Preparations
The rogues met about mid-morning. They seemed to bond into pairs; Mataka with Makini, Darau with Aisha, and Janja with Zoma. Kassan came in alone. Makini stared at Kassan, thoughts flooding his mind of memories when that would never have happened, when his father always stood next to someone he said he loved, when they would nuzzle lovingly as they watched him scurry happily about.
Everything was fine then.
ÒIdeas?Ó Kassan asked, looking around at the others.
The group shook their head, save Zoma. ÒI got some,Ó he said.
ÒYou do?Ó asked Darau in surprise.
ÒYeah. This used to be my home. Till I left, at least.Ó
ÒKnow the lands?Ó asked Mataka.
ÒNot too well,Ó said Zoma. He scratched his left ear hard. ÒBut I wouldnÕt doubt that I could pick up my bearings again pretty fast. Just need to get out and around.Ó
ÒDo it,Ó said Janja.
ÒAlright. Mind if I take pretty boy along with me?Ó
Makini grimaced slightly at the name. ÒHeÕs all yours,Ó said Mataka.
ÒDonÕt I get a say?Ó asked Makini.
ÒSure,Ó said Mataka. ÒWhat do you want for dinner when you get back?Ó
ÒThat wasnÕt what I meant.Ó
ÒMakini,Ó said Darau, Òjust do it. WeÕre going to be stuck here a long time—Ó
ÒOne week my ass,Ó muttered Zoma.
Ò—and tensions are going to get pretty high. YouÕre the most inexperienced, so just buckle down and do it.Ó
ÒAlright,Ó said Makini. ÒYou donÕt need to get that way about it.Ó
ÒGreat,Ó said Mataka. ÒMe and Darau have to hide out; donÕt want any lions running around and being seen. Same for Aisha.Ó
ÒI do not think that anything may be accomplished until we have sufficiently scouted the area,Ó said Janja. The others made small nods of agreement.
ÒFine,Ó said Kassan. ÒI guess weÕre going to have to pay our hyena friends a visit to see how much they know about the kingdom. Alright, Makini, go with Zoma, dig up what you can, and weÕll be back at that pit.Ó
ÒGreat,Ó said Zoma. ÒCome on, Blackie.Ó He headed out into the savannah, Makini following him. The other rogues turned for the pit, making idle conversation.
Makini followed Zoma closely, keeping hidden as well as possible. If any animal saw him, they would undoubtedly remember him. Pitch-black leopards were the extreme rarity, most leopards being spotted. MakiniÕs kind had nearly died out. It was like a lion coming into a kingdom; it was an event that would stand out easily.
ÒZoma, we shouldnÕt be this close to the pride,Ó hissed Makini. ÒIf weÕre seen—Ó
ÒIf youÕre seen, Blackie,Ó said Zoma in an equally low voice. ÒIÕve got plenty of memories coming back; I could blend right in. Maybe not a perfect job, but itÕd work. You, however, pretty boy, you—Ó
ÒWould you stop calling me that?Ó
Zoma crouched low next to a boulder. Makini pressed himself as close to the boulder as he could; it was a comforting dot of grey in a nearly all-yellow savannah. ÒOh, come on, pretty boy,Ó said Zoma. ÒYou know you like it.Ó
ÒNo, I donÕt.Ó
ÒI bet you spend so long on prettying yourself up in the morning, getting all of those ruffles out of your fur, grooming yourself for the females, just like Daddy does—Ó Zoma was cut short by a hard, unfriendly blow to the back of his head. ÒOw!Ó He turned to Makini, his eyes plainly showing his anger. ÒWhat the hell was that for?Ó
ÒShut up,Ó said Makini, his voice controlled too well to be normal. ÒJust shut up. DonÕt say that.Ó
ÒAlright, alright,Ó grumbled Zoma, realizing he had gone too far. He turned back to look at the den. He was silent a few seconds before his nature prompted him to say, ÒOkay, maybe not grooming for the females.Ó
ÒMy father,Ó said Makini firmly, his voice shaking slightly, Òis the best animal that I know. DonÕt you dare say that about him again.Ó
Zoma turned to look at Makini with an annoyed look. ÒOkay, pretty . . . Look, Makini. Your daddy has slept with more animals on the godsÕ yellow earth than I could if I lived thirty times over. Ten to one, last night he made some female very happy, too. I donÕt have a problem with that. I donÕt have a problem with Kass. But youÕve got to accept that heÕs not perfect. You lived with Kass for what, a few months as a cub? IÕve known him for years. You have no idea who he is. He most definitely isnÕt that idol that youÕve built him up as.Ó
ÒI realize that heÕs not perfect—Ó
ÒGreat, problem solved,Ó said Zoma, turning back around.
Ò—but I doubt heÕs the rogue you think he is. I know that my father is a great animal.Ó
ÒOxymoron.Ó
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒÔGreat animal.Õ ItÕs an oxymoron.Ó
Makini sighed as he shook his head in disbelief. ÒGreat. A cheetah that knows language. Great. Really helps. What else have you got?Ó
ÒLook, IÕm sorry about what I said, okay? I just didnÕt realize youÕd be . . .Ó
ÒWhat?Ó asked Makini. ÒTouchy?Ó
ÒTouchy.Ó Makini shook his head, staring at the ground. A moment later he slowly made his way to the top of the boulder, pressing himself flat as he did so. ÒLook,Ó said Zoma, ÒI realize youÕre going through a lot now. Just . . . if you need someone to talk to—Ó
ÒGo to you. I know—Ó
ÒOh, hell no. Not me. Go to Janja. He can sit and listen for hours. He might even give you advice, if you ask real nicely.Ó
ÒYou seem to know him pretty well.Ó
ÒVery well.Ó
ÒAre you . . . brothers?Ó
Ò. . . In a way.Ó Zoma began to move toward the area where the pride was. He held his paw at head height, then moved it down slowly. Stay low.
Makini slid carefully off the rock. ÒHowÕd you meet him?Ó
ÒJanja? Just at a job.Ó
ÒWhere?Ó
ÒSheria.Ó
ÒYou met him here?Ó
ÒYeah.Ó
ÒAnd youÕve been traveling with him ever since?Ó
ÒYeah, thatÕs what mates do, right? Stay here.Ó
Mates?! Makini looked at Zoma in utmost shock as he stood up and proceeded casually toward the pride. Shock changed to horror as Makini realized what Zoma was doing.
ÒCan we help you?Ó a lioness called from the group.
ÒI was just looking for the king,Ó said Zoma.
ÒHeÕs out on his rounds around the kingdom. Is it something urgent?Ó
ÒNo, IÕll just come back later if it doesnÕt sort itself out. Family, eh, dispute I think would be a nice way of putting it.Ó
ÒThe king doesnÕt really need any more little problems like that. ShouldnÕt you have just asked Shuma to take care of it?Ó
ÒShuma? I—I donÕt think she would understand. Besides, sheÕs got so much other stuff on her mind—Ó
ÒShumaÕs male,Ó said the lioness, suspicion entering her voice.
ÒUh . . . Well, he sure fools me. Pansy.Ó
ÒI donÕt think IÕve seen you around before . . .Ó
ÒYou sure? TereÕs son?Ó
ÒShe doesnÕt have a son,Ó said the lioness suspiciously. ÒAnd she doesnÕt have that accent, either—Ó
ÒShe hasnÕt told you about me? Lovable Zoma?Ó
Makini thought that was taking it too far, and apparently the lioness thought so, too. Whether she recognized ZomaÕs name or was just acting on suspicion, she suddenly screamed out, ÒKiller! Killer in the pride!Ó
Zoma immediately turned and ran, yelling, ÒBlackie, time to go!Ó Lionesses began to run after him.
Makini sprang up from the grass and ran after Zoma. Though Zoma was small for a cheetah, he obviously had speed. Makini couldnÕt catch up to him. The lionesses were almost on his tail as it was, but were slowly losing ground. Very slowly. He suddenly saw Zoma turn and head toward a large rock face that loomed over the den and slowly sloped down to normal height. The two of them had gone around it when they came down to the pride.
Zoma was running straight at it.
Zoma ran for the rock face, then jumped and landed on a ledge that stuck out of it. Now that he was closer, Makini could see that it wasnÕt smooth; there was a series of ledges that went up the side. Zoma pulled himself fully up onto the ledge, then held down a paw for Makini.
Makini knew this was going to hurt. He jumped for the paw and almost missed it. The two dug their claws into each otherÕs forelegs as Zoma used MakiniÕs inertia to swing him up to the next ledge, Makini landing flat on his stomach as Zoma let go, feeling the wind knocked out of him.
ÒCome on, pretty boy, get up,Ó said Zoma hurriedly. The lionesses were at the foot of the rock face. Several were trying to secure holds on the ledge, a couple pulling themselves up slowly.
Makini slowly got up and put the foreleg that hadnÕt just been used out. He felt Zoma dig his claws into his foreleg again as he swung him up, Makini feeling as though his leg was going to rip straight out of its socket. He was sure Zoma wasnÕt enjoying this either. His forelegs were getting dug into quite as well as MakiniÕs.
Makini looked down at the lionesses and saw that a few had managed to pull themselves up onto the ledge below him. He looked up to see Zoma extending a slightly bloody foreleg. Makini winced. He thought he hadnÕt cut that deep. He caught the foreleg again and felt a paw on a hind leg. Makini let out a hiss of pain as he dropped back down slightly, ZomaÕs claws not letting him sink all the way. Makini looked back down at the lioness that had his leg and kicked her square in the face with his other leg. She let go, falling back down to the ground, knocking another lioness down with her.
ÒCome on, Blackie,Ó said Zoma, his voice pained. Makini jumped again, making sure to aim out and not up. He was swung up to the ledge above Zoma, feeling the wind knocked out of him with his landing again. He got up as quickly as he could and held out his paw again. Zoma jumped and let down a paw for him.
The lionesses were getting nowhere, only one of them having actually reached the second level. One of them on the ground shouted, ÒAround to the top!Ó The ones on the ground ran to try their luck going the long way up to the top. The ones on the ledges started to make their way back down to the ground.
ÒBlackie, we donÕt have all day,Ó said Zoma. ÒMove!Ó
Makini jumped again, continuing the painful process of jumping and swinging, the top coming ever closer. He knew that this was the fastest way up and that speed was what they needed right now, not ease like the lionesses did. Knowing that didnÕt ease the pain, though. When they did reach the top, Makini found himself almost unable to sit up. His forelegs were a bloody mess. He let down a paw one last time for Zoma, who landed next to him, breathing heavily.
ÒCome on,Ó Zoma said. ÒI know where we can hide.Ó
ÒI canÕt walk on these,Ó said Makini, panting himself.
ÒNeither can I,Ó said Zoma, collapsing. ÒJust two seconds. ThatÕs all we need. Just two seconds rest.Ó
The two seconds were extended multiple times. Zoma stood up finally. ÒOkay, kid, letÕs go.Ó He began to slowly limp away. He turned as he heard yells. The lionesses had almost made their way up the rocky terrain. Makini stood up, groaning with pain, and began to limp hurriedly after Zoma.
ÒWhere are we going?Ó he asked.
ÒMamaÕs.Ó
Cheetahs stared as they watched one of their own limp into the enclave where most of them lived. They didnÕt know who he was. He was followed by a black leopard. Both of them were heading towards TereÕs place. The cheetahs shook their head. Everyone knew better than to disturb Tere when she didnÕt want to be. There was no telling what would happen now. All they could guess that it wouldnÕt be good for those two.
Makini followed Zoma back to where three leopards laid. All of them looked up as Zoma approached. One of them stood up as Zoma came in, her face stunned. Zoma held out a bloody foreleg for a hug. ÒMama.Ó
The cheetah that had stood up walked over to Zoma quickly and slapped him across the face. Royal poured out of her mouth. Makini, who had only heard it used for cursing, assumed that she had quite a bit to say about Zoma. Then, to his surprise, he heard Zoma interrupt her in Royal. They were actually carrying on a conversation in it. The other two cheetahs that were lying on the ground were staring at Zoma with expressions of disgust.
Makini didnÕt quite know when he realized that it wasnÕt quite a conversation, but more of an argument. It could have been when the voices got louder, the gesticulating fiercer, or maybe it could have been when both of the cheetahs on the ground started snarling unconsciously. Makini didnÕt understand a word of it; all he knew was that the cheetah arguing with Zoma must have said something extraordinary, as Zoma suddenly shut up and took two steps back, a stunned look on his face.
Makini watched as Zoma stared at his mother, then quietly said, ÒMama, please, I just—just—I need your help, Mama.Ó
Tere took a step closer to Zoma and spit in his face, Zoma wincing. ÒI will have nothing to do with you. You are no son of mine.Ó She looked at Makini. ÒIÕll treat him, but may the gods strike me down the moment I do anything to help you.Ó
Zoma began to nod his head faintly, the nodding growing stronger. ÒMakini,Ó he finally said, and added something Makini couldnÕt understand at all. He began to walk away, and finally turned around and said to Makini, ÒI said come on!Ó Makini followed Zoma, taking one last look at the cheetahs before he left. The three were staring at Zoma with a negative emotion that Makini couldnÕt quite describe.
ÒWhere are we going?Ó asked Makini quietly.
ÒThe shaman,Ó said Zoma.
ÒIsnÕt that dangerous? What if he sells us out—Ó
ÒShe wonÕt. SheÕs always been good to me. If she hasnÕt died.Ó
ÒDied?Ó
ÒSheÕs old. Come on, sheÕll fix us up.Ó
Makini didnÕt say another word as he was led to the shamanÕs den. To his surprise, she was a hyena, and obviously quite old. Her breath rattled as she drew it in and out of her body, as if protesting. ÒZoma?Ó she asked. ÒIs that you? Gods, I thought you were dead by now . . . Come in, what can I do?Ó
Zoma silently held up a bloody foreleg.
ÒMy word . . . here, IÕll get the herbs, and Mbulu can tie some bandages. Mbulu!Ó she called. A younger monkey came out of the den. He looked at Zoma and stared at Makini. ÒMbulu, get rÕlaka. And get some leaves to cover the wounds, as well.Ó
ÒHe needs it too,Ó said Zoma quietly. The shaman nodded and the monkey went to collect herbs for the both of them. ÒDonÕt tell anyone we were here,Ó Zoma said. ÒNot even the king.Ó
ÒEspecially not the king,Ó said Makini.
ÒStirring up trouble again?Ó asked the hyena with a grin that showed about a third of her teeth to be missing.
ÒYes,Ó said Zoma in the same quiet voice.
ÒBeen to see your mother?Ó
ÒI donÕt want to talk about it.Ó
The hyenaÕs grin slid off her face. ÒYou knew this would happen, Zoma. That was why you left.Ó
ÒI thought that maybe she changed.Ó
Mbulu came back carrying leaves and thin vines. ÒShe does not understand your choice. I donÕt either, but I believe that you do. Hold out your leg.Ó Zoma did so, and the monkey began to dress his leg. ÒI trust you Zoma. You have conviction about your beliefs. I let it all happen because I knew you wouldnÕt just give up.Ó
ÒI havenÕt.Ó
ÒAnd IÕm very proud of you for that. Other leg.Ó
Zoma was quiet for the rest of the visit, not speaking while he was being doctored to, or while Makini got the same. In the end, both of them had their legs wrapped in rÕlaka leaves, the thin vines that the leopard had brought holding the leaves tightly against their legs.
ÒAlright, you arenÕt to take those off for three days,Ó said the shaman. ÒIf you do, youÕll have me to answer to.Ó
ÒThank you,Ó said Zoma. He and Makini began to head out of the den.
ÒAnd Zoma?Ó
ÒYeah?Ó Zoma turned around to see the hyena just behind him.
ÒGive this to Janja from me,Ó said the hyena, holding up her foreleg for a hug. ÒIÕm sure he wonÕt mind.Ó
Zoma held the hyena tightly against his body, tighter than Makini expected. Makini noticed tears in ZomaÕs eyes and heard what sounded uncomfortably like ÒShhÓ from the hyena. He looked away in embarrassment. Finally he heard, perfectly levelly, ÒLetÕs go, kid.Ó Makini followed Zoma back to the roguesÕ meeting place.
Makini followed Zoma back, working up the nerve to ask Zoma what exactly had happened. ÒZoma?Ó he finally asked quietly.
ÒWhat?Ó asked Zoma, slight irritation in his voice.
ÒWell . . . uh . . . when you said—about you and Janja being—mates—did you mean—married?Ó
ÒNo, I meant mates as in friends, asshole,Ó said Zoma sarcastically. ÒOf course I meant married. Why?Ó He looked back at Makini. ÒMataka didnÕt tell you, did he?Ó
ÒNo,Ó said Makini, looking at the ground.
ÒAm I going to get the freak treatment from you, too?Ó Zoma asked, anger entering his voice.
ÒI didnÕt mean it like that—Ó
ÒIÕve met plenty of animals like you, pretty boy! And if youÕre just going to tell me off, then you might as well save it, or IÕll cram those words right back down your throat!Ó Zoma turned angrily into the grass.
ÒZoma, I didnÕt mean it like that—Zoma!Ó Makini headed after Zoma. He stopped as he came to a clearing, seeing Zoma in it with his face hidden in JanjaÕs neck, Janja rubbing ZomaÕs back. Makini stayed just outside the clearing, thinly veiled in the grass.
ÒZoma, was it your mother?Ó Janja asked quietly.
ÒYes,Ó said Zoma, sounding very much like he was crying.
ÒZoma, you knew what she thought—Ó
ÒShe called me a half-carcass whore! And the things she called you . . . Gods, Janja, sheÕs my mother!Ó
ÒZoma, just forget about it,Ó said Janja. ÒThey are just words.Ó
ÒThey hurt, Janja.Ó
ÒJust forget.Ó Janja gave Zoma a kiss on the back of his head. ÒJust forget.Ó Janja looked straight at Makini. Makini felt a shock go through him. He didnÕt expect Janja to realize he was there. He embarrassedly walked the rest of the way into the clearing.
ÒYes, Makini?Ó asked Janja.
ÒI—I just wanted to explain to Zoma . . .Ó
ÒIt is not your fault.Ó Janja turned his head to look at Zoma. ÒWould you be alright if I talked to him outside?Ó Zoma nodded. Janja stood up and left him in the clearing, telling Makini ÒCome.Ó Makini followed Janja until Janja sat down. ÒLet me explain, so that you understand,Ó he said.
ÒYou donÕt need to—Ó
ÒMakini, I do not want you thinking what I know you do. Listen to me. Zoma was exiled from his home because of the way that he feels. He is bisexual. His mother could not accept a son that had feelings for other males. Her decision caused him more grief that I thought he could bear. He loved his mother very, very much.Ó
ÒShe kicked him out because he was gay?Ó asked Makini incredulously.
ÒThat is a way of putting it,Ó said Janja in his slow way of talking. ÒSex is a very strong thing in our society, and to think that she made a mistake in raising her son to tell which sex to love . . . she pushed him away, hoping to distance herself from her Ôfailure.Õ Zoma does enjoy females, something I do not understand, and I in turn enjoy some other species, which he does not understand. But we are married. I allow him leniency and a few others if he pleases, and he does the same for me. But if either one of made it clear that we did not want that to continue, we would both stop. We love each other very much, Makini.Ó
ÒI . . . I guess I just donÕt understand your tastes.Ó
ÒThat is not surprising. You have been taught that it is wrong to love other males, something that I had to help Zoma break free of. But it is understandable. But you must understand this, Makini. Zoma is no different than when you met him. He is the same cheetah. He was bisexual before you met him, and he still is now. He is still the same—asshole—that he was before,Ó said Janja with a smile. ÒYou know he means it all in fun, do you not?Ó
ÒYeah. I kind of figured that out. But Janja . . . what if you decide you want a cub? Like a—Ó Makini hesitated to say it.
ÒLike a normal married couple?Ó
ÒYes.Ó
ÒWe would adopt. There are many cubs in the wild with no parents. We would raise him—or her—to the best of our ability. The cub would not lack.Ó
ÒBut—I know this sounds harsh, but wouldnÕt it be best if it wasnÕt raised by animals who were, you know—gay?Ó
ÒMakini, this is one of the many problems that I have had with animals. You think we are second-class.Ó
ÒNo, thatÕs not it at all—Ó
ÒIt is. Perhaps second-class is not the best word, but it is what it amounts to. Because we are different, you want to deny us certain privileges. There are those that would not even let us be together, let alone marry.Ó
ÒJanja, I didnÕt mean it like that—Ó
ÒReally?Ó
Makini fell silent. ÒNo,Ó he finally said. ÒI meant that. I—I just—I didnÕt think what was right for the cub would be that.Ó
ÒYou believe that a cub should be raised in a ÔnormalÕ environment, and then be allowed to choose whether or not to pursue the same sex.Ó
ÒYeah. I mean, is that so wrong?Ó
ÒIt is not wrong. But it is not right, either. You were raised knowing that it was wrong to show too much affection toward any other males. It is the same for females. All cubs would believe that. But if they were raised my way, they would be no different, only opposite. Makini, to let a cub truly know what they would prefer, you should teach tolerance toward hetero- and homosexuals. But society is not ready for that, and may never be.Ó
ÒIf you put it that way . . . it does seem different.Ó
Janja smiled, and then the smile faded as he argued with himself silently. ÒMakini,Ó he said, ÒI know this is a bad time to say this, but there is not a good time, and this time is better than any I can imagine.Ó
ÒShoot.Ó
ÒIf . . . well, if you would consider looking into our lifestyle a little more . . .Ó
ÒJanja . . . Janja, thatÕs . . . big. Really big. IÕm not sure I could do that.Ó
ÒIf you ever change your mind, I am here. It is not as bad as you believe.Ó Janja smiled guiltily. ÒBut I will not push you. I will be with Zoma, if you need me.Ó
ÒWhereÕs Kassan?Ó
ÒYour father? I believe he is with Mataka and the others. He will be back soon.Ó JanjaÕs eyes drifted down to the leaves on MakiniÕs forelegs. ÒAnd he will want to know all about your little . . . trip.Ó
Makini swallowed. He didnÕt quite know how Kassan would react, but Mataka would not be happy.
ÒDo you have any idea what youÕve done? You could have exposed us all. We are no longer safe.Ó Somehow, the quiet tones of anger were worse than screaming. ÒWe could have an entire kingdomÕs wrath on us any second now. If either of you were seen coming back here, or betrayed, Zoma, by your mother, we could be dead in a matter of minutes.Ó
ÒWe werenÕt seen—Ó began Makini.
ÒAnd on top of that, you were injured. How can we possibly expect to finish this even remotely close to a week? The hyenas have already told us that they will not extend the deadline, and they mean it. They want this done now. And those wounds will not close in one week. What were you thinking?Ó
ÒRun,Ó said Zoma.
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒWe were thinking Ôrun.Õ You know, for our lives.Ó
ÒThis isnÕt the time for jokes—Ó
ÒKass, relax,Ó said Mataka. ÒMistakes happen. For all we know, we could be running for our lives in a few daysÕ time.Ó
ÒMataka, that is not the point,Ó said Kassan. ÒThey did their job foolishly, recklessly—Ó
ÒYeah, but what do you expect from Zoma?Ó
ÒI thought that Makini would at least show some self-control!Ó
ÒAnd what do you expect from a guy trained by me and Nasiha? Kass, I know this sounds like She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named, but relax. ThereÕs no point in getting worked up about it. Look, we sent Janja back early to meet them if they got back before we did, and from what it sounds like, they found a lot more stuff out than they would have if they were just slow and cautious.Ó
ÒThat is no excuse—Ó
ÒYou want to chew Ôem out? Fine. You take one, IÕll take one.Ó
ÒZoma, come with me,Ó said Kassan.
ÒNo, Zoma, come with me,Ó said Mataka. ÒI know I donÕt critique that well. We should save the one with the most problems for the more—experienced.Ó
ÒMataka, I know what youÕre doing,Ó said Kassan.
ÒAnd hey, itÕs still working. Come on, Zoma.Ó Mataka disappeared into the savannah, Zoma following him with what almost sounded like quiet laughter.
Kassan turned to Makini. Makini was staring at him with an utterly blank face, sitting straight up on his forelegs, the leaves around them having turned red on the edges from blood. Kassan took a deep breath and began to pace in front of Makini. ÒYou behaved recklessly. You could have exposed us all.Ó
ÒI was following ZomaÕs lead—Ó
ÒYou knew that Zoma was unstable! He has a tendency to do stupid things without thinking at all! You knew this!Ó
ÒUnstable?Ó asked Makini, disgust in his voice.
ÒUnstable. He is a danger at best—Ó
ÒThen why does Mataka think heÕs one of the best rogues there are? If you havenÕt noticed, just about all of Ôthe bestÕ have been gathered here.Ó
ÒMatakaÕs reasoning and mine are different. Mataka does not know caution.Ó
ÒMataka knows courage!Ó said Makini angrily. ÒHe knows that you have to do something to get a job accomplished—Ó
ÒAnd look what itÕs done for him. A long succession of jobs with an injury on almost every one of them—Ó
ÒWeÕre asked to kill animals! You think theyÕre just going to stand there and go quietly?Ó
ÒWe are not killing anyone. That was almost what ruined him with that cubnapping; Mataka does not know patience.Ó
ÒHe knows plenty of damn patience; he just knows when to use it! If you havenÕt noticed, we have to get this job done in five days because todayÕs pretty much shot!Ó
ÒAll the more reason for doing it carefully—Ó
ÒAll the more reason for getting it done and over with! Mataka has the right idea! Those hyenas are going to get more and more tense the closer the deadline comes! We canÕt use them; all theyÕll be is a flaw when it comes down to actually doing the job! We donÕt need a clan of angry hyenas on our back!Ó
ÒWe can extend the deadline if we have to.Ó
ÒYou just said we couldnÕt!Ó
ÒWeÕll find a way.Ó
ÒA way,Ó said Makini skeptically. ÒAlright, sense youÕve got all the answers, whatÕs my problem, Daddy?Ó
Kassan stopped dead. He swallowed.
ÒWell, Daddy? WhatÕre all my problems, Daddy?Ó
ÒDonÕt call me that.Ó
ÒWhatÕs the matter, Daddy?Ó
Kassan turned toward Makini. ÒYou can call me Father, you can call me Dad, you can call me Kass, you can call me You Goddamn Son of a Bitch. Not Daddy.Ó
ÒWhy? You used to love that name, Daddy. You used to love everything I did.Ó
ÒMakini, youÕve grown up—Ó
ÒIÕm your son!Ó
ÒI havenÕt seen you in years—Ó
ÒDo you really think that makes a difference?!Ó yelled Makini, standing up. ÒYou loved Mom, you loved me! We were a family until you decided to run off!Ó
ÒMakini, you donÕt understand—Ó
ÒThen explain it to me!Ó
ÒI—I canÕt stay. Not me. I wanted more.Ó
ÒMore than us?! More than all the love we could give you?! Mom cried for weeks after you left! The only reason she stopped was because she got a horn through her gut!Ó
ÒMakini, please, I do regret your motherÕs death—Ó
ÒBullshit! You could have stopped it! If you hadnÕt left, it never would have happened!Ó
ÒThere was nothing I could do. Makini, your mother had a price on her head.Ó
ÒYou expect me to believe that?!Ó
ÒItÕs true. She was marked for death.Ó Kassan paused. ÒIt was because I was with her, and because of you. You were evidence of what I did with her. She used to be quite the . . . She slept with a great deal of leopards. When one of her former lovers discovered that she was with me, he wanted her killed.Ó
ÒI canÕt believe that,Ó said Makini. ÒDo you really expect me to believe that my mother—the one who loved me unconditionally, and at least stayed with me—was as much of a whore as you?Ó
ÒMakini, I left for her safety. I was much more of a distinctive leopard than she was; theyÕd be looking for me. I had to leave. They wouldnÕt know who she was on her own. She would have been safe. If it hadnÕt been for that hunting accident . . .Ó
ÒSo you left to save her, is that it?Ó
ÒYes.Ó
ÒI donÕt know whether IÕve heard more bullshit in my life,Ó said Makini. ÒYou could have stayed. You could have fought. Look at what you can do! YouÕre a rogue, Father, and one of the best! Maybe even the best! And you say that there was nothing that you couldÕve done to save her?Ó
ÒMakini, I am . . . not proud of what I did. I was a coward the day I left your mother.Ó
ÒDamn right you were.Ó
Kassan looked away, embarrassed. ÒMakini,Ó he said, ÒI want to make it up to you. I really do. You had every chance of a normal life stolen from you. I want to change that.Ó
ÒDo you really think you can make my life normal now? Now, when IÕm a rogue? You took that chance away from me, Father. IÕm never going to be normal.Ó
Kassan wasnÕt ready for the bluntness. ÒI—I can see how you would think that—Ó
ÒItÕs true, and you know it.Ó
ÒI . . . donÕt want it to be true.Ó
ÒAnd you expect me to believe that? You left me like you left so many other cubs.Ó
ÒMakini . . . I was wrong to do that. IÕm not going to say that I donÕt enjoy my lifestyle. I do. But I—I killed your mother with what I did. And I am sorry. And I really, truly, and honestly want to make it up to you.Ó
Makini stared at Kassan. Finally he shook his head. ÒBy the gods, youÕre a wonderful liar.Ó
ÒMakini, you have to believe me. Please. I donÕt want to have you turn away from me. YouÕre all the family I have.Ó
ÒYou expect me to believe you just had a sudden change of heart?Ó
ÒNo. But I want to try to be a good father. I really do. Please, trust me.Ó
Makini was quiet. ÒI want to believe you,Ó he said. ÒI really do.Ó
ÒMakini, IÕm being honest. I want to be the best father I can to you. ItÕs the least I can do for all IÕve put you through. Please.Ó
Makini hesitated, then wrapped a foreleg around his father, pulling him close. Kassan gasped slightly, surprised by the action, then slowly placed a foreleg around Makini, feeling his tears on his shoulder.
ÒI love you, Dad.Ó
Kassan swallowed, then smiled and rubbed MakiniÕs back. ÒI know.Ó Maybe he could be a decent father.
ÒSo, I hear the Shadow killed three more,Ó said the king as he looked down at the carcass the lionesses had brought him. He looked up at Moyo.
ÒDid he?Ó asked Moyo.
ÒYes. Along with several cheetah cubs.Ó
Moyo gagged on the bit of meat he had in his mouth. The king looked at him with a raised eyebrow. ÒCubs?Ó Moyo finally said.
ÒYes. Cubs.Ó
ÒHow . . . horrible.Ó
ÒIÕve been pestered all of today to do something about it. Apparently the incident happened two nights ago.Ó
ÒHmm.Ó Moyo looked down at his sister, Chuma, who was eating off the carcass now, taking her slow, careful bites.
ÒWe need to put a stop to it.Ó
Moyo looked up at the plural. ÒWe?Ó
The king smiled. ÒOf course. You donÕt expect me to leave you the kingdom without any actual experience in ruling, do you?Ó
ÒI . . . I donÕt know what to say, Father.Ó
ÒOf course, this doesnÕt mean that youÕll have any power beyond what I give you. I want you to remember that. That is one of the most important lessons a king should know. He must not overextend himself. His power is there, but that does not necessarily mean that it must be used. Choose when to exercise it.Ó The king smiled. ÒStarting with the Shadow.Ó
ÒFather . . . are you sure thatÕs really the best thing?Ó
ÒCatching a criminal like him? Of course! Vigilante ÔjusticeÕ is one thing I will not stand for in my kingdom.Ó
ÒBut I—IÕd heard that the number of—well, of crimes has gone down since . . .Ó
ÒYou arenÕt suggesting heÕs helping, are you?Ó
ÒFather, I—yes, I am,Ó said Moyo.
ÒHe has just killed innocent cubs. He has gone too far with that.Ó
ÒBut you donÕt know heÕs done that—Ó
The king smiled. ÒI know how you seem to believe that he is a hero, and a large part of the kingdom does, too. But he is committing crimes, Moyo, crimes. It doesnÕt matter if he seems to be a decent animal; if he is doing something that is wrong, then he must be punished. That is justice.Ó
ÒI know, Father, but what if . . . what if you let an animal off once in a while?Ó
ÒLet him off? That sets a precedent—Ó
ÒBut what about that cheetah, Father? The pregnant one?Ó
ÒShe killed a leopard!Ó
ÒBut Father, she said it was self-defense. CouldnÕt you have believed her?Ó
ÒShe had no evidence for her actions,Ó said the king.
ÒBut—Ó
ÒAnd neither does the Shadow. If you can prove to me that every single murder he has made—and thatÕs what they are, murders—if you can prove they all are for the greater good, then maybe IÕll reconsider my punishment. But until then, I want his head. And I want it from you.Ó
ÒBut Father—how can you catch a shadow?Ó
ÒThat is precisely the thing that I did not want to hear! He has made himself into some kind of legend, and that inspires fear! He is an ordinary animal, nothing more. He bleeds, just like all of us.Ó
ÒBut Father, if no oneÕs even seen him, how am I supposed to know what IÕm looking for?Ó
ÒTry. ThatÕs all you have to—Ó He was interrupted by a gagging sound. Moyo looked down at his sister, Chuma, to see her choking on something. ÒIdiot girl!Ó said the king. He hit Chuma across the face.
ÒHere,Ó said Moyo gently, bringing his sisterÕs head up. He reached inside her mouth and carefully pulled out the bit of meat that had a bone stuck in it.
ÒI donÕt know why we even keep her here,Ó said the king. ÒIf only your mother had borne a half-way intelligent daughter . . .Ó
Moyo wiped his paw off on his coat, then kissed his sister gently. ÒThere,Ó he said. ÒBetter?Ó Chuma nodded, and began to go slowly out of the den, away from her quickly-angered father.
ÒOf all the unfortunate things,Ó said the king. ÒWhy do we even keep her?Ó he repeated.
Moyo looked up at his father, pity for his sister burning in him. ÒBecause itÕs just.Ó
ÒAlright,Ó said Mataka, Òbased on what weÕve got, itÕs definitely going to be an inside job.Ó
ÒAnd?Ó asked Katili. The clan leader had insisted that she, or at least one hyena, be included in every meeting the rogues had. The rogues had felt that it was best to indulge her. After tonight, they only had five days left to work their magic.
ÒAnd that means that the pride needs to trust someone. Meaning that Aisha makes herself cute and adorable. As opposed to the hellish bitch she usually is.Ó
ÒHey!Ó
ÒSorry if the truth stings a little, Aisha.Ó
ÒIÕll show you stinging.Ó
ÒOne of these days.Ó
ÒIn the meantime,Ó said Kassan, Òthe rest of us will be watching the pride. Boring, routine stuff as we try to find a pattern of how they work, how they move, and try to determine the best points of attack. Of course, if we could have longer than a week, we could do a much more thorough—Ó
ÒItÕs out of the question,Ó said Katili. ÒIf youÕre just watching the pride for weaknesses, five days should be more than enough.Ó
ÒKatili,Ó said Janja in his slow, rolling voice, Òlet me try to explain. We are working with something that is completely and absolutely fluid. A pride without a den moves every day, even if it is just a hundred yards. They spread out when they sleep. If we were working with a den, we would be more than able to assault it in five days. A den makes a set area. But a pride without a den changes every day. We will have to note each lioness and her actions, and note them perfectly, or else there will only be a perfect mess. If we were killing, that would be different. But the prince wants no casualties unless absolutely necessary. We try to fulfill the requirements of our job exactly. We will assault that pride in five days if you force us to, but it would be very likely that animals would get hurt, and it would probably be one of us first.Ó
ÒI see what youÕre saying, but what you are saying is that someone will get hurt. You are the best, or so you tell me. If thatÕs true, you shouldnÕt have any problem getting to the king. I donÕt care if you kill anyone on the way there; thatÕs the princeÕs obsession. I just want the king gone. And if one or more of you die, then I could honestly care less.Ó
There were low, suppressed snarls. ÒI do not believe you quite comprehend what you just said,Ó said Janja.
ÒI could care less about what happens to rogue filth. ThatÕs what I said.Ó
ÒYou filthy hyena,Ó said Zoma, his rage open and obvious.
ÒAt least I have a home!Ó
ÒYouÕre lower than vermin!Ó
ÒAnd you arenÕt? YouÕre lower than us! Look at yourselves, thinking that you can go where you like and do whatever you please to whomever you want—Ó
ÒBecause we can,Ó said Darau. ÒWe actually go out and explore, while all you other animals stay in your kingdom and cower.Ó
ÒIs that right? Because from what I know, rogues are nothing more than exiled criminals!Ó
Darau suddenly launched himself onto Katili. There were yells of ÒHey!Ó from the rogues, and Kassan and Janja hurriedly put their forelegs around DarauÕs, trying to drag him off her.
ÒListen, you bitch,Ó said Darau angrily, ÒI had no reason to leave! I did nothing! I grew up; is that a crime now? Is it?!Ó
ÒDarau, she didnÕt know,Ó said Kassan.
ÒGoddamn filthy bitch—Ó
Aisha went in front of him. ÒDarau—Darau, easy. Just forget about.Ó She put her paw on his face.
Darau hung his head and relaxed. Kassan, Janja, and Aisha backed away. Darau looked up at Katili again. ÒYouÕre lucky theyÕre here. You have no idea.Ó He turned away toward the edge of the clearing they were in. ÒFilthy bitch.Ó
ÒLook,Ó said Kassan as the others eyed Darau carefully, Òwe just want more than a week. SomeoneÕs going to get hurt. They always do. But not if we have longer.Ó
ÒOne week,Ó said Katili. ÒNo longer.Ó
Kassan sighed. ÒFine,Ó said Mataka. ÒYou wanted regular updates, you got Õem. All we got for you. We have nothing, and all weÕre going to be doing is watching, and reporting to someone every night for five more days. Is that right?Ó
ÒYes,Ó said Katili. ÒBut how you do the job is your business.Ó
Mataka shook his head. ÒAlright,Ó he said, Òwe walk.Ó
ÒWhat?Ó came from the other rogues.
ÒWeÕve done it before. WeÕll do it again. SheÕs not giving us what we need, and all weÕre asking for is a little more time. We should walk. Right now.Ó
ÒMataka, thatÕs not an option,Ó said Kassan.
ÒAnd why not? Or maybe youÕd like to be the one that dies?Ó
ÒNo one is going to die.Ó
ÒSays you.Ó
ÒSays me.Ó
ÒMataka, we can do the job,Ó said Janja. ÒWe will simply have to be careful.Ó
ÒI mean, weÕre the best, right?Ó said Makini. ÒWe can do it.Ó
Mataka blew out a long stream of air. ÒFine,Ó he said, getting up and walking away. ÒFine, great, weÕll do it, and if you find me at the bottom of the waterhole tomorrow, donÕt bother getting me out.Ó
Zoma turned to Katili. ÒHis way of saying Ôgood night.Õ Come on, Janja.Ó Zoma walked out of the clearing. Janja nodded to Katili, then followed. Darau marched moodily out of the clearing, not saying a word. Katili left, and then Aisha, then Makini, looking back at his father. Kassan looked at Makini, then said, ÒGo ahead. MatakaÕll want you.Ó Makini left. Kassan sighed and headed after Katili. He found her drinking at a waterhole. He walked up next to her.
Katili stopped drinking as she saw KassanÕs reflection in the pond. ÒYes?Ó
ÒWe just want a little more time,Ó Kassan said. ÒThatÕs all.Ó
ÒI want to believe you, I really do,Ó said Katili.
ÒYou trusted me before.Ó
ÒBut I have a clan to think of now. I have to think of others besides myself.Ó
ÒIÕm sure you do. But youÕre the akida. DoesnÕt that mean anything?Ó
ÒIt means responsibility. IÕm not going to risk all of their lives.Ó
ÒWhy would I betray you? Why would any of us?Ó
ÒI donÕt trust rogues.Ó
ÒYou trusted me.
ÒI let you get close to me. YouÕre different, Kass, you were orphaned.Ó
ÒDoesnÕt that mean IÕm more of a rogue than any of them?Ó
Katili smiled. ÒTwisting my words.Ó She sighed. ÒMother would be proud of you.Ó
ÒKatili, please. Just a little longer.Ó
Katili smiled again. She leaned up and licked him under the jaw. ÒPersuasion is a good thing.Ó
ÒKatili, I—IÕm trying to stop this.Ó
Katili drew her head back in surprise. ÒWhat?Ó
ÒI—IÕm trying to be a good father to Makini.Ó
Katili smiled. ÒAnd you think this is being a bad example?Ó
ÒI—well, isnÕt it?Ó
Katili kissed him again, and rubbed against his leg. ÒMakiniÕs not here.Ó She felt Kassan shudder. ÒYou werenÕt meant to reform, Kass. Just let me trust you again.Ó
Kassan looked down at her. ÒWhy not?Ó he whispered into her ear. He drew her head close and kissed her passionately. ÒYou canÕt cure everything at once.Ó
Moyo nuzzled Chuma lovingly, then applied another rÕlaka leaf to her shoulder. Chuma moaned in pain slightly, but didnÕt try to shy away. She trusted Moyo, and far more than she trusted anyone else.
ÒWhat happened?Ó
Moyo jumped, exclaiming ÒAiheu!Ó He turned to see a black leopard behind him. KassanÕs son. ÒDonÕt ever do that again,Ó he breathed.
ÒSure,Ó said Makini. His mouth twitched in what was most likely a smile.
ÒAnd what do you want?Ó
ÒTo talk to you. Am I interrupting anything?Ó
ÒJust—just helping Chuma here.Ó
ÒCan I trust her?Ó
ÒWhy?Ó
ÒBecause IÕll have to kill her otherwise.Ó
ÒNo!Ó said Moyo, shocked. ÒOf course you can trust her; she wouldnÕt betray anyone, sheÕs my sister for ManoÕs sake.Ó He shook his head as he pressed the rÕlaka more firmly against ChumaÕs shoulder.
ÒWhat?Ó asked Makini.
ÒYouÕre just as bad as he said you were. YouÕre just like your father, arenÕt you?Ó
ÒAs bad as who said I was?Ó
Moyo stopped rubbing the leaf suddenly. He swallowed nervously. ÒNo one. I—I just—Ó
ÒWho are you talking about?Ó pressed Makini. ÒNone of us like backstabbing, prince.Ó
ÒItÕs—no one, really. He said he didnÕt want you to know.Ó
ÒIÕm not joking, prince,Ó said Makini coldly. ÒWeÕve got enough problems with the hyenas. We arenÕt going to be betrayed by you.Ó
ÒIt—it was that lion, okay? The one with you.Ó
ÒMataka?Ó
ÒMaybe thatÕs his name. I donÕt know.Ó
ÒYou should have just said it was one of us. We arenÕt going to look away from any backstabbing, prince. We were given everything wrong about this job.Ó
ÒI—needed you. Is that so bad?Ó
Makini stared at Moyo. For all the world, he looked just like a lion who was tending anotherÕs wounds. Moyo was a gentle creature. For him to actually be plotting a rebellion . . . it was almost unbelievable. It was desperate.
ÒLook,Ó said Makini in a gentler voice than he had been using, ÒweÕre here to help you. ThatÕs what we do. At least, thatÕs what I do. But youÕve got us worried; this whole job has all of us worried. EverythingÕs being rushed, nothingÕs as we were told . . . sire, someoneÕs going to die. ThatÕs inevitable. And it could be your sister, your mother, your cousin . . . even your father. If push comes to shove, weÕll be fighting, and we wonÕt be showing mercy. We want to live, prince.Ó
ÒMy motherÕs dead,Ó said Moyo quietly. ÒYou wonÕt have to worry about her.Ó
ÒOh . . . IÕm sorry. . . . How did it happen?Ó
ÒBirthing me.Ó
ÒI know how you feel, a little. My motherÕs dead, too.Ó
ÒHow?Ó
ÒHunting accident. All I have is Dad now.Ó
ÒThe only one?Ó
ÒWell, thereÕs my aunt, but I canÕt exactly go home now. Not without facing all of those rumors. Just in and out now.Ó
ÒRumors?Ó
ÒKidnapped a lion cub. Very first job I had. That was almost a year ago, I think.Ó
ÒOh.Ó That was all Moyo could think to say.
ÒI came here to ask you for something.Ó
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒAbout sunset, if you go out around the southern part of the kingdom, youÕll find a lioness. We need you to take her back with you. Make her comfortable. Accepted, if you get my drift.Ó
ÒYou want to sneak that lioness that was with you into our pride?Ó
ÒAnd you have something against that?Ó
ÒItÕs—mating season.Ó
ÒAnd?Ó asked Makini.
ÒWhat if she decides that she—that she wants to . . .Ó
ÒThen sheÕll make it known, and weÕll expect you to act normally. You just found her, youÕve never seen her before, but you believe her story.Ó
ÒYou actually expect me to—Ó
ÒYeah,Ó said Makini. ÒIf thatÕs what youÕd do.Ó
ÒBut—but she wonÕt actually . . .Ó
ÒEy-Aye . . . sheÕs—playful.Ó
ÒPlease tell me this is a joke. That this is all a really bad joke.Ó
Makini finally grinned, unable to keep a straight face any longer. ÒSheÕll promise to behave. You arenÕt her type anyway.Ó
ÒAnd whatÕs that supposed to mean?Ó
ÒDamned if I know,Ó said Makini, getting up and beginning to leave. ÒThatÕs just what Mataka said. DonÕt forget, sire. Sundown tonight.Ó
Moyo watched him disappear into the grass completely, then turned to Chuma. ÒWell,Ó he said quietly, Òlooks like weÕre going to have a friend staying here for a little while.Ó
ÒWho?Ó asked Chuma in her still-not-grown voice.
ÒOh, just another lioness. Her nameÕs Ey-Aye.Ó
ÒEy-Aye?Ó
ÒThatÕs right, Ey-Aye. SheÕs just coming here to visit for a while . . .Ó
Aisha wandered in a straight line toward where the pride was supposed to be sleeping. If the prince didnÕt show for some reason, she should be fine anyway. She could probably make her way into the pride, but it would be so much easier with Moyo to vouch for her. And then she saw him, walking toward her from the left.
ÒI thought I was going to have to do this without you,Ó she said as Moyo caught up to her.
ÒI know the danger youÕre in,Ó said Moyo. ÒMy father doesnÕt just let animals stroll through your kingdom.Ó
ÒFrom what I hear, that hasnÕt stopped that Shadow guy.Ó
ÒNo, it hasnÕt. And now he wants me to track him down.Ó
ÒYou?Ó Aisha laughed. ÒOf all the animals, he sends someone like you?Ó
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒSire, you arenÕt a killer. You wouldnÕt hurt a fly. DonÕt get me wrong, thatÕs a great quality sometimes. But if he expects you to get this guy . . .Ó Aisha shook her head. ÒThe king obviously has a lot more faith in you than we do.Ó
ÒFathers are like that.Ó
ÒYeah, when they arenÕt busy taking acuyle.Ó
ÒTaking what?Ó
ÒAcuyle. ItÕs a plant. Makes you see things.Ó
ÒWhy would he . . . oh.Ó
ÒYeah. Course, sometimes the things you see arenÕt the best. It can get pretty scary.Ó
ÒHe—he gave some to you?Ó
ÒNah, heÕd never give it to me. I took it myself. Stopped it completely after I had a really bad time. Thought worms were coming out of my teeth. Tried to pull Ôem out. The teeth, that is. Got three out before Mom stopped me. She was clean, at least right then.Ó
ÒHow . . . well, why . . . never mind—Ó
ÒYou want to know what happened to my life.Ó
ÒYes. But if you donÕt want—Ó
ÒSire, I donÕt give a damn. After four days, IÕm never going to see you again. So I donÕt mind telling you.Ó
ÒI—IÕd never really looked at it that way.Ó
ÒIt was all fine at the beginning, really. Mom was happy, Dad was happy, I was happy. And then when I was about one, one and a half, things began to go downhill. See, Dad wanted a pride, and he only had me and Mom, and Mom wasnÕt the happiest either; marriage just wasnÕt working out for them. So Dad started using, and Mom, and me. Course, I stuck to acuyle; Dad stockpiled it, wasnÕt too hard to get at. If he got any of the better stuff, like gyuja or klain, that was gone as soon as he got it. Same for Mom. I wasnÕt that stupid; I saw what it did to them, and I tried some of the harder stuff, vajedu, and I didnÕt like it too much, and I really didnÕt like how wasted I got after it. So I just stuck to acuyle. Had to keep using more of it, wouldnÕt get the same effect with the same amount. Until the whole teeth thing.
ÒBut even with that, it still couldnÕt take all the pain away. I donÕt know of any plant that does, except fanu, and that knocks you out, so it doesnÕt really count. And I tried to kill myself. IÕve tried six times. Even after I left, I still tried. Because I knew that theyÕd just being doing all the hard stuff they could get theyÕre paws on, anything and everything, and my leaving . . . that didnÕt help. Going back wasnÕt an option, killing myself was the only way I saw. I had a miserable life.
ÒBut, like I said, I just finally decided to leave them one day. I was tired of hearing all the fighting and never being able to talk to them Õcause they were washed out. Just joined a pride when I was three and a half, four years old, and they helped me kick it completely. Helped me over a lot of issues. Mataka did the rest of them. He put up with me pretty well.Ó
ÒYou know, my life really doesnÕt seem all that bad,Ó said Moyo quietly.
ÒOh, itÕs probably just as bad as mine, just in another way. Lot of rogues come from broken lives. ZomaÕs mom threw him out, Kass is a war orphan, Darau was run out from one of those prides that donÕt let their males grow up, Makini lost his mom in a stampede, Mataka got exiled. Janja . . . heÕs been okay, though. Course, weÕve all learned to just chillax. Take life as it comes. You have to out there. Just one job to the next.Ó
ÒI donÕt think I could live that way.Ó
ÒYeah, a lot of them are miserable. They arenÕt real rogues. They just leave home, then move somewhere else, settle down, be happy.Ó Moyo was silent. ÒAnd I almost forgot to tell you everything. Okay, my name is Aisha, IÕm coming here because my pride was taken over and I had to leave to survive, and IÕm just looking for a place to stay.Ó
ÒYouÕre just going to be a lovable stray?Ó
ÒOne of the things I do best. That and kill animals. Anything I should know about?Ó
ÒNot that I know.Ó
ÒAnything I should say?Ó
ÒSay?Ó
ÒTo impress?Ó
ÒFather never was one for flattery.Ó
ÒOf course, heÕs never met me,Ó said Aisha with a smile. They walked a little further in silence before she stopped, Moyo going ahead a few paces before stopping. ÒHit me,Ó said Aisha.
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒRight here, across the face, as hard as you can. Claws out.Ó
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒJust do it.Ó
Moyo stared at her, then swiped at her.
ÒI said hit me, not tap me. Come on, as hard as you can.Ó
Feeling that he was going to regret this, Moyo brought his paw back and swung at Aisha. She fell to the ground, her cheek bleeding freely. ÒAre you okay?Ó asked Moyo hurriedly.
ÒOw . . . Okay, now the stomach. Hit me in the gut. Like you were attacking me.Ó
ÒAre you sure?Ó
ÒCome on, do it!Ó
Moyo hit her, then did it again and again as she requested it, making it look as if she really had been beaten, and quite helpless to do anything about it. It was a little sickening to know that he was the one who had done it.
ÒAlright, thatÕs good,Ó Aisha finally said. She got up and began to head toward the pride again with a limp that wasnÕt entirely faked. She stopped and turned back to Moyo. ÒYou coming?Ó
ÒYou look awful.Ó
ÒGee, thanks. Come on.Ó
Moyo trotted to catch up to her and began leading her to the pride. When they got there, the lionesses predictably stared at Aisha. Aisha just looked around at them, feigning nervousness. She was silently observing them behind her mask, looking for the ones that would pose the most threat and would need to be taken care of first.
ÒAnd thatÕs my father, the king,Ó said Moyo quietly to her. Aisha looked at the lion they were heading to. The king was sitting up to receive Aisha.
ÒYes, Moyo? Who is this?Ó
ÒThis—this is Aisha, Father. I found her in the kingdom. I thought maybe we could . . . you know, let her stay with us.Ó
ÒFor how long?Ó
ÒWell . . . for life, Father.Ó
ÒThatÕs an awful lot to ask for a stranger, Moyo,Ó said the king.
ÒBut please, Father, she just wants our help.Ó
ÒSo far I havenÕt heard her ask for a thing.Ó
Moyo turned to Aisha, a worried look on his face. She didnÕt know if he was faking it, or if he realized that if the king saw her for who she was, everything would fall through. The king could know everything, including his involvement. Torture always worked. It just took time.
ÒI—I need a home, sire,Ó said Aisha pitifully. ÒI donÕt have anywhere to go. My pride was attacked and they—they took over it, and Mother did her best to protect me from them, I know she did. But I donÕt have a home, sire, and IÕve been looking for so long, and I just wanted . . . wanted to . . .Ó
There were flaws in her act, Moyo could see that immediately. She hesitated too long, she didnÕt sound quite like someone who regretted their losses so much. In short, it seemed like she wasnÕt quite acting the part correctly. But these rogues were supposed to be the best, Moyo reminded himself. They were supposed to be the ones that could do anything.
The thoughts didnÕt take away his worries.
ÒWhy here?Ó asked the king.
ÒSire, I just need a home.Ó
ÒWhy not another pride?Ó
ÒIÕve tried, sire. But they donÕt want me. They call me a rogue, and they—they donÕt want me.Ó
ÒThen why should we?Ó
ÒBut sire, please, IÕm not any trouble, really, IÕm not. I just want a home, and I can do my share of hunting and nursing and cubsitting—really sire, I can help,Ó said Aisha earnestly.
The king was silent as he stared at her. He finally said, ÒYou may stay here tonight.Ó
ÒOh, thank you, sire! You wonÕt regret—Ó
ÒIÕll think on it tonight. You will know whether or not you can stay in the morning. Moyo, if you would be so kind as to show her a place to sleep . . .Ó
ÒYes, Father.Ó Moyo turned to Aisha. ÒFollow me.Ó
Moyo led Aisha over to where his sister was sleeping. Aisha felt slightly disgusted as she looked at the retarded lioness, ChumaÕs eyes lacking intelligence.
ÒThis is Chuma,Ó said Moyo. ÒMy sister.Ó Moyo draped a foreleg around her shoulders and gave her a gentle squeeze, and received a shy kiss in return. ÒIf you donÕt mind sleeping with her tonight . . .Ó
ÒIs she going to kill me in my sleep?Ó
ÒChuma wouldnÕt hurt anyone,Ó said Moyo, taking AishaÕs statement the wrong way.
ÒThen IÕm fine,Ó said Aisha, lying down.
ÒAisha, my sister is still a lioness, no matter what you might think—Ó
ÒEasy. IÕm not trying to say anything,Ó said Aisha. ÒIt was meant to be funny. At least I thought it was.Ó
ÒSorry,Ó said Moyo. ÒI just thought . . .Ó
ÒThat I was making some kind of slur?Ó
ÒYeah. Look, if you could just keep her company tonight, until I come back, thatÕd be great.Ó
ÒAnd where are you going, prince?Ó
ÒI think IÕve found someone who knows where the Shadow is. I need to check it out, donÕt I?Ó
ÒIf thatÕs normal.Ó
ÒIÕm in charge of hunting him down,Ó said Moyo, as if to explain himself.
ÒThen donÕt let me stop you.Ó
ÒThank you,Ó said Moyo. He began to head off toward his father to tell him where heÕd be going.
Aisha turned back to Chuma, who was staring at her with her vacant stare. ChumaÕs paw hesitatingly crept forward, then leapt forward to tap one of AishaÕs forepaws before retreating quickly, Chuma giggling, though Aisha couldnÕt make out whether it was humor or nervousness. Aisha sighed. She might as well start making herself trusted here.
Moyo crept slowly through the grass under the moonless night sky. He suddenly found himself tackled to the ground. He couldnÕt see his attacker in the dark. They hissed, ÒOne of these days, making all that noise is going to kill you.Ó The attacker got off. ÒYouÕd better hope IÕm there to save your sorry behind.Ó
Moyo looked up at the Shadow indignantly. ÒI thought I was quiet.Ó
ÒItÕs better,Ó admitted the Shadow. He turned around and began to walk away, Moyo following him. ÒCare for a midnight snack?Ó
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒI do have to eat you know. Otherwise I might just waste away to being a—shadow.Ó The Shadow chuckled at his little joke. ÒI just canÕt afford to hunt during the day, you know that. Too many animals that could see me.Ó
ÒYou wonÕt have to keep up this act much longer,Ó said Moyo, as way of apology. He watched as the Shadow suddenly stopped over a dark lump on the ground, then reached down toward it with his jaws. He flung his head backward, swallowing meat from the carcass on the ground. ÒWhat is it?Ó Moyo asked.
ÒZebra.Ó
ÒWell, I wouldnÕt want to deprive you of your meal—Ó
ÒI know itÕs your favorite, sire,Ó said the Shadow, turning back around to Moyo with a smile that was barely visible in the dark night.
ÒMaybe a little,Ó said Moyo with a grin. He walked around to the other side of the carcass. The two ate for a while in silence before Moyo spoke again. ÒYou know, IÕm supposed to hunt you down,Ó said Moyo.
ÒReally?Ó
ÒYeah.Ó
ÒSo the kingÕs coming after me?Ó
ÒWell, I am at least.Ó
ÒOh, no. Whatever will I do?Ó The Shadow took another bite and swallowed. ÒSo, what are you going to do?Ó
ÒIsnÕt it obvious?Ó asked Moyo. He swiped at the ShadowÕs throat, slowly and without claws, missing by a calculated span. ÒSwipe. YouÕre dead.Ó
ÒDaddy doesnÕt have any idea about us?Ó asked the Shadow.
ÒNo. ItÕs impossible to hunt you down. At least, thatÕs what he thinks I think.Ó
ÒIÕm more worried about the rogues finding out than him. I donÕt want Kassan to know until I kill him.Ó
Moyo didnÕt say anything.
ÒMbulu finished the . . . I donÕt really know what youÕd call it,Ó said the Shadow. ÒKiller, I guess. He finished it today. I owe that monkey a great debt.Ó
ÒAre you sure it will work?Ó
ÒIt will fit. If anything, it might be a little tight for Kassan. He wonÕt escape. Not with the knots Mbulu ties.Ó
ÒThatÕs—good,Ó forced out Moyo.
ÒYou still donÕt approve, do you?Ó remarked the Shadow.
ÒItÕs not that,Ó said Moyo.
ÒYes, it is. You believe killing is wrong.Ó
ÒIsnÕt it?Ó
ÒIt merely depends on the one killing and the one being killed. If it is right, then they should be killed. And Kassan, of all animals, deserves to die, and not just by my paw, IÕm sure.Ó
ÒIf you say so.Ó
The Shadow looked at Moyo as if checking him for illness. He finally reached up a paw to pat Moyo on the back of his maned neck. ÒItÕll be okay. ItÕll all turn out alright. Trust me.Ó