Your instincts? Is that your excuse?"
"One sun you will understand." purred the older
one. "It was for the good of the pride, and for the good of you."
"No! It wasn't for the good of me. It was for the good
of you!"
"Tati-"
"You just can't stand the thought of sharing the
pride!"
"No. If that was true, then Kumba would not be
here."
"Then that's it. You don't care about me."
"What? How can you say that? Of course I care about
you!" Banjija roared. "That's why I didn't kill you when I took over
this pride!"
Tati snarled as he continued to pace back in forth, eyes
set upon his father. How could he do this? And he still didn't regret it? Tati
stopped.
"You ditched me. You all ditched me. And you will all
pay!" he roared, suddenly. "So take your pride and go. Be gone in three sunrises.
If I catch you here on the forth sunrise, then I swear to the Spirits of the
Past, that you will pay."
"That's it, Tati!" Banjija sent the roar, rushing
throughout his lands. Even Tati began to cower, as his father, was huge. In
fact, Banjija had grown to be one of the biggest lions the savannah had ever
seen. "I'm sick of your threats! What would your mother say-?"
"Kira?" Tati forced himself to interrupt.
"She means nothing to me. Just like you and the rest of 'em."
"You don't mean that."
"Oh, I do. That's why Tara is dead."
Banjija gasped. "Tati...you...?"
"Who'd ya think? All your other sons were cowards and
went away. But I'm still here, and I will always be here. I will always be
around you, haunting you. That is, if you haven't moved by the forth sunrise,
like I said."
The anger was not only swelling up in the young one, but in
Banjija as well. With another roar, the Sunset leader charged to the teen. Tati
turned and sprinted away, off into the distance.
~~~
"Do
you think he would really do something?" Lusala asked.
"Of course he would! He already did to Tara!"
snarled Banjija, outraged. "Sorry," he added
He was back at the tree, with Lusala, Kumba and now Kira.
"I can't believe my own son would do that," Kira
sobbed.
"I know how you feel," Banjija grumbled, before
speaking up. "It's obvious he would try to do something to the pride. But he's young, ignorant,
and stands alone. There is no way he could harm us all.Ó
"Hmm...Banjija, you said he had told you that he had a
lot of allies, right?" Kumba asked.
"Well yes but, how could he? He's a half-cub for
Heaven's sake!" Banjija replied, almost in surprise at the question.
"Well, he took us by surprsie by killing his own
sister. He could probably take us by surprise again. Look, Banjija. I don't
think we should be hanging around here anymore."
"What?" and the leader grew in shock. "In
our own territory? Are you kidding?! You're actually going to take this bluff
seriously from a half-cub?!"
"Look. If we leave, maybe that would let him regain
his thoughts...and mind," Kumba added thoughtfully. "That would give
him some time alone to think and learn to survive. Besides, the herds are
moving out anyway. We should be following them."
"Yes, the old Sunset pride curse." Kira quietly
said.
"Huh?" they all asked, turning to her.
"Well, I don't think the Sunset pride as ever stayed
in one place for more than two years. The herds always seem to move on, and we
must follow."
"Yeah, Banjija. If we move, we'd be following the
herds for a better territory, and that would also make Tati happy and away from
others to harm." Kumba went on.
Banjija began to stalk back and forth, just as his son had
done not too long ago. Then he stopped and snarled, "No! I found this
land! And I fought for it! Besides, we're talking about a half-cub! Are you really frightened of him? And now
that we know who it is, we can watch out for him."
"Banjija, stop. Maybe it's time to leave." Lusala
purred.
"No! You are all being cowards!" he blurted out,
before he could stop himself.
"And you're being stubborn." his half-sister
growled.
Kumba then said, "It's not that we're afraid of Tati.
We could easily kill him if we wanted...not that we do want to," he added at Kira's gasp.
"It's just, we'd be better off leaving now than later. I mean, we all know
we're gonna have to soon."
"Enough! We're staying here!" Banjija declared.
His mind was made up, and he padded around the tree and
laid down, tail swishing as he glared at the ground like a mad cub. For some
reason, he was too stubborn to move the pride. The lands by his tree were not
the greatest, and it was true that the herds were moving, and if they left now,
then it would lose any conflict between the pride and Tati. So why did he want
to stay? Anger, maybe. Perhaps even curiosity in what Tati had in store for
them. There was even something deep inside Banjija that scared himself –
the fact that staying here, would give him the excuse to harm - maybe even kill - Tati. The young one deserved it, and at
any cost, he'd probably end up killing him in self defense. Yes. This way,
Tati's death, would be Tati's fault.
XLIV
Finally
When the earthquake came, it
shattered the earth itself. Cliffs collapsed and cracks formed within the
ground. Many died, but the ones who lived, grew stronger after the devestation.
-Days in the Savannah
On
the forth sunrise since TatiÕs warning, things seemed normal. Naynana and
KumbaÕs cubs were playing under the careful eye of their parents, and the rest
of the lionesses were sunbathing in the grasslands. It was Banjija who sat
under his tree, eyes scanning his family and the land. Since this morning, he
had already checked the borders once in a complete check of the whole
territory, marking them for a second time that week. And with a fresh carcass
nearby, it was time for the pride to relax. Still, he could not get the shakey
feeling of wariness off his mind.
"Banjija?Ó a voice asked.
ÒYeah?Ó
Lusala sighed and sat beside the leader. ÒDo you feel OK?Ó
ÒOf course IÕm OK. Why wouldnÕt I be?Ó he scoffed.
She shrugged. ÒI donÕt know. Maybe because youÕre sitting
here like a tree. Why donÕt you just relax with the pride?Ó
ÒI have to keep my eyes and ears open.Ó he replied stiffly.
ÒWhy? Because of Tati?Ó
ÒOf course not! IÕm the one who wanted to stay here,
remember?Ó
ÒI remember.Ó
ÒLook, Lusala. You should go back with the lionesses. IÕll
stay here as a good leader is supposed to do.Ó
ÒA good leader is supposed to stay in one spot all sun?Ó
ÒA good leader is supposed to keep watch over the pride and
make sure nothing bad happens to his pride. Now go, please.Ó added the lion.
Shaking her head, Lusala padded over to Rawkshaw, who was
lying out in the sun, tail swishing in the grass. With another sigh, the
younger lion laid beside her friend.
ÒI sense somethingÉLusala, what is wrong?Ó the shaman asked
without opening her eyes or lifting her head, though her ears were perked.
ÒI donÕt know.Ó Lusala mumbled as she rested her head on
her forepaws. ÒI keep thinking about what Tati said. And how we shouldÕve
moved.Ó
ÒAre you afraid?Ó
ÒIÕm not afraid, just wary. And I think Banjija is, too.Ó
ÒWe have a right to be wary. Whatever Tati is planning, it
shall come soon.Ó
ÒWhat do you think he is planning?Ó
ÒI havenÕt an idea, but if we stay here, we will find out.Ó
Just then, a cool wind whisped through the savannah,
relieving several of its denizens of the harsh heat.
~~~
Days
went by, and soon weeks, and there was no sign of Tati, or any of his supposed
allies. And finally,
Banjija felt safe.
It was night, and the lion was still beside his tree. He
would roll over and lean against its base, glancing about, listening to the
crickets sing into the dark. Then, BanjijaÕs eyes slowly began to closeÉ
ÒBanjija!Ó someone yelled. ÒBanjija!Ó
At the first yell, the leader was awake in an instant, and
up on his feet. It seemed like there was no time to relax anymore. The lion
made his way to the voice.
ÒBanjija!Ó it called again.
A female from his pride.
ÒBANJIJA!Ó the voice was growing louder and urgent.
He continued to stride quickly through the lands, before
taking off in a sprint when he caught the sent of the lioness on the wind, and
could now follow the trail. Yes, there she was.
ÒLusala!Ó he called. ÒWhat is it? Are you hurt? Are you
OK?Ó
The lion was now beside his sister, who stood in shock,
eyes wide. He quickly followed her gaze, and gasped to see a small body lying
in the grass. LusalaÕs calls had caught the attention of not only her brother,
but the rest of the pride as well, not to mention a couple other animals of the
night.
ÒI-I-I didnÕt know what to do,Ó Lusala stuttered, still
shocked at the sight. ÒSo I called you.Ó
ÒWhat happened?Ó Banjija could only muster to ask, not
taking his eyes of the bloodied body.
Soon, the whole pride was surrounding the dead cub of
Naynana and Kumba. Gasps and distress chattering filled the night. It didnÕt
take long for the coleader and his mate to appeare, only to stop in their
tracks with an abrupt hault.
ÒKumbaÉNaynanaÉI am so sorry,Ó whispered Banjija, head
lowered.
~~~
From
then on, the Sunset pride was left in despair as they continued to live out
their lives in the same territory. For awhile, all was well, besides the morning of the loss of the
cub. Anger would dwell in the hearts of his parents, as well as the rest of the
family, and the remaining son of the coleader was left under constant
protection. In fact, the poor little one was rarely let out of the den, and at
least two lionesses would watch him every second of the day. It was a mystery
really, how his brother was killed. The leaders had had discussions of this
horrible event.
ÒI donÕt know. He mustÕve crawled out in the middle of the
night, maybe going out for a drink of water,Ó Naynana sadly suggested months
later, after she was finally able to speak of her sonÕs death without bursting
into tears.
Indeed months past, and as time went, so did the herds.
They left to find better grazing lands, leaving the lions behind. The grass
became even drier and more yellow than before, and where water holes used to
sit, were now spots of bare cracked ground. BanjijaÕs grove was now dead; no
leaves grew from its naked branches. Soon, not even the vulchers resided. But
as all seemed to disappear, so did signs of Tati. The best he could deliver out
to follow his threat was but one other deathÉThe rest, was left to natureÉor so
it seemed. As this all happened, Banjija still refused to move the pride. This
angered several of the lionesses, but no one ever said anything about it.
Day by day, the pride kept on. It didnÕt take long for
another death to come. A young lioness was now dead. And then two. Then three.
That made five deaths all together in the Sunset pride, before Banjija finally
called a meeting.
ÒThe deaths of our family are hard, but we must push past
them.Ó Banjija mournfully exclaimed as he sat by the dead tree. ÒNow, it is
time we move on. I am finally convinced that all is not well in our lands. Not
only because of the wrath has nature endured on us, but the sudden deaths as
well.Ó
Harsh mutters filled the day as he spoke, but the leader
would ignore them as he simply turned, and began to pad north, into the
horizonÉThe pride began to follow. They were finally moving out of deathÕs
pathÉor so they thought.
XLV
A SonÕs Revenge
ÒFall fall the sun did so
Fall fall the lives did low
Rise rise the sun did so
Rise rise the souls did goÓ
-Word of the Shamans
ÒWeÕll
keep heading north until we find the perfect place.Ó Banjija exclaimed, almost
week later.
ÒWell whereÕs the perfect place?Ó Lusala asked as she
panted, tyring to catch her breath. ÒWeÕve been traveling for days, Banjija.Ó
ÒYes and itÕll all pay off.Ó the leader said sternly,
staring into the distance as he kept one paw after the other moving.
The lands about were scorched in the sunÕs light, and there
was not a sign of life besides the cries of distant vulchers or the songs of
grasshoppers and bugs alike. As the pride was moving, they past a part of
ground where the earth was dry and cracked.
ÒWhat once used to be a waterhole.Ó someone said.
Just the mention of water made the whole pride mourn
silently and lick their dry chops. Banjija kept quiet, though as he led them
on, red/gold pelt glimmering in the sunlight, pointed ears twitching in the
irritation of the heat.
ÒIf we keep up like this, our little one will die soon.Ó
Naynana fearfully shot at her mate.
Kumba frowned, glancing down at their twelve-month-old son.
He was practically as big as his mother, and his mane was soon to grow in.
ÒDad, when are we gonna stop?Ó the cub asked with a
helplessness in his voice.
Despite the growing fear of the future, Kumba whispered,
ÒIÕll talk to him,Ó before trotting up into the front of the slow moving pride.
ÒLeader Banjija,Ó the male lion respectfully said.
ÒYes?Ó Banjija asked, keeping his eyes in front.
ÒNaynana and I fear for our son. He is young and weak, and
we have not rested since night two days ago. Please, for his sake and the
prideÕs, let us rest for a bit.Ó
ÒWhat is the point, Kumba? The waterholes around here are
dried up and there is no food, and to rest your body on such a heated ground is
nothing but pure torcher, is it not?Ó Still, he kept looking forward.
The coleader heaved a sigh of slight frustration and
longing. His lighter fur rippled as muscles moved beneath the coat, and Kumba
could not helpt but feel somewhat inimitaded by the larger lion. Banjija was
huge, and seemed almost twice as big as the normal lioness. It was not a fair
fight if one was to attempt to snatch the dominance that he held. Banjija would
have them down in a heartbeat. For now, Kumba could only use words.
ÒBanjija, I am begging you,Ó Kumba pleaded. ÒMy son-Ó
Ò-is too old to have you worrying like this about him.Ó And
thatÕs when Banjija halted in his tracks.
Releaved, the pride sat down under a skeleton tree to try
and soak up any shade it had to offer, which wasnÕt much at all.
Banjija stared coldly at the smaller of the two, and Kumba
was forced to look down at his forepaws. The swelling of distress swirled in
his chest. Kumba knew he had said the wrong thing, and now it was time for the
talk.
ÒItÕs time to recognize the adult in your son, Kumba.Ó
Those were the words Kumba so feared. ÒSoon he will grow a mane, and then it
will be time-Ó
ÒI know!Ó Kumba cut him off as he jerked his head up.
Regretfully, he calmed down and said in a softer tone, ÒI mean, I know. But he
has not yet grown that maneÉÓ
ÒAnd what will happen when he does?Ó Banjija challenged.
ÒWellÉÓ
ÒWell he will be torn from the pride, Kumba. ThatÕs what
will happen. And the only thing that will be keeping you and him together is
love. Your love has to be strong enough to keep a bond between parent and
child, even when they are seperated. Do you not love your son enough, Kumba?Ó
And before Kumba could help himself, he shouted, ÒOf course
I do, Banjija!Ó
ÒThen do whatÕs right for him and the pride.Ó Banjija
simply replied, without any anger whatsoever.
ÒAll I wanted was a rest for him, but now you have to bring
this up?! Banjija! Please!Ó
ÒAll I wanted was for you to know.Ó The leader glanced at
the pride, before saying, ÒAnd weÕve had our rest. Now itÕs time to start on
again.Ó
As he began north once more, the lionesses would all get
up, almost stiffly as they groaned.
ÒMom, IÕm so tired,Ó complained the cub as he walked past his teary-eyed
father.
Kumba stood, stalkstill as the pride passed him on.
ÒKumba, what is it?Ó Naynana questioned as she turned
around to face him.
ÒWhat? Oh. Uh, n-nothing.Ó he studdered through a weak
grin. ÒLetÕs hurry and catch up with the others. We donÕt wanna fall behind.Ó
ÒTell me, please, my loving mate.Ó she quietly pleaded.
Purring, the two would nuzzle as their son made a face of
disgust at his parents. As this happened, the male would murmur softly, ÒItÕs
soon time to let our son go.Ó
NaynanaÕs eyes widened at the very thought that so churned
her stomach and it made her want to vomit. Ears folding back, she took a step
back and exclaimed, ÒBut he is so young!Ó
ÒHe has to, remember? HeÕs practically an adult.Ó
ÒWhat are you talking about?Ó the young one asked
curiously, head tilted.
ÒGo with Uncle Banjija. The adults are talking.Ó Kumba
commanded.
Rolling his eyes, the young lion ran off with the rest of
the pride.
ÒIt doesnÕt matter if heÕs an adult, heÕs still our son!Ó
Naynana spat.
ÒYou and I both knew this day was going to come butÉÓ and
his weary voice was cut off by a sudden roar of thunder in the distance as
lighting danced about in the evening sky.
ÒBut heÕs out there!Ó
Kumba stopped, and blinked. Naynana was distressed and worried
– something she normally wasnÕt – but when she was, everyone should
be. And he knew exactly who ÒheÓ wasÉTati. Had Naynana feared him the whole time? Did she know
something?
ÒKumba, Tati is out there. I fear what he will do to our
son.Ó Her voice and words were coming back to that of a young shaman, though
she could not disguise the concern. ÒWe canÕt send our little one out until Tati is
gone. And until we find a safe place with thriving prey!Ó
ÒYouÕre right.Ó he choked. With that, Kumba shot up to the
leader of the Sunset pride once more and found the courage to growl, ÒNot yet,
Banjija. Our son will be released when itÕs time, but that time wonÕt come
until weÕve found a safe place – filled with prey and away from Tati.Ó
Raising a brow, the larger of the two would turn to Kumba,
who flinched only slightly, but stood his ground. Still walking, and out of
sheer luck and surprise, the leader replied simply, ÒOK.Ó
A smile spread on KumbaÕs face, and he nodded. There were
no more words needed for their agreement and understanding.
~~~
Panting,
Banjija continued to pull himself through the grasslands. Every step burned, every breath forced,
and every second a slow and painful one, filled with thirst and yearning. He
couldnÕt even help the sweatdrops from sliding down his fur or the flies that
swarmed around his face. The lionÕs ears tail would swish. Finally, the
youthful leader would lie down on his side, still panting.
Behind him laid the Sunset pride, too exhausted to move on.
Naynana was the only one showing signs of movement as she groomed her son, who
was too hot to pout.
ÒBanjija,Ó a strained voice croaked. ÒWe need to find
waterÉsoon.Ó
ÒI know,Ó the leader replied. ÒI know, Lusala. But weÕre
just resting.Ó
ÒI think itÕs better if we traveled at night from now on.Ó
Sitting up, the male turned to the lioness in fascination.
ÒThink about it; the sun is the thing that makes us hot,
but if we travel at night it will be cool enough to go on, and the day will
give us warmth to sleep and bathe in.Ó
Of course! How stupid was he? How ignorant of a leader? How
foolish to move his pride in this scorching heat!
ÒYouÕre right. Announce it to the pride.Ó and with that,
Banjija would lie back down on his side.
Rolling her eyes, Lusala spat, ÒToo lazy and old now? Ha! I should be the leader!Ó
It didnÕt take long for the word to spread through the
large pride, but when it did, lions began to relax – if possible –
even more than before, with a silent wave of releaf washing over the family of
giant cats.
By midday, Banjija would heave himself off the ground with
a rather graceful stretch afterward, and, sniffing the air, would move forward.
Afterall, he was the
leader, and that was taking care of the pride. As he began on a small walk, his
ears would twitch as he sniffed the air, protectively. If there was any danger
near, it would have to deal with him first.
Suddenly, a strange sound of what seemed like chuckling
caused him to hault in his tracks.
ÒWhoÕs there?Ó he demanded. ÒCome now, show yourself like a
real lion.Ó
The scent was much different than any of the lionesses back
at the pride, which was now yards off. In fact, Banjija could tell it was a
male, and definitely not Kumba. And yet there was something familiar about this
scent that the leader could not put his paw on.
ÒYou wanted a pride without a threat, so you chased me
away. But in doing so, you got just what you tried to avoid.Ó a sleek voice
said.
ÒTati!Ó Banjija roared.
The younger lion would step over a near hill, showing
himself in the afternoon light. A grin masked his dark face, and the mane of
almost crimson was full grown.
ÒYouÕve stepped too far, my son.Ó BanjijaÕs voice
practically quivered from the boiling rage that grew in the pit of his stomach.
ÒYour blood should be shed and your soul should not go to the stars or the
sunset, but rather the underground. But, I will give you one last chance to
save yourself. Run – run from your birth pride and never come back!Ó
ÒOh but weÕve jut barely begun our talk, Father.Ó exclaimed the younger male as he stopped
but a few yards from Banjija. ÒDonÕt you want to hear how your own son slowly
killed your pride? And right under your nose!Ó
ÒNo!Ó Banjija shot out. ÒIt couldnÕt have been you! How
could I have not noticed?Ó
ÒReally, thatÕs a question IÕve been asking myself ever
since the sun I first killed part of the Sunset pride. The only logical
explanation is that youÕre as much of a bad leader as you are a father.Ó
Banjija stood there, flabbergasted, as parts of his mane
fell into his face and his own limbs began to tremble. The emotions were too
strong, and he knew he was about to do something horrible.
ÒI,Ó he finally whispered. Òwill give you three seconds to
run. And then, I will kill you.Ó
The words that slipped from his mouth scared even him, as
well as Tati. Yet Tati kept on the act, as his grin grew wider.
ÒI think itÕs the other way around, Banjija.Ó he chuckled.
Lifting his head, the Sunset pride leader roared, ÒRun, you
fool!Ó
With that, Banjija leapt forward.
Wham!
BanjijaÕs face met the ground in a hard thump, and before
he knew it, one of the biggest lions the savannah had ever seen, was struggling
to get up. A lioness had knocked him flat on his face, and now a group of them
was surrounding him and Tati. For some reason, Banjija could not help but sense
another familiarness about these lions, but it was not clear to him at first.
They were like the Sunset pride, but not.
ÒYou see, after I was shunned from my own family, I made some friends.Ó
the younger adult snickered. ÒAnd now, we will kill you!Ó
ÒNot without us!Ó someone cried.
Kumba stepped forward, the Sunset pride standing loyally
behind him.
The other lionesses stood near Tati, hestitant at first.
ÒGo on, girls. ItÕs time to regain our place and rank in
society!Ó Tati encouraged.
All at once, the two prides were charging at each other,
and lions clashed together. Bellows and howls filled the air as the wild cats
fought each other, digging into each others flesh with jagged teeth and claws.
ÒYou!Ó Banjija snarled, glaring at Tati, who stood in the middle of the
brawl, still grinning. But before the leader could pounce, someone called,
ÒMother!Ó The word cracked the cries of the whole mess, and everyone stopped.
In the middle of it all, two lionesses stood, stalkstill as they gazed intently
at each other, almost in surprise. Finally a lioness from the Sunset pride
would cry, ÒMy daughter!Ó and the two came together, nuzzling, purring and
sniffing as they attempted not to sob.
ÒWha-?Ó Banjija questioned to no one in particular.
ÒMom!Ó someone else cried.
And soon, the pride and the strangers were now nuzzling and
purring. A lioness here would be talking with a younger one. Two others would
crowd another lioness.
ÒWhatÕs going on here?Ó Tati growled.
ÒThe cubs!Ó Naynana exclaimed as she ran to Banjija. ÒThese
are the lionesses I told you and Lusala about who left when they were but
half-cubs.Ó
ÒHuh?Ó
ÒGirsls, what are you doing? Attack them!Ó Tati ordered.
A lioness cranked her head to stare at the male in the eyes
and growl, ÒYou told us we would be getting a pride and a place in life; you
did not tell us we would have to kill our own family.Ó
ÒFamily?Ó he spat. ÒThis is not your, family – they
are your enemies!Ó
ÒTati,Ó someone suddenly said.
Kira walked over, another lioness beside her. ÒMeet your
big sister.Ó
ÒKashu? No! We were going to be future mates!Ó he blurted,
locked in a cage of shock as he stared at his mother and the lioness beside
her.
ÒI do not participate in inbreeding, nor the killing of my
own family, Tati.Ó his older sister called Kashu exclaimed. ÒAnd to think, I
was going to be a mate with my little brother and kill my birth pride!Ó and she
lowered her head in shame.
ÒIt is all right, my daughter.Ó Kira gently cooed. ÒYou
didnÕt know.Ó
In the mix up of all the fighting, none of the lionesses
had discovered they were related, until minutes after the beginning of
bloodshed. But now it was over, and the pride was reunited.
Shaking his head in utter disbelief, Tati roared, ÒNo!
Attack! Attack them, now! TheyÕre our enemy!Ó
Then, before anyone could stop him, Kumba, eyes buried deep
into TatiÕs body as he remembered the death of his son, would roar and charge.
The younger lion knew he didnÕt stand a chance, and like a coward, turned, and
sprinted as fast as his legs could carry him. Tati disappeared into the
horizon, while Kumba stopped atop a hill and let out another mighty roar. The
Sunset pride was now safe.
For a few moments, Banjija stood where he was, ashamed as
well as his son – a murderer – was forced away forever.
ÒDonÕt let the pride fall, and protect them always,Ó
someone said quietly.
ÒHuh?Ó and Banjija was torn from his astonishment. ÒYora!Ó
ÒThatÕs what my father told me before he went.Ó Yora
explained. ÒHe told me that, and I kept to my word, even when my own sisters left.
I had to – he was the only one I had left.Ó
~~~
The
crickets chirped through the crisp night and a distant cry of some kind of
creature bore into the savannah. It was decided that the Sunset pride was to rest and regain its
strength for this night, instead of traveling. It was also a time for mothers
and daughters and sisters to catch up on their life. Apparently the lionesses
had left this pride years ago, seeking a new and better life, as they saw no
purpose in staying with Umbsha in charge. Later, they met up with a young
adolescent called Tati, but no one new he was their pride-brother. Tati had led
them on, and they became allies. Exagerating the truth, he was able to get the
lionesses to do him favors. Though none had noticed since – as quincidental
as it was – not one lioness met up with another actually related to them
until the day of the fight.
Now it was later that day, and the sun was down.
ÒNo wonder she looked to you as a mother,Ó Lusala
whispered.
She and Naynana laid close, and Yora was not too far. Kumba
was nuzzled beside his son, and Banjija was in a deep sleep in the middle of
all the lionesses.
ÒYour words are past the hill; what do you mean?Ó Naynana
questioned in her shaman-like ways.
ÒYora. She had no one to look up to, what with her mother
absent and her father chased off by Banjija. So she looked to you, and stayed
with the Sunset pride because she was following along with the promise she made
to Umbsha – to protect the pride, that is.Ó
ÒSeems youÕve gained some wisdom there, Lusala, my
pride-sister.Ó Naynana said with a grin.
ÒSeems I have.Ó Lusala replied, smiling back.
XLVI
Welcome Home
ÒIÕm home.Ó
-King Simba of Pride Rock (Golden Era – beyond
this time)
ÒThis was
it, I swear,Ó cried Meersha.
ÒAre you sure?Ó
ÒYes!Ó
She and Kula were at MeershaÕs old adolescent home, where
the grove rested upon the hill – the place where she, her brother,
pride-brother and pride-sister had spent much of their youth. Now the tree was
bare, and the grass was scorched.
It had taken over two weeks to find her old home, but
finally, the two had tracked it down again. Only this time, it was much
different than Meersha had remembered. And now, Banjija, Gatu and Lusala were
gone, too.
ÒHey,Ó said Kula, scenting the ground carefully. ÒI smell
lion.Ó
Meersha padded over and examined the earth, too. ÒI can
smell a faint scent of Banjija. But itÕs so faded, and days old. Probably
weeks. And I think LusalaÕs scent is somewhere among the ground as well, but
itÕs so covered up by her absence.Ó She paused. ÒThereÕs no sign of Gatu,
though. He mustÕve left long ago.Ó
ÒBut there were other lionesses.Ó Kula said. ÒCan you not
smell their old scents, too?Ó
ÒYes, I can smell them. But, who are they? We have never
had anyone else here.Ó
Suddenly, MeershaÕs head dropped. ÒItÕs no use. TheyÕre not
aroundÉI waited too long to come backÉÓ Her hollow voice trailed off.
Kula sat down beside her friend, and purred, ÒI am sorry we
came to this. I made you go and-Ó
ÒNo.Ó Meersha interrupted. ÒItÕs my fault that I waited so
long to come back. IÕm glad we went. I wouldÕve never known then.Ó
The two exchanged weak smiles, before Meersha whispered,
ÒLetÕs go.Ó and they took off northeast, back home to the Flatland pride.
~~~
ÒCome
quick, Banjija!Ó someone called.
ÒHuh?Ó the giant leader questioned as he began to run after
the voice. ÒLusala?Ó
ÒJust hurry up!Ó the lioness continued as she sprinted
through the grasslands.
ÒWhatÕs this all about, Lusala?Ó he asked as he caught up,
just a foot or so behind his pride-sister.
ÒI discovered it lasnight.Ó she happily cried. ÒWait till
the others see it!Ó
ÒWhat?!Ó his impatient voice roared.
ÒThat!Ó
Abruptly, the two would stop, and Banjija let out a gasp of
astonishment. There, they stood on the outskirts of a healthy valley. Trees
were scattered here and there, and there were even a couple rolling knolls
built in with a small river that laced its way around the whole glen.
ÒBanjija, is it not wonderful?Ó Lusala asked happily.
ÒIs the land taken up?Ó Banjija was finally able to ask,
not taking his eyes of the wonderous landscape.
It wasnÕt that these lands were the best around, but surely
the best Banjija or Lusala had ever seen in their young lives. The grass was
even hinted with a certain light green. And other residents of the valley flourished,
and signs of prey were everywhere.
ÒNope. I already skirted it out so as to not get up our
hopes. ItÕs all clear and ready for the taking.Ó
ÒAnd to think, this glen was waiting for us the whole
time!Ó Banjija laughed.
ÒWhat do you mean? Will we live here?Ó
ÒWhy not? ItÕs perfect!Ó
The two smiled at each other.
ÒNow IÕm going to explore the lands and mark the borders.
Please go tell the others.Ó Banjija then exclaimed. ÒOh, and welcome home,
Lusala, my pride-sister.Ó
ÒWelcome home, Banjija.Ó
XLVII
A Real Leader
Who is to say, that you are the
rightful leader?
-Questions of the Folk
ÒBanjija,
I wouldnÕt be so sure about this.Ó said Kumba, caustiously.
ÒAnd why not?Ó asked Banjija.
The lions sat peacefully upon a small hill. Hills.
Something Banjija loved and felt at home at.
ÒWell, for one, these lands are pretty good.Ó
ÒOf course.Ó interrupted the leader. ÒThatÕs why we have
them.Ó
ÒSo why didnÕt anyone else have them before?Ó
ÒThey did. Can you not notice the birds, insects, fish,
reptiles and prey all around?Ó
ÒOf course I can, Banjija. IÕm not stupid and you know
that.Ó Kumba growled, irritated. ÒBesides, I meant how come this home has not
yet been residented by lions?Ó
ÒWell who knows? But now it is.Ó
ÒDo you not know about those kind of rogues?Ó
ÒHuh? What are you talking about?Ó Banjija scoffed as he
watched his pride lounge about in the sun. ÒWhat do you mean, Ôthose kind of
roguesÕ?Ó
ÒThe kind of rogues who live in lush lands, and wait for a
pride to come to them
so they can take it over.Ó
ÒActually, I have not heard of those kind of rogues. And even if theyÕre around here, well,
theyÕll have to deal with me.Ó Banjija proudly exclaimed.
ÒAll IÕm saying is, itÕs kind of suspious. And just watch
out.Ó
ÒOf course I will. We will. Kumba you are a leader, too, ya know.Ó
ÒOK, OK. I was just sayingÉÓ and the coleader trotted off
to his family.
ÒRight, whatever,Ó Banjija muttered, shaking his head.
~~~
Days
went by, and the Sunset pride was settled comfortably within their new home. The valley was only about five or six
square miles, but it suited them well. There was plenty to drink and eat, and a
great mixture of sun and shade.
Soon, though, the time came when a new scent filled the
air. At first, Banjija thought it was nothing but a hollow threat. But soon, he
came to recognize it every day.
About a week later, the leader was stopped, right at the
southern borders of his own territory.
ÒStop!Ó someone ordered.
A mangled lion was standing between Banjija and his pride.
The lionesses looked up, ears twitching and eyes studying.
ÒWhat do you want, rogue?Ó Banjija coldly growled.
ÒYour pride of course.Ó
ÒSo Kumba was right.Ó he muttered under his breath. ÒWhere
is the old coot anyway?Ó But he knew Kumba was on the other side of the
territory, remarking the borders as well.
ÒYouÕre pride is on my land. And now that pride is mine.Ó
snickered the lion.
ÒRight,Ó Banjija smirked as he took a step forward
It was obvious to see who would win. Banjija was almost a
third the size bigger than the rogue. A single roar and the lion was sent off,
running away from his own lands.
ÒWell that was easy,Ó Banjija laughed as he bounded over to
his family.
ÒWell you seem like a happygolucky guy,Ó Lusala giggled.
ÒWhy wouldnÕt I be? I chased someone off with a single roar.
He was like a cub running to his mother!Ó
ÒDonÕt tell me youÕre going to be using your size as
intimidation.Ó
ÒAnd why not? It worked, didnÕt it?Ó
ÒYou should prove yourself.Ó
ÒHave I not already?Ó
ÒOh, I donÕt know about that,Ó snickred Lusala as she trotted
away to lie down under an acacia tree.
ÒPff, lionesses.Ó muttered the male, rolling his eyes.
~~~
Even
when Naynana and KumbaÕs son was forced from the pride, the Sunset pride seemed
to get bigger. In fact,
every day it grew and grew. First a couple more lionesses, then ten, then
twenty, and before they knew it, there was almost a hundered lionesses in the
pride!
BanjijaÕs popularity had spready quickly throughout the
savannah, and lionesses through the whole savannah moved to join the Sunset
pride. After all, Banjija was the biggest lion anyone had ever seen, and he was
undefeated. But, as the females came, so did the males. Rogues everywhere
arrived as well. Most would come, and then leave, too frightened and
intimidated by his size. Though a few ignorant rivals would pick the fights,
and end up losing.
ÒAll right, letÕs get this over with.Ó BanjijaÕs normal
reply was when he saw a new conestor step up to his lands.
The more females, the more tempting the pride was to other
males. And the more males defeated or scared off, the more desirable it was for
the females. Soon, Banjija was known not only as ÒLeader BanjijaÓ but to some
migrated prides, ÒEmperor Banjija.Ó The title took him by surprise, and even
frightened him somewhat, but soon, he grew used to the name. The only one who
refused to call him Emperor Banjija was his own pride-sister.
ÒBecause itÕs stupid,Ó Lusala hissed one day. ÒWhy would I
call you ÔEmperorÕ? YouÕre my brother. I would never call you that.Ó
ÒThe other lionesses wonder why you donÕt!Ó he said. ÒWhy
not just call me what they call me?Ó
ÒBecause itÕs stupid!Ó Lusala growled again, and got up to
move away from him, leaving Banjija to stand on his knoll.
The Sunset prideÕs valley was full of lionesses, and the
territory had to be expanded so as not to chase off the prey.
ÒUgh,Ó he groaned as he laid down.
ÒCat got your tongue?Ó Kumba joked as he came over and sat
beside the bigger of the two.
ÒLusala doesnÕt think IÕm a real lion. Or a real leader.Ó
ÒOh, and why not?Ó
ÒPff, who knows? Who cares.Ó he growled, staring at his
forepaws.
ÒWell, speaking of being a real lion, donÕt you think itÕs
time to mate? There havenÕt been cubs in the Sunset pride since my son, who was
chased off suns ago.Ó
Raising a brow, Banjija lifted his head and carefully
studied the other lion. Kumba and Naynana had been hurt when the day came to
chase off their son, but it had happened, and the two were able to deal with it
and talk about it.
ÒDo you still see him occasionally?Ó Banjija asked, now
sitting up.
ÒSometimes.Ó
ÒDo you think heÕll turn out likeÉÓ and he trailed off,
closing his eyes tightly.
ÒLike Tati?Ó Kumba finished.
ÒYeah.Ó Banjija opened his eyes, only to find them watery.
His stomach churned at the thought of his once closest son, and now his enemy.
ÒNo. I honestly donÕt think that will happen again.Ó Kumba
gently answered. ÒIs that why you have not mated with the lionesses yet?Ó
ÒI havenÕt given them cubs because weÕve been traveling!Ó
snarled the leader defensively.
Kumba took a couple steps back, head and ears low, trying
to show submission. ÒWith all do respect, weÕve been settled in these lands for
a couple full moons now.Ó
ÒWhatever.Ó Banjija growled, staring at nothing now.
ÒItÕs OK, Emperor Banjija.Ó Kumba said.
ÒDonÕt try to flatter me. You and Lusala are the only ones
who donÕt call me that.Ó
ÒWell I am now.Ó
ÒWhy? You only want to mate again and want my permission.Ó
ÒIs that bad? Besides, the lionesses are anxious. ItÕs time
to let your blood flow and spread through to the next generation now, Banjija.
They want cubs as strong and big and dominant as you. TheyÕre waiting.Ó and
with that, Kumba walked away.
Sighing, Banjija sat down again, gazing intently at the
savannah. Was it true that he had not mated yet because he was scared of what
he would produce and raise? That he would just give them another Tati? ItÕs
time to let go, he
finally told himself. And itÕs time to start being a lion and a leader.
XLVIII
Reunited
When the loner is returned to its
kin, itÕs welcomed with open arms. While the loner who made its new home,
should be just as welcomed.
-Rogues of the Savannah
The
creature moved in, eyes of blood buried deep into MeershaÕs soul.
ÒNo!Ó she cried desperately. ÒDonÕt!Ó
But when she turned to run, she did not know where to go,
as her surroundings were nothing but a misty night in a deserted savannah.
ÒMeersha!Ó
MeershaÕs eyes opened, and she tried to gasp, only to take
in a gulp of water. The lioness jerked her head from the puddle, and came out
into the night, sputtering and choking. If it had not been for the fact that
her head was under water, Meersha wouldÕve woken up in a cold sweat.
ÒWhat happened?Ó she coughed, water streaming down her
face, causing her fur to stick to her skin and a blanket of goosbumps to wrap around
her body.
ÒYou were sleeping.Ó a young-adult Pursha awkwardly
exclaimed. ÒYou were having a bad dream I think.Ó
ÒMore than a dream, half-cub.Ó Meersha whispered as she
stood.
Glaring, Pursha hissed, ÒIÕm not a half-cub anymore!Ó
Chuckling weakly, the older lioness would reply, ÒIÕm
sorry, I forgot.Ó
ÒWell anyway,Ó Pursha went on. ÒHow was that not a dream?Ó
Heaving a sigh, Meersha thought it best not to talk about
it with someone so young. After all, it could have been a dream. And yet, she could not let
go of the thought or feeling she had back when she was a cub, and remembered
the creature. It was coming back. But how? And why? Was it real? Nevertheless,
she knew it was best to act natural and casual now.
ÒEh, nevermind,Ó she shrugged.
ÒOKÉÓ Prusha then blinked. ÒSoÉanyway, weÕre about to head
off on our weekly hunt, Meersha, and you should come!Ó
The excitement in the youngsterÕs voice calmed the lioness
down, and Meersha was able to grin and stop her trembling as she began to groom
herself.
ÒNah, thatÕs OK. I think IÕd rather stay here and get dry.
Besides, your mother needs helps with the new cubs.Ó
ÒPff, why? All she does is lay there in the cave with them.
And anyway, we need you! Even Kula told me to come get you! YouÕre the best
hunter!Ó pleaded Pursha.
Sighing and shaking her head, Meersha said, ÒIÕm staying.
You guys can do all right without me.Ó
ÒWell Mom doesnÕt need help with the cubs. Dad can help.Ó
ÒHeÕs out marking the borders, remember?Ó
ÒBut thatÕs stupid! HeÕs marked the borders a billion times
today!Ó
ÒBut how many tonight?Ó snickered Meersha.
Groaning, Prusha turned away and muttered disapointedly,
ÒFine, whatever.Ó As she began to run, she called over her shoulder, ÒBut youÕd
be doing the whole pride
a favor in helping us get some meat!Ó
After the flattering was over, and Pursha disappeared over
the plain, Meersha began towards a small den, and lay beside the enterence,
only to give a couple low grunts.
ÒFina, are you all right?Ó she asked cagily.
ÒJust peachy,Ó remarked the lioness who was lying in the
cave, seven small bundles suckling at her tits. ÒI mean, I havenÕt been able to
get up for suns since I brought the cubs to the middle territory, but
whatever.Ó
Just a few months before, Runaka and Fina had both given
birth to a litter of healthy cubs. Once the two lionesses introduced the
offspring to the pride, they took turns nursing them, and other females would
help watch over the little ones as well. But right now they were sleeping,
nuzzled against either mother or aunt; whichever role Fina played in their tiny
lives.
Meersha giggled, then replied in a more serious and
sympathetic tone, ÒDonÕt worry; the others will be back soon, with meat. And
you can have a break while Runaka nurses the fur balls. In fact, theyÕre much
bigger than they used to be. When do you think they shall start eating meat?Ó
ÒSoon. Very soon. Look at me! IÕm practically shrivled up already, and then
IÕll have nothing left!Ó she joked.
The two shared a much needed laugh, and even more tension
was brought off both their shoulders.
ÒWell IÕll be around if you need me.Ó Meersha offered,
before trotting over near the ridge of the land where it overlooked the
Flatland prideÕs territory.
There, she finished up her grooming, before lying down and
gazing intently at nothing in particular. Minutes past, and the female
continued to lie in that position, listening to the quiet soothing sounds of
her enivornment. A fly buzzed around her, and her ears twitching as her calm
side rose and fell. The lionessÕs tail swished slowly and comfortably in the
yellow grass blanket. Her claws extended and kneeded the earth to help soothe
her distraught body. Finally, when all was relaxed, Meersha began to close her
eyes for the second time.
It didnÕt take long for her eyes to shoot back open as her
nose twitched, senting the air. Someone was near, and no one from the pride. In
fact, the stranger was male. As her fur stood on end, the lion barely shifted
her head, yet left it resting on her forepaws. The stranger was getting closerÉ
Suddenly, Meersha snarled as she leapt into the air.
Whoever it was, had not only trespassed, but had gotten too close for her to
handle. The lioness collided with a male, who roared out in surprise, flinging
her off him. Rolling into the grass, Meersha quickly stood and roared back,
only threateningly.
ÒMeersha!Ó the stranger called.
Astonishment then, took her heart away. There, standing in
front of her, was her longlost lover: Zarazu. But how could it be? She had not
seen him since that night, two years agoÉHow was it that she hadnÕt even
recognized her own mateÕs scent?
Panting, and attemptimg to find her words, Meersha kept
still, though her body was quivering, almost as if trying to keep its balance
and not collapse at what was happening.
Zarazu looked warn, and skinny. His mane was shaggy, but a
beautiful black, nevertheless. And somehow, it still managed to sparkle in the
moonlight. Though his rare, ghostly pelt let him stand out, everywhere. The
lionÕs blue eyes rested on the one person he had spent years searching for.
ÒZarazuÉÓ Meersha finally choked, fur coming down.
It was strange to see her mate in such a way, with several
small wounds about his thin body. Even his ribs showed in the dark.
ÒWhatÕs happening?Ó she went on, wearily. ÒIs it really you?Ó
ÒOf course itÕs me.Ó and his voice warmed her all together.
Jumping forward, the two met, and the sound of purring
mixed in with the night life. Meersha buried her face into his mane, taking in
his scent and closing her eyes tightly, keeping them shut for awhile. It was
hard to understand what was happening really. After all, Yawnda had said he was
dead. Then again, when was Yawnda ever telling the truth?
ÒOh, Zarazu! IÕve missed you so much!Ó she cried through
his mane.
ÒAnd I missed you, too!Ó he whispered in a weak tone.
After a couple more minutes of nuzzling, the two backed up
to look each other over.
ÒMeersha, I looked for you for suns, and yet I found no
trace of you.Ó Zarazu finally spoke, gently. ÒI almost thought about giving up
at times, but there wasnÕt a day that went by when I didnÕt think of you... I
thought...I thought Yawnda had killed you.Ó
"Killed me?" Meersha asked, startled. "No.
She is dead."
"Then that means I won't have to kill her." he growled.
"...Oh, Meersha, every sun! Think about you!"
ÒI know. I thought of you all the time.Ó she exclaimed with
a sniffle. ÒBut I didnÕt think you were aliveÉYawnda said-Ó
ÒWhatever she said was a lie.Ó he interrupted. ÒYawnda had
a cold heart, and never wanted us togetherÉbecause she never wanted us to be
happy. When I found her body by the river, I could smell you. But you were
already gone. I followed as best I could, trying to track you down. Trying to
find my mate. But I never didÉuntil now. And itÕs really you! I canÕt believe
it! Thank the Great Spirits!Ó
And again, the two were nuzzling and crying into each
others fur.
For at least an hour, the lover laid down beside each
other, nuzzling and purring, grooming each other. It was surprising even Fina
herself could not have heard the commotion.
ÒZarazu,Ó Meersha finally said, studying her mate. ÒYou
look so weak.Ó
ÒI never stopped looking.Ó he whispered with a grin.
The words suddenly stung her, and Meersha looked down, eyes
scrunched up.
ÒWhat is it?Ó he asked. ÒWhatÕs wrong?Ó
ÒNothing.Ó she lied, looking up with a forced smile.
ÒAnyway, youÕre skin and bone. You need some meat and fresh water. Follow me
and we can make you a buff, healthy lion again – like you were before!Ó
Nodding, Zarazu got up as Meersha did and began to follow
her. When they found a near puddle, Meersha quietly padded away, listening to
the desperate laps of ZarazuÕs tongue on the water, trying to scoop up as much
as possible with each gulp. She dispparead for only a second, and came back
with a chunk of bloody flesh. Dropping it, the lioness sat down and waited.
Only a moment later did Zarazu notice the meat, and fling himself to it,
ripping it apart and chomping into it. Yet it was nothing but a snack.
ÒDonÕt worry, the pride is coming back with more, probably
in a couple days.Ó she reassured him as he began to lick his bloody claws dry.
ÒPride?Ó Zarazu then asked, stopping abruptly and lifting
his head to look at her.
ÒItÕs OK. WeÕre called the Flatland pride.Ó
ÒWeÕre?Ó he repeated with a frown.
ÒWhatÕs – oh.Ó she had started out with the question.
Not even hesitating, she blurted out, ÒTheyÕre my family, Zarazu, you must
understand. But you are, too. I will never let us be apart again.Ó
ÒAnd neither will I.Ó he stated, and for a third time they
nuzzled.
ÒNever again.Ó
ÒBut what will you do then?Ó he questioned.
ÒIÕm not sure yet.Ó she admited. ÒBut can we talk about
this when the time is right?Ó
ÒWhen will the time be right?Ó
ÒWhen my lover is healthy. We shall feed you and make sure
you get better, with pleanty of sleep.Ó
ÒIÕm not a cub,Ó he chuckled.
ÒI know youÕre not, but I just donÕt like seeing you like
this.Ó
ÒMeersha!Ó someone suddenly yelled, furiously.
An abrupt roar shook the land. The two long-lost lovers
jerked their heads to see the giant OÕstar, standing atop a near knoll, fur
bristling and rage boiling in his eyes. It took but a second, and the Flatland
pride leader was right next to them, glaring at Zarazu, who was just another
unknown male within his territory.
Zarazu protectively jumped in front of his mate.
ÒWho
is this?!Ó OÕstar growled as he halted in front of them, giving all signs ready
for a fight.
ÒOÕstar, please!Ó Meersha cried out, forcing herself beside
Zarazu. ÒThis is my mate, Zarazu.Ó
Raising an unseen brow, the lion questioned, ÒZarazu? The Zarazu
you always told us about?Ó
ÒYes, thatÕs him!Ó she anxiously exclaimed, nodding her
head.
ÒWell, he is still a male, and we still have cubs.Ó spat the Flatland pride
leader.
ÒPlease, I beg you; just let him stay here until he has
regained all his strength.Ó Meersha continued to plead.
ÒI am pleanty capable of taking care of myself, and Meersha.Ó Zarazu said coldly, staring
into OÕstars eyes.
ÒCalm down or we shall not let you near here ever again.Ó
OÕstar said. ÒAnd I would never dream of hurting Meersha. She is like a
daughter to me.Ó
ÒWell thatÕs good, Ôcause-Ó
ÒEnough!Ó hissed Meersha. ÒSo, OÕstar you will let him
stay?Ó
Giving a momentÕs thought, OÕstar was silent, before
stating, ÒUntil he is healthy. Then he must move along.Ó
Meersha delightedly squealed, but Zarazu just smirked at
the pride leader, before OÕstar turned and headed back to where Fina was.
ÒDonÕt worry, youÕll love it here.Ó Meersha then explained.
ÒHere, we are really a family. We are not at all like the BrokenclawÉWe care
about each other. And we donÕt lie to each other either.Ó
At first, Zarazu didnÕt know what to say. The exciment of
not only being around lions who actually cared, but also the reuniting of him
and his mate shot excitement down his spine. All he could say was, ÒThatÕs
good.Ó
XLIX
Corrupting the Circle of Life
ÒWe are all connected in the great
Circle of Life.Ó
-King Mufasa of Pride Rock (Golden Era – beyond
this time)
As Zarazu dug into the zebra carcass, blood splattered
everywhere. Meersha just stood, examinging her hungry mate. Indeed, in his
searching the lion had had barely anything to eat. It was too hard aloneÉto do
anything.
ÒTell me what youÕve gone through,
Zarazu.Ó she whispered.
The black and white lion lifted his head
from the dead animal to quickly reply, spitting out its blood as he did so, ÒI
told you; I looked for you. ThatÕs all.Ó And he went back to digging in.
Meersha frowned. For now, she should just
let him eat and relax.
It took the pride two days, but eventually
they came back, stomachs full as they dragged the zebra. A wave of shock had
washed through the lionesses, though, after seeing Zarazu, and even more
surprise caused their eyes to widen when they heard that OÕstar was letting him
stayÉat least for a few suns. No one really had said anything to Zarazu, but
Meersha was just fine with that.
Now, the exhausted lion was sinking his
teeth into the prideÕs kill.
ÒSo I heard that zebra here is gonna leave
soon.Ó Kula said slyly as she
padded over to them.
Zarazu hardly gave the lioness a glance as
he continued to stuff his mouth.
ÒWho? Oh.Ó Meersha replied. ÒRight. Yeah.
When ZarazuÕs better, weÕre going to move on.Ó
ÒThatÕll be a shame to see you go,
Meersha.Ó Kula warily exclaimed. ÒYouÕre one of my best pride-sisters.Ó
ÒAnd youÕre mine, too.Ó
ÒSo, tell me,Ó Kula then said as she sat
down. ÒWhere do you two plan to go?Ó
ÒIÕm not sure. Anywhere – just as long as weÕre together.Ó
ÒA lovely story to tell the grandcubs.Ó
she joked.
ÒHa, yeah.Ó But MeershaÕs voice was full
of sorrow and regret.
As Kula walked away, Zarazu slurped up one
last piece of the zebra, before turning to gaze intently at his mate, studying
her expression and the sence of loss in her beautiful, purple eyes. They held
so much pain.
ÒMeersha.Ó he said quietly, licking his
lips clean before going over to nuzzle his mate.
ÒYes?Ó she asked, still staring into the
distance.
ÒThis prideÉthey donÕt want me here, yet
they are part of your family.Ó
ÒYour point?Ó
ÒI donÕt want you to be unhappy.Ó
As he said this, the yellow-gold lioness
turned and looked at Zarazu.
ÒLookÉI know IÕm not welcomed here, so I
want you to stay.Ó he finally said.
ÒWhat?Ó she asked in astonishment.
ÒYou heard me. I wish for you to stay here
with a pride who can help give you the joy and protection you deserve.Ó
Meersha shook her head slowly, but a grin
grew on her face, which only caused more confusion in ZarazuÕs na•ve mind.
ÒZarazu,Ó she replied. ÒIf I were to stay
here, then I couldnÕt be with you. I want to be with you. IÕll never let you go again.Ó
ÒBut-Ó he argued, but she went on.
ÒIf I were to stay here, I wouldnÕt be as
happy as I would be leaving with you. And if you love me, you would see that
and let me go with you without anymore protests.Ó
For a silent, intense moment, the two
stared into each otherÕs eyes, as if reading their souls, before an agreement
came between them. Again, the mates came in for another nuzzle.
ÒZarazu. I could never leave you again.
AndÉIÕve been meaning to say this butÉitÕs almost as if I donÕt deserve you.Ó
ÒWhat do you mean?Ó he questioned, pulling
from the nuzzle.
ÒLook. After I was pushed into the river,
Yawnda had said you were dead.Ó
ÒBut you should never believe her.Ó
ÒExactly!Ó Meersha suddenly cried out in
despair. ÒThatÕs the thing! I did believe her! I was too stupid to even look for you! I was too
heartbroken to and so I gave up, even when you looked sun and moon. Even when you pushed
yourself through everything - through death itself, just looking for me.Ó
MeershaÕs throat began to tighten as she
heard her own words burst from her dry mouth. As she attempted not to break
down, she could hardly stand to look at Zarazu anymore. She really didnÕt
deserve him.
After another moment of silence – a
time where Meersha tried anything to stop herself from crying – Zarazu
finally spoke.
ÒItÕs all right, Meersha.Ó he reassured
her. ÒThings were messed up then. Now itÕs time to look into the present and
futureÉinstead of the past. Can you do that for me?Ó
Nodding like an innocent cub, Meersha
sniffled once. Though it was Zarazu who was in critical condition, she saw
herself so weak right then.
ÒBut,Ó she then said. ÒWhat are we going
to do? Where are we going to go?Ó
ÒWeÕll go where ever we want.Ó he strongly
replied with excitmenet in his voice. ÒThereÕs no one stopping us or telling
was what to do now. WeÕre our own lions, Meersh! We can run through the
savannah at top speed, and find a paradise all our own. And when we finally
find that paradise, we can have cubs, raise a family, and make a pride of own,
too!Ó
Again, Meersha was dumbfounded. The idea
of being free, being with her mate and all the other images forced into her
mind made her shake with excitement. She was free. She was a lioness. And she
was going to take advantage of it.
Suddenly, Meersha was pulled back in
hestitation once more.
ÒBut,Ó she began. ÒIÕm not sure if I want
cubsÉor a pride.Ó
ÒWhy not?Ó Zarazu asked in mere
fascination, not the least bit trying to pressure her.
ÒBecauseÉÓ she stared at her paws. ÒI
donÕt want the same thing that happened to me and my siblings and Rombu, to happen to our cubsÉor the same
thing that happened to my father to happen to you.Ó
ÒMeersha,Ó Zarazu said, putting a paw
under her chin and pulling it up to look at her. ÒIt will be OK.Ó
ÒNo it wonÕt!Ó she cried out and pulled
away. ÒWhat happens when our sons grow manes? Will you chase them away? What
happens when you get too old to be a leader and a young rogue comes to take
over the pride? Will you fight and die, or runaway? Either way IÕll never see
you again and our cubs will die from that rogue, too! Or be chased off as
well!Ó
Zarazu heaved a sigh. Perhaps it wouldÕve
been better if he had said to look into only the present, instead of the future, too.
ÒHow about,Ó he started. Òwe make new
rules to nature.Ó
ÒWhat?Ó Meersha questioned, as if he was
making no sence.
ÒWhat if we had cubs? And I choose one of
those cubs to be the future leader of our pride, and I train him – not
like train like Ahadgna did with us!Ó he added before Meersha could jump to
anymore conclusions. ÒI mean, teach him what it would be like to have
responsibility and be a real leader. And then when heÕs grown up he can take my
place as the leader and you and I can go into early retirement. Then, once he
finds a mate and they have cubs, he can do the same thing with his son. And it
will keep going on like that, generation after generation. It will be a new
type of living. It will be a new kind of pride. This way, I will not be killed
or chased off by a rogue. Our cubs would not be chased off or killed by rogues
either. And with each leader comes an early but great retirement of being able
to stay in the pride and being protected by the leader after him. All our sons
can stay, too. And we can still produce cubs after retirement if we wish. It
will just be adding on to the pride.Ó
ÒOh, Zarazu. That seems so wonderful.Ó
Meersha admitted. ÒBut what about inbreeding?Ó
ÒThe leader – our future son –
will find a mate of his own, while we stick to each other.Ó
ÒOf course.Ó
ÒAnd his mate will be a lioness not from
our pride. That way, they can add to the pride, and we can add to the pride,
too, and our other sons and daughters can find mates of their own but still
stay in the pride as well. Before you know it, weÕll be the biggest, happiest
and healthiest pride the savannah has ever seen!Ó
ÒDo you think we could really pull it off?
I mean, it just seems so differentÉnot like the way itÕs supposed
toÉNotÉnatural.Ó Meersha exclaimed.
ÒWeÕll make it natural! This way, weÕll
all be one big happy family!Ó
ÒOh, Zarazu! I love you so much!Ó and
Meersha hopped forward, nuzzling into her mate. ÒI want exactly what you said!Ó
Little did they know, OÕstar was nearby.
As he trudged through the grass, seemingly innocent, he had heard every word
they had said. Soon, he ran into Kula.
ÒThey look so happy.Ó Kula said with a
smile as glanced at the two young lovers, who were now yards off from them.
ÒYesÉbut theyÕre future will be a
downfall.Ó OÕstar replied.
Blinking, Kula looked at him with her head
tilted. ÒWhat do you mean, OÕstar?Ó
ÒI mean, theyÕre trying to make their
lives perfect. But no one is perfect and no life is perfect.Ó
ÒTrust me, after what Meersha has been
through, her life is no where near perfect.Ó Kula coldly said.
ÒWell, if she keeps trying to make her
future that way, then it will fall.Ó
ÒWhat are you talking about?Ó
ÒShe has had so much pain in her life, I
know. But now she wants it to stop. From now on, she wants no more hurt. No
more pain. She is so desperate for salvation that she attempts to change nature
itself.Ó
ÒIÕm still not sure what youÕre talking
about, OÕstar.Ó Kula growled.
ÒHer mate offered to have cubs with her in
the future, and she refused.Ó
ÒIs that a bad thing? SheÕs her own
lioness; she can decide what she wants and doesnÕt want. Actually,Ó and Kula
glanced out to the territory borders, a face now full of pain itself as she
remembered her own sons. ÒI think itÕs a good thing that she doesnÕt.Ó
ÒItÕs not that, Kula. See, first she
refused, but then she agreed, just as long as the cubs didnÕt have to go.Ó
ÒIs it bad that she wants to stay with her
cubs?Ó
ÒKula, youÕre not seeing what IÕm saying.Ó
he snapped. ÒIf she tries to change the way things are – from nature to
her own way – then she will most likely end up falling again. She wants
so bad to stay with her mate and family that she will only have a family if
theyÕre allowed to
stay together. But the Great Kings and Queens didnÕt make it so.
ÒLook, my father told me that lions were
meant to spread out and thatÕs what keeps the species going. ThatÕs why males
leave the pride when in adolescence – so that their father can add new
cubs to the pride without the sons interfering and inbreeding within the
family. ThatÕs why young lions defeat old leaders, and those rogues become the
new leaders of the pride – to keep the whole pride going on and living.Ó
He turned to look at her, regret yearning to burst out of his chest. ÒThat is
why I chased away your father. That is why I chased away my own sons. So that
we could have them,Ó and he nodded to a couple cubs who were now stumbling out
of the near den for the first time in their lives, their tiny eyes blinking at
the environment that engulfed them. ÒAnd so that our own sons I chased away
could have them. And when they come, they turn into us one sun, and the cycle
continues. They will be forced out before they are able to force someone else
out and have their own pride and cubs. ItÕs nature. ItÕs the Circle of Life.Ó
Kula frowned. ÒI knowÉItÕs just, the
Cirlce of Life is so painful.Ó
ÒWho said it wasnÕt? But itÕs the way of
existence itself.Ó
ÒWhat is Meersha trying to do with the
Cirlce of Life?Ó
ÒChange itÉCorrupt it.Ó
ÒBut-!Ó Kula cried out.
ÒWe made mistakes when we were young, and
we will keep on making them. Everyone will, Kula. You have to let her see for
herself, otherwise she will not learn from that mistake.Ó
And OÕstar calmly walked away.
Kula glanced over her shoulder to see that
Zarazu and Meersha were still nuzzling. They were so youngÉand in love. Of
course they were going to make mistakes. Sighing, Kula went off to the rest of
pride.
~~~
The two
lions stood, side by side as they greatfully stared at the Flatland pride. It was about a week later, and Zarazu was
strong enough to move on. He and Meersha were now about to take off, as it was
dawn. They were bidding goodbye to the pride that saved both their lives.
ÒGoodbye and thank you for your hosptilatly.Ó Zarazu said
to them all.
Meersha took a deep breath, before saying, ÒThe Flatland
pride has saved both my life, and the life of my mate, and for that I wish to
thank you. I am also here to say goodbye.Ó
OÕstar suddenly stepped over to Meersha and smiled at her.
ÒYou are like a daughter to me, Meersha White-Feather. I hope one sun, that
your dreams will come true.Ó
ÒThank you, OÕstar. YouÕre like a father to me, too.Ó she
replied, weakly.
The lion stepped back, and before long, Meersha was
nuzzling with the several lionesses, saying goodbye to them all.
ÒAnd I hope,Ó she said with a grin while she looked down at
the young cubs who now stood under Fina and Runaka, ÒThat your cubs will grow
up healthy and strong.Ó
They just stared back up at her, baby blue eyes wide in
curiosity, which made her chuckle and remind her of herself and her siblings
when they were young.
ÒKula,Ó Meersha said. ÒYouÕre a great lioness, friend and
sister.Ó
Kula nodded, and they nuzzled.
ÒI hope you have a great life, Meersha.Ó
ÒI will.Ó
Then she turned to Pursha and exclaimed, ÒPursha. I always
saw you as my little sister, you know that?Ó
Pursha just shook her head, a frown on her face as she
blinked away tears.
ÒWell, you are to me. Goodbye.Ó Meersha finished.
It was clear that Pursha was hurt and angry, and did not
want to be near Meersha right then, for she was leaving her. Seeing this,
Meersha could only sigh, shaking her head and slowly turn around, before she
and Zarazu began to move off to the east.
After only a few minutes, MeershaÕs ears twitched at the
word, ÒWait!Ó
Both stopped and looked to see Pursha sprinting over to
them.
ÒWhat is it?Ó Meersha asked.
ÒI wanna come!Ó the younger adult cried. ÒPlease let me
come!Ó
ÒWhat? Why would you want to come?Ó Zarazu suddenly
snapped.
ÒBecause. I want purpose in my life. And if I come with you
two, I can have that purpose and help out with the future cubs and pride. Please
let me come!Ó she pleaded.
ÒThatÕs a silly idea. Leaving your pride just because you
want purpose.Ó Zarazu began with iriation at this delay.
Meersha was trapped in a temporary silence, though, as she
glanced over at the Flatland pride who stood in confusion, yards away, watching
them.
ÒIs it OK with your family?Ó Meersha finally asked.
ÒMeersha-!Ó Zarazu started, not believing her
concideration.
ÒIÕm my own lioness and I'm an adult.Ó Pursha huffed. ÒI
can do what I want.Ó
ÒThatÕs true.Ó Meersha then said.
ÒBut your reasons for leaving are ridiculous, young one!Ó
Zarazu growled.
ÒNo. They are not.Ó Meersha went on, firmly. ÒIf it werenÕt
for me desiring purpose and excitement in my life, too, I wouldnÕt be where I
am now. You see, I was like you and left my pride for the same reasons. But
along with those feelings comes heartbreak.Ó
ÒLike what?Ó Pursha challenged.
ÒWell for one, leaving your family.Ó Meersha nodded to the
pride that was still standing, watching them, yet not exactly hearing their
conversation.
ÒI love them, and they are my family. But I want to go with you - to
help you rebuild a pride of your own. Please!Ó
After a moment of careful thought, the older lioness asked,
ÒIs this what you really want?Ó
ÒYes!Ó
ÒThen I see no reason you canÕt come.Ó
ÒThank you!Ó Pursha cried as she leapt up in joy.
ÒYou canÕt be serious.Ó Zarazu muttered to himself,
watching the young lioness with ADHD.
Suddenly, Fina was running over to them, yelling, ÒPursha!
What are you doing?Ó
When Fina was reunited with her daughter, along with Kula
behind her, and OÕstar behind her, Pursha explained what she wanted.
ÒI am going with them, Mother.Ó Pursha stated.
ÒDonÕt be absurd. YouÕre coming home.Ó Fina snapped. ÒCome
on now, letÕs get back to the territory.Ó
ÒNo.Ó Pursha growled.
ÒPursha!Ó Fina snarled back.
ÒMother, IÕm going with Meersha and her mate and you canÕt
do anything to stop me.Ó
For a moment, Fina glared at her daughter, before her eyes
became soft and watery.
ÒTell me this isnÕt true.Ó she choked.
ÒItÕs true.Ó
ÒBut why?Ó
ÒI want purpose in my life and excitement.Ó
ÒYou have purpose here! To love and be loved! Your family
is here!Ó Fina attempted. ÒSo you are leaving because you donÕt have
excitement?Ó
ÒItÕs ridiculous, I know,Ó Zarazu said, rolling his eyes.
ÒHush.Ó Meersha snapped at her mate, before turning to look
at Fina. ÒItÕs OK, Fina. Pursha will be all right with us. Besides, sheÕs an
adult who can take care of herself now.Ó
ÒBut-Ó
ÒFina, stop.Ó OÕstar then said, calmly. ÒOur daughter wants
to leaveÉso let her leave.Ó
Fina stifled a cry, then stared her daughter in the eyes
and asked, ÒDo you really want to go?Ó
ÒI really want to go.Ó Pursha answered, strongly.
ÒThen follow your heart.Ó was all Fina could think of to
reply.
The two nuzzled for a while, before Meersha, Zarazu and
Pursha began their journey, leaving the Flatland pride territory and the pride
itself.
ÒItÕs all right, Fina.Ó OÕstar said gently. ÒYour daughter
is just following her heart, like you said. They go their own way eventually.Ó
And with that, OÕstar turned and headed back to the other lionesses.
ÒItÕs true.Ó said Kula, as both lionesses sat beside each
other, watching the trio dissapear over the horizion. ÒEveryone leaves. Whether
to the stars or to the savannah itself. But one sun, we will be reunited
again.Ó Kula turned to look at FinaÕs worried face. ÒAnd you donÕt have to
worry. PurshaÕs a strong lioness. After all, she was raised by you was she
not?Ó
Fina could not help but grin weakly, before the two turned
to head back to the pride as well.
L
Passing the Emperor
ÒCome then, and make your way
through!Ó
-Ushu, leader of the
Red-Boulder pride (Dark Era)
The three lions would travel for days on end. Thanks to
MeershaÕs intense hunting skills, though, and their team work, none would go
hungryÉat least, not for very long. In the end, they stumbled upon a small
territory, far to the east.
ÒIsnÕt it wonderful?Ó Meersha asked Zarazu
proudly. ÒThis place is perfect; the grass isnÕt too dry, thereÕs a water hole
not too far from here, scattered trees for shade, a plain, and even a small
hill with an abandoned den, just for us!Ó
As she said this, she climbed into the
den, and Zarazu followed, giggling mischeivously. They nuzzled and turned to
watch their surroundings. Some kind of primate called in the distance, bugs and
birds sang as well.
Suddenly, Pursha jumped out of nowhere.
ÒBoo!Ó she yelled.
ÒDo you have to do that every time you
come near?Ó Zarazu asked in annoyance.
ÒStop that,Ó Meersha growled lightly,
batting a paw at her mate.
ÒWell I checked around and thereÕs lots of
signs of prey around here! And no other pride for miles!Ó Pursha exclaimed with
excitement.
ÒThatÕll be good for us. WeÕll be isolated
so no one can interfere with us or try to steal our territory.Ó Zarazu said,
gazing at the lands.
ÒYeah. Thank you, Pursha.Ó said Meersha.
ÒSo is this our new territory?Ó the
younger one asked.
ÒZarazu?Ó
Heaving a sigh, Zarazu nodded and said, ÒI
guess so.Ó
ÒWhatÕs with the sigh?Ó his mate asked.
ÒBecause now that we have our new land, I
have to go mark it to keep any unwanted visitors out, which means I have to
leave you.Ó Zarazu groaned, before forcing himself out of the den and up.
The big black and white lion started to
pad away and, as Meersha watched, she too, lifted herself from the den floor,
observing him disappeare into the distance.
ÒWhy doesnÕt he like me?Ó Pursha suddenly
asked.
ÒHuh?Ó Meersha blinked and looked at the
lioness. ÒWhat do you mean he doesnÕt like you? He does.Ó
ÒNo he doesnÕt. He hates me. Or he acts like
it.Ó PurshaÕs voice was layered over with hurt.
ÒItÕs not that he doesnÕt like you. ItÕs
just, heÕs been through a lot. Give him time to warm up to you.Ó Meersha
reassured her.
Pursha nodded, before rolling over in the
grass, letting the sun bathe her body. Meersha soon joined in, and the two had
a catnap.
As this was happening, a lion, miles and
miles away in the west was running through the savannah at top speed. Though
Gatu had but one eye, his sences were great, and he was farely healthy for a rogue.
It didnÕt take long for the lion to slow
down, ears perked and his nose twitching as he scented the air. The smell of
several lionesses lingered near, and before long, it had grown so strong that
he was surprised there was not the scent of another male near. I hope this
isnÕt like that one pride from when I was a cub that hated males, he thought to himself nervously. After
all, the aroma was almost overwelling without another male mixed. His stomach
even did a flip as the memories of the Broken-Claw flowed through his
head.
ÒHault!Ó a lioness yelled as he notioned, Oh
know. ÒWho are you?Ó
ÒUm, GatuÉ?Ó he answered, not too sure
what to say.
ÒWhat do you want?Ó he heard her hiss,
before the lioness showed herself. She stepped over to him through the grass
with a small but muscular and long body, bangs lining her neck and going up to
her head until a few thick parts of it covered one of her eyes. She almost
looked like an adolescent male with the beginning of his mane, though it
matched the color of the pelt. Perhaps this was the reason to why this lioness
had become so strong and harsh throughout her young life. ÒI said what do you
want!Ó she snarled once again, brown eyes glaring.
ÒI wish to pass through your territory.Ó
Gatu spat out. ÒIÕm looking for someone.Ó
For a moment, the lioness considered this
carefully. The thick black rings below her eyes made Gatu shiver on the inside,
but if he had to fight her, he would.
Finally, she replied swiftly, ÒYou wish to
pass these lands, then you must speak to our emperor.Ó
Before he could say anything, she gave a
quick roar, and five other lionesses circled him. They must be guards, he told himself.
ÒFollow.Ó was all the first guard said to
him.
Gatu began after the tough lioness, the
others still around him, watching his every move as their fur bristled slightly
and their muscles tensed beneath their thin hides.
Suddenly, the scent of females grew even
more and soon, Gatu was being hustled through a land full of lionesses and
cubs. There were too many to count as he stepped through the golden grass. The
guard in front stopped for a moment, allowing two playful cubs to run in ftont
of them, hissing and batting at each other before rolling around. Gatu could
only smile at this as he remembered the times he had spent as a cub in the
White-Feather pride, playing with his own friends and pride-siblings.
With a quick snap at his flank from a
scolding guard, Gatu was moving again. Yet his one eye still crawled about,
taking in the surroundings of this strange place with so many romping
youngsters and carefree females.
Minutes upon minutes built up on each
other until they turned to an hour, then an hour and a half of traveling
through this unnatural and yet healthy and happy salvation of land. As Gatu
began to pant and sweat, his ears twitching at a couple flies that swarmed near
him, he could just spot the tip of a heap of land. It seemed big at first, but
it didnÕt take long for it to tower into the African sky, and soon they were at
its base.
ÒGo up.Ó the guard with the bangs ordered.
ÒWhy does it matter? IÕm not hurting
anyone, and besides, IÕve already gone through your territory half way, so why
does it matter if I finish?Ó Gatu ignorantly replied.
The guard roared, and all the lionesses
around him extracted their claws and exposed their teeth at her orders.
ÒFine, fine IÕll go!Ó he hurriedly cried,
before turning to face the mountainish area.
The land here rose a good thirty yards;
higher than five acacias put together. At first, because he had no idea how he
was to get up the cliff, he was about to protest again, but the guards were
still there. Heaving a sigh, the lion started to walk by its base, only to find
a steep trail of grass and rocks leading up. The trail was covered in the scent
of a male, which gave him relief. Quickly, he started up.
Only a few minutes past, and soon he was
up on the plateau, which overlooked the lands.
ÒYou wait!Ó a voice demanded behind him.
ÒHuh?Ó and Gatu swung his massive head to
look over his shoulder.
Only the female guard with bangs had
followed.
ÒOur
emperor could be busy. You wait here.Ó she said, before dispearing behind a few
large bolders that sat on the plateau.
A minute
went by before he saw her pop her head from behind a boulder and she nodded.
Taking a deep breath, Gatu tried as hard as he could to gracefully follow.
After all, he was about to meet an emperor.
Gatu
stepped through the boulders and was on the other side of the highland, and
thatÕs when he let out a gasp. The lion he saw in front of him, was so large, it
made him seem like a beginning half-cub, and he was forced to flinch inwardly.
It was obvious that this was the emperor – he was almost twice the size
of Gatu! But the lion was just standing, watching over his lands which
stretched out for several miles, all covered in his pride. His coat was gold,
and his mane and tail were red mixed with that gold. The ears were unusually
pointed, with red strands sticking out.
Suddenly,
it hit him, and the scent of this male was so familiar, it made GatuÕs head
hurt. But could it be? No. He was going crazy. Then the emperor turned, and
another gasp was launched from his lungs and escaped from behind his lips as
Gatu instantly recognized the lion.
ÒEmperor
Banjija.Ó the guard with the bangs said. ÒThis is the stranger that wanted to
pass our lands.Ó
The eyes
of the so-called emperor met GatuÕs one brown eye, and there, the two lions
froze. As this happened, the guard left behind the boulders. The massive lion
slightly tilted his head, as if he was a cub and couldnÕt quite comprehend what
was going on.
ÒGatu?
Gatu!Ó a voice cried, suddenly.
Gatu
jerked and looked to see a lioness running after him. Not a moment later and
she crashed into him, licking his face and jumping around.
ÒGatu!
ItÕs really you!Ó she screamed.
ÒLusala.Ó
Gatu exclaimed with a calmer tone than what he thought he had.
ÒThe word
about a lion with one eye was spreading, and I thought maybe!Ó Lusala
exclaimed. ÒBut I wasnÕt sure, so I had to go see for myself. And-and here you
are!Ó
Lusala got
up and helped Gatu as he turned to see Banjija again.
ÒBanjija.Ó
Gatu then said. He couldnÕt believe what he was seeing. It was truly his
pride-siblings. ÒEmperor?Ó
ÒThatÕs
right!Ó Lusala squealed like a youngster. ÒOur own Banjija is the king of the
savannah!Ó
ÒWellÉI
wouldnÕt really call myself that.Ó Banjija finally spoke, his voice as deep and
strong as thunder.
ÒI canÕt
believe I am here with you two.Ó Gatu replied. ÒHow is this?Ó
ÒIÕm not
sure.Ó the emperor went on. ÒWhat happened to you, Gatu? You look like youÕre
fur and bone!Ó
ÒHey, IÕm
doing well for a rogue!Ó Gatu defensively threw back.
ÒI didnÕt
mean to offend you, my brother.Ó Banjija maturely said, instead of making fun
of the smaller lion or giving a comeback.
This
caused Gatu to raise his brow.
ÒWhat?Ó
Banjija chuckled. ÒI cannot be acting like a cub; I am a leader now.Ó
ÒAn
emperor.Ó Gatu corrected.
ÒSure.Ó
ÒHuh?Ó
ÒThey
insisted in calling me Emperor Banjija, instead of just Leader Banjija. But
lionesses are greatful when you allow their cubs to live.Ó
ÒIs this
how you got so many to join your pride?Ó
ÒYes.Ó
ÒDonÕt you
mean our pride?Ó
Lusala then said, which surprised the emperor somewhat. He knew it was LusalaÕs
pride, too, of course. ÒI mean, GatuÕs part of this pride also.Ó Lusala
exclaimed.
Banjija
blinked at this. Sure, Gatu was once with them, in a pride, but Banjija had
done this alone. He had climbed to the top of the ranks and conquered so much,
bringing so many lionesses into the Sunset pride, that he felt protective of it
all. Gatu had even left. This was not GatuÕs pride.
ÒYou
guys,Ó Gatu started. ÒLook, I canÕt be a part of this pride.Ó
ÒWhat? Why
not?Ó Lusala asked, but Banjija murmured, ÒGood.Ó
ÒWhat?Ó
they both questioned, looking to him.
ÒWhy donÕt
you tell us what has happened since the beginning of your absence, Gatu. And we
shall tell our part, too.Ó Banjija suggested quickly.
ÒAll
right.Ó Gatu replied.
The three
sat down, and Gatu told them about how he was on a mission in life to find the
lioness called Izegbe. This was a promise he made in exchange for his life
– he had to fulfill it.
ÒThe fact
that you stuck to your task is very noble of you.Ó BanjijaÕs graceful but
strong voice said.
ÒNow, tell
me whatÕs happened to you two.Ó Gatu then said.
Lusala
helped with the story, and soon the three were reunited through and through.
ÒBut you
didnÕt hear anything about Meersha?Ó Gatu asked.
ÒSadly,
no.Ó the emperor answered wearily. ÒI have not heard what has happened to my
sister, though I wish I knew. It almost seems as if she is part of the sunset
itself now.Ó
ÒStop
that.Ó snapped Lusala.
ÒThe
what?Ó Gatu asked.
ÒOh.Ó and
Lusala turned to see her pride-brother again. ÒEr, in this pride, lions think
that spirits build up into the sunset or sunrise when they die.
ÒWell
thatÕs strange.Ó
ÒNot
really.Ó Banjija shrugged. ÒThere are so many beliefs out there. I just hope
that Meersha is OK.Ó
ÒMe too.Ó
Gatu mumbled miserably.
ÒWhatÕs
wrong?Ó Lusala asked, tail swishing.
ÒWell,
besides the fact that I donÕt know anything about Meersha-Ó
ÒWhy would
you care about her anyway? I thought you said she was a murderer.Ó Banjija
darkly exclaimed.
ÒI might
have one eye, but I see what I see, and IÕm sticking to my word. Yet I still
wish to know what of her.Ó Gatu growled, just as coldly back. ÒAnyway, I canÕt
stay here. I must keep searching until I either find the one called Izegbe, or
until I die and become one with the stars. Or as you here call it, the sunset.Ó
ÒWell, I
really wish we could help, Gatu. But it sounds like this is something you have
to do on your own.Ó Lusala resignedly said.
ÒIndeed.Ó Banjija remarked. ÒI am sorry
weÕre of no use to you.Ó
ÒOn the contrary; I am no more greatful
for being in your presence than I am to breathe. Your company for the rest of
this day and night would be of great use to me.Ó the one-eyed lion said.
Suddenly, BanjijaÕs heart softened. What
was he doing? Gatu was a pride-brother whom he had not seen in years, and yet
Banjija was acting like a cub, even when he pointed out that he couldnÕt.
ÒWell, IÕm glad youÕre here, Gatu. You can
stay the night with us, and weÕll see to it that you have plenty of rest and
food. Then you can head out at dawn. Or when you wish.Ó
ÒWhat about the guards?Ó Gatu asked.
ÒWhat about the guards? TheyÕre under my command,
remember? IÕll tell them about you, and youÕre free to goÉor come back.Ó
Gatu blinked. Had he really heard what
Banjija was saying?
ÒI meanÉÓ Banjija glanced down at his
paws. This was stupid. He was acting territorial; the opposite of how he became
a leader in the first place. Suddenly, he looked up to Gatu again and smiled,
saying, ÒYouÕre welcomed here any time, GatuÉmy pride is yours.Ó
The words warmed the three lions, and as
this happened, they laid down in the grass, facing each other, listening to the
sounds of evening taking over.
ÒSpeaking of you being an emperor, why
couldnÕt I smell you before? Do you not mark your lands? Or kingdom, should I
say?Ó asked Gatu curiously.
ÒNah. The territory is much too big to
have only one lion go about and mark them all. ThatÕs why I have the guards on
patrol near the borders. It makes it easier for us all.Ó Banjija explained.
The night ahead was peaceful for them all.
Gatu was fed well, and for once, he felt full – a difference between that
and the brink of satisifaction.
When morning came, Gatu bid a poignant
goodbye, and then was off, through the territory and traveling once more.
LI
The Birth of the Twilights
ÒThe light shined on the little
ones, bathing them in all its glory. They were so small and so helpless, it
could melt anyoneÕs heart. But we all knew, that one sun they were to be big,
and strong, and step up to be our own protectors. ÉFor now, we were their protectors.Ó
-Queen Andra of Pride Rock (Sunrise Era)
Months had gone by before Meersha was in her season, and
even more months past after that, turning into a whole year. Finally, one day,
it was filled with the usual savannah music. Actually, it was almost night, and
the grunts of a stressful lioness would linger through the environment. Another
lioness – much younger – waited anxiously outside. No matter how
much she longed to go check in on her friend, the youngster knew she could not.
By
the time the sun barely peaked out from under the horizon, the lioness within
the den fell silent. Only a few purrs were heard, but the youngster still stood
her ground outside, head slightly tilted.
ÒWhat happened? Is she OK?Ó someone
suddenly said in an urgent tone.
The lioness turned to see another lion,
only to remark uneasily, ÒJust in time. Anyway, go see for yourself, Zarazu.Ó
ÒPursha, IÕm the mate and will be nothing
more until I am presented with cubs and given the OK by Meersha.Ó Zarazu
replied, now more smoothly and strongly.
ÒExactly. Neither of us will find out
until the time is right.Ó Pursha said, almost proudly at the fact that she was
acting so calm and adult-like about this – something she normally was
not.
ÒHmph.Ó Zarazu could only react to the
young adultÕs trick.
ÒZarazu.Ó someone called, causing the
black and white lion to jerk his head.
ÒMeersha?Ó he cried back.
Just then, the beautiful head of his mate
popped out from the enterence of the den, and she nodded, notioning him to
come. Desperately, Zarazu lunged toward the den, and nuzzled his mate
anxiously.
ÒMeersha, are you all right? What
happened? Are they here? Are they OK?Ó Zarazu blurted out before he could stop
himself.
Giggling, the lioness exclaimed calmly and
exhausted, ÒCalm down. Yes. They are here. WeÕre all OK.Ó
ÒOh, Meersha! I never thought this would
– could happen!Ó
Zarazu abruptly cried.
ÒNeither did I.Ó Meersha muttered, before
saying, ÒCÕmon. See your cubs.Ó
ÒWhat? But, MeerhsaÉam I allowed to?Ó
ÒWhy wouldnÕt you? YouÕre their father,
you silly brute! I know this is different than most lions, but IÕm not going to
let my mate wait so see his own cubs.Ó
The two smiled, locking eyes for a moment
in which their love seemed to grow even stronger, before Meersha turned and
crawled back deep into the den. Carefully, Zarazu climbed in as well, until he
could now see four tiny bundles of fur suckling at MeershaÕs side. At first,
the lion was speachless.
ÒTheyÕre beautiful.Ó he was finally able
to choke.
ÒYes.Ó Meersha whispered.
ÒWhat are their names?Ó
ÒWell, this one here.Ó she said while
nosing the darkest of the four. Òwas the firstborn. His name shall be Hadra.Ó
ÒHadraÉÓ pondered Zarazu aloud. ÒI like
itÉHadra, leader of theÉÓ but then the adult cocked his head as if he himself
was a cub again. ÒMeersha, we donÕt have a name yet for our pride.Ó
ÒWell, because our cubs were born at
twilight, I think we should be called the Twilight pride.Ó Meersha suggested.
ÒThatÕs great. I love it.Ó Zarazu replied
with a proud smile. ÒHadra: leader of the Twilight pride!Ó
Meersha could only smile at that, before
nosing the second darkest cub and explaining, ÒThis is another male, and was
born second. His name is Binjaji.Ó
ÒBinjaji?Ó Zarazu questioned, raising a
brow.
ÒIt kind of reminds me of my dear brother
Banjija.Ó
ÒThen Banjija it is!Ó
ÒBinjaji.Ó corrected Meersha with a smirk.
ÒRight. Sorry.Ó he cheekily responded. ÒGo
on.Ó
ÒThis one is a girl, and I wish for her to
be called Gwalu.Ó Meersha began to lick a light cub as it stopped nursing and
quickly fell asleep.
ÒThe name is as beautiful as she isÉand
her mother.Ó Zarazu purred.
ÒI think it fits her.Ó
ÒBut what about the lightest?Ó he then
asked.
ÒShe is the last of the litter. And,
ZarazuÉÓ
ÒYes?Ó
ÒI wish for you to name her.Ó
Gasping, the male blinked and said,
astonished, ÒWhat? Me?Ó
ÒYes you.Ó
ÒBut why? YouÕre the mother. ItÕs well
known throughout the Broken-Claw and even your own birth pride – as you
said – that the mother always names the cubs.Ó
ÒWell, when I was born, my mother told me
I was the last of all the cubs brought into the world, not only from her at
that time, but by my father, Ashuma. It was a special tradition held in her
bloodline that she pass on, and so my own father named me because I was his
last. IÕm not saying this is our last litter, but I wish for you to name the
last cub in this one. Will you?Ó
For a moment, Zarazu considered this. But,
finally he gave in and, with a wide grin he answered, ÒOf course I will.Ó
Again, there was silence as Zarazu looked
down at the creamy colored cub who suckled at her motherÕs stomach. What name
would be perfect for such a beauty as this? Finally, a name popped into his
head.
ÒTamu.Ó
ÒTamu?Ó Meersha questioned.
ÒIÕve made up my mind. TamuÉSweet little
Tamu.Ó
Again, Meersha smiled and said, ÒI love
it.Ó
Suddenly, MeershaÕs smile became a frown.
Though there was a great feeling of having to protect her offspring, she
recognized it as the first time she felt it when she became RombuÕs adoptive
mother. This only led to the memories of her lost cub all those years ago.
ÒWhat is it?Ó Zarazu quickly asked.
ÒWhatÕs wrong?Ó
ÒIÕm thinking.Ó
ÒAbout what?Ó
ÒAbout RombuÉI miss him so much, Zarazu.
And seeing these cubs makes me miss him even more – makes me think they
might end up like him.Ó
ÒRombu was a great cub and weÕll always
love him, but now heÕs up in the stars. Now itÕs time to let go and move on and
take care of these little ones. They depend on us. They wonÕt end up like himÉI
promise.Ó
With that, the two nuzzled, reassured by
each otherÕs company and warm words.
Before long, Meersha, still exhausted,
laid her head down and closed her eyes to reunite with slumber as Zarazu turned
and trotted proudly outside, reporting the good news to Pursha. He was in such
a good mood that he even treated Pursha descently, but he also joined her on a
hunt for the night, ignoring any traditional roles a male lion would play.
After all, his mate needed meat for the milk which the cubs needed, and there
were only two hunters now.
LII
A Best-kept Secret
ÒShh,Ó the wind would whisper in its
ghostly way
The trees sheltered them, keeping
that breeze at bay
But there was a secret
ÒShh,Ó it moaned again,
Still, they did not fret
And they knew, the time was then
-Hidden in the thicket
ÒTamu!Ó a distressed voice called through the savannah.
ÒLittle Tamu, where are you?Ó
Pursha sprinted in the grasslands,
frantically seaching for the small cub. It was about five or so full moons
later, and PurshaÕs duty to the pride right now, was to watch the cubs while
their parents were out. But how could she have lost them so easily? At least
TamuÉ
ÒTamu, come out right now!Ó her voice
cried, attempting to be strong, yet one could hear the urgency in it.
After getting this job and position, it
seemed the carefree youth was washed up by the responsibilities of adulthood.
Over a small hill near a water hole, a
creamy colored lion cub – looking much like that of a more pale Kiara
– watched the helpless lion, giggling. Her eyes were a beautiful,
stinging yellow, and her chest and stomach were even more of an off-white
color.
Soon, Pusha was off in the distance.
ÒHey, what are you doing?Ó someone suddenly
asked.
Gasping in surprise, Tamu jumped, only to
see her brother Hadra curiously looking at her through his light, gray bangs.
ÒNothing.Ó she shrugged.
ÒBut youÕre supposed to be at the den.Ó he
exclaimed.
ÒArenÕt you?Ó she snickered.
ÒIÕm helping Aunty Pursha look for you.Ó
her brother huffed.
Rolling her eyes, the independent, little
Tamu replied in iriation, ÒSheÕs not even our aunt.Ó
ÒYouÕre hiding from her, arenÕt you?Ó
ÒWhy would I be hiding from anyone?Ó she
scoffed.
ÒThen why donÕt you answer her calls?Ó
Again, Tamu shrugged.
Glaring and gritting his teeth in
irritation, Hadra said, ÒFine. IÕm telling on you!Ó
Right as he sucked in a deep breath to
call out for the lioness, his sister abruptly rammed into him, headbutting him
into the water. Sputtering, the gray cub broke the surface, coughing and
dripping wet as he snarled at his sister and pulled his small body onto the
land. Tamu could only laugh at this.
ÒHey, whatÕch ya doinÕ?Ó two cubs called
as they ran over to Tamu, happily.
ÒPurshaÕs lookinÕ for ya, Tam.Ó the girl
of gold and yellow said.
ÒI know, I know; furball here already told
me.Ó and she turned to look at her brother and smirk, seeing his hazel eyes
burn up in rage and fury.
Hadra shook, trying as best as he could to
get the water out of his dark gray fur.
ÒHa! He looks like a rat with his fur
sticking to his skin like that!Ó remarked the brown Binjaji, laughing hard.
Emotions slightly tinged, Hadra stuck his
tongue back out to his siblings in reply.
ÒGwalu, Binjaji, is that you?Ó Pursha
called, her voice now getting louder.
ÒOh no, sheÕs coming!Ó Gwalu exclaimed.
ÒIf she catches us, weÕll have to go back to the den!Ó
ÒWhat do we do, Tamu?Ó asked Binjaji.
Though Tamu was the youngest of the
litter, the cubs looked up to her the most. This hurt Hadra like crazy, seeing
as he was to be the future leader of pride. And because he was the runt –
though oldest – this came to be a disadvantage as well, making him the
easiest target out of the bunch be to picked on. Though this was true, Hadra
did his best to try and follow the rules, and several times try to keep his
siblings – especially Tamu – out of trouble. This was another
reason why he was looked down to: the fact that he was boring and not
adventurous like his youngest sister. Though he never admitted it, and for some
unknown reason (at least to him) Hadra sometimes wished he could be like Tamu.
ÒCubs!Ó Pursha went on, coming closer.
ÒCÕmon, this way.Ó Tamu quickly notioned,
before taking off, her brother and sister racing after her.
The trio began their way beside the water
hole, leaving Hadra behind to ponder. As his ÒauntÕsÓ voice grew closer, he
silently debated on whether or not to tell on his brother and sisters, or to
perhaps go along with them this time, and maybe gain some respect. Taking a
deep breath and rolling his eyes, the small gray cub pounced away, just as
Pursha came to the waterÕs edge, sniffing the ground where they were.
ÒHadra, are you near?Ó she asked, looking
around.
But Hadra was now scrambling through the
grasslands after the other cubs.
ÒYou guys!Ó he panted. ÒWait!Ó
As he came to the top of a small mound, he
looked around, only to spot Tamu and the others a few yards off. He quickly
took after them again. Not soon after that, Hadra was hot on their heals.
Bang!
ÒOw!Ó Gwalu snarled as she turned around
to hiss at her brother. ÒWatch where youÕre going!Ó
Blinking away blurred visions, Hadra
stumbled up, muttering a quick and regretful, ÒSorry.Ó
While he ignored the dim ache in his head,
he curiously cocked his head to the side, following their view, only to see a
small herd of antelope a few yards away down a hill.
ÒWhat are they?Ó Hadra questioned, for
they had never seen such creatures in their short lives.
As he said this, one of the bigger prey
lifted its head, ears perked, before it began to leap away, the rest following.
ÒLook what you did!Ó Binjaji heartlessly
hissed.
ÒYou made Ôem get away!Ó Gwalu continued.
Seeing the hurt in her brotherÕs young
eyes, Tamu sighed and said, ÒItÕs OK. It doesnÕt matter; what would we have
done with Ôem anyway? ItÕs not like we can hunt yet.Ó
ÒYeeeeeah.Ó breathed the other male cub.
Suddenly, an earsplitting roar broke the
silence, and the cubs gasped, jumping as they looked to see a giant lion
standing over them, teeth bearing and muscles flexing. The four would stare up
at him, eyes wide with fright as they all turned into little puff balls.
ÒUnaro!Ó a chilling voice abruptly hissed.
ÒBe nice to our friends!Ó
An old lioness with a limp came over,
batting at her grandson. This caused the younger lion to huff like a cub and
sit down, snarling still.
ÒI apologize for his behaviorÉHeÕs not
veryÉsocial.Ó the old
lioness exclaimed.
Finally, courage building up, Tamu
remarked as she stood, fur flattening, ÒWeÕre not your friends. We donÕt even
know you.Ó
ÒTheyÕre so ungreatful. LetÕs eat them
now!Ó Unaro spat as he jumped up.
ÒHush!Ó she growled.
As she turned back to the cubs, she was
smiling, but Hadra trembled at the look in her eyes. It seemed like they were
filled with nothing but lies and hate and the hunger for power. And this
lioness appeared so oldÉthe fact that she was still living and walking was
almost unnatural.
ÒWhatÕs your name, young one?Ó she asked,
despite the disrespectful remark.
ÒTamu.Ó Tamu growled.
ÒWell, Tamu, my name is Natira, and this
is my grandson, Unaro.Ó she exclaimed.
ÒCool.Ó was all Tamu replied.
ÒCÕmon, Tam. LetÕs go.Ó Hadra whispered.
ÒNo.Ó Tamu said, swatting him with a
forepaw.
ÒSo, tell me, little Tamu.Ó the lioness
called Natira went on. ÒWhy are you so far from your parents or pride?Ó
ÒBecause she wants to be!Ó Binjaji
snapped, almost in a rebellious way.
ÒI was asking Tamu.Ó Natria lightly growled.
As BinjajiÕs ears folded back, Tamu only
shrugged at the question.
ÒPlease, Tamu.Ó Hadra said, tugging on her
sisterÕs scruff with his teeth. ÒLetÕs go.Ó his muffled whispers went on.
ÒNot yet.Ó she hissed at him, easily
pushing the gray one over.
ÒOh, donÕt go yet. WeÕre just getting into
a conversation.Ó Natira gently said. ÒSo, who is your mother?Ó
ÒCome on!Ó pleaded Hadra as his body continued to
quiver.
ÒOur mom is Meersha.Ó Gwalu answered.
At the name, Natira seemed to perk. A new
darkness lighted up in her soul, and she could not hold back a grin. Hadra,
seeing this, could not sit still as he stayed behind his siblings, trembling
and pawing the air, mewing for his mother.
ÒShut up, Hadra!Ó Binjaji growled.
The call of a stressful lioness shot
through the air. At first, they thought it was Pursha, but then Tamu gasped
inwardly, recognizing the calls instantly; it was Meersha. But she was not the
only one to recognize the call. Natira smirked, glancing at her grandson who
returned the same expression. Hadra as well, knew his motherÕs stress cry, and
called back to her in his mews.
ÒDonÕt!Ó Gwalu growled.
ÒShush!Ó Tamu snarled, tackling her
brother and doing her best to keep him down, even placing a paw over his
muzzle.
Binjaji exclaimed quickly, ÒSheÕll hear
us!Ó
ÒSo tell me,Ó Natira continued casually,
as if not hearing the calls of their upset mother. ÒWho else do you live with
besides your mother?Ó
ÒDad.Ó answered Tamu, wrestling with her
brother as she did so.
ÒAnd Aunty Pursha.Ó Gwalu replied, almost in a
mocking tone.
ÒWell thatÕs good. Anyone else?Ó
ÒNope.Ó
Gasping, Hadra cried, ÒMom!Ó as he was
able to move his muzzle from his sisterÕs paw. Only for a moment, though.
ÒStop it, Hadra! Please!Ó Tamu whispered, hearing the cries of
their mother closing in.
What was Hadra doing? He could be sitting
here, having a nice conversation with these strangers and in doing this, gain
the respect of his siblings. But no; he was calling for his mother like a baby.
Yet the feelings that came from these strange lions – especially the
female – made his own heart race.
The cries that he attempted to get through
just kept coming, even while his sister wrestled him into the dirt. Another paw
was put over his maw, but he quickly dug his little teeth into the flesh.
ÒOw!Ó cried Tamu, jumping off her brother
with a hiss, fur bristling.
ÒMama!Ó Hadra cried.
ÒDo us a favor, and donÕt tell anyone about us.Ó Natira
asked. ÒWill you?Ó
ÒNo.Ó Tamu was able to say, still batting
Hadra.
ÒYou promise, young ones?Ó
They all nodded as Tamu finished with a
strong, ÒI promise.Ó
Just as Tamu was about to pounce her
brother in a mad quarrel, the sudden roar of their father shook the earth.
While this happened, even Natira and Unaro ran off into the distance.
ÒHey, wait!Ó Tamu called, turning around,
ignoring her brother.
ÒTamu!Ó someone snarled.
Swirling back around, Tamu was now facing
the outraged but relieved faces of her mother and father. Instantly, her ears
and tail fell low.
ÒGwalu, Binjaji, Hadra! What were you all doing?Ó Meersha went on,
furiously.
Despite her cold words, Hadra was
comforted by the presence of his parents, and quickly scrambled over under his
mother, behind her forepaws and nuzzling a leg as he buried his face in her
fur, still trembling. While he did this, he could feel the stone cold stare of
Tamu.
ÒYouÕre not supposed to be so far from the
den. And Pursha told us she couldnÕt find you.Ó Glancing at Zarazu, Meersha
growled. ÒArenÕt you even going to say anything about this?Ó
But Zarazu almost seemed out of it, his
nose twitching, fur standing on end as he took a step forward, staring at the
place that Natira and Unaro had been.
ÒZarazu?Ó Meersha then asked, curiously.
ÒWhat is it?Ó
Though Zarazu knew they were gone, he
jerked his head to stare at his cubs and snarl, ÒWho are they? Where are they?Ó
ÒWho?Ó Meersha asked.
ÒStrangers. CanÕt you scent them? Lions.Ó
Zarazu answered as he looked from one cub to another, demanding an answer.
ÒWell?Ó
ÒYou ran off from Pursha, went far from
the den, and talked to
strangers?!Ó Meersha roared.
Gwalu and Binjaji stayed low, whimpering
in fright. Hadra continued to keep his face buried in his motherÕs fur. The
only one left was Tamu, whom both her parents knew was the most rebellious.
ÒAnswer your father!Ó the lioness ordered
her cubs.
ÒI-I donÕt know.Ó Tamu finally said
quietly, looking at her paws.
ÒYou know who. Tell us!Ó
ÒI donÕt know!Ó
ÒThey were strangers!Ó Hadra then said. As
he glanced about, the other cubs glared, and even Tamu gave him a threatening
look, mouthing something – it almost looked as if it had the word ÔkillÕ
in it.
ÒWho were they?Ó Zarazu asked his son as
Meersha stepped away, exposing her cub for questioning.
ÒIt was an old lionessÉand her grandson.
ButÉÓ he looked at Tamu again, before staring back up at his parents. Òthey
didnÕt say their names.Ó he quickly lied.
ÒHadra,Ó Meersha said, leaning down to
look at him face to face, knowing he was the more responsible one of the bunch.
ÒIs this true?Ó
With a final glance, he stuttered,
ÒY-yes.Ó
~~~
ÒYou let them go!Ó snarled Unaro. ÒHow could you let them go?Ó
ÒSilence, Unaro. I know what I am doing.Ó
the old lioness was saying as she sat, her eyes closed.
ÒNo you donÕt! YouÕre a senile old lioness
that IÕve been watching over since I was born and I-Ó
Unaro was stopped as he was tackled to the
ground. Though his grandmother was unnaturally old and healthy, she was able to
keep a hold of him, physically, emotionally and spiritually.
ÒIf it werenÕt for me you wouldnÕt be alive today.Ó she hissed,
standing over him with a paw at his throat as she glared with firey eyes.
Finally, she got off him and stared into
the distance.
ÒOur plan is almost complete.Ó she then
said.
ÒWhat plan?Ó scoffed Unaro as he got up
and shook the grass and twigs off him. ÒWhat are we waiting for? IÕve been
following you my whole life and IÕve been under your rule ever since I was
born, and yet you still
havenÕt told me what youÕve been searching for!Ó
ÒHer.Ó was all she said.
ÒI know her. But why? And why her?Ó
ÒYou will find out soon enough.Ó
ÒYouÕve been saying that ever since I was
a cub! Now look at me!Ó The adult male was in good shape. His once red patch
atop his small head had grown, just like the rest of him. He was a good sized
lion with a now-brown and strong mane. He would have been quite attractive to
females. ÒI could have my own pride right now, but no! IÕm stuck with you!Ó
ÒYes. YouÕre right. So thereÕs no reason
to stop now after having gone all this way.Ó
As sad as it was, his grandmother was
right. After all, he had wasted his whole life so far on this, so he might as
well get something out of it.
Heaving a sigh as he calmed down, the lion
plopped down and asked quietly now, ÒWhat is your plan?Ó
ÒFirst, we need the cubsÕ trust.Ó she
explained. ÒI know we can get that from that Tamu cub – sheÕs too easy and ignorant. The others
will follow.Ó
ÒWhat about the other one that wouldnÕt
shut up?Ó
ÒWeÕll deal with him. But for now, we need
to be on their good side. We need their trust, but to be kept a secret among
their pride. ThatÕs another thing.Ó
ÒWhat is?Ó
ÒTheir pride; itÕs small. ThatÕs a good
thing.Ó
ÒThey may be small, but they still out
number us, and only one
of us two is strong and youthful still.Ó he added.
ÒAh, but you forget, young one, that I am
more than just a normal lioness: I am a shaman; I have the power of the spirits
on my side.
ÒNow, after we gain their trust, we can
finally take them hostage. Then we can get the lioness we need.Ó
ÒWe couldÕve taken Ôem hostage before!Ó
ÒWe need cooperation between us and the
parents.Ó
ÒOh trust me, once we have their cubs,
there will be
cooperation, Grandmother.Ó
ÒYou fool! We canÕt just take their cubs
and thatÕs it! We need this plan! If we had taken the cubs then, then we
wouldÕve easily been tracked down.Ó
ÒEspeically now that they know weÕre
around; theyÕre gonna be keeping their eyes and ears open.Ó Unaro pointed out.
ÒThatÕs why we need the cubs to come to us.Ó Natira whispered, kneading the ground
with hoarse claws.
LIII
Father and Son
There is always one that the eagle
looks to, and the lion yearns to
be, and the tiger tries to see.
-Sire of the Savannah
ÒI canÕt believe you!Ó yelled Tamu. ÒWhatÕs wrong with you?Ó
ÒHey, I didnÕt tell them their names!Ó
Hadra defensively replied.
ÒYou still told on us!Ó Tamu snarled,
glaring at her brother. ÒThanks a lot!Ó
With that, the light, female cub padded to
the back of the den and plopped down, staring at the wall.
ÒWhy do you have to be such a zebra?Ó
Gwalu asked, quietly.
At this, Hadra stuck his tongue out.
Binjaji quickly batted at the tongue, before he and Gwalu followed Tamu to the
back.
It was later that day, and Meersha and
Zarazu had brought the cubs back to the den. Their punishment was to stay in
there the rest of the day and night.
Pursha had been upset at what she was
told; the cubs running from her and meeting with strangers. Zarazu gave her a
stern talking to and demanded that she watch the cubs at all times while he was out at the borders,
remarking them and watching out for strangers.
Right then, Pursha and Meersha were
talking under a near tree, just yards from the den which was in clear sight of
theirs. Even Tamu herself knew better than to disobey her parents again,
especially with both lionesses nearby. For now, she would stay in the den and
encourage her siblings to be even more against Hadra, in her own way of
punishing him.
As the trio in the back continued to make
fun of their brother, the tiny gray cub would toddle over to the enterence of
the den, and lie down, head on paws as he stared through his bangs out into the
savannah. The sunlight was dying, just as his spirit was right then. Even Meersha
could tell from the expression on his sad little face.
ÒI just canÕt believe I let this happen.Ó
Pursha said, regretfully. ÒItÕs my fault. I mean, they couldÕve been killed!Ó She shuddered at the thought. ÒDonÕt
worry, Meersha. I promise IÕll take better care of them. IÕll be such a good
caretaker; even Zarazu himself will thank me!Ó
It was true that Zarazu was still hard on
the young lioness. Especially after their encounter with the strangers. Tamu
had even felt bad for getting her ÒauntÓ in trouble for their mistake. But as
cold of a shoulder Zarazu gave Pursha, Meersha was very forgiving towards her
friend.
Heaving a sigh, Meersha said, ÒItÕs all right, Pursha. ItÕs really not your fault; theyÕre just mischievous cubsÉespecially that Tamu of mine.Ó
ÒAh, yes. Tamu even reminds me of me when
I was younger.Ó
ÒAnd me.Ó Meersha said, smiling now as her
tail swished in the grass, remembering the times she got in trouble for several
different things, including wandering from the pride and seeing that puddle of
benighted water.
MeershaÕs smile quickly faded, though, now
seeing her sonÕs despaired face. Again, she sighed, and as Zarazu returned,
Meersha sat up beside him, exclaiming, ÒLook at how sad Hadra isÉI think you
should talk to him.Ó
Zarazu gave Pursha a cold look, causing
her to flinch, but at his mateÕs words, he looked over to HadraÕs miserable
face. He nodded once, before trotting over to the den.
ÒHadra?Ó he said.
Hadra opened his hazel eyes and lifted his
small head from his paws.
ÒPapa?Ó
The voice of his son gave him warmth, just
as the voice of HadraÕs father to him gave him comfort and made him feel
secure. As Zarazu stared down at the cub, he couldnÕt help but see Rombu in
those innocent, young eyes of his. He and Meersha had failed to tell their
litter of the cub they once had, though his memory still lingered in their
hearts, just as strongly as the love for their new cubs.
ÒHadra, I wish to speak to you.Ó Zarazu
stated.
Glancing at his arguing siblings, Hadra
wearily got up, and padded behind the giant, black and white lion. The fact
that his father was so big – Hadra seemed only as big as one of his paws!
– and so strong – even ZarazuÕs voice – made him feel
protected. A million monsters could be surrounding the two, and as long as he
was with his father, Hadra would still feel safe. It amazed him how strong his
parents could be.
As the sun began to fall behind the
horizion, crickets took their place in the evening, singing loudly along with
other denizens of the golden lands. Zarazu would gracefully walk in front of
his son, paw after paw upon a part of the land where it rose slightly, as if
over looking their territory.
Hadra stopped, turned, and squinted to see
his mother and Pursha far off, only specks in the distance now. Then he continued
on after his father.
ÒSon.Ó Zarazu would finally exclaim as they walked, now a
half a mile from the den. ÒIÕm very disappointed.Ó
ÒI know. I didnÕt want toÉI justÉI donÕt
know.Ó Hadra said ashamed, ears low.
ÒHadra, I look to you as the one with the
most responsibility and sense. But what you and the other cubs did todayÉÓ
ÒI just wanted them to like me, Dad!Ó the
little cub suddenly blurted out.
ÒWhat do you mean? TheyÕre your siblings.
They love you.Ó he said gently and reassuringly.
ÒBut they donÕt like me.Ó Hadra went on with humiliation and
regret as he glared at the ground, eyes slightly teary.
Sighing, Zarazu leaned down to nuzzle his
son. ÒI know things are tough, but itÕll get better. Trust me.Ó
ÒNo it wonÕt!Ó he pouted ignorantly, but
this only made his father grin.
ÒLook. Have I ever told you about how
responsible you are?Ó
ÒJust now.Ó Hadra sniffled.
ÒWell then, have I ever told you how
youÕre going to be the leader of this pride?Ó
ÒYou mentioned it.Ó
ÒAnd I think you will make a great leader
some sun.Ó
ÒBut they make fun of me! IÕm so small,
too! And I only went along with their plan Ôcause I wanted them tÕ stop making
fun of me!Ó
ÒI know, I know. But one sun you will be
the leader of the Twilight pride, and all this will be behind you. Look, I took
you out here because I wanted to tell you that; because I wanted to tell you
how much of a good leader you are; how strong you really are and determined and
how youÕre accountable for your siblings – even if you think they donÕt
like you. You are responsible for them and for yourself, Hadra. That is why you
canÕt go along with their mischief.Ó
Still, Hadra was gazing away, no matter
how carefully he was listening. With a chuckle, Zarazu nuzzled his son again.
ÒI know you probably donÕt understand, or
you think you canÕt do it, but give yourself some time to grow and mature; ya
know, get some muscles on those bones and become a big strong lion.Ó he said,
nudging the cub.
Spinning around, Hadra giggled as he pawed
his fatherÕs giant muzzle, ÒLike you?Ó
ÒYes. Like me.Ó he laughed. ÒCÕmon. IÕll
race you back to the den.Ó
With that, the two were off.
As they came over to the lionesses, Hadra
was panting and plopped down beside his mother.
ÒHeÕs exhausted. WhatÕve you been doing? I
told you to talk to him, not have him race a cheetah.Ó Meersha scolded, licking
her little one as he continued to try and catch his breath.
ÒDonÕt worry. HeÕs fine.Ó Zarazu
exclaimed. ÒJust getting some exercise before we turn in for the night.Ó
ÒDaddy, do I still have to stay in the den
with Tamu and Gwalu and Binjaji, even though IÕm gonna be leader one day?Ó
Hadra then asked.
It was hard for any of the adults to say
no to the little one, but Zarazu could only shake his head with a sigh and a
grin. ÒYes. You have to. You have to take responsibility for it, too, Hadra.
You will learn.Ó
As Hadra huffed, Meersha said, ÒWell, IÕm
off to den.Ó before she picked her cub up by the scruff and began to pad to the
ground cave.
Zarazu sat down, watching his family
disappear. As they left, he could not help but shiver at the overwhelming
feeling that washed over his soul; he felt the same way as he did when he and
Meersha became mates, and when he had adopted Rombu. It was the feeling to
protect and never stop protecting.
ÒI love them so much.Ó he uttered.
ÒI know.Ó Pursha said, which made him perk
as he had forgotten she was still lying there. ÒIt really is something to have
family, huh?Ó
Zarazu ignored her, and got up to follow
Meersha into the den for the night.
LIV
A Chase to Danger
Run run, little one
Flee from the dark,
hide from the light,
for this is your mark
your fear held tight
Run run, little one
Sprint from the cold,
dash from the heat,
you were just too bold,
and now youÕre meat
Run run, little one
Scurry in a hurry,
dart with your heart,
lope like an antelope,
scamper, scramper and next time do
not tamper,
do not pout,
do not protest
do not shout
or you will surely be put to the
test
Run run, little one
-Lioness warning- poem to naughty cubs
A couple days later, Tamu would be found frolicking through
the grasslands, laughing as she did so. Pursha watched with keen eyes while she
laid upon a flat rock beneath an umbrella tree for shade. Her tail tip twitched
a bit as she watched the young ones play, especially Tamu.
The little, creamy lion continued to mew
and giggle as she ran after a butterfly. As it landed on a blade of grass, she
would briefly playbow, before leaping after it. Before long, though, the cub
grew bored, and sighing, she turned to pounce back to Pursha.
ÒBoo!Ó she yelled as she jumped up on the
lioness.
ÒAh, you got me.Ó was all Pursha said,
with a quick giggle.
ÒAunt Pursha.Ó Tamu then exclaimed,
placing both forepaws upon the lionessÕs side and looking up at her with
yearning eyes. ÒIÕm booored.Ó
ÒAnd IÕm sorry.Ó Pursha stoutly replied.
ÒFor what?Ó
ÒFor you being bored.Ó
Huffing, Tamu plopped down on her rump,
before asking, ÒWhereÕs Mama and Daddy?Ó
ÒYour dad is at the borders.Ó
ÒHe always is!Ó Tamu whined.
ÒAnd MeershaÕs out with him, too.Ó
Tamu tilted her head for a moment, before
bounding off to the water hole that was a few yards away. She heaved a sigh, before blinking at
her siblings. Grinning, the cub stalked over to where Hadra sat upon a small
jutting rock that came out from a mound in the land. Suddenly, she tackled him,
easily pushing him off the rock, taking his spot.
ÒAh!Ó he cried in surprise as a thump
sounded while he fell on hard, bare ground. ÒTamu!Ó he hissed, staggering up.
The other two cubs just laughed at TamuÕs
heartless actions.
ÒWhatÕd you do that for?Ó he spat. ÒThatÕs
my spot!Ó
ÒWell now itÕs mine.Ó Tamu exclaimed,
before turning to look at him, unsheathing her claws to kneed the rockÕs
surface while she said, ÒBut if you want it, youÕll have tÕ fight.Ó
ÒHuh?Ó and he tilted his head.
ÒCÕmon, ya tough cub! YouÕre supposed to
be the leader one day, and thereÕs no good leaders that donÕt know how tÕ
fight.Ó
ÒYeah.Ó Binjaji agreed. ÒIf youÕre gonna
be the leader, you have to know how to fight.Ó
ÒThatÕs right.Ó Gwalu encouraged.
ÒWell?Ó Tamu went on. ÒWhat are you
waitinÕ for?Ó
Looking from Tamu, to Gwalu, to Binjaji
and back to Tamu, Hadra pondered for a few moments, before stating, ÒI donÕt
wanna fight.Ó
ÒHa! YouÕre such a zebra!Ó Gwalu shouted.
ÒAm not!Ó Hadra shot back.
ÒOh yeah? Then why donÕt you show us just
how much of a tough leader you really are, Hadra.Ó Tamu said, pouncing off the
rock onto her brother.
For a minute or so, the two rolled around
in the dirt, before Hadra was finally able to escape from his sisterÕs grip.
ÒLook here at the lil furball!Ó Tamu
laughed.
Now Hadra was curled up as a small gray
puff, trying his best to keep away from his sisterÕs blows. His forepaws
wrapped over his muzzle as he sqrunched his eyes shut. Maybe he could out wait
the fight.
ÒNow letÕs see how fast the young leader
is!Ó Binjaji suggested.
ÒGood idea, Bin.Ó Tamu complimented.
With that, the three cubs pounced the
smallest, clawing and biting at him.
Why was it that Hadra was one day to
become the leader of a pride that made fun of him so much? That seemed so cruel
and heartless towards him? And all he could do was lie there and continue
taking the attacks.
ÒCÕmon! You can do it; just get up and run
you waste of fur!Ó Tamu snarled with rage as she took her anger out on her
brother; the anger that so swelled up within her soul and made her despise this
little furball that always seemed to get her in trouble, just for trying to
have fun.
In fact, Tamu was so wrapped up in her
fury, that she did not notice the actual blood she drew from HadraÕs small
body.
Finally, Hadra could stand it no longer,
and leapt up, falling once and making Gwalu fall over as well. Quickly, he
stumbled up again and took off to the north, sprinting through the long grass,
not even caring as it smaked his face. But he knew the trio was behind him now,
chasing him.
His panting grew faster and more frantic
as his adrenaline rushed. He felt like a mere prey in a game of cat and mouse.
Or perhaps one of the antelope that his mother had hunted for him. How could
this be? How was it that now he was running from the pride he was meant to
lead?
Suddenly, a burst of energy came, and he
shot out into the grasslands, faster than he couldÕve ever imagined, easily
outrunning his siblings. He left the three behind, still trying to catch his
breath as he scrambled over now bare land. It was obvious Hadra was past the
borders of his territory, and yet he kept running.
ÒDonÕt worry.Ó Tamu exclaimed to her
sister and brother as they ran still, only with astonishment. ÒHe canÕt last like
that for long.Ó she panted. ÒAnd IÕll be able to catch him anyway!Ó
With that, Tamu – with her lean and
youthful body – was running just as quickly as Hadra. It seemed as if her
own anger was the thing that pushed her, just as HadraÕs fear and determination
urged him on.
The two were closing up on each other, and
soon Tamu was at HadraÕs tail, snapping at it.
ÒFurball!Ó she called. ÒZebra! Prey! Cub!
Stupid, little-Ó
But then Hadra instinctively jumped before
he knew what he was doing. The gray cub was now leaping up what appeared to be
a stair case of stones that so matched the color of his fur.
Tamu halted in her tracks, watching her
brother climb the rocks. For a moment, she stayed still, before gritting her
teeth and hurdling after him.
Stone by stone, rock by rock, the two
jumped from each one, climbing higher. Finally, Hadra leapt from one side of a
gap in the Òstairs.Ó For a moment, he struggled on the edge of small cliff, his
hind legs kicking to find any surface as his claws dug into the flat rock above
him. And then, with one last effort, he found another stone to place his back
paw on, and shot up into the air.
The little cub landed on his side, almost
gasping for breath. For a moment, his view grew blurry from exhaustion.
ÒYou!Ó he heard his sister cry.
A little thump sounded beside him, and he
turned to look up into the angry face of Tamu. Though Tamu was just as warn,
she continued to stand her ground, before pouncing Hadra once more. Snarling,
the little cub raked his face. He could only reply in a yelp.
ÒCubs!Ó someone then said. ÒCubs, what are
you doing?Ó
The voice was nothing but a lie, as it
seemed to be frantic. But Hadra recognized it a stone cold sound coming from
that very old, very frightening lioness.
ÒNatira!Ó Tamu shouted in joy.
ÒWhy, what are you two doing? You could
hurt each other. Or you could easily fall off these rocks.Ó the lioness gently
exclaimed. She paused. ÒYou both look exhausted.Ó
ÒYeah well, I was just mad at this stupid
cub.Ó Tamu replied, glaring at her brother as she stood.
ÒWell thatÕs not very nice.Ó
ÒItÕs not very nice that he told on us! He
always does!Ó
ÒTold on you?Ó NatiraÕs voice was suddenly
unleashing a raw dark side. ÒDid you tell about us?Ó
ÒNo!Ó Tamu quickly said. ÒHadra just said
we met some strangers, but he didnÕt give your names.Ó
For a minute, Natira seemed to be
considering this, debating on whether or not she should lash out. But finally,
NatiraÕs expression and voice sunk back into a fake gentleness.
ÒWell I am glad you have not told. Hey,
tell you what; my grandson and I are having aÉa picknick tonight, and we were
wondering if you and your siblings would like to attend.Ó
ÒReally?Ó Tamu squealed. ÒThatÕd be fun!Ó
ÒGreat. All you have to do is wait when
the moon is up, and meet us back here. Oh, and donÕt tell your parents, all
right?Ó
ÒHow come we canÕt tell our parents?Ó
Hadra then said, standing up after he had caught his breath, blood and sweat
trickling down his face.
ÒWell, letÕs just say my grandson and I
would like to be kept a secret. After all, your father is very protective about
his lands-Ó
ÒItÕs a good thing.Ó Hadra interrupted.
ÒAnd all we want is friends.Ó Natira
finished, ignoring the cub.
ÒSee?Ó huffed Tamu, batting at her
brother. ÒAll they want is friends. And Daddy doesnÕt want to be around
strangers, so thatÕs why we canÕt tell them!Ó
ÒRight, well I hope to see you and all your siblings here tonight.Ó Natira then
said.
ÒDonÕt worry. You will.Ó
ÒGood. Good bye, little ones.Ó
ÒGood bye.Ó Tamu mewed.
~~~
ÒHadra, you canÕt tell!Ó ordered Tamu when they were back at the
water hole.
ÒWhy not? TheyÕre strangers!Ó
ÒWho cares?!Ó Binjaji said.
ÒI have a bad feeling about them!Ó
ÒSo what? Every time you have a bad
feeling, you end up taking away our fun.Ó Tamu complained. ÒDonÕt do it again.Ó she threatened. ÒYou wonÕt
tellÉwill you?Ó
The three cubs were staring coldly at
Hadra. All he could do was sit there and flinch inwardly at his several small
wounds that surrounded his body. He knew it would only get worse if he taddled
like he had done so many times, which was another reason why he was so despised
among his peers. But at the same time, he was meant to be a leader, and be
responsible.
Sighing, Hadra said, ÒI wonÕt tell.Ó
ÒGood! Then itÕs settled: tonight, we will
go meet Natira out at those rocks.Ó Tamu exclaimed with delight.
What was he doing? Just letting his
siblings get themselves into trouble? No. He could not let this happen again.
His father was counting on him. And yet, his own future was, too. And then, a
thought popped into his head: what if he could protect his siblings, while at
the same time keeping their relationship with those strangers a secret? Then he
would be winning on both sides!
ÒHadra!Ó
The four cubs jerked their heads, seeing
Meersha trot over to them.
ÒWhat has happened to you, my little
Hadra? YouÕre full of dirt and blood, and you look exhausted!Ó
ÒIÕm fine, Mom.Ó Hadra replied.
ÒOf course youÕre not! Look at your coat;
I just cleaned it! And you have scratches all over.Ó
Meersha abruptly shot a cold glare to her
other cubs.
ÒWhat have you been doing to him?Ó she
asked.
ÒNothing, Mama.Ó Tamu innocently replied.
ÒDonÕt ÔNothing MamaÕ me.Ó she snarled. ÒI
know you, Tamu. Now tell
me what happned!Ó
An awkward silence, before Hadra finally
said, ÒIt was me!Ó
ÒHadra, donÕt-Ó Meersha began, but Hadra
continued. ÒNo really, Mama. I just fell in the sticker bushes was all.Ó
ÒHow can you fall in the sticker bushes?
And what sticker bushes are near anyway?Ó
ÒMama, I just got myself a little dirty,
OK?Ó Hadra huffed.
Rolling her eyes and shaking her head,
Meersha scruffed her eldest son and carried him over to a tree, only to lie
down and begin grooming him. As this happened, Pursha padded over to the rest
of the cubs, making sure they would not drift too far.
~~~
The night had taken over the vast savannah. Even though dangerous predators continued
to thrive throughout the darkness, the family of lions were sleeping peacefully
within their now-large den. But there was a struggle; four little cubs were
making their way from the safety of their family, out to the enterence of their
home.
ÒI canÕt see.Ó complained a small voice.
ÒShh!Ó hissed someone else.
ÒEe! YouÕre on my tail!Ó squealed a third
voice.
ÒWould you just all shut up!Ó snarled
Tamu, as she was now in the moonlight that littered the enterence of the cave
floor.
ÒUgh.Ó Hadra grunted as he knocked into
his younger sister.
Immeditely the cub spun around, and Hadra
was looking into the furious face of his sibling. Tamu bared her teeth as her
fur bristled, causing the little gray cub to gulp and back up. After a moment
or two of that tremble-causing stare, Tamu looked up, watching the land
outside.
ÒWe have tÕ be quiet so we donÕt get
caught.Ó she exclaimed, glancing at her sleeping parents and Pursha. ÒSo shut
up.Ó
With that, she turned back around, and
headed out into the deadly, unprotected night.
For several minutes, the four cubs would
toddle into the long, grass. Before they knew it, though, they were laughing
and giggling, they were sprinting from the heart of their territory. All over
each one would pounce, toppling over each other and scrambling around, falling
over their own paws. The night bugs interested the little ones as they chased
them, and of course, each other. Only Hadra was quiet and wary as he watched
his brother and sisters, trying not to get caught up in their playful quarrels.
He sighed, thinking about the two strangers. At the thought of seeing them
again, his stomach did a flop, and he felt as if he could vomit right there and
then.
Suddenly stopping, he said, ÒMaybe we
shouldnÕt do this.Ó
ÒHuh?Ó asked Gwalu.
ÒAnd why not?Ó Tamu huffed.
ÒBecauseÉitÕs not safe.Ó
ÒIf you didnÕt want tÕ come, then you
shouldÕve stayed!Ó
ÒBut Papa says IÕm responsible for you
guys.Ó
ÒWe can take care of ourselves, canÕt we?Ó
Tamu challenged as she began to walk away, tail high in the air behind her.
ÒYeah!Ó agreed Binjaji, following his
siter.
ÒDuh!Ó Gwalu coppied, and ran after the
others.
Hadra cocked his head, before exclaiming
frantically, ÒHey you guys! Wait up!Ó
ÒNo, Hadra!Ó Tamu halted in her tracks and
swirled back around, her siblings watching as she glared at Hadra. ÒGo away!Ó
Before Hadra knew what had happened, the
sky was in his vision as his breath was taken away. The cub smacked the ground
hard, just as the other three were snickering, running off into the distance
and leaving him behind. Coughing, Hadra scrambled up. After he caught his
breath, he looked around, and though the scent of the others was strong, he
could not see them anymore.
Suddenly, his heart was racing, and he
began to quiver. Not only because of the lonely breeze that past him by,
causing the tips of the grass to tickle his fur, but because he was left alone
in the dark. Now even his own family was gone. And what would happen if they
got hurt? Then it would be his fault; his fault for not telling his parents
about this; his fault for following them instead. But he had tried his best!
After all, if he didnÕt tell his parents on them, then he wouldÕve gained
respect from the cubs, and if he had gone with the cubs then that way he
couldÕve made sure he was responsible for them and taken care of them –
that way, he would win! But no. Not even just this one time could he win. Not
once in his short life did he feel like he was a winner. Now, he could not tell
his parents, nor make sure his siblings were OK. He was lost.
Finally, doing his best not to panic, the
little one sniffed the air, and began to follow the tracks of the other cubs.
Abruptly, Hadra took off, running through the yellow grass, which now looked so
dark in the night; everything did. He did his best to push past the large
blades the brushed his face and body. Once he fell down a hidden drop off,
though he was OK. Giving a quick cough, he jumped up again, still trying to
track down Tamu and the others.
~~~
ÒWhat a zebra!Ó cackled Tamu.
The three cubs were now padding along near
the giant rocks, where the ground was bare and the earth was hard and seemed as
dark as the sky at the time.
ÒI know!Ó Binjaji giggled delightedly.
ÒAnd that was so cool, the way you headbutted him!Ó
ÒAnd the way he fell back so easily, like
he was nothing but a light feather.Ó agreed Gwalu in laughter.
ÒAs I recall, there were four of you last
time I saw you.Ó an ancient-sounding voice cracked through the night.
The trio of youth gasped as they stopped,
eyes widening in fear as their views shot in front of them, only to have them
all sigh in relief. Natira lie on a near stone, forcing out a jaded yawn, her
tail slowly swishing to and fro.
ÒNatira!Ó Tamu cried. ÒItÕs you!Ó
ÒYes, and itÕs youÉbut not all of you.
Tell me, little ones, where is the fourth cub?Ó she calmly asked.
ÒOh, donÕt worry; we took care of him.Ó
chuckled the light-colored lion cub.
ÒWell, itÕs a shame that he wonÕt be
joining us, because, I was really looking forward to dining with all of you.Ó Natira exclaimed, putting on a
verbal act of disappointment.
ÒYou wouldnÕt want him here anyway.Ó Tamu
continued.
ÒYeah!Ó agreed her siblings.
ÒWell then, IÕll hate to do this without him.Ó
With those last chilling words, the
lioness suddenly rose from her spot atop the gray formation of rock, before
taking a forepaw and grasping Tamu with her extended claws. Again, the cubs
gasped, and Tamu was painfully pulled forward as Natira buried her claws into
the little oneÕs flesh. The old lioness grinned satisfied at the cubÕs flinch.
When she pulled her up so that they were face to face, and poor TamuÕs paws
were dangling in the cool air, NatiraÕs grin widened to a toothy smile. Her
frightening eyes of sharp gray, glared as they filled with rage.
While Tamu was grabbed, Unaro suddenly
leapt out from behind his grandmother, jumping behind Gwalu and Binjaji, making
sure they couldnÕt leave.
TamuÕs heart raced as her nose touched the
adultÕs nose. She felt like she could hardly breathe or feel her own body, as
the fear and realization ran through her veins. These lions were not friends:
they were enemies.
ÒI wanted,Ó Natira began in a light
murmur. Òall of you.Ó
There was a pause, before: ÒAll of you!Ó she suddenly roared.
The cub shut her eyes, shivers and
whimpers taking over her small body. This only made Natira chuckle.
ÒNow, you told me you would all come.Ó her
voice was now normal. ÒThis is very dispaointing indeed. You know why?Ó
ÒN-no.Ó Tamu forced herself to whisper.
ÒLetÕs just say I like even numbers. But
now, there are only three of you. Tut, tut, that will not do. I guess things could be
arranged, I mean, if I canÕt get four, then IÕll have to settle with two.Ó she
laughed. ÒThat means, one of you will have to goÉAnd I trusted you.Ó
The last word ÒyouÓ made Tamu lose her
breath. Before she knew it, NatiraÕs breath closed in on her, and it felt so
warm as her teeth was now an inch beside her. Those fangs were so close, she
could almost see her own reflection in them.
ÒYou leave her alone!Ó someone suddenly
called.
Everyone shot up to see Hadra standing on
a cliff, about five yards in the air as he stared down at them. For once in her
life, Tamu was thankful to see her brother.
ÒOh, it seems we do have four.Ó Natira said, still grinning
as she tossed Tamu aside.
ÒAh!Ó she squealed as she fell down
between Gwalu and Binjaji, but Unaro still standing above them.
ÒYoung one.Ó Natira started as she
slightly began to move to the base of the cliff, looking up at Hadra. ÒIÕm glad
to see youÕre here. Why donÕt you come down here with us, huh?Ó
ÒYou leave my brother and sisters alone!Ó
he snarled, trying his best to look tough as he puffed his chest out.
ÒOh, I just wanted to have some fun, donÕt
you?Ó she snickered. ÒAfter all, I really do like the feeling of cub flesh
being torn by my own claws.Ó
Suddenly, with a gasp, Hadra turned around
and started off into the grasslands, heading back to the territory. But Unaro
was just as quick, leaving the other cubs with Natira as he leapt over,
following the cub, and soon coming out on leval land with him, jumping in front
of him. Unaro grinned down at the little one, who glared back up at him with a
pathetic hiss.
ÒNo.Ó Natira said simply as she sat beside
the other cubs. ÒLet him go. HeÕll be a messenger to his pride.Ó Her chilling
eyes then rested on Hadra himself as she went on. ÒYou tell your parents that
Natira has your siblings, and if she still remembers, then your mother will
know what I want. You tell them, that if they want their cubs back alive, then weÕll meet at gorge in the
northeast.Ó
~~~
Hadra was gasping and shaking in exhaustion, but he
continued to push himself through the savannah, on his way home. He had to tell his parents this, for his siblings
lives were on the line. Oh, how could this happen? What was once a simple plan
for him to get respect from them and respsonsibilty from his parents, was now
about to caust him his sisterÕs and brotherÕs life. Well, now all he could do
was deliver the news – that was his only task leftÉand the only thing
that mattered. He could at least do something right, and it was to get home and tell
the others before it was too late.
ÒAh!Ó he grunted in surprise, falling over
and tumbling down a hill.
Everything was spinning, but finally, he
looked up, seeing the twinkling stars above him, which were now disappearing
from his view as a blanket of mist seeped through the enviornment. Taking a
shaking breath, he looked forward, seeing the den, and he forced himself up on
his clumsy paws.
ÒMom!Ó he called. ÒDad!Ó
~~~
The lionÕs roar shook the earth itself. Zarazu was breathing almost as hard as his
son, who had just gotten back and delivered the news.
ÒHow could this have happened?Ó Pursha
asked in a wary whisper, staring at nothing.
ÒYou!Ó Zarazu suddenly said, spinning around and giving the
lioness a smack with extended claws.
She snarled in surprise and pain as she
closed her eyes, trying to ignore the blood that now gushed down her face.
Instead of fighting back, Pursha just slumped there, submissively and
regretfully. But the action of his father, took Hadra by surprise as well.
ÒZarazu, no!Ó Meersha cried.
ÒYou let this happen!Ó Zarazu growled.
ÒNow our cubs are gone!Ó
ÒShe did nothing!Ó Meersha finally snarled, jumping in
front of her friend and glaring at her mate. ÒNow youÕre right, though –
our cubs are gone. And itÕs up to us to get them back!Ó
Zarazu gave one last glance of fury to his
scapegoat, before leaping out of the den and looking around.
ÒWhere are they?Ó he roared.
Though the reactions of his father scared
him, Hadra was able to say, ÒCÕmon, follow me!Ó
ÒNo! YouÕre staying here!Ó Meersha
ordered.
ÒBut you donÕt know the way, especially in
this fog, Mama!Ó Hadra protested.
ÒHeÕs right.Ó Zarazu suddenly breathed,
quiet now as he gazed at the mist that had taken over their lands. ÒShow us the
way, son.Ó
Giving a quick nod, Hadra started out, and
the other three followed.
Another task for him – another thing
he needed to do to was save their lives.
LV
A Trick, a Chase, and a Mistake
ÒLove runs on life. But if there is
no love, what is the use of life?Ó
-Paham, Shaman of the Dream-Catcher pride (Mystic
Era)
Hadra was panting as he scrambled through the lands,
tripping several times.
ÒThis is going to take too long.Ó Meersha
frantically pointed out. ÒTell us where to go.Ó
And with that she lifted her son up in her
mouth.
ÒKeep going straight.Ó Hadra grunted as he
was picked up.
Before long, the lions were racing through
the oncoming mist. Meersha was in front, listening carefully to her cubÕs words
with Pursha at her heals and Zarazu in the back, struggling to keep up.
ÒKeep going up that hill!Ó he ordered,
just a few minutes later.
ÒAh!Ó Pursha cried out in surprise.
Meersha snarled, letting go of the small
lion as they all tumbled down a cliff, landing with several loud thumps. Hadra
was lucky he was not killed by his own family in the fall.
ÒHadra, where do we go?Ó Zarazu asked,
getting up abruptly.
ÒJust straight from now on.Ó he said.
ÒAnd no more cliffs?Ó
ÒNope.Ó
ÒGood. Then hide here.Ó
ÒHuh?Ó
Meersha asked, ÒWhat are you doing?Ó as
Zarazu scruffed his son and padded to a near log. There, the giant black and
white lion set the cub gently within the rotting, fallen grove.
ÒBut, Daddy!Ó Hadra protested, jumping out
of the log.
ÒNo. YouÕre staying here. I donÕt want you
to get hurt.Ó
ÒBut I wonÕt!Ó
ÒListen to your father, Hadra. You need to
stay here. WeÕll go get your brother and sisters and be back in no time.Ó
Pursha said.
Zarazu growled while he glared at the
lioness.
ÒNo.Ó Meersha suddenly said.
The three looked at her questioningly.
ÒIÕm going.Ó
ÒWhat? You canÕt!Ó Zarazu started.
ÒNo. I have to. ItÕs my fault that our
cubs are in that position. ItÕs me they want, not you or them.Ó Meersha wearily
exclaimed, looking out to the east.
ÒBut you canÕt go alone!Ó Pursha cried.
ÒOnce I make sure the cubs are OK, I have
to deal with them: I have to go with them.Ó
ÒWhat? Meersha, are you hearing yourself?
YouÕre talking crazy!Ó Zarazu snarled.
ÒHadra, you said it was an old lioness and
her grandson, right?Ó Meersha asked, looking down to the cub, ignoring her
mate.
ÒUh huh.Ó He nodded. ÒBut why do you have
to go?Ó
ÒBecauseÉback when I was a half-cub, a
lioness named Natira tried to get me, yet I donÕt know why.Ó
ÒThatÕs her name! ThatÕs her name!Ó Hadra
squealed, jumping up.
ÒBut you donÕt know if itÕs her for sure?Ó
asked Pursha.
ÒNo, but think about; these strangersÕ
actions are not normal. Why would a lioness be traveling with her grandson and
take away a prideÕs cubs? Because they want somethingÉsomeoneÉme.Ó
ÒYou canÕt go, Meersha!Ó Pursha cried
then.
ÒThis is ridiculious. If they want you,
they have to go through me.Ó Zarazu growled, sticking his chest out and lifting
his chin.
Meersha shook her head slowly. ÒWhoever
they are, they are strong.Ó
Pursha pointed out, ÒBut thereÕs only two
of them, and the lioness is very old.Ó
ÒIt doesnÕt matter. TheyÕre strong and I
have a bad feeling about them, especially the lioness. I must go with themÉfor
the sake of our cubs.Ó
ÒBut they canÕt! You-Ó
ÒIt doesnÕt matter, Zarazu! They want me, not them!Ó Meersha snarled, before
turning around and sprinting through the mist.
ÒMeersha!Ó Zarazu cried in distress,
before taking off after his mate.
ÒYou guys!Ó Pursha said, also trailing
after.
Hadra looked out after them for a moment,
and then took off as well, making his way through the dark savannah once more,
now alone again. Yet as he climbed to the top of a steep knoll, he was thrown
back after knocking into the leg of Pursha.
ÒHadra!Ó she cried as she looked back to
him with concerned eyes.
ÒI have tÕ help them!Ó he growled, getting
up and trying to pass the lioness.
ÒYou canÕt go after them! ItÕs too
dangerous!Ó
ÒBut itÕs my fault!Ó
ÒYour fault?Ó and she slightly cocked her
head to the side.
ÒYeah. If I had just told Papa where we
were going or if I had been a better guide for them, then none of this wouldÕve
happened.Ó
ÒItÕs not your fault, Hadra. But now, you
must stay here so that I can protect youÉI wonÕt fail again.Ó At the end of that sentence,
her voice grew stronger as she glared into the distance, kneading the ground in
anger at her fails.
As this happened, Meersha and Zarazu were
running for their cubsÕ lives. Mist continued to engulf the whole savannah it
seemed. MeershaÕs soon began to pant, trying her best to catch her breath as
horrible thoughts flowed through her racing mind. What if the cubs were nowhere
to be found and it was a trick? What if they had killed the cubs already? But
she couldnÕt stop now. She wouldnÕt.
Before long, a figure showed itself within
MeershaÕs view, and her watery eyes squinted briefly. It didnÕt take but a few
more seconds before she halted and snarled, ÒWhere are they?!Ó
The figure was now clear, and though her
body was trembling in fright and anger, Meersha stood her ground, waiting for
an answer as she glared at the old and unnatural lioness.
ÒWhy, theyÕre just in that gorge.Ó the
ancient voice slithered from behind those black, cracked lips.
As Meersha watched, she saw Natira nod to
her left. ÒA gorge ready to break and fill with water any time nowÉjust with a
sweep of a claw.Ó
At first, Meersha did not understand,
before she gasped, looking over to where the mist cleared, giving her just the
perfect view to see Unaro, standing beside a rock wall at the edge of the
gorge. It was clear that the stones that piled up were working like a dam to
the raging river on the other side of it. With one sweep of his paw, he could
easily send the one lose rock above tumbling down, casuing the rest to collapse
and allowing the water to rush through. Though she could spot him, the cubs
were nowhere to be seen, what with all the mist blanketing everything else. But
what if the cubs really were stuckin the gorge? She couldnÕt take any chances.
ÒGive us back our cubs!Ó ZarazuÕs roar
suddenly shook the earth. He had finally caught up to his mate. ÒBefore I tear
you to shreds, you old hag!Ó
ÒYou can easily get your cubs back. But
you know what I want, first.Ó Natira snickered.
ÒMeersha will never go with you!Ó
ÒHush, Zarazu.Ó Meersha interrupted. ÒIÕve
already explained to you what I must doÉI love you.Ó
With that, the young lioness started
toward Natira, chin up and eyes burning with rage. She could not believe what
she was doing. Never in a million years did she think she would have to give
herself up for someone elseÉor that she would. But the moment her cubs were
born, she knew they were the most important things in her life, and that she
would do anything for them.
ÒIÕm glad you finally see things my way.Ó
Meersha heard Natira say over her racing heart.
ÒNow, give the cubs to my mateÉand I will
go without a struggle.Ó Meersha demanded as she stopped, just an inch from the
old lion.
Natira nodded, and said, ÒFirst, follow
me.Ó
The two began to walk stiffly across a log
that reached over to the other side of the gorge. Zarazu could only stand,
yards away as he watched his beloved Meersha walk away forever. Why did it have
to be this way? Why wasnÕt he still fighting? How was it that he was just
standing there and letting this happen?
After what seemed eternity, Meersha
stopped in the middle of the log and growled.
ÒGive him the cubs.Ó she ordered. ÒNow.Ó
ÒWhose giving orders here?Ó snarled Natira
as she whipped around.
ÒIÕve done what you wanted!Ó MeershaÕs
voice suddenly began to break down and turned into pleads. ÒNow you have to
keep you end of the bargen!Ó
At first, Natira could only growl in anger
and frustration, before an evil smile spread on her face.
ÒWell, that wouldnÕt be much fun now would
it?Ó she purred.
The question both surprised and horrifed
Meersha as she stood, stalk-still upon the log.
Natira turned and gave a mighty roar that
seemed too unbelievable to have come from her. That was the sign, and Unaro
grinned immediately raised a forepaw, and let it come straight down onto a
large, lose rock. Meersha gasped, eyes widening as the whole thing began to
break and crumble beaneath itself, giving Unaro himself just enough time to
jump to the edge of the gorge and climb up on sturdy land.
ÒNo!Ó Meersha cried as a wave as big as
the ravineÕs walls itself swept into the giant gap.
In minutes, the whole place would be
flooded.
ÒWhat did you do?!Ó she roared, turning to
headbutt Natira.
The attack took the old lioness by
surprise, and before she knew it, Natira was head over heals, and just barely
hanging by a few claws on the log. If her cubsÕ lives were not at stake,
Meersha wouldÕve sent the shaman to her death right then and there, but
instead, she took off.
Running on the log, Meersha mad her way
back to land when she heard NatiraÕs voice echoing through the mist, ÒUnaro,
get her!Ó
A quick roar sounded, and Meersha knew she
was being chased. As she blindly pushed herself into the fog, she guessed that
Zarazu was on his way to save their babiesÉhopefully.
But her hoping did not prove to come true.
In fact, Zarazu – after having heard the shocking roar of –
abruptly began to run, scenting the hazey environment, attempting to find
MeershaÕs trail. His own running didnÕt last long, for in a few moments, the
lion ended up tumbling over and found himself being forced into the ground.
Groaning, he took a forepaw and gently rubbed his now-tender nose, forgetting
about the chase. Suddenly, he gasped and jumped up on all fours, determined to
save his mate. But now, as he looked around, Zarazu could only tell that he was
at the base of a hill; while trying to catch up with Meersha, he had some how
fallen down this knoll, probably tripping over his own paws in excitement.
Just as the young, black and white lion
was about to get a move on, another roar sounded.
ÒHuh?Ó he questioned nothing as he looked
over his shoulder.
At first, Zarazu could not be sure, but he
thought he had seen a figure, standing in the mist. Shaking the feeling of
company off of him, he began to move up the base of the hill again, when a
voice called through the mist.
ÒStop!Ó it commanded with a brawny
determination.
Swirling around, Zarazu snarled at the
figure. Was this the other lion that had started chasing Meersha? But as he scented
the air, he could tell this was another stranger.
ÒWho are you and what do you want?Ó he
replied, his voice cracking.
It amazed even Zarazu himself that he was
staying to chat, while his own lover could be being killed right then. But some
uknown forced caused him to stay in his tracks. Something was drawing him ever
so closer to the strangerÉHe knew this person was important, and in someway,
somehow, just maybe, the stranger was the key to their cubsÕ survival.
ÒFor many full moons I have been seeking a
lion by the name of Izegbe.Ó
Zarazu didnÕt even notice his own gasp as
the figure stepped forward. It was a lion. But still, Zarazu did not know this
person and couldnÕt even begin to guess how he knew of IzegbeÉof Meersha.
Suddenly, a threatening thought penetrated his ignorant mind; what if this lion
was from the Broken-Claw? But how could this be if the Broken-Claw was defeated
by the massive group of rogues bent on revenge? Yet if this lion knew of the
sacred name, Izegbe, then he had to have connections with the Broken-Claw.
ÒI want nothing to do with you!Ó Zarazu
abruptly shouted, before he could help himself. ÒLeave now! Izegbe is not for
you!Ó
It was true; Zarazu could not stand the
thought of having to reunite with the pride that ruined his life. The only good
thing that came out of it, was the fate he had with MeershaÉand now it seemed,
that this person was here to take her away.
ÒI wonÕt let you have her!Ó he continued,
stepping forward as his fur bristled and claws extended.
Zarazu was so caught into defending his
mate, he did not even notice that the lion he was challenging, had but one eye.
At first, the one-eyed lion cocked his
head slightly, and then cleared his throat and growled strongly, ÒI have made a
promise to some lionesses and I will not fail.Ó
ÒYouÕll just have to be on your way then,
mongrel! I have left you and your kind long ago and have no intention of
returning!Ó
ÒWhaÉ?Ó the stranger muttered to himself,
before moving forward, his only eye of purple squinting. Suddenly, Gatu gasped,
the memories flowing through his head of the day that he and Banjija were
forced into that lioness pride when they were but half-cubs. He remembered when
their manes were ripped off and, as they tried to escape, only to be bitten at
by a small cub of black and white. Could this be the same lion? But then again,
what other lion was of those colors – or more like shades? ÒYou!Ó Gatu snarled. ÒOf course youÕd be the
one to try and ruin my plans!Ó
Startled by some confusion, Zarazu
continued with a, ÒYouÕre not getting her!Ó
ÒWeÕll then, you murdering little rat-!Ó
ÒMurdering?Ó Zarazu growled.
ÒI may have one eye, but I have the memory
of an elephant! If you had just bit a little harder, then my pride-brother and
I wouldÕve been given to the mouths of those lionesses and wouldÕve been DEAD
TO THIS DAY!Ó
At the last words, Gatu had forced them
out like the actual thrust he made toward white-furred lion, leaping into the
air, claws reaching out for his flesh.
Zarazu glared, but was quick enough to
move out of the way, leaving Gatu to bare ground. It took only a second for the
one-eyed male to regain his balance, but by the time he did, ZarazuÕs claws
were already digging into his pelt.
ÒAh!Ó Gatu screamed in agony, thrashing
about.
He turned and grabbed a mouthful of
raven-colored mane from Zarazu, attempting to yank the bunch out. Immediately,
Zarazu left the pelt and pushed his side into the stranger. The two began to
roll a couple times. Before they were about to stop, they were suddenly sent
down the one hill that led to the flooding gorge.
ZarazuÕs sight was blurring as it spun
continuessly. His head began to ache in the brawl, not only because of the
spinning, but of how it was hit over and over on the ground. It seemed that the
rushing sound of the raging river matched his pain and anger right then.
Finally, he was able to put into his brain, what was about to happen. Gasping,
the lion endeavoured to dig his claws – instead of into his enemy –
into the ground.
ÒStop!Ó he tried to hiss, but Gatu was too
busy wrestling as they rolled.
Growling, Zarazu felt the last inches of
land behind them, and was able to leap like an antelope into the misty air. As
he did so, landing on all fours, Gatu was left to roar in surprise as his
forepaws grasped the edge of the gorge. Now water was rushing just yards below
his back paws as he dangled helplessly.
Panting, Zarazu turned around, watching
the stranger curiously, but with raging eyes of fire.
ÒYouÕll never get her.Ó he whispered,
taking a step towards him.
ÒZARAZU!Ó
Again, Zarazu gasped, hearing the cry of
his mate in the distance.
ÒMeersha?Ó he quietly asked himself,
tilting his head.
ÒZARAZU!Ó she cried again.
The call was coming from the north, and
suddenly Zarazu leapt straight over Gatu, onto a piece of land in the middle of
the gorege, sticking straight up over the water. He didnÕt even notice what
kind of danger he put himself intoÉbut Gatu did.
Seizing the opurtinity, Gatu grinned,
despite the water that would so easily rush him away to his death if he let go.
The lion carefully pushed his hind legs onto the piece of land Zarazu stood
upon, who was watching nothing while waiting for another call from the distant
lioness. As Gatu was able to push the paws up on land, he – for only a
moment or so – was lifted up between the main land of the edge of the
gorge and the natural pillar that extended from the depths of the raveineÕs
middle. Unsheathing his claws, Gatu began to knead the dirt of the wall. After
several more seconds of this tiring work, he growled in annoyance at the
absence of his success. Suddenly, giving a roar, Gatu literally kicked the dirt
beneath ZarazuÕs paws.
ÒAh!Ó Zarazu cried out in surprise as he
slipped.
The kick caused not only Gatu to go back
to hanging, but Zarazu fell, only to catch onto the middle of the propped land
with his forepaws. Now, both lions were dangling, and struggling to hang on for
their lives as the water thundered below both of them.
ÒWhere are you?Ó Meersha voice seemed to
echo through the atmosphere.
ÒHere! IÕm right here!Ó Zarazu choked as
he faught to keep his claws fastened into the dirt of the pillarÕs top.
ÒNo! HeÕs the murderer!Ó cried Gatu to
ZarazuÕs surprise. ÒHeÕs an evil lion! Over here!Ó
ÒWhat?Ó snarled Zarazu.
But the two left the idea of arguing rather
quickly, as both began to slip ever so slowly to their doom. Both had their
forepaws sliding in the earth, causing their bodies to fall even closer to the
water.
ÒNo!Ó Zarazu gasped, now panicing as his
forepaws continued to scratch at the land.
For a moment, he thought he heard the
voice of his mate calling, but his terror blocked all sounds now.
ÒNo! HeÕs evil!Ó he thought he heard Gatu
repeat.
The events that happened after this were
such a blur, that Zarazu didnÕt even know what was happening when it happened.
Suddenly, someone was flying through the
air..If only Zarazu could reach a little farther...His claws were slippingÉA
cry of despair ripped from his lips as his last effort was put into the paw
that let go of the edge of land! And he was falling! Falling to his death! But
so was GatuÉ
No. Gatu – who had let go the same
time that Zarazu had – was still clinging to the edge of the gorge! But
how?
To ZarazuÕs horror, he could see Gatu was
recued by the flying figureÉby Meersha.
The next thing to happen was an
earshattering roar that would send a herd of water bull bufullo running for
their dames. A roar of unmistakeable grief by a tormented soul, who now –
plunging to his doom – was expressing to the world, his uttermost love
and hatred to those who now rushed like the water, through the last seconds of
his mindÕs life.
Zarazu roared the whole way down as his
forepaws dangled in the air above him, as if trying to reach out to his beloved
Meersha. It was almost as if Meersha had given up on him, and traded him in for
this stranger. It was as if their love was nothing but a mockery molded by the
darkest demons found in the deepest pits of the earth. His heart ached and it
felt as if it was the most painful thing that had ever happened to him, and though
it didnÕt last long, it seemed like it lasted an eternity. His heart was
rippedÉ
But, for a moment – for a split
second, he thought he saw Meersha turn to him, and stare him straight in the
eyeÉwith no regretÉ
The water surged over his hearstrucken face.
It buried him as it ran over his bodyÉand he felt no moreÉ
LVI
Mist is an Ally
ÒEven the most unusual can be your
friend.Ó
-Anuru, lioness of the Gray-Rain pride (Shadow Era)
Hadra had
gasped, having watched his parents run off into the distance. At the time they
were running off, he was stuck with Pursha upon the hill. Soon, they had
disappeared within the blanket of mist.
ÒNo, no! I have tÕ go!Ó he pleaded with
tears in his once-shimmering eyes. He didnÕt know what heÕd do if he couldnÕt
at least try to fix
this incident he blamed on himself.
ÒHadra, itÕs safer here.Ó Pursha tried to
soothe him, nuzzling his soft pelt.
ÒIt doesnÕt matter if itÕs safer here; I
have to fix this!Ó
It was hard enough that Pursha was waiting
for her pride leaders to come back and hopefully not be dead, but the pleading expression once
on this carefree cub killed her on the inside.
ÒI canÕt let you go.Ó she whispered,
looking at the ground now.
It was obvious that Hadra could not outrun
his guardian, but he had to save his siblings.
Suddenly, a roar sounded, and Pursha
gasped, watching nothing but the fog that lie in front of her. But as she
looked back down, she could that once again the cub which she was supposed to be
watching over, had escaped her view. She had failed yet again! Ah!
With a growl of mixed emotions, the
lioness took off, following the scent of Hadra, who had easily escaped by mere
distraction.
~~~
Scrambling through the grass once more, he was alone. It didnÕt take long for his little
nostrils to catch the scent of the big lion called Unaro. Nor did it take much
longer than that for him to hear the roar. Hissing and turning into a puff
ball, the cub scrampered off after the trail.
ÒStop chasing my Mama!Ó he squealed,
trying to distract the grandson of the evil lioness. After all, distraction had
saved him from Pursha.
The astonishing speed that had helped back
when Tamu and the others were chasing him, suddenly kicked in right then. The
heals of the lion in front suddenly showed, and Hadra couldnÕt help but sink
his little growing fangs into them.
ÒAh!Ó cried Unaro in irritation as he
abruptly stopped.
Hadra let go, ran in front of him and
growled, ÒThatÕs for trying to hurt my family!Ó
With that, he stuck out his tongue, and
began running a different direction than his mother, who had now disappeared
into the mist.
ÒYou little rat!Ó snarled Unaro, now hot
on the cubÕs heals.
It seemed as if the Great Spirits of the
Past were helping Hadra climb through the foggy savannah and keep out of reach
of his enemy. After all, how was it that a cub could outrun a full grown adult?
The truth was, that the fog itself kept Unaro from taking a claw and sweeping
it at the little one – the only thing he needed to do to kill the cub.
Panting, Hadra was able to confuse Unaro, sometimes running to the left as the
grandson of Natira swiped empty air in front of him. Still, other times the
gray cub moved to the right, or ducked in the grass, doing whatever he had to
to keep his physical being safe and far enough away or out of sight as
possible. That night, the mist was his savior.
He did his best to try and keep up with
his breath, but the energy was draining from his small body. The only thing he
could think of was to keep this predator away from his mother right then. And
it was workingÉnow all he needed was to get Unaro away from him.
After several moments of a game of adult
and cub – or more like cat and mouse – Hadra could see the mist
clearing out where the giant stone steps climbed through the night sky. The
clever lion gasped and took charge to it. Suddenly, Hadra found himself leaping
for his life, up and up, climbing the natural steps.
ÒNow IÕve got you!Ó he heard Unaro laugh
behind him.
As the mist cleared, Hadra was horrifed at
the thoughts that crossed his mind right then. The blanket of low clouds was
moving, and so that left him exposed to UnaroÕs eyes, which left him exposed to
UnaroÕs teeth. He could almost feel the breath of the adult bathing his small
body.
Then, the gap in the stone ground showed
up. He easily leapt it, but so did Unaro. Hadra was both shocked and greatful
at the fact that he was not now stumbling or tripping, for one false move could
mean that he would end up in the jaws of the lion. But this was also amazing,
for the fact that he had never been in this area of the rocks, which meant that
he could easily trip or fall or something in this unknown part of the wild!
Another gap was immediately placed in
HadraÕs path, but he had never jumped this before. In fact, it looked much too
wide for even Unaro himself to jump! Besides, Hadra was losing energy and
breath by every second.
I canÕt make it, he thought. But he had to keep Unaro away from his family!
Just then, an outcrop was revealed from
the mist! The gap was at least twelve meters across and dipped down to several
yards; if he fell in there, he would never be able to get out!...But then, so
couldnÕt Unaro. The thought quickly leapt into his mind and, as he continued to
force himself forward, he tried his best to examine and calculate the oncoming
test. This was a task that meant life or death: if he fell, he would surely
break his neck; if he stayed, UnaroÕs jaws could crush him. But the edge of the
jutting rock from the other side of the raveine was closeÉhopefully close
enough to leap to!
Hadra could feel his heart pulsing as his
small paws clamered on the rock floor. The pads of his feet were cracked from
the sudden outburst of energy earlier, which was now almost gone. He could not
seem to hear past his own shallow breathing as the empty air within the gap
appeared to come closer, when in fact it was he who was closing in on it. This
was it; if he didnÕt make it, he would die at this young of age. Oh how curel
the world could be! His own breath and time was running out on him, and he could
feel himself slowing down. The chill of UnaroÕs breath caused him to stir as he
felt a tremble run down his spine. It was too late; he had no more energy left
to try and make the jump.
Then, the image of his mother and brother
and sisters and father then slid into his young mind. And right then, he knew he had to live for them.
It would take all the strength he could
muster, but then, Hadra felt himself pushing off from the gap. He was in the
air! The youngster pushed out his forepaws, and watched, almost in slow motion,
the oncoming land, and the mist that began to engulf his vision once more.
Smack!
Without a warning, Hadra fell onto the
outcrop, and rolled for about a second, before he stopped himself. He had made
it! He survived! But what of Unaro? The cub jumped to his paws, panting as he
did so, turning around and looking aboutÉyet he could see nothing but the mist
now.
ÒAh!Ó someone screamed.
The roar of Unaro filled the air, and then
a loud thump. Tilting his head ever so slightly, Hadra inched his way to the
edge of the outcrop. As he looked down, he spied a lion, lying at the very
bottom of the gap. His exposed side moved up and down very quickly in the moon
light, and for a moment, Unaro seemed unconcious. Suddenly, he snarled and
leapt up. Hadra squealed in fright, falling back on his rump and almost rolling
backwards. But soon, he realized that Unaro had fallen all the way down. He
could not get up; it was not possible. In fact, the mist itself had covered the
one and only way of being able to jump the gap; the outcrop. The fog had made
it so that Unaro could not see where the jutting rock was, even after he knew
that it was there. ThatÕs what made Unaro jump, and thatÕs what made him fall;
the mist. It had literally blinded him! Once more, the fog had helped out, and
was an ally of HadraÕs.
The little cub could not help but grin at
his success, and watched the adult lion stalk around in the gap below him,
looking for a way out as he snarled in frusteration.
ÒIÕll get out!Ó he threatened. ÒAnd when I
do, IÕll get you!Ó
But his threats never frightened the young
one. Hadra was just happy to be alive, and was now – as his tail swayed
to and fro – caught by this entertainment.
It didnÕt take long for his amusement to
turn back to fear as he heard the bone-shattering roar in the distance: Zarazu.
LVII
Her Mistake
ÒWe all make them. It matters on
what we learn from them.Ó
-Awni, lioness of the Sunshine pride
(Lush Era)
She forced herself through the endless fog. Meersha had run
for a while, even when she thought her body was lying to her, telling her that
the lion behind her was gone. Why would he be? He was ordered to chase her by
Natira, and thatÕs what he was doing! But, for a split second, Meersha couldÕve
sworn she could smell the faint scent of her own little Hadra in the air. It
was only for the moment, though, and as it blinked away, so did all of Unaro.
But she kept running on, pushing her body through the low clouds that so
blanketed her lands.
The lioness continued to sprint, before finally
she could not help herself, and she ended up crying out, ÒZARAZU!Ó at the top
of her longs. Was he near? Could he help? Was he himself OK?
One more yell, before she convinced
herself she was safe, yet her heart still raced and her adrenaline was rushing
through her veins like an outraged river, gushing just like the wild one did in
that gorge right then.
ÒWhere are you?Ó she screamed, claws
unsheathed, fur bristling, ears perked and eyes wide as her head jerked around,
trying her best to see through the mist and listen for her cubs or mate. Any
sign of them living would help to serene her.
Suddenly, she jumped as she heard the
words she wanted to. ÒHere! IÕm right here!Ó The words were a miracle to her.
But then, something else caused her to tilt her head in confusion that was
still wrapped in her own exhilaration. ÒNo! HeÕs the murderer! HeÕs an evil
lion! Over here!Ó someone had cried. So Unaro was still around!
Because of the rush in her confused and
excited body, Meersha began to pad forward again, occasionally giving out
strange grunts or cries. It was almost like her body was being stretched, or
perhaps her mind because of this utter confusion and antispation. After all,
her cubs could be dead or dying right now, as could her mate. And a killer was
said to be near, told both by her scenes and the mysterious voice ahead. She
didnÕt know what to do!
ÒHeÕs the evil lion!Ó the persistent lion
called again.
While this happened, Meersha blinked,
watching the forming shapes in the distance bearing into her vision. Despite
the sounds of the nearing river, Meersha was now running toward it, as that was
where she saw the lion, hanging for his life. And then she was off! Meersha had
put all her weight and pushed down on her paws, before leaping high into the air,
and coming down onto the pellar from which the struggling lion hung. Just as
his forepaws let go, the lioness snatched his legs, and working together, the
two pulled him up.
Right after this happened, MeershaÕs
curiousity got to the best of her, and it was then that she let her eyes travel
to yet another lion! He was falling in the distance, down to the water! But who
was he? She could not tell in this mist. Yet his scent – mixed with the
other lionÕs – was lingering strongly beside her. Because of all this
confusion and excitement, she could not figure out who was the lion who had
just fallen down to his death. Was he not the evil one?
ÒThank you.Ó someone whispered.
Meersha jumped, as she had been studying
the place where the second lion had fallen, and even though all that was left
here was mist and the water below, she had totally forgotten about the lion she
had saved. She turned around, hackles raised, unsure of this other lion.
ÒWho-!Ó she started, but gasped, as
Meersha realized exactly who this lion was. The one eye gave it away!
ÒGatu?Ó she quietly uttered. ÒIs thatÉIs
that really you?Ó
It had been so long, that all familiarity
of his scent had been lost within the years.
GatuÕs jaw was dropped in shock. It was
almost too much for him. Sure, he had recent had another reunite with Lusala
and Banjija, but it had been even longer since he had seen the pride-sister he
once loved.
ÒWhat are you doing here?Ó was all Meersha
could think of saying or doing. ÒI-I mean, we need help!Ó How stupid was she, just
putting all this aside and asking about Gatu. Her family was in mortal danger!
ÒHelp?Ó Gatu asked.
ÒYes! ThereÕs a lion-Ó
ÒI already killed the evil lion.Ó Gatu
stated.
ÒThe evil lion?Ó Meersha blinked.
ÒYes. I already killed him.Ó and he nodded
to the waters below.
Abruptly, as if lightening had struck,
Meersha choked on nothing, and turned around, almost falling off the poll of
land. The realization had brought so much shock and terror, she did not know
what to do or say, except give a striking, ÒNOOOO!Ó The scent that she did not
recognize till now, was her own loverÕs!
Gatu blinked in surprise.
ÒZarazu!Ó Meersha called, tears blurring
her vision. It couldnÕt have been him! It just couldnÕt! After all, why would
she go and try to save Gatu – who was just a stranger a second ago to her
– instead of her own mate first? But she hadnÕt known! She hadnÕt known
who was who!
ÒDonÕt worry; the evil lion is probably
dead now.Ó Gatu cooed.
ÒNo! He was my mate!Ó she snarled, turning
to face the one-eyed lion, whole body shaking in several different emotions at
once.
What was happening? He was her mate? The one lion who was a part of that
murderering pride? And then it hit him: Meersha was a murderer! He had seen her with his own
eyes! Or eye.
ÒOf course, a murderer with a murderer.Ó
spat Gatu almost fowly.
ÒWha-?Ó Meersha whimpered.
ÒI know what you really are, Meersha.
DonÕt try to hide it. YouÕre just as bad as him!Ó the words that spilt from his
mouth were almost accidental, but he kept going on.
ÒNo! No! My Zarazu!Ó Meersha whined,
glancing at the river every so often as if expecting to see him still there
while her body continued to tremble.
ÒMurderers do stick together.Ó growled Gatu coldly,
despite his sisterÕs cries.
Finally, Meersha turned and narrowed her
eyes at her pride-brother. ÒWhat are you talking about?Ó she questioned through
choked back tears.
ÒI saw you murder that lion, Meersha! DonÕt
deny it! IÕm not going to
be stuck here, listening to a bunch of lies. IÕm on a quest in life to find the
one named Izegbe, and I donÕt need you standing in my way!Ó
Blinking several times, Meersha could do
nothing but stand there. She could not take the time to go over and tell him
what really happened those years ago. It was almost not possible in her state
right then. But then, something came over her, and she roared at the top of her
lungs, ÒI was avenging my cub!Ó
Struck. Surprise. Gatu indeed was
dumbfounded by MeershaÕs scream of reply. Cub? Avenging it?
ÒIÕm IzegbeÉand weÉare notÉmurderersÉÓ Meersha breathed,
staring at him.
Before either could say or do anything
else, the cry of a cub was heard.
ÒMama!Ó someone screamed in the distance.
Meersha perked, turning and facing the
east, where the gorge curved from the south. And sure enough, in the water, was
yet another pillar of landÉwhere her cubs sat.
ÒNo!Ó she cried, and scrambled over to the
edge of the earth which she stood on, and leapt off to the main land. From
there, the lioness began running, pushing everything out of her mind as she
bolted along the gorgeÕs edge, by the water. The only thing on her mind and in
her vision now, was that of her three cubs, sitting there on the land that
seemed to be almost washed away already. When she came near enough that she was
about to jump, someone rammed into her.
Snarling, she hit the ground, and turned
to see Gatu standing over her. She looked up, fangs exposed and eyes glaring
with rage, and yet, his expression wasÉalmost scared.
ÒNo!Ó he cried, desperately. ÒIÕll do it!
If you fall, youÕll surely be swept by the river and your fate will be at the
paws of the Great Spirits themselves. Let me tryÉitÕs the least I can do.Ó
And with no further thought or time for an
answer, the one-eyed lion turned, ran for a near tree – it laid sorrowly
in the water on its side, though it threatened to break free from its roots
that jutted from the earth – and he jumped. The tree shook for a moment
as the lion leapt, and Meersha watched as he flung himself through the air,
just barely landing it. One more inch to the right, and Gatu wouldÕve fallen
and taken the cubs with him. Terrified, Meersha stood up, watching in horror as
her brother carefully scruffed her babies. First, Gatu grasped TamuÕs neck, and
eyed the tree. It was being shook cruely by the river now, and any second he knew
itÕd be too late. So, he then scruffed Gwalu and Binjaji as well, knewing he
had to get them across at the same time.
The river grew fiercer, and there was no
way he could swim across. HeÕd have to jump again, but now with three
frightened furballs dangling from his jaws. Gulping, and digging his teeth
slightly more into their scruffs, Gatu thrust himself into the air once more,
now landing at the withering branches at the end of the tree. His claws buried
firmly into the swaying fingers of the dead plant, he carefully placed the cubs
down, each on a branch. From there, he began to nose and prod Gwalu. Now that
the tree was even closer to snapping or coming loose, he would have to do this
one at a time.
Little Gwalu mewed and whimpered in
fright, barely moving. But, with the help of GatuÕs consistent guidance, he was
able to push her with his nose to a point where Meersha could scruff her. Her
heart soared in reasurence as she set her cub beside her paws on the firm
ground, but she was still waiting for her other little ones.
Gatu turned and began to push Binjaji
forward.
ÒMama!Ó he cried once, before boldly
leaping toward the his mother.
ÒTamu!Ó Meersha yelled, and was able to
snatch her son, right in the air! She sat the cub down beside Gwalu, and turned
back to her brother once more.
Gatu snarled as the cold water rushed past
his paws, but he kept his claws still the grove. He knew it was even closer to
the breaking point, and he needed to hurry. Only Tamu was left now, and so he
stretched his neck forward and nudged the little cub. Tamu just sat there,
though, in shock as her little claws bit the wood and her soaking fur stood on
end, making her look like an actual furball. She could not move. She could not
even call out for his mother. Instead, she was stuck there, and for once in her
life, she could not do it.
ÒMove!Ó Gatu gasped, one of his paws
briefly coming loose. It searched around before fidning another spot to
position itself in.
ÒTamu!Ó Meersha cried. ÒCome to Mama!Ó
Tamu continued to stay in that spot, and
was only able to squeak.
Gatu knew that if the cub did not move,
then both him and her would surely die in the river. But this was only a cub!
And more than that, she was MeershaÕs cub! He owed it to her. After all, he helped in the
death of her mate. He knew that if this cub died, too, he could not live with
himself. In fact, his own life did not matter anymore.
Finally, taking a deep breath, Gatu inched
forward, making the attempt to snatch the little cub in his mouth. Firmly and
carefully, he picked her up, and moved her over to the land. There was a snap,
just as Meersha leaned over and grasped her baby.
The tree broke almost cleanly, but only
part of it was swept off.
ÒGatu!Ó squealed Meersha after she dropped
Tamu by the others. ÒHang on!Ó
Gatu was now forced to keep his forepaws
in the very edge of the main land, while his back claws kept to what was left
of the tree.
ÒMeersha!Ó he called over the surging
currants. ÒI know you must hate me, and I am deeply sorry for what I have done!
But heed my words; take your cubs and move east for safety if you ever need
it-Ò
Another snap and Gatu and Meersha both
gasped, but Gatu was still caught on the branches as another piece of the tree
was curely torn away.
ÒI donÕt hate you!Ó Meersha cried as she
planted her claws into his front paws, trying her best to keep him on the edge
of the land and trying to pull him up.
ÒMake your way west, past the dead
acarcias and through many plains you will come upon your brotherÕs lands.Ó Gatu
continued as if nothing had happened.
Another snap and the tree was gone. Gatu
roared in surprise, but still, his stubborn body was pinned to the land.
ÒNo!Ó gasped Meersha, still holding on.
ÒLet go of me!Ó he snarled. ÒThe water
will take me, and it will take you! Your life is not worth mine! And you need
to liveÉfor them!Ó he choked, before suddenly the lion let go.
Meersha gasped once more, letting go of
her pride-brotherÕs flesh as wellÉ
His mission in life had been fulfilled
– he had found the one called IzegbeÉnow he could be at rest. Gatu was
swept down the gorge, disappearing in the waterÕs, just as Zarazu had.
LVIII
Decisions
ItÕs then when the earth churns and
the lion roars that the sky changes and the clouds move.
-The Changing
It was all but a dream to Meersha – to the whole
family really. All the cubs had survived – thank the Kings and Queens of
the Past – as well as Pursha. But her own lover and soulmate had been
washed away by the untamed waves. He had fallen at the absence of her help;
instead, she had helped an old pride-brother that had thought of her as a
murderer. Yet, she had to thank Gatu for the lives of her offspring –
part of her felt pity for him as well. At least through her cubs, the spirit of
Zarazu lived on. ThatÕs what Pursha always tried to tell her, attempting to
calm the stressed lioness.
In the days that followed that terrible
day, Meersha was left to ponder and try to realize what had happened. She had
to try and make it through, and yet she hadnÕt even started admitting to the
truth: that it did happen, and that Zarazu was dead. She would never see him
againÉat least until she diedÉshe hoped.
It took about a week for her to finally
get it through her head; the cubs were bitten with hunger as last weekÕs hunt
only last for so long, though Pursha had eaten barely anything and Meersha had
eaten nothing at all since her mateÕs death. Another reason why Meersha was
forced to this realization, was that Natira and Unaro were probably still
around. Actually, not probably, but for sure. Their scents continued to linger
around the territory, and it wouldnÕt be too long before another tragedy struck
the family. But what did it matter? Zarazu was gone forever!
The day was scorching, and Meersha was
slightly trembling due to the lack of nutriment. She was thirsty and hungery,
and bugs were eating her up as the sun bathed her too much, literally drying
her out. She was even losing wait, and clumps of fur had fallen off her
weakened body, leaving her in the position of looking like a giant rat, attacked
by predators and just barely surviving. But what did it all matter?
ÒIÕm hungry, Mama.Ó a small voice said. It
was Gwalu.
Meersha heaved a loud sigh, tattered ears
twitching as she stared at nothing, ignoring the cry of her cub.
Pursha sat near, watching this. She shook
her head with a frown, before getting up and padding to the little one, nudging
her with her nose.
ÒItÕs all right, Gwalu. WeÕll get some
food soon.Ó she exclaimed gently. ÒBut for now, go with your brothers and
sister in the den.Ó
ÒBut weÕve been in there for so long!Ó
complained the cub.
It was true: for the whole week of
mourning over Zarazu, Meersha had almost completely ignored her children.
Though she was greatful for their lives, she still did not know what to do or
say. In those gloomy seven days and nights, the cubs had stayed within the den,
rarely speaking or doing anything, and never playing as they would normally had
done. Even Tamu was off HadraÕs back.
ÒI know, sweety.Ó Pursha went on. ÒBut
just a little longerÉPlease?Ó
Groaning, Gwalu padded back into the den
with her siblings.
Lusala turned, studying her older friend
carefully. After a couple of awkward moments, she made up her mind and said,
ÒMeersha, I have to speak with you.Ó
Meersha said nothing.
Pursha blinked, and glanced at the den,
aware of the peering eyes and perked ears. ÒStay in the den – all of
you.Ó she growled firmly. ÒI must speak to your mother aloneÉWe will be back
very soon.Ó
With that, Pursha turned to Meersha again,
with the same firmness in her voice. ÒGet up.Ó she commanded. ÒNow.Ó
MeershaÕs once sparkling eyes – now
dull – wandered up to the face of her youthful friend, who was almost
like a sister to her.
ÒI mean it, Meersha.Ó snarled Pursha, now
more threateningly, her fur standing on end.
Quietly, Meersha forced her weak body of
the ground, and followed Pursha a few yards away from the den, away from
hearing distance. When beside the now dried up water hole, the two plopped
down, gazing intently at each other – at least Pursha was; Meersha just
sat there, looking right through the other lioness.
ÒLook, Meersha,Ó began Pursha,
uncomfortably as she attempted to find the right words to say. ÒI – I
mean weÉÓ She then sighed, pawing the dirt a bit, before looking back up at
Meersha, now more confidently again. ÒI know that a terrible thing has happened
– we all miss him indeed, and now itÕs going to be even hard to move on.
But that is exactly what we must do – move on.Ó
ÒWhy? ThereÕs no point in living now.Ó
Meersha whispered, which caused Lusala to blink in utter disbelieve.
ÒMeersha, listen to yourself! He would want you to move on!Ó but still, Meersha
stared at nothing. Twitching her tail in iritaion, Pursha went on. ÒZarazu
wouldnÕt want it like this; weÕve all grown weak emotionally and physically
– especially you. We have not hunted sinceÉthe incident. We have no more
food left and your little ones are growing hungrier by the hour. You yourself,
need nourishment. Look at you! You are not even Meersha anymore!Ó
ÒThere is no point in life anymore.Ó
Meersha weakly mumbled.
ÒNo point? What about your cubs, huh?
Meersha they need you
– thatÕs why youÕre here and alive right now.Ó
ÒBut they donÕt even have their father
anymore.Ó cried the lioness.
ÒThatÕs why they need their mother now
more than ever!Ó She paused, before going on as she glanced at the den, ÒIf
youÕre not going to live for yourselfÉthen live for themÉÓ
Meersha blinked, watching her forepaws as
they rested on the ground. Pursha spoke the truth; they need to do something
– they need to live. Suddenly, she lifted her head, and did something
that surprised both of them: she smiled. Pursha cocked her head slightly.
ÒMeershaÉ?Ó she wondered aloud.
ÒYou speak the truth, my young friend.Ó
she said, voice cracking. ÒYou are right; they need me.Ó
ÒMeersha!Ó cried Pursha, almost sobbing
now as bumped her head into MeershaÕs chest and nuzzled her. ÒI canÕt believe
youÕre back!Ó
ÒI was never gone.Ó
ÒI think you were.Ó Pursha replied,
grinning as she straightened up.
Meersha sighed, looking over to the den,
her eyes now examing it. As she did this, Pursha couldnÕt help notice the look
in her eyes: sure, now they were actually looking at something instead of through it into
nothing, but they remained as dull and gloomy as ever. And now, not only that,
but they seemed almost ancientÉmatured, perhaps. Pursha couldnÕt help but feel
pity for this, as well as awe. At the same time, she couldnÕt help but almost
look up to Meersha and respect her for it. After all, she had gone through a
lot in her life. She knew that they would never show that same youthful gleam
that had sparkled in her eyes for her whole life. One wouldÕve probably thought
that gleam wouldÕve stayed until her death, but this incident – adding
onto the others – had been the last strawÉand now, Meersha was changed.
At that briefe moment, Pursha thought of Meersha as not only a doting mother,
but what could already be a wise old grandmother, or maybe even shaman.
ÒWhat are we gonna do?Ó Pursha finally
asked, both of them gazing at the den.
ÒIÕve been thinkingÉÓ Meersha started.
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒGatu – my pride-brother –
told me where to go to find Banjija. I think we shall travel there.Ó
ÒWith the cubs? They are so young!Ó
ÒYes, but there I know they will be safe
in the lands of my brother. And here, not only have the herds moved, but those
two are still aroundÉI can smell them.Ó
Pursha knew exactly who Meersha was
talking about: Natira and Unaro.
ÒMe too.Ó Pursha said.
ÒPurshaÉcan I ask you something very
important?Ó Meersha then turned her head, watching the youthful lioness.
ÒAnything.Ó
Again, Pursha was taken aback by the
widsome and hurt she saw in the eyes of Meersha, but it was nothing compared to
the words that spilt from her mouth.
ÒI need youÉto take care of my cubs.Ó
ÒI was blessed with that job even before
they were bor-Ó
ÒPursha.Ó Meersha quietly interrupted.
This caused Pursha to hush instantly. ÒI need you to care for them as if they
were your own.Ó
ÒWhy? What about you? YouÕre their
mother.Ó
ÒI know I am and nothing makes me
prouderÉBut I need you to do this for me, all right?Ó
ÒMeershaÉwhat are you saying?Ó
ÒIÕm sayingÉI have to go.Ó
ÒWhat?!Ó Pursha blurted out in shock.
ÒShh!Ó Meersha growled, glancing at the
den again to make sure the cubs hadnÕt heard. ÒI shall travel with you and my
cubs to BanjijaÕs lands; I wish to say goodbye and see my brother again before
I go.Ó
ÒGo where?Ó Pursha questioned, now more
quietly.
ÒYoung one, so many things have happened
in my lifetime – some wonderfulÉsome horrible.Ó Her voice weakened at the
last part, before she cleared her throught and continued. ÒAnd then there are
things I cannot explain – things I donÕt understand, nor will you. I must understand them, Lusala.Ó
ÒI donÕt get it, Meersh.Ó
ÒNeither do IÉand thatÕs why IÕm leaving.Ó
There was an awkward silence, and then
Pursha said gravely, ÒIf I did not know you, Meersha, I would think that youÕre
crazy and this whole thing is ridiculous. But I do know you, and I know that
you follow your heartÉand that you still have to. So I trust youÉI just hope youÕre
making the right decision.Ó
ÒMe too.Ó whispered the older lioness.
ÒPlease, do not tell them about my plans.Ó
ÒNever. I will leave that up to youÉWhen
will you leave?Ó
ÒLike I said, I will travel with you to my
brotherÕs lands in the west. There, I will meet up with him again and then bid
goodbye to him once more, as well as you andÉandÉÓ she trailed off, looking to
the den once more.
Pursha nodded, understandingly. ÒI know.Ó
she cooed gently. ÒWhen shall we leave?Ó
ÒAt dawn.Ó Meersha answered. ÒTonight, we
must regain our energy and sleep.Ó
As they began back to the den, Meersha
growled inwardly at herself. Was she being heartless or stupid for leaving her
cubs? Then again, it seemed everywhere she went, someone she loved died: her
father, her brother, her cub, now her mate and pride-brother. She just couldnÕt
take the pain. It seemed as if everyone around her was dying. And now, the only
thing she could think of doing, was to go on by herself, and figure out about
her dreams.
Meersha had not had the nightmares since
she was young, but she knew it had to do with something – perhaps
everything. She needed to
find out what they were; what that creature was. Whatever it was, where ever it
was, it was calling to her. Her heart leapt out to it. Maybe, just maybe, if
she found what she was looking for, and she would understand it. What it all
meant. What she was meant to do in life. For sure, she was not meant to bring
down others.
Everyone I love dies around me, she thought, miserabely. I must not let
it happenÉI must be on my own.
LVIV
A King and a Brother
ÒCÕmon, then, you!Ó laughed the
young lion. ÒShow me watchÕya got!Ó
-Half-cub Yayu (High-Sun Era)
It was all but a dream; traveling in the savannah. Meersha
had not told her cubs where they were going, nor had she mentioned that she was
to leave them once they got there, which made the journey even more tiresome
and dreadful. Those thoughts were almost agony as they lingered in the back of
her mind.
Meersha and Pursha took turns leading the
group west. One adult would lead the little ones, while the other one stayed in
the back, keeping an eye on everyone. I just hope GateÕs words were of the
truth, Marsha thought
bitterly, staring straight ahead, shoulders always moving almost majestically
beneath her yellow-golden coat, as if she was on a hunt.
It took three full suns and three full
moons traveling across the savannah. The heat was intensifying with every step
it seemed. The usual quior sounded throughout the scorching lands; birds
chirped and bugs of all kinds sang. Grass under the paw was thick and crunchy,
while the soil was hard. Scents of the savannahÕs denizens filled the
atmosphere, and the sun hungrily fed on the lionsÕ minds and bodies. It ate
away at their flesh and caused their mouths to dry. The cubs repeatedly licked
their little chops, hoping for water. Their sleeping schedules were mixed up
now, and normally the small group slept half the day away before continuing on,
and taking a small nap at night.
Finally, Meersha ordered that her family
stop when the sun fell. Relieved, the other five sat down, Tamu and Binjaji
even panting.
ÒWell,Ó said Meersha, as a mater-of-fact
like. ÒItÕs night fall, and weÕve all been traveling for the SpiritÕs know
when, so weÕll rest for the whole night.Ó
ÒThe whole night?!Ó squealed Gwalu in delighted
shock.
ÒThe whole night.Ó Meersha repeated to her
daughter, smiling. ÒAll right, then,Ó she then exclaimed, looking at them all.
ÒWeÕre to sleep in till dawn.ÉPursha, watch them while I look for some place to
sleep.Ó
Pursha nodded obediently as the dominant,
older lioness set off, stalking the plains. Meersha occasionally stopped to
sniff the air, and set on with her search. It didnÕt take her long to stumble
upon a small den, though it was probably just big enough for the litter itself.
Sighing, Meersha called to the others in her deep grunts.
ÒRight, then, all my babies in the den.Ó
she demanded.
Tamu led her siblings in, though Hadra
stayed at the enterence. He watched his mother and his supposed aunt chatter
quietly on the horizion.
ÒHadra?Ó a small voice called,
uncertainly.
ÒWhat?Ó Hadra said, looking over his
shoulder in surprise.
ÒHadraÉÓ Tamu whispered, looking almost
mournful. ÒArenÕt you coming in?Ó
ÒN-no.Ó he stammered, looking back at the
adults.
ÒBut itÕll be cold out soon, and Mama said
to come in.Ó
ÒI am in, and besides, when did you start
following the rules?Ó he snapped.
TamuÕs fur bristled, but she did not move.
ÒIÉI just wanted to sayÉÓ Her voice was now hoarse. ÒI just wanted to say that
IÕm sorryÉÓ
ÒFor what?Ó Hadra continued to gaze at
Meersha and Pursha, though his ears were now perked as he listened intently.
ÒFor being such a jerk all the time.Ó
Not knowing what to do, Hadra said
quietly, ÒOKÉÓ
A little disappointed, Tamu turned and
crawled back to Gwalu and Binjaji and cuddled up with them for the night.
Within minutes, Hadra lie down, and quickly fell asleep from the long journeyÕs
exhaustion which settled over his body.
ÒPoor cubs,Ó Pursha was saying as they sat
in the long swaying grass, a few yards off from the den. She glanced at the
abandoned den, which now contained a litter of four. ÒThis traveling must be
real stress on them.Ó
ÒIt is for all of us.Ó Meersha replied,
wearily. Then, thoughtfully, she added, ÒI think weÕll scavange tomorrow.Ó
Gasping, Pursha said, ÒLike vulchers and
hyenas? Meersha, I thought you were a great huntress! Even without a pride!Ó
ÒBack in my prime.Ó the older lioness
exclaimed, gazing at nothing.
ÒWell youÕre still in your prime!Ó
PurshaÕs voice was now full of shock.
ÒBy the time my babies are half-cubs, my
zenith will be leavingÉand this is why I need to save the last strength I have
to find what I am searching forÉÓ Indeed, Meersha had grown over the years.
Even when she had given birth to her first cubs, a normal lioness wouldÕve been
on her fourth or maybe even fifth litter by then.
ÒI just donÕt know how to tell them,Ó
Meersha then said.
ÒDonÕt worry, itÕll be OK.Ó Pursha
reassured her.
ÒThe thing is, I donÕt know if it willÉÓ
and MeershaÕs voice trailed off.
~~~
That night, the family had scavanaged, but to no real
success. The only thing
they were able to scrape up was the last remains of some kind of carcassl, so
torn and old that it was too hard to distinguish what animal it once was. There
was enough rotting meat to go around for the cubs to sleep without the
everlasting hunger normally biting at their tummies that night. But before
long, the sun had risen, and they were off again.
ÒMom, where are we going?Ó Tamu asked for
the twentieth time since they left their territory.
ÒFar away.Ó Meersha said, for the
twentieth time as well.
ÒBut when will we get there, Mom?Ó whined
Gwalu. ÒIÕm hot, and thirsty! And I wanna sleep!Ó
ÒMe too!Ó mewed Binjaji.
Hadra just kept quiet, slowly losing
energy with each step he took. He did not want to complain, though, for he knew
it would just make the journey worse.
Meersha just heaved a gloomy sigh, and
kept her cubs going.
Another night fell, and they stopped for a
while.
ÒYou didnÕt scent any other lions, did you,
Pursha?Ó yawned the elder lioness.
Pusha shook her head.
ÒAll right then, IÕll be back.Ó and with
that, Meersha slumped away into the night.
The lioness sniffed the air as she padded,
glaring at nothing as she made sure their surroundings were safe for night.
There didnÕt seem to be any danger, though; a big flat rock lie in the
distance, along with a small muddy puddle; a rotting log was not too far, as
well as an acacia too large for its size, though it was tilted and seemed to be
dying, along with its scattered companions of dead trees. Other than that, the
night seemed just right. It was almost unnaturally safe.
Satisfied, Meersha began back to the
others, who were now a quarter or so of a mile away. Her tired eyes were forced
open as she padded along a little reviene. She sighed, thinking of her beloved
Zarazu. Was it really so shocking that she didnÕt even notice the agony
anymore? But then again, she had spent the best of two years thinking he was
dead.
ÒOh, Zarazu,Ó she uttered, a tear leaking
down her face as she now gazed up to the stars, still walking. ÒWhere are you?Ó
Her voice was hoarse and she choked out the words, throat getting tight and
mouth drying up.
Crunch.
Meersha stopped so suddenly, she almost
fell backwards as her paws dug into the ground. Her ears were now perked and
her eyes now large as they traveled around in the dark, searching for the
source of the noise. A small breeze ruffled her fur and she quivered, but stood
her ground. The air carried the scent of a stranger – not her cubs of
Pursha. How stupid had she been, not noticing? But then, the wind changed
course again, and the scent was gone. But Meersha could still feel the
presence. That was it: the breeze had carried her own scent right to the
stranger when she first left her family a half hour ago, and yet it blocked her
nose from the scent of the other lion as well. Idiot! she snarled inwardly to herself. As
clumsy and arrogant as a half-cub on her first hunt!
Crunch.
Meersha jerked her head to the right,
narrowing her eyes at a near buch, fur bristling and claw extending.
ÒWhoÕs there?Ó she growled, warily.
Another breeze brushed her, and this time
she was read; she inhailed deeply through the noseÉa lionessÉ.NoÉlionesses. But how many?
ÒShow yourselves, strangers.Ó ordered
Meersha.
Then, four lionesses came melting out from
behind the bush. They, too, had their fur on end and claws exposed. At first,
the five of them stood there, the group studying Meersha as she herself stared
caustiouly back.
ÒWho are you?Ó Meersha finally forced
herself to ask.
ÒWho are we?Ó asked a strange looking lioness, whos
neck and back were lined with overgrown fur, almost like a mane. ÒWe should be
asking you that.Ó
ÒWhat do you mean? These arenÕt your
lands.Ó Meersha said, not unfriendly.
ÒWell, youÕre close enough to our
borders.Ó
ÒI scent you, nor did I a lion.Ó
ÒWell now you know.Ó spat the same
lioness: she seemed to be the leader of the group.
ÒLook, my family and I are just
traveling-Ó
ÒYour family?!Ó interupted another
lioness, tone mixed in shock and rage.
ÒYes, my family.Ó
ÒWe donÕt tolerate other prides so close
to our territory.Ó the leader then went on.
ÒLike I said, we didnÕt know there was a
pride here. Besides, weÕre looking for one ourselves.Ó she added, unsure.
ÒOh really?Ó the leader asked, raising a brow,
though there was a smirk on her face. ÒWhy? So that you can take over that
pride? Or our pride?Ó
ÒLook, I didnÕt want any trouble! And we
donÕt even have a male with us, so weÕre not aking over your pride!Ó
A minuteÕs silence told Meersha – as
well as the expression on the maned lionessÕs face – that the group was
thinking hard. Finally, the maned lioness growled;
ÒWhy are you here then? And without a
male?Ó
ÒMyÉmy mate diedÉÓ Meersha said, which
surprised herself that she could finally say it. ÒWe...weÕre looking for my
brotherÕs pride now, so that I can let my cubs stay there with him. I know
theyÕll be safe.Ó
ÒOh, is that it? Well, I must say, not too
many lions would let unknown cubs just join their prideÉyou know how males
are.Ó the stranger exclaimed, a-matter-of-fact like.
ÒI know that, but my brotherÕs differentÉI
know heÕd take them.Ó Meersha said, with confidence.
ÒAre you sure about that, lioness?Ó
Meersha blinked, thinking about how many
times Banjija had faught with Kasha, both wanting to take over a pride; of
course Kasha wouldÕve made a better leader, with his intelligence, sympathy and
leader skills, but he had died so many years agoÉand if Gatu was right, Banjija
had a pride and lands of his now. Finally, Meersha stared the maned lioness in
the eyes and said, with confidence once more, ÒI am sure.Ó
ÒWell, there is only one lion I have known
throughout my years that would allow cubs other than his own to join his
prideÉTell me lioness, what is your brotherÕs name?Ó
ÒHe is called Banjija.Ó Meersha stated.
Again, the maned lioness raised her brow,
but her expression was now of ammusment than a sneer. Meersha couldnÕt help
tilting her head slightly while the others gasped and began to whisper amongst
themselves.
ÒShe canÕt be!Ó one hissed.
ÒIt doesnÕt matter!Ó
ÒWell so? SheÕs just making it up! You
know how popular our king is!Ó
ÒSheÕs lying!Ó
ÒSilence!Ó the maned lioness snarled,
glaring at the group. ÒWe do what we always do!Ó
Suddenly, the group began to surround Meersha,
claws out, but she knew it was more of a precaution for them.
ÒWhat are you doing?Ó she asked suddenly.
ÒWeÕre going to go see your Ôbrother.ÕÓ
answered the leader, almost casually.
ÒMy brother? He is here?Ó
ÒOf course he is! You are right by the lands
of King Banjija!Ó and she laughed.
Blinking a couple times, Meersha stood,
trying to think, before blurting, ÒWait! I have to get my cubs!Ó
For a moment, the maned lioness seemed to
be thinking again, before shrugging and saying, ÒGo get the cubs, Ashu.Ó She
turned to Meersha. ÒWhere are they?Ó
ÒThat way, by an acacia.Ó Meersha
exclaimed.
ÒIs there anyone else with them?Ó
ÒTheir guardian, Pursha.Ó
ÒAll rightÉthey will meet us on the way.
Come then, Ôsister of the King.ÕÓ
The maned lioness turned, and Meersha
followed, pondering about the strangerÕs words. Two of the lionesses were on
either side of her and one behind. The one called Ashu was already headed out
to fetch her family.
~~~
ÒMama! Mama!Ó
Meersha turned her head, only to watch
little Hadra scampering up to her, leading his siblings. A smile spread on her
face as she was reunited with her family. She licked and nuzzled her little
ones as Pursha came padding over with Ashu.
ÒMeersha, whatÕs going on?Ó she asked,
uncertainty straining her voice. ÒThis lioness told me to follow her to you.
Where are going and who are they?Ó
ÒIÕm not exactly sure, Pursha. But
apparently, weÕre near their lands.Ó
ÒNow youÕre in them.Ó Ashu exclaimed as they padded
through the invisible borders.
Almost immeditately, the stench of lioness
urine hit Meersha nostrils, and her nose wrinkled and twitched.
ÒBut these are your markings.Ó she pointed
out. Then her stomach dropped. ÒDonÕt tell me you guys are like the
Broken-Claw?Ó
ÒThe what?Ó asked Ashu, curiously now.
Pursha glanced at Meersha, terror in her
eyes, for Meersha had told her about the Broken-Claw.
ÒAh, IÕve heard of them and their
downfall.Ó the maned lioness chuckled. ÒJust some stranger was here a full moon
ago or so. Said he was looking for their savior. Forget her nameÉIzigi?
Something like that.Ó
The maned lioness just shrugged, but
Meersha shifted uncomfortably as they continued to walk along in the moonlight.
ÒSoÉyouÕre not them?Ó she asked.
ÒOh no. We are much stronger than them and
do have males in our pride.Ó Ashu assured them, which almost put a
disappointing expression on her leader.
MeershaÕs spirits lightened a bit, while
she ussured her cubs along.
For minutes, they traveled in silence,
before those minutes grew to an hour, and the cubs began to complain like
usual. Meersha tried desperately to hush them, for fear the other lionesses
would be bothered and lash out, yet they didnÕt appeare to be annoyed. After an
hour, the sun began to rise in the distance, and as it blanketed their
suroudnings in its warmth and shine, the faint scent of male lions, mixed, came
to her nose. Something about one of the smells was familiar. Could it beÉ?
Before Meersha could say anything, they
were climbing a small knoll.
ÒMom, I donÕt want to climb this!Ó panted
Gwalu, defiantly.
ÒIt doesnÕt matter if you donÕt want to,Ó snarled one of the lionesses in the
group.
ÒJust keep moving, Gwalu.Ó Meersha
exclaimed, fear blanketing her voice, though she tried her best to keep herself
sounding strong.
As they climbed, they were protected from
the wind, yet Meersha couldnÕt help but shiver. The scents of several different
lionesses, as well as cubs, abruptly found their way to her nostrils. Again,
she wrinkled her nose in confusion, ears perkerd and fur bristling still. She began
to hope her own cubs wouldnÕt notice the oncoming presence of a new pride, but
the litter knew something was up. Gwalu was now panting – perhaps,
exaggerating a bit – but it seemed as if she was itching to ask
questions; Meersha was greatful she kept her mouth shut. TamuÕs fur began to
stand on end like her motherÕs, though it made her seem like a puff ball.
Binjaji couldnÕt help sputtering a few distressed hisses and mews. And Hadra
kept his hazel eyes up, though they appeared to widen with each step he took.
ÒCÕmon, now,Ó growled a lioness in
irriation as she stood at the top of the hill, now gazing down at the hostages.
ÒWe havenÕt got all day, you zebra dung.Ó
ÒPatience, Yatu-!Ó snarled Ashu, but the
maned lioness had immediately pushed her out of the way, and leapt up at the
one called Yatu, slamming her on the ground. Her jaw locked around YatuÕs neck,
but the maned lion kept her control, only giving enough pressure with her fangs
to keep the other still. The others had halted, watching, wide eyed and
frightened. Finally, after a couple intense moments of silence, the maned
lioness let go of Yatu, rising steadily above her, though she was pretty small
for an adult.
ÒI will not have our guests spoken to like
that, Yatu.Ó the maned lioness slowly and quietly growled, staring at her right
in the eyes, her own expression wild and menacing.
Yatu warily gazed back up at her, side and
throat exposed, breathing heavily. Her eyes sparkled dangerously back up at the
dominant of the two, but instead of lashing out, she just nodded slowly. Even
as the maned lioness walked off, Meersha couldnÕt help notice that YatuÕs claws
were still unsheathed. Snarling, Yatu glanced at the others, still looking
quiet hazardous, before she herself got up and padded after her leader, down
the other side of the hill.
With a nod from Ashu, Meersha led her cubs
and Pursha up the rest of the knoll, and thatÕs when it happened; Meersha could
do nothing but gasp as she stood, frozen in her tracks, staring down at what
lie in front of her, amazed and shocked. Miles upon miles of semi-dry land
stretched out, accupied by more lionesses and cubs that she couldnÕt even begin
to count. The only thing that stood out, was a piece of land, rising up into
the sky.
It was only when a lioness ordered,
ÒOnward, seemingly sister of the king.Ó that she noticed her frozen state.
Shaking her head, as if she had fallen in
a water hole, Meersha began down the hill. She wasnÕt the only one who found
these new scents and sights overwhelming; the cubs were almost running, trying
to keep under her or at her heals, while Pursha trembled behind her.
ÒItÕll be OK,Ó she muttered to them.
Soon enough, the group came to the base of
the hill, but they did not stop. As they past the huge pride, only a few
lionesses even glanced up at them; it was almost as if this was natural,
bringing in strangers. In through the territory of the lionesses, where several
of them were mothers; some stayed in dens to nurse their young, too carefree to
even look for a birthing place away from the pride. Others watched the older
cubs outside. Half-cubs play-fought with each other. Some lionesses drank from
scattered water holes, and others just bathed in the sun. Everywhere it was
either a playful cub, or a lazy lioness.
ÒMom, who are they?Ó Hadra whispered,
terrified as he watched a couple cubs not too far off, meowing and batting at
each other playfully, rolling around in the grass.
Meersha did not reply, for she did not
have the answer. They were all just strangers. After a while, the sights and
scenes of lionesses and cubs got old, and soon Meersha did not even notice that
they were still walking. Within two hours, they had made it to the base of the
giant piece of ascending land.
ÒUp, now.Ó growled the maned lioness.
Taking a deep breath, Meersha started up
into the steep trail that wound its way up the abrupt knoll. A couple times,
she slipped, but for the most part, her balance was steady, and she firmly
clawed up the rocks and hills. However, her cubs were a different story; more than
not, she was forced to prode them forward with her muzzle, making sure they
were in front of her in case they fell. There were also a couple times when she
had to scruff a cub or two.
Just when it seemed that every denizen of
the savannah below was just ants, and they could climb no higher – the
cubs panting – Meersha found the land finally leveling out. Sweat
glittering her fur, she pulled herself up with the little ones and Pursha, the
group coming after them.
ÒMama,Ó mewed Hadra, his small voice hoarse
after several hours of silence. ÒMama, where are we?Ó
ÒThe EmpireÕs kingdom.Ó answered a
lioness, seriously. ÒHe sits just beyond the boulders.Ó
Indeed to the right of them sat a dozen or
so tremendous boulders of gray, separating them from the other side of the
mesa.
ÒNow, I know you must be shaking in your
fur right now,Ó the maned lioness stated with a sneer. Òseeing as you were
probably lying about your relation to the king, and seeing as he is very strong
and not very merciful, and seeing as youÕre about to meet him-Ó
ÒHurry up!Ó snapped Meersha, impatience
eating her up.
The other lionesses cranked their necks,
watching with fascination as they smirked, waiting for their leader to
discipline MeershaÕs backtalk, but it never happened. The lioness with the mane
just stared, almost shocked, before grinning again.
ÒHis majesty waits beyond the boulders,Ó
she repeated then, ignoring the lip.
ÒAnd Pursha and my cubs?Ó asked Meersha,
strongly.
ÒThey will wait here, safely in my
lionessesÕ paws.Ó she grinned again.
MeershaÕs fur bristled, and she took a
step forward, her claws unsheathing themselves instinctively. The others from
the group started to move in, but the maned one nodded them away, watching
Meersha, very interested, just waiting for her next action.
ÒIf you hurt one single stand of fur on
their bodies,Ó Meersha whispered, threateningly, her voice shaking. ÒI will
make sure your soul wonÕt leave to the stars, but will rot in the ground with
your body forever.Ó
The lioness beamed again. ÒFair enough.Ó
she smirked. ÒFollow me.Ó
She moved off, her bangs falling into her
face as she led Meersha through a gap between two of the biggest boulders, to
the other side of the plateau. This is it, she thought as she past through the giant rocks. IÕm
going to see my brother, whom I havenÕt seen since I was a half-cub. And then it occurred to her; that she
hadnÕt seen him in years!
And that supposedly he was a king! How could this be? How could she have missed this? But
before she could think about this any futher, before she could even grow
anymore nervous than she was already, they had already stepped out from between
the stones.
There, a few yards off, was a group of
lionesses. They seemed to be in deep discussion, and when they finally noticed
Meersha and her captive, they scowled.
ÒThere, there, ladies.Ó a deep voice
assured. ÒWe will get on with our Meeting of the Councils later. But Harga has
come now, and she had informed me of an important matter that I must catch up
on.Ó
Still scowling, the lionesses moved past
Meersha and the lioness called Harga. Harga only smirked. Meersha watched them,
mouth dry and ears perked, before she looked over again – and gasped.
There, standing in front of her, was Banjija! And not only Banjija, but her
brother! A brother that had definitely aged over the years. Not only could she
tell because of his rumbling voice, but his body was enormous! It was almost as
if a monster was standing in of her! Or an elephant! He was at least as twice
as big as her, which she once thought was impossible, especially for either of
her brothers. But there was no mistaking it – the scent filled her nose
and recognition filled her eyes.
Not only had Meersha been frozen by shock,
but Banjija was also staring at her, as if he was staring at a ghost. After
all, word from Hagra had traveled about the lands, saying that a lioness had
come to see him – but that came often! Usually to join the pride, or to
complain about what was already going on.
MeershaÕs heart was beating fast now, and
she felt as if she could collapse. Gatu was right – Banjija did have a pride – a big one! And she
knew he would take her cubs in, no matter what.
ÒAhem,Ó Hagra loudly cleared her throat,
watching them, and clearly noticing the recognition in their expressions. She
almost felt like a fool to say, ÒThis lioness claims to be your sister. Is it
true, Empire Banjija?Ó
ÒWhat? Oh, yesÉUm, Hagra, if you wouldnÕt
mindÉÓ he said, now trying to recover as he glanced at Hagra, though he barely
seemed noticed her.
ÒWhat?!Ó snarled Hagra, taken aback. ÒI
mean, er, yesÉyour Majesty,Ó she uttered, taking a quick dip of a bow before
trotting out on the other side of the boulders again.
ÒM-meersha.Ó he choked; this was even more
astonishing than meeting Gatu, just a full moon before.
Meersha was obviously endeavoring to find
her words, but all that came out was a little grunt. This was just happening
too fast, and during the travel she was too nervous, wondering whether the
lionesses surrounding her cubs were safe enough to be in their presence. It was
all just too shocking.
ÒMeersha,Ó he said again. ÒI- how did
youÉ?Ó
Instead, Meersha just shook her head, took
a deep breath, and cried, ÒBanjija!Ó
With that, she scrambled over to him,
nuzzling him deeply and burying her face into his dark golden-red mane, causing
his pointed ears to twich. She barely noticed the tears that trickled down her
face into his fur. When she finally pulled herself away, straightening up, she
carefully examined her brother, seeing how much he had changed: huge size, deep
voice, full mane, a matured face.
ÒOh, Banjija!Ó she cried again. ÒItÕs been
full moons and full moons!Ó
ÒSince we were half-cubs, Meersha.Ó he
stated, uneasily. If it had not been that long, he wouldÕve actually found this
reunion to be irriating as she had not come to see him like she said she would.
But his heart could not take it, what with the way she was looking, and that
she was his sister, and that he had not seen her forever. ÒHow is that you turn up now?Ó he asked,
after a moment of awkward silence.
ÒWhat? Oh!Ó Meersha was now fumbling for
the words, and the reason why she had come here. Her cubs. ÒItÕs myÉmy cubs,
Banjija.Ó
BanjijaÕs eyes widened with curiousity,
and he tilted his head briefly, but quickly straightened up again. ÒYour cubs,
you say?Ó
ÒY-yesÉOh, itÕs a long story, my brother!Ó
Banjija sat down, studying Meersha with
his strong eyes, before saying, ÒAll right then. Let me have it.Ó
~~~
The morning was exhausting. First Meersha was meeting her brother for
the first time in years after having traveled through the savannah and up a
mesa. From there, she had to endure telling her whole lifeÕs story – at
least after separating from him, on which most of her life had then unfolded.
Still, it was not as terrifying as it was for her cubs.
Hadra had stayed quiet the whole journey.
He did not know how to react, so he thought this was the best way. Not only
that, but their family was leaving from the place he had been born in and the
only place he really ever knew. But those were in no way, as heartrenching and
forbidding as the fact that he had lost his father. It was true: sometimes he
thought of his siblings, and even Pursha upon their loss of the leader of the
Twilight pride, but he himself could almost not cope with it. Like his mother,
he did not say much after ZarazuÕs death. Still, he knew the lion was up there
somewhere, watching him and his family through. After all, thatÕs what his
parents always told him: that when you died, you went to the stars. Several
times a day Hadra thought about this, occasionally glancing up at the sky. But
when it came time to rest, and reenergize, the small cub always ended up
curling in a ball, silent tears trickling down his face as he cried. Why did
they have to take his
dad?
Pursha was weary for most the time, but
nevertheless assured the young ones that their father was now in a happier
place, that is, whenever they decided to talk about him – which wasnÕt
very often. Gwalu and Binjaji had spent their time, complaining like Tamu, but
they still could not get over their fatherÕs death either. Several times a day
in fact, did they end up crying, which was shortly followed by those questions
about death.
Tamu showed her gloom and depression by
anger. Whenever there was a bug, instead of playing with it like she normally
did, she would now smash it with her little paw. If a twig lie stranded in the
grass, sheÕd bite down on it, growling. Her fur would stand up for no reason
and whenever it came down, it didnÕt take long for it to bristle again. She was
very moody, and continued to complain about everything. But as devastated as
Meersha was for letting go of her mate at the river, Tamu could not help but
think that ZarazuÕs death was her own fault. After all, she was the one who
encouraged the relationship between her siblings and Natira and Unaro. If she
hadnÕt been so ignorant, and listen to Hadra and her parents, than her father
would not be dead.
The small family was washed over with
devastation indeed, but traveling seemed to take that depression and
temporarily push it away, as their minds were set on step after step in the
scorching savannah, hunger biting at their stomachs and thirst drying their
mouths. Nevertheless, Zarazu was not to be forgotten, nor was it to be torn
from their minds and the hopes of the future replacing it any time soon. They
could not just forget their father, lover, friend and leader.
Meersha had ended up telling Banjija about
her life. The event that happened with Gatu was shocking, but he allowed her to
continue. After that happened, he, too, filled her in since her absence. She
was glad to hear about his maturity, and his love that he had gained for his
pride. She was glad to see her brother grown up so strong and successful and
resepectul in his life. Glad he had such a large family to take care of,
friends and mates, sons and daughters thriving in these fluishing lands.
Banjija was also joyful to hear that he now had nieces and nephiews, even if
they didnÕt have a father. And that is when she asked him for the biggest favor
anyone could give her.
ÒBanjija, I must ask you something very
important.Ó she finally said, gravely.
ÒYes?Ó Banjija replied, his voice as
strong as ever.
Meersha looked down at her forepaws for a
few moments as the silence sunk in, and then her purple eyes raised up to fall
on him.
ÒBrother, you are a strong, victorious
lion with a thriving pride and family.Ó Her words were slowly withering from
her mouth, and though she sounded extremely vital, her eyes filled with hurt
and pain, as the gleam and shine, the youtfullness, and happiness, now gone.
Instead they were replaced with agony, regret, and perhaps wisdom and even
hope. But the strongest emotion seen in those lionessÕs eyes, were longing. A
longing to be free of pain. A longing to love and be loved. A longing to find
the ones she lost. And Banjija knew, that whatever it was she was asking for,
he could not say no. ÒAnd now, I am about to ask you the most painful,
important, request of my lifeÉWill you look after my cubs?Ó
Another few moments of silence. Brother
and sister sat, staring at each other.
ÒOf course,Ó Banjija finally said. ÒOf
course I will!Ó
ÒOh, Banjija!Ó she cried, nuzzling into
his mane again, crying. ÒWhy was I blessed with a brother I donÕt deserve?Ó he
heard her sob.
ÒBut, Meersha,Ó he then said, pulling away
from her. ÒWhy is it that I must be looking after your cubs? Where will you
being going?Ó
~~~
The two lionsÕ discussion lasted well over an hour. Morning was soon swept away as the
afternoon sun shined down on the little ones and the lionesses. And though Tamu
and her siblings complained and begged – besides Hadra – the
lionesses would not let them go see their mother, or climb down the mesa, or
eat or drink anything.
ÒPlease,Ó Pursha pleaded. ÒThey are weak
and young and have not had a proper diet or rest in days.Ó
ÒYou think we care?Ó Hagra spat in
irriation, mostly at the fact that Meersha had not been lying about her
relationship with the king.
Pursha just sighed, and sat down, grooming
each cub before they curled up in the shade of the giant stones that separated
them from Meersha. What could be taking her so long? she thought. Is Meersha hurt? What are
they doing to her? The
cubs soon fell into uneasy, light sleeps and, before her mind could wander too
far on terrifying ideas, Meersha stepped out from behind the boulders, looking
quite abstract.
ÒMeersha!Ó Pursha cried in delight,
nuzzling her. ÒWhatÕs happened? WhatÕd-?Ó But then she stopped, as her eyes
were carried over to the giant behind that stood behind Meersah, and she
gasped. Her fur immediately bristled and she stepped in front of the cubs, all
of whom were now away, gasping at what was behind their mother as well; a
giant, twice as big as a lioness.
ÒIÕd like you all to meet my brother,
Banjija.Ó Meersha said weakly, forcing a grin.
Banjija, so large and magnificent, studied
Pursha for only a quick while, before looking down and seeing the frightened
cubs. Each were turned into little puff balls as they hid behind Pursha,
looking up at him with wide eyes. But then, he smiled.
Hagra and the other lionesses just stared,
frozen with shock. Banjija seemed to notice this as he said, ÒWell, Hagra, why
are you and your guards just standing here? Why arenÕt you fulfilling your
duties and patrolling the borders?Ó
ÒOh – yes, your majesty,Ó Hagra
forced herself to say, bowing quickly. But as she looked through her bangs that
now fell into her face, she couldnÕt help but glare at Meersha.
With that, Hagra led the guards down the
mesaÕs steep path, leaving the family behind.
Meersha had told Banjija what her plans
were, and he suggested for her to stay a while before leaving, and perhaps
bringing some of his guards with her, but she expressed the fact that she
had to go and on her own.
She also pointed out that if she were to stay any longer than a day, then the
hurt of leaving her cubs would be even more painful. Eventually, Banjija had
understood, and insisted on meeting his nieces and nephews for the first time,
as well as the lioness called Pursha.
Now, the king stood there, grinning at the
cubs.
ÒWell, little ones,Ó his booming voice
said soothingly. ÒYou look warn and hungry. How about some food?Ó He decided
not to frighten them too much while they were in such poor states.
A couple lionesses still sitting by the
boulders, which Meersha hadnÕt noticed before, instantly jumped up and ran down
the path. Just a few awkward moments, before they impressively came back up,
dragging large quanitiest of meat with them, their mouths stained and dripping
with blood. The cubs all licked their lips, staring at the meat greedily, but
remained cautious.
ÒGo ahead. Eat as much as you want.Ó
Banjija exclaimed. ÒWhat? ItÕs not poisonous.Ó he chuckled.
ÒCome on, cubs.Ó Meersha said, prodding
them with her nose. ÒEat. You need it.Ó
Finally, Tamu was the first to venture
over to it, licking her lips and sniffing the chunks of meat warily, before
finally digging in. Her siblings soon joined in, ripping and tearing at it.
Nothing like this had ever tasted so good in their short lives: so tastey, so
juicy, so fresh, and so good on an empty stomach. Even when their parents had
hunted, they let the cubs eat last, trying to pick at the carcass before the
vulchers and other scavengers came. But they hadnÕt the time to dwell on such
good surface.
ÒAh, I suppose this is the one called
Pursha.Ó Banjija said unexpectedly, which made her jump and nod.
ÒI am.Ó she answered quietly.
ÒWell itÕs good to meet you.Ó
The king walked over and the two quickly
exchanged scents, before Banjija turned again to the two lionesses by the
boulders.
ÒUntru, Bayla, please escort young Pursha
to the Great Tree beside the water hole where she can freshen up and rest a
bit. Bring her as much meat as she needs and make sure she is not disturbed by
anyone. The others will be joining her soon.Ó
The pair nodded, and Pursha, taken aback
by this, gave Meersha a glance of wonder, and only followed them down the path
when Meersha nodded back.
ÒWell now, I think thatÕs a bit better.Ó
Banjija then said, turning to the cubs once more, who looked full, satisfied
and happy until he spoke to them again. ÒI am called Banjija, and I am your
uncle.Ó
There was silence.
ÒWell, arenÕt you going to introduce
yourselves to him?Ó Meersha asked in a proding kind of tone.
ÒH-hi.Ó Tamu was the first to speak. ÒHow
come youÕre so big?Ó
ÒTamu!Ó snarled Meersha. ÒThatÕs not how
you introduce yourself!Ó
ÒSorry!Ó she cried, but Banjija just
chuckled and replied, ÒItÕs quite all right, Meersha.Ó Then he turned to the
little ones again. ÒWell then, hello, Tamu. How are you?Ó
ÒTired.Ó Tamu answered truthfully, giving
a long yawn.
ÒI bet you are. You can rest up with your
aunt very soon.Ó
ÒSheÕs not my aunt.Ó the little cub said,
almost bored like.
ÒWell, sheÕs still part of your family.Ó
Banjija said quickly, before Meersha could react. ÒAnd who are you?Ó Banjija
then questioned, eyes falling on Hadra.
Hadra froze, gazing up at him, before
saying, ÒI am Hadra: future leader of the Twilight pride.Ó
There was an intake of breath, and Banjija
glanced over at his sister, understandingly. It was clear Meersha was trying
not to cry.
ÒHadra, huny, you knowÉyou know you
canÕtÉyou know heÕsÉÓ she started, but Banjija stepped in again.
ÒWell then, Hadra, future leader of the
Twilight pride, I invite you to stay here for a while, upon my own lands and my
own pride. Why not see how you like it here?Ó
ÒWhy would we do that?Ó Tamu ignorantly
butted in, now surprisingly bored of her uncle, oncoming anger just barely at
the edge of her voice.
Meersha gave a grave look to Banjija, but
he just smiled.
ÒGwalu then, is it?Ó he said, ignoring his
neiceÕs comment.
Gwalu blinked in surprise, and nodded.
ÒYeah.Ó
ÒAnd you are Binjaji, are you not?Ó he
asked, looking at the brown cub.
Binjaji stayed quiet, unmoving, his mouth
agape, as if he was looking at his uncle for the first time again.
ÒThere you go, my brother; those are your
nieces and nephiews.Ó Meersha exclaimed, tail-tip twitching proudly.
ÒAnd what fine nieces and nephiews IÕve
got.Ó Banjija said. ÒNow, if you wouldnÕt mind following me down to the Great
Tree beside the water holeÉÓ
ÒOf course,Ó Meersha responded quickly,
glancing at her cubs.
They began down the path once more,
following PurshaÕs trail.
LX
HelloÉGoodbye
Finally, the sun fell, and the moon
rose.
-The
Changing
The rest of the day was full of resting and pampering. They stayed beneath the umbrella tree
beside the water hole, undisturbed by anyone, though the scents, sights and
sounds of several lionesses and cubs filled the atmosphere. Several times
Banjija visited them, talking quietly to Meersha and sometimes Pursha. But when
he left, Untru and Bayla had made sure no one bothered them, and brought them
meat whenever they requested it, and whenever they did not. The water helped,
gushing down their dry throats and for once, their thirst was satisfied. Not
only that, but it also provided an entertaining game for the cubs, allowing
them to splash around, despite the fact they hated getting wet; which was an
even better reason to splash each other. In the end, they came back to Meersha
and Pursha, and were groomed, only to take a long nap afterwards. They only awoke when the sun was rising
the next day.
ÒWhereÕs Mom?Ó Binjaji asked, ears folding
against his skull as he gave a loud yawn.
The four of them were huddled together
against the treeÕs base, just yards from the waterÕs edge. But Pursha and
Meersha weren't near.
ÒLetÕs look.Ó Tamu suggested, but quickly
hushed herself, not wanting more trouble to come from her ideas.
ÒYes, why not?Ó Gwalu agreed.
ÒThey said for us to stay here for this
sun, though.Ó Hadra pointed out.
ÒYeah, this sun.Ó Binjaji said. ÒBut itÕs dark now.Ó
The three of them looked to Tamu. She
stood there for a moment in silence, before saying, ÒWhatever.Ó and lying down
in the grass again.
ÒBut this is dumb!Ó complained Gwalu.
ÒMomÕs not even here and-!Ó
ÒShh!Ó Hadra said, and as they strained
their hearing, they noticed pawsteps nearing. ÒSomeoneÕs coming!Ó But it was
only Meersha and Pursha.
Meersha slumped back, staring at the
ground, her once beautiful, strong eyes now full of tears. As she looked up she
said, ÒOh! What are you cubs are awake?Ó
ÒMama, why are you crying?Ó Tamu asked.
ÒYeah, Mom, why are you crying?Ó the
others chimed in.
Pursha just sighed and lay down by the
tree, gazing at the water intently, ears twitching. Apparently she had no idea
what to say.
ÒOh, I-IÕm notÉÓ and Meersha trailed off.
She couldnÕt help it. In no less than six hours, when the sun rose, she would
have to leave her cubs, and maybe never see them again!
ÒMama, whatÕs wrong?Ó Hadra continued,
padding up to her and nudging her paw with his nose.
ÒI-IÉI canÕt!Ó cried Meersha so suddenly,
that the cubs jumped and Pursha lifted her head from her paws. Right then, the
lioness plopped down and began to sob.
ÒMeersha.Ó a calm voice said.
The crying lioness lifted her head, her
teary vision now settling on two blured lions. When she could finally make out
who had now joined them, she gasped, tears ceasing now. It was Banjija, and a
lioness beside him.
ÒMeersha,Ó Banjija said again, in his
strong, reassuring voice. ÒCome. I think you need to walk off those tears.
ÉThereÕs someone here to see you.Ó
Forcing herself up on all fours, she
nodded to Pursha, who was now sitting up again, eyes wide in shock. After the
nod, Pursha also calmed down, and randomly scooped up the nearest cub –
Gwalu – and began grooming her.
Meersha padded over to her brother,
sniffling once, before turning to look at the lioness beside him, and she
scented the air curiously. Did she know this lioness?
ÒI know what youÕre feeling, Meersha.Ó
Banjija cooed, as they began to walk off into the savannah, where several of
the lioness and cubs were scattered about. ÒI know itÕs going to be very hard.
But you must stay strongÉlike you always have.
ÒNow,Ó he cleared his throat before she
could reply. ÒI have someone thatÕs wanted to speak to you ever since she heard
you came. At first I wasnÕt sure you two should meet so soon, but she was
determined.Ó
Meersha couldnÕt help but tilt her head as they padded into the grassy plain, stopping a couple times to let some running, playful cubs pass. But then the lioness stepped over, so that she was between Ban